SASHA BAHEDIA I am before Cardio in my room in the pack. Two glass cup one filled with blood and the other with water. "I heard your sister died", Cardio tightens his fist, his head still bowed low. "Sorry for her lost. What was her name again?", I trace his every movement. "Penelope right? Why are you bearing Cardio?", He raises his head and I see the hate before me and I keep a straight face. "She challenged me. No one does that and lives, especially nobodies", I spit out and he stands up to attack and I cross my leg. Come on. Hit me. Pour it out. Rage. You have every right to. "Meet me at the gate of the coven if you want to kill me. No one at the coven will lift a finger. You have my word", I stand up and leave Cardio to his thoughts.*** "You did what?", Everyone head in the El Musharc and Darcs family says in disbelief. "I don't want anyone touching him when he rai-" "That is unbelievable. You expect me to stay and watch a nobody hit
AIDEN BAHEDIA Sasha is fast asleep. I knew she had a premonition that she refuses to talk about. She is distant and hesitant. She acts livid and I honestly don't blame her. I blame the premonitions. Her skin is so soft that I'd sleep in her arms and never have to worry. She is asleep but I can feel every burden that her heart has carried, I can feel every guilt and anger with every rise and fall of her chest. I wonder what sort of premonition she had that I had to feel from the party downstairs. I haven't felt so much rage and hurt my entire life. The entire room became too hot like a mighty blast happened close to the pack. I ran upstairs because I know it came from her. She shows her power involuntarily, before she lost consciousness in the castle in Romania she set those men on fire, when Raven hurt me and she intended to inflict harm on Raven she showed how fast she was, no one saw her hand move. I can't even begin to wonder how strong she was. I stare at her and
Sasha Bahedia "Please stay," I hold unto him, and he chuckles and places his hand on mine. "Davil has a compulsory meeting for the head of each supernaturals. So I have to go, "he explains, and I rest my head on his shoulder and groan, and he just laughs even harder. "You will make it harder to leave," he says in between the laughs, and he pulls away and just stares. I love how he stared at me. He stares like there is something worth looking at. He stares like I am fragile instead of the broken girl I am. He looks at me in a way that reminds me he is still in love with me, even with my hurt, my pain, the traumas from the past that I don't really remember, even with my attitude and my bleeding heart. I love the fact that he didn't look past it but loved me with my baggages. "I will be back, alright. I love you, "he assures me, and I nod, and he brushes his lips on mine passionately, and he stands up and leaves. I watch him leave and smile sheepishly. Yeah, that
AIDEN BAHEDIA I take my phone from the bowl after the meeting. The meeting was about doubling our security and reporting if we notice anything suspicious and some other stuff. I see a text from Sasha and as I read I am grinning like a kid who just saw his parents dancing to a soul music not caring I am present. I look around for her and don't see her. I call her line and she isn't answering. Maybe she is talking t- Davil has been in the meeting with us. If he was supposed to meet her, he would have excused himself or atleast reschedule. A cold breeze hit my skin and I slowly feel my lungs clogged to something. Shit. This can't be right. This can't be anything good. I dail Alex number and he answers. "Where is Sasha?", I ask immediately he answers. "I saw her on her way out. She had one of the coven warriors escort her out ", he answers and I hang up and run into the room and thankfully Tash was there. I pull him aside and try to comport myself but moon goddess knows
Chapter 76SASHA BAHEDIA I am running through a hall that doesn't seem to have an end. I am running after a little child that I never seem to catch up to. The child's laughter fills the hallway, and my pace increases until I wake up and drained in my own sweat. I pant heavily and sit up and see Tasha lying down beside me with the duvet. I take in a deep breath. Was that my child? I couldn't even catch up even in my dreams. I am really useless. I get out of bed and look at the window and see Davil and Aiden fight. I wear my flip flop and walk out of the room and downstairs. "Why are they fighting now?"I thought to myself and halted at the window of the sitting room. "I only did what I did to get back at her for killing my father. Do you think I would let that slide? I became fatherless because of HER. "Davil grows into a giant and a tear drops. "Losing her child and womb is nothing compared to what I plan to take from her. I will take and take until she is isolation
SASHA BAHEDIA Aiden draws me away Davil and Davil holds my hand. I look at Davil and then Aiden if I allow them both they will tear apart. The hate in Aiden's eyes is visible. I understand now. He hates me for been stupid enough to let Davil hurt me. He hates that he was right to hate Davil's guts. He hates that the man who had a hand in his child's death is in the same room as him. I shake Davil's hand off mine and Aiden draws me. I tilt my head back and Tasha is on her feet and runs to me before Taet pulls her back. I smile at Tasha assuring her that all is well. I look at Aiden as he roughly drags me down the stairs and into the garden. He flings his hand and swings me to look at him and he is seething in anger. "I don't want to see you close to Davi-" "Why?", I ask and finally he looks at me. "Why?", He walks to me and I stagger. "Why? Are you insane? Are you that naive or stupid which is it? Your child is dead. My child is dead and it is your fault. You always
AIDEN BAHEDIA I have been staring at her for a while. She is fast asleep and is so peaceful. She is safe.....safe? How long before she knows that the one who hurt her is the enemy? How long before the news breaks her? She looked up to her elder brother. She loves him and can die for him if it comes to it. But him - he is twisting the knife harder while he smiles at her and deceives her. I fear she will let him because he is family. I fear she will take it lying down. I fear she will think she deserves every betrayal. I fear she is less of herself daily, and nothing can be done about it. I rest my head on her chest, and her heartbeat is normal, I hear her heartbeat, and it makes me feel at home. It makes me happy knowing her heart is still beating. I might have lost my child, but thank God I didn't lose my Luna. I toss over and place her hand around my waist. I allow her to be the big spoon, and I slowly start feeling sleepy, and I smile. She is home. She is my safe
SASHA BAHEDIA I open the door of our room and look out the window and I see both men turning their back against each other. Aiden speaks and then walks towards the building. Davil swirl and looks at Aiden and smiles at him. He is proud of him but I wonder why. Davil looks up and I wave and Davil waves before entering his car. I watch his car leave and my chest aches. He didn't think I needed comforting, is it because he wanted me to pick up myself with any help from him. Is it because now isn't the time for some pity party? Is it because he is happy he took a little of his pound of flesh and didn't see the need to pretend? I really want him hugging me and assuring to bring the culprit the justice but he can't because that involves bringing himself to justice. Do I want that? I really hope this makes you feel better because it is does I will gladly watch you ruin me. "Sorry I took l-", I feel Aiden's hand wrap around my waist his head on my shoulder and he kisses my c
SASHA VAHEMIR The page flips and end at a certain page, and I understand. It is the evil presence in my room trying to communicate with me. "The individual conjuring the spell must make a pact and sacrifice something they love to ensure the wicked of evil spirit don't possess the body", I translate to English as I read it aloud. "What do you need?"I ask no one and every spirit around, and the page flips backwards, and it stops at a certain page, and the subheading is written 'HUMANITY'. "If I come back in one piece, I'd give you more than my humanity" I promise, and the candle lights on its own. The page flips to the page of reliving ones memories and life history. Why am I making pact with the spirit? I am seeing things that are ikely to happen as a newborn or while mum was pregnant with me. And I am staying longer than usual, so many evil spirits roam and search for an available host, and I need a little backup...... more like a little protection. Do I trust the
AIDEN BAHEDIA Ever since Sasha's appearance the pack as been in disarray and it is hard calming everyone one downing seeing as the person we are going to war with is the coven and Sasha Vahemir. With a threat like hers it shouldn't be taken lightly. Would I have the heart to fight against the woman I love? The answer is no but love is never enough. We must fulfill our duties to our people now. As I walk to my parents room to talk to my dad, I hear my parents argue. I halt to hear what the fight is about so I know how to tackle it. "You knew?", Dad asks in utter shock and disgust. "Oh I knew. They needed to dethrone her and her father won't bulge. Her dad would have been a big threat to our revolution so we used his daughters discovery against him and it worked. They promised me security, he promised me things and he kept to it. They waited patiently until she was old enough. But they made sure we started breaking her as she got a little older. Do I hate her personal? No but
SASHA VAHEMIR There is laughter, jubilations as we feast because of Tash's new born. He has been carrying his child. He refuses to let the child feel the warmth of another. Abigail has been smiling but with a glint of sadness or is it.....regret? She has been brewing with laughter as she stares at her husband and her son. She must be proud of Tash. She really hit a jackpot. "It will be me soon", Tasha's excited voice whispers into my ear from behind me and I spurn and hold her in my arms and she laughs. "You are in your feels. Not bad Sasha. Not bad", I push her away lately pretending to be angry and she comes back into my arms, she uses my hand to wrap around her herself while I act all stubborn and non chalant. "Come on. I am your only sibling. I should be given special treatment", I lock my hands with her at my middle. She is the split image of the woman in the limbo but alot younger. Why is that so? Someone nudge me and I tilt my neck to the side and I see Victo
SASHA VAHEMIRI stare at the card in my hands and everyone I love are circling me, everyone except Davil. I don't know how to feel about any of these. I don't know why I can't feel anything. It is like I have lost my ability to feel. It is like the pain became to much for me to bear so my brain shut down my ability to feel. Tasha is sitting beside me as she holds my arm. They all stare at me with pity in their eyes. He is marrying his mistress two days after I signed the divorce. I don't know how I should feel about this. "If you don't go I won't", Tasha rest her head on my shoulder after speaking. "Say the word and we will all stay back", Tash utters. I should go. I will attend the wedding. I want to know how quick it is for him to throw everything we both shared out like it didn't happen. I want to know if there will be any trace of guilt in his eyes when he says his vow to the woman he had sex with right before me. "I will attend the wedding", I place my han
AIDEN BAHEDIA I knock at the door. My chest aches so much and I know it isn't from me. It is from Sasha. The door opens and Sasha's eyes are red like she has been crying. She just opens the door and walks towards the bed, no hug, no kisses, nothing. "You okay?", I ask and she just ignores me and sit on the bed as she bites her lips as tears fall. I look at the tiles and I see the test result and I sigh. She saw it. I kneel before her and hold her hand and she shakes her hand off mine. She is angry. Please not now Sasha. Please. "I told you we can't have kid-" "Did you ever want a child? Because that is the vibe I am getting off you", she spits out and I lose my cool. "That is harsh. Yes I want kids with yo-" "Oh stop those lies. You heard I couldn't give birth and you stopped trying. You didn't ask if it could be reversed. You left me to mourn our child on my own. I begged you to stay, if you had stayed I will still be carrying our child. I wasn't important
SASHA BAHEDIA I wake up in the morning to an empty bed, body pain and a cold weather. I rub my eyes and stand up and I stretch before leaving the bed. I don't see Aiden around. Did he just leave after having an aggressive sex that felt so much like a goodbye? I just sigh and check my phone incase he sent a message. I check and I see a message from him, it reads; I went out for some urgent work and I won't be around until later today. The maids are at your service. I called Tasha to keep you company. I love you so much and take care of yourself. I walk to the bathroom to take my bath. I come out of the closet wearing a black short on one of Aiden's big red shirt and my slippers and I bump into an excited Tasha. She hugs me and then pull away. She draws my hand towards the bed and we both sit down. "So I have something fun planned for us. Today is for just us. We get to talk and catch up", Tasha squeeze my hand and nod. "So let us get going", she stands up and drag me
AIDEN BAHEDIAAs my wife waltz in, she runs into my arms and hugs me so tight and I know something is wrong but I don't ask. She would tell if she wants me finding out. I lead her to our room and all we do is cuddle in my arms until she fell asleep. What did you do Taet? "Baby? Let us try to have another baby", her voice is low but catches me off guard. "Baby gir-" "Please", she holds unto my chest and the straddle around me as she plant kisses over my face. I gently push her off me and lay her down beside me. She sits up and arch an eyebrow waiting for an explanation. Why these sudden behavior? She came home sad and disturbed and now she wants kids. Did she forget when I said we can't have kids? "Stop please. I am not having sex because I want kids. I can have sex because you want it or I want you. But for kids that is nonesense talk. Stop making it hard to accept that I can't have a kid", I feel my anger slowly rise and I stand to my feet and turn my back
SASHA BAHEDIA "This isn't the Darcs castle", I speak up when taet and I enters my room. We are at a hotel. At the outskirt of Dahmatra. I spurn to Taet as I wait for an explanation. "There is a protective spell hovering around this hotel so no word said here gets out. We can't take the risk of talking about this when people are around. We don't know who to trust. So I suggested this. Don't worry we are not staying in the same ro-", he walks down the hall and opens a door. I walk behind him and he opens and say under his breath in Italian, "Un solo lavoro Veda, un solo lavoro" I laugh when I see what she did. I and Taet will be sharing the same bathroom. Taet couldn't even look at me and I just smile. "It is fine. We just have to knock whenever we want to use the toilet", I try to calm him down. "We will meet back in your room in five minutes", he shuts his door and I hear him cuss and I just smile stupidly.**** His room is very simple just a bed, cen
SASHA BAHEDIA I open the door of our room and look out the window and I see both men turning their back against each other. Aiden speaks and then walks towards the building. Davil swirl and looks at Aiden and smiles at him. He is proud of him but I wonder why. Davil looks up and I wave and Davil waves before entering his car. I watch his car leave and my chest aches. He didn't think I needed comforting, is it because he wanted me to pick up myself with any help from him. Is it because now isn't the time for some pity party? Is it because he is happy he took a little of his pound of flesh and didn't see the need to pretend? I really want him hugging me and assuring to bring the culprit the justice but he can't because that involves bringing himself to justice. Do I want that? I really hope this makes you feel better because it is does I will gladly watch you ruin me. "Sorry I took l-", I feel Aiden's hand wrap around my waist his head on my shoulder and he kisses my c