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Tate There. I said it. And I can’t read Liam’s face. He hasn’t said anything. I can’t tell what he is thinking. I kind of chickened out of then asking him if he would, you know, help me out and be the one. Only, I have to trust the person that I decide to lose my virginity to after all. It’s not on my radar to give it up to just anybody. He shifts on the bed and his eyes are now open, wide open. His startling blue eyes have gone so dark I can hardly recognize them. Usually a sign of anger or hurt from all the years I have known him. “A bit of a shocker, right?” I say timidly biting my lip. If I bite it anymore I will for sure draw blood. “Just a bit.” He says and runs his hands through his jet black hair. It’s the color hair that millions of girls around the world use hair dye for. “I don’t know what to say. I’m totally like. Shit.” He runs his hands through his hair again, it’s now disheveled but it looks damn sexy. “Have you mentioned this to Lilly or Tammy?” I shake my head the
LiamI am bewildered and shocked amongst a whole lot of other emotions. It’s kinda difficult to wrap my head around what Tate has just told me. Holy Shit. She wants to give herself up, wtf? And to who? Jeez. I rake my hands through my hair. I didn’t go across the road to my house, space is what I need right now and to think about a whole lot of shit.Like first of all, who the fuck is she going to have sex with? And, why am I so damn knotted up inside and feel like I’ve got an angry fire in hell raging inside my body? It actually feels like I can’t breathe. Man, am I seriously choked up right now?Sure, I knew this time would come – let’s face it she’s eighteen already and I’ve been putting it about for years but Tate. I feel like punching something, anything. My fists are clenched by my side as I walk along the sidewalk in no particular direction. Is it too early for a beer? Hell, I shouldn’t even really be drinking yet but I do. My folks don’t say anything unless I’ve got so wasted
Tate Well that didn’t go well did it? And it certainly didn’t go as I expected it to. And how did I expect it to go? Fuck knows. But not like this. Not with Liam walking out on me like that, I feel.. Actually, I haven’t got a clue how I feel. I’ve just told my bestie I’m ready for sex and he goes all weird on me and tells me has to leave. Really? Seriously? I’m so angry at him right now, like I want to punch him in the face angry? He’s made me feel judged, too. Do you understand? Do you get what I mean? Like, it’s okay for him to put out and fuck anything that has a pulse but as soon as I mention sex or me having sex, he freaks out, gets up, leaves some lame excuse and heads out the door. I see his notebooks and folders on my dresser still. The thing is I know he needs help with this assignment but the way I feel, it’s the last thing I want to do. The other dilemma I have is that since he walked out, I didn’t get to tell him I wanted my first time to be with him. Liam is my only op
LiamI can’t believe it’s already Monday morning and so much has happened. The assault on Tammy, Tate telling me she wants to give away her virginity, endless gym and practice sessions no wonder I am whacked out this morning when my alarm goes off at five thirty.You got it. Hell on earth, it’s like still nighttime, man.We have a gym session again this morning then swim session. I’ll be done around seven thirty just enough time to grab some breakfast at the canteen on site at the stadium which is where we guys go for the gym. Also, we don’t get hassled so much there. It’s purely only for the football players, which means no girls around all angling for a picture with any of us or to try and get a hook up.My body aches, literally aches like my legs want to cave in and my arms from all the throwing yesterday and weights session. I know it should be used to it, but coach is pushing is so damn hard right now – it’s fierce.I haven’t got time to think of Tate right now and what is going
Tate Oh. My. God. My head hurts and I feel so damn sick, like really sick. The champagne was polished off last night nicely and the girls left me around eleven. Yeah, bit late but my folks didn’t get back until the early hours of the morning. I could hear the door going downstairs and them talking as they came across the landing and to their bedroom. I need some headache pills and to spend the day under the duvet. It’s already seven and usually I get up much earlier and head out for a run. To be honest, I’ve slept through my alarm. Groaning, I flip the duvet off me and get up very, very slowly. It’s like the whole room is spinning. I may vomit. Yuck. Yep it’s going to happen. See, alcohol and I do not mix. This is another reason why I don’t do a lot of drinking, it just fucks me right up. Within seconds I am dry heaving over the white, porcelain toilet. Surely I’d feel much better if I could actually puke. My left hand is holding up my hair and the other is steadying me over the toi
Tate“I checked the schedule for Miles.” Lilly stands next to me at my locker where I throw in my sneakers since I walked into school this morning. It felt so damn weird since I usually get a ride in with Liam. Not sure what has happened to him this morning but he hasn’t messaged me. It leaves a gaping feeling of emptiness in my chest.“By the way you know Denver and Liam went in for extra practice this morning, right?” Phew. At least he isn’t ignoring me then but still he could have let me know. What am I a mind reader now? And if he is acting weird about my announcement last night what right has he got unless he has now become some over protective bestie? That I can do without, I can’t have Liam with his guard up now since it’s him I want. Not Miles friggin DeLaney.I shoot up my eyebrows. “How did you get his class timetable?” Lilly smiles and taps her nose. She looks quite adorable in a white summer dress and red ballet pumps. Most of us just dress casual in jeans and a tee since
Liam I didn’t expect Tate to respond to my message straight away and I feel like a prize jerk for not bothering to message her this morning. What am I feeling? Honestly, I don’t fucking now but it’s a jumble of jealousy, anger and being twisted up inside. Who the hell is she planning on having sex with, it better not be with one of the football team, that will make me spew. And also why do I feel jealous? I’m jealous because someone else will kiss those beautiful full lips of hers, someone else will be running their hands down her face and touching her and sliding inside her. I feel sick. Vomit threatens to come up my throat. My chest has constricted and I’m experiencing difficulty breathing. Man, this is so serious. I have to stop her and how am I going to do that? Only, I know my bestie and when she’s made a decision about something then that’s pretty much it. There’ll be no changing her mind. I rake my hands through my hair, the rate I keep doing this I’ll be bald by noon this a
TateI wasn’t going to come and meet Liam to be honest, I am still a bit annoyed that he just up and left me last night. On the other hand I am totally shit at ignoring him and I know he has to hand his assignment in today. I’m definitely not a horrible person and no matter what, I know Liam would always be there for me.The thing is, do I mention our conversation of last night or do I just let it ride? Do I say anything about Miles Delaney and the plan the girls have for me or do I just wait and see what happens on prom night? See, lots for me to think about.“Sorry about last night.” Liam says as I sit down next to him admiring his long muscular legs that I can see the definition of through his drainpipe jeans. Damn he is so sexy. It’s making my mouth go dry.“No problem. I guess it was a bit of a shock. I mean your little friend is getting all grown up, right?”He shifts looking almost uncomfortable, “you could say that.” He gives me a small smile.“Bound to happen sooner or later.
Epilogue – Liam I reflect on the summer holidays as I stand in the four-bed house, Tate’s dad got her here in Austin, TX. It’s hot and humid as I watch my girl running around between the kitchen and the boxes in the large, open space lounge. And by large, I mean like seriously fucking BIG. “Are you just going to stand there and watch me like a perv, or you going to come and help me unpack?” Man, is Tate excited or what? We arrived last night, her dad laid on the jet for us, the boxes were already shipped out from our homes last week and the cleaning support came in yesterday morning. There isn’t anything for us to do but unpack. Are we ready for college? Who knows, all I want to do is fuck my girl and play football. It’s exciting for sure. My high school coach spoke to the coach and the manager of the Longhorns here in Austin and I am in. I can’t believe how smoothly it went, Cali said they would have me anytime if things didn’t work out and for State, the manager has already emai
Tate “You did what?” I am completely shocked, it’s out of this world shocked and yet my heart feels like it is going to burst with happiness. “I told my mom that I’m going to transfer to Texas.” He says it like it’s no big deal, but it is a huge fucking big deal. His future for Cali is set, it’s in place. He’ll play college football then go on to play for the State. “Liam, I can’t let you do that. No fucking way.” He is laying on my bed with his arms behind his head, his electric blue eyes drinking me in as I pace my bedroom running my hands through my hair that is hanging down around my shoulders. Wow. This is like, can you imagine the biggest thing that happens to you? Well this is it. “Baby, trust me. I can do exactly what I want.” His mouth is upturned, and I can tell by the way his eyes look and his huge black pupils right now that he has got other things on his mind than what his future holds. “Why don’t I get the impression you think this is a big deal?” I place my hand
Liam I can’t wait to see my girl tonight. My dad is away with her father on business, they’ve got a new deal going through right now. How my mom manages with him being away so much is unfathomable because already I do not want to be away from Tate. And since I don’t want her dreams to be ruined, that and I do not want to have to face her dad if Tate does something rash, like changing out Uni. I have come to a decision. I’ll make some calls, speak to my folks and then I can let Tate in on it. For sure she will be over the moon, and I am hoping that this can work out for us. Being in love with Tate all these years and finally being with her is a dream come true. My body aches not being right next to her now after four days together, I miss her. Jeez, I miss her like crazy and yet she is only across the road. You guys think I’m some kind of sap, right? I can live with that. In all honestly, I don’t rightly care, all I care about is holding her in my arms again later. Being out in the
Tate We have had the most romantic and adventurous four days in Mexico. The city itself was bustling and throngs of tourists were milling around, I was glad by the end of the day when we finally got back to our cabana and had hot sex out on the deck. I am hoping his detail had the courtesy to not be watching. Liam didn’t seem put off at all, as he gave me orgasm after orgasm. We’ve just arrived back home, and I am not going to lie, I am tired. We’ve been up most nights watching movies, having hot sex, eating late night snacks, laying in bed being lazy until nine, reading, talking, and hanging out. My folks have got our trip to Texas booked and I am most definitely not looking forward to going now. I’ve gotten so close to Liam that just the thought of being separated from him is giving me anxiety. I actually feel sick in my stomach, hugely sick like I’m going to vomit, and my stomach is literally in knots. I’m betting he is feeling the same way. When his driver dropped us off and
Tate The way he kisses me sends nice shivers throughout my body, he certainly knows what he is doing, it’s like heaven as I allow my eyes to close to feel him getting closer to my aching flower. I swear it is so swollen I just want him to get inside me, I don’t want to wait I just need to feel him moving with me.I lift my hips to feel his mouth as he runs his tongue along my slit, “keep going, that feels sooo good.” I tell him as I push his head down further between my legs. I can feel as he moans into me, I squeeze my legs around his head but not enough to suffocate him. Could you imagine, I wonder how many guys have been clamped down on a girl’s clit before. I snigger.He lifts his head. “What are you laughing, not my tongue action I hope?” He winks and I place a hand over my mouth to stifle my laughter.“No, not at all. Just keep going. I was thinking about how many guys have been nearly suffocated between girls’ legs.” He grins wickedly before he lowers himself again and slides
Liam The way she looks this morning, her hair sprawled out against the pillows, her flushed cheeks, and the faint smile on her lips as she is still asleep fills my heart up. I get such a rush it takes me by complete surprise. If this is what love really feels like, I damn well wish I’d confessed how I felt to her before. She looks so peaceful, like an angel. I stroke her hair and press my lips to her head not wanting to wake her. As much as my dick wants to wake her up right now and feel her tight pussy gripping it, I have to restrain myself. Tate needs her sleep she always has. Unlike me, I can stay awake til two a.m and still get up for my morning run at five before a full day of school, practice, and the gym. It’s just become routine and I’m good with routine because even though I come from a good family, I could just as easily be a bad boy and get up to all sorts of shit that wouldn’t stand me in good stead. Practice and routine are my allies. Tate on the other hand has always
TateI’m so happy just being here in Liam’s arms, a romantic movie on and all snuggled up. My heart beats so fast because I want him again so badly only, I am a little sore. Instead, he pulls me in tighter, kisses the top of my head and scrolls through his phone.I’ve only been here to Mexico a couple of times before and my folks were with me, so being here with Liam will be a whole new experience and to explore with him. “Do you have anything in mind for tomorrow?” I ask him not taking my eyes from the large tv screen not that I don’t want to look at Liam, I mean he is simply gorgeous like male model gorgeous, but I am engrossed in my all-time favorite movie.“We could go out on the boat and go diving? Or we can go into Mexico City and look around the markets, get something to eat. What do you prefer?” “Oo, I don’t know both sound good. Why don’t we go to the city first then come back and cook something together. We’ve not done that since we were about fifteen doing our cooking pro
Liam “It’s outside, let’s eat some dessert, baby.” I sure am pleased that our waiter delivered them to the door because I am starving, I could eat a horse right now. And I do want my energy for later, only I am guessing that Tate is kinda sore right now and that we ought to wait until tomorrow or at least until the morning. She looks radiant is the best way to describe her right now, her face is glowing, and her smile is enigmatic, she lights up the room. “Brilliant, I’m so hungry. What did you order for dessert?” She asks as she takes a seat on the two-seater sofa in the living space, wearing just my football jersey that comes to mid-thigh. Tate looks damn sexy in it. “Strawberry cream cake with dark chocolate drizzle. You?” I bring the dessert bag in and place it on the marble island in the kitchen area and open the bag careful not to ruin our desserts. “Chocolate mocha cake.” “Your favorite, I should have guessed.” I open the cutlery draw and take out two dessert forks and
Tate “I can’t wait anymore. Please Liam, I’m begging you, let me feel you inside me.” I rake my hands through his jet-black hair and bring his mouth crashing down on mine. My tongue fills his mouth, and our tongues dance a dance I’ve played over and over in my head. Wondering what it would be like to kiss him, to feel his tongue in my mouth. “Okay baby, if you’re sure.” “I’m sure.” My breath catches as he slides his fingers out and leans over to the side table and opens the draw. I hear him fumbling around and watch as he puts the condom packet in his mouth and tears off the edge. “I’m on the pill.” I tell him. He strokes my face, so soft as he caresses my cheek. “It’s best to be extra careful, baby. I don’t want us to have an accident. We have our whole lives to think about and our time will come but not right now.” He makes me swoon; our time will come. He is serious, he wants to be with me forever and to have kids with me one day. My dreams are all going to come true, and I jus