Tate has it so bad for him xoxo
Tate It feels as if someone is peering over my shoulder, I can feel warm breath on the back of my neck it makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end. I turn swiftly ready to push back. Then I get a shock. He’s standing right behind me. SHIT. Has been hovering and watching me gazing longingly at his photo? Fuck’s sake. I hope not. “What are you doing here? I ask then notice Denver is standing right behind him. “What are you doing?” Liam asks me with a smirk on his face. Yep busted I bet. “What’s that supposed to mean? Obviously I’m standing in line for a McDonald’s.” I don’t tell him that Lilly has gone off to buy sexy lingerie for a hot date with Denver this evening. He grins, his dimples show, the ones I love and want to touch. Liam is looking fucking hot today, I have to tear my eyes away from him because just looking at him is heating me up inside. His hair is flopping all over his face and I resist the urge to move it away with my fingers and to feel his locks. I can
Liam We hung with the girls for a couple of hours but honestly shopping isn’t for me, not unless it I need something. I know that sounds kind of weird especially considering I can buy myself anything I want, anytime I want but truly I don’t care much for shopping. The girls have had a nice time going in and out of all the designer shops and Tate has bought herself some nice outfits. I love it when she looks to me for approval, even though Lilly and Tammy are with us. Denver looked bored all the time, he is itching to get to the game that starts in two hours. The girls have decided they’re coming with us. When Tate came out of one of the changing rooms with the skimpiest red halter neck dress on I’ve ever seen, I almost had a heart attack. “Where do you think you’re going to wear that?” I said without even thinking. “What’s that supposed to mean?” She retorted with her hands on her hips. I’ve never seen her wear something so revealing, it made me twinge and seriously that’s not fuck
Tate Jee-zus, Liam has been acting so weird ever since we went shopping. I bought the red dress by the way, it’s not his decision what damn clothes I’m going to wear. I want to look good next week when I go out with Tammy and Lilly. It’s a massive diversion to what I usually wear but fuck it, I want to live dangerously for once in my life. It’s not like anything will ever happen between Liam and I. No matter how much I’m craving him to like me for being a girl and not his bestie – it’s never going to happen. This crushes me a bit as I look at him from the corner of my eye. His gaze is on the playing field, Our team is winning and every time they score, Denver and Liam yell and holler. I swear my eardrums are going to pop but it’s good to see them having some fun. Lilly and Tammy are chatting away about the party next week and their outfits. I’ve been so busy day dreaming about Liam that I haven’t interacted with them for a while. Too busy dreaming about his hands on my body, strokin
Tate“You’re going to be so hot girl.” Tammy says as she takes a drink of her rum and coke. I wish she wouldn’t drink in the day. I know Liam and Denver are but that’s only a couple of beers. With Tammy you never know if she’s just going to carry on drinking somewhere, maybe end up in a dive bar. I feel responsible for her in so many ways, as does Lilly.“That’s the idea.” I say keeping an eye on Liam as I speak. He is trying to pretend he isn’t listening but he is. And also I am questioning how this happened. How did I go from being the girl that hung out with Liam climbing trees, playing knock on the door and run when we were five and six? The girl who held him as he cried when he lost his pet dog, Boo-Boo when he was eight and the girl who used to play on the swings in the playground with him, to this girl-woman who wants to feel him inside her? There is no guidebook on growing up, there is no guidebook on this kind of emotion, I wish there fucking was. I wish there was someone I c
Liam I don’t get why Tate has been funny with me, she’s decided not to message me back after she was so damn flippant at the end of the ball game. Jeez, she really needs to chill out. So what if I’m not going over to watch a movie tonight, only I have needs and the leggy brunette, by the way whose name is Elkie was just there. You know what I mean? It’s not as if Tate and I don’t watch enough movies together or hang out an awful lot. We’re practically glued to each other but damn, I have to get her out of my head. She’s filling up my entire brain space, I can’t think of anything else. The distraction with Elkie is what I need. I reckon that will sort me out. My hormones must be raging and getting laid will definitely sort me out. I hope. Because I sure can’t keep going on thinking like this about Tate. I had to do everything in my power not to think of her during the ball game and it was seriously hard work to keep my eyes off her, and those legs of hers encased in her ultra-tight j
Tate “You think Tammy will be alright? I mean she seemed so herself at the ball game?” Lilly asks me as I lay on my bed with my knees bent and lean against my scatter pillows. My favourite is a cream heart one with the words LOVE embroidered on it. Liam gifted me it to me when I was fifteen and we were in New England with our folks on a holiday. It was the perfect time. The water, sailing, eating ice creams and not having a care in the world other than making sure we kept getting our grades. It was a summer of summers. Beautiful weather, our folks made barbeques in the yard of the rental house, a blue one with white window frames. Honestly, it was like a doll’s house it was so pretty. “I have no idea to be honest, Lilly.” I turn my head to the right so I can look at her as I talk. Lilly is frowning like she’s deep in thought. Her head rests on the footboard of my bed. We’re laying toe-to-toe, her hands are in her lap her thumbs going round in circles. Lilly does this when she’s worri
LiamI’m in a shitty mood, I didn’t expect for Tate to be such a bitch when we were at the ball game. I have no idea what has got into her lately but she’s just acting weird around me. We need to talk, there’s clearly something going on with her.Fuck, there’s something going on with me too, especially the way I’m thinking about her constantly. Elkie is waiting for me to pick her up. I organized for us to go to Dannie’s Diner then onto the Maple Bar for some drinks and watch the live band. To be honest I just want to get laid. This is the worst part having to take the girl out, schmooze with her, watch her fawn all over me and all just to get it on. That’s why I kind of like Debs, she didn’t want much she was straight up. No strings attached, but Elkie is a different girl.Turns out she is one of the cheerleaders, funny I never really paid much attention to them. They all come across as bunnies, all talk about nails, hair and that kind of shit. Unlike Tate, who would rather talk about
Tate I laid awake most of the evening and now I feel like total shit. The thought of Liam being with that girl made me feel literally sick to my stomach. I tossed and turned, read the same page of my book at least three times and in the end just put it away. What was the point? Sometimes, I wonder if I should just come out and tell him and get it over and done with. Maybe he likes me the same way and he’s too scared to say anything. Neither one of us would want to risk our friendship. Only I know the way he sleeps around and dates lots of different girls, that Liam just doesn’t see me like this. It’s nine and he’s coming over in an hour, I should at least haul my sorry ass out of bed and see if Nina has made breakfast. My stomach is making weird noises clearly telling me it wants to be fed. Only, I still feel nauseous knowing that Liam would have been with that leggy girl from the game, the way she was fawning all over him, made me want to slap her. It’s not like I’m not used to se
Epilogue – Liam I reflect on the summer holidays as I stand in the four-bed house, Tate’s dad got her here in Austin, TX. It’s hot and humid as I watch my girl running around between the kitchen and the boxes in the large, open space lounge. And by large, I mean like seriously fucking BIG. “Are you just going to stand there and watch me like a perv, or you going to come and help me unpack?” Man, is Tate excited or what? We arrived last night, her dad laid on the jet for us, the boxes were already shipped out from our homes last week and the cleaning support came in yesterday morning. There isn’t anything for us to do but unpack. Are we ready for college? Who knows, all I want to do is fuck my girl and play football. It’s exciting for sure. My high school coach spoke to the coach and the manager of the Longhorns here in Austin and I am in. I can’t believe how smoothly it went, Cali said they would have me anytime if things didn’t work out and for State, the manager has already emai
Tate “You did what?” I am completely shocked, it’s out of this world shocked and yet my heart feels like it is going to burst with happiness. “I told my mom that I’m going to transfer to Texas.” He says it like it’s no big deal, but it is a huge fucking big deal. His future for Cali is set, it’s in place. He’ll play college football then go on to play for the State. “Liam, I can’t let you do that. No fucking way.” He is laying on my bed with his arms behind his head, his electric blue eyes drinking me in as I pace my bedroom running my hands through my hair that is hanging down around my shoulders. Wow. This is like, can you imagine the biggest thing that happens to you? Well this is it. “Baby, trust me. I can do exactly what I want.” His mouth is upturned, and I can tell by the way his eyes look and his huge black pupils right now that he has got other things on his mind than what his future holds. “Why don’t I get the impression you think this is a big deal?” I place my hand
Liam I can’t wait to see my girl tonight. My dad is away with her father on business, they’ve got a new deal going through right now. How my mom manages with him being away so much is unfathomable because already I do not want to be away from Tate. And since I don’t want her dreams to be ruined, that and I do not want to have to face her dad if Tate does something rash, like changing out Uni. I have come to a decision. I’ll make some calls, speak to my folks and then I can let Tate in on it. For sure she will be over the moon, and I am hoping that this can work out for us. Being in love with Tate all these years and finally being with her is a dream come true. My body aches not being right next to her now after four days together, I miss her. Jeez, I miss her like crazy and yet she is only across the road. You guys think I’m some kind of sap, right? I can live with that. In all honestly, I don’t rightly care, all I care about is holding her in my arms again later. Being out in the
Tate We have had the most romantic and adventurous four days in Mexico. The city itself was bustling and throngs of tourists were milling around, I was glad by the end of the day when we finally got back to our cabana and had hot sex out on the deck. I am hoping his detail had the courtesy to not be watching. Liam didn’t seem put off at all, as he gave me orgasm after orgasm. We’ve just arrived back home, and I am not going to lie, I am tired. We’ve been up most nights watching movies, having hot sex, eating late night snacks, laying in bed being lazy until nine, reading, talking, and hanging out. My folks have got our trip to Texas booked and I am most definitely not looking forward to going now. I’ve gotten so close to Liam that just the thought of being separated from him is giving me anxiety. I actually feel sick in my stomach, hugely sick like I’m going to vomit, and my stomach is literally in knots. I’m betting he is feeling the same way. When his driver dropped us off and
Tate The way he kisses me sends nice shivers throughout my body, he certainly knows what he is doing, it’s like heaven as I allow my eyes to close to feel him getting closer to my aching flower. I swear it is so swollen I just want him to get inside me, I don’t want to wait I just need to feel him moving with me.I lift my hips to feel his mouth as he runs his tongue along my slit, “keep going, that feels sooo good.” I tell him as I push his head down further between my legs. I can feel as he moans into me, I squeeze my legs around his head but not enough to suffocate him. Could you imagine, I wonder how many guys have been clamped down on a girl’s clit before. I snigger.He lifts his head. “What are you laughing, not my tongue action I hope?” He winks and I place a hand over my mouth to stifle my laughter.“No, not at all. Just keep going. I was thinking about how many guys have been nearly suffocated between girls’ legs.” He grins wickedly before he lowers himself again and slides
Liam The way she looks this morning, her hair sprawled out against the pillows, her flushed cheeks, and the faint smile on her lips as she is still asleep fills my heart up. I get such a rush it takes me by complete surprise. If this is what love really feels like, I damn well wish I’d confessed how I felt to her before. She looks so peaceful, like an angel. I stroke her hair and press my lips to her head not wanting to wake her. As much as my dick wants to wake her up right now and feel her tight pussy gripping it, I have to restrain myself. Tate needs her sleep she always has. Unlike me, I can stay awake til two a.m and still get up for my morning run at five before a full day of school, practice, and the gym. It’s just become routine and I’m good with routine because even though I come from a good family, I could just as easily be a bad boy and get up to all sorts of shit that wouldn’t stand me in good stead. Practice and routine are my allies. Tate on the other hand has always
TateI’m so happy just being here in Liam’s arms, a romantic movie on and all snuggled up. My heart beats so fast because I want him again so badly only, I am a little sore. Instead, he pulls me in tighter, kisses the top of my head and scrolls through his phone.I’ve only been here to Mexico a couple of times before and my folks were with me, so being here with Liam will be a whole new experience and to explore with him. “Do you have anything in mind for tomorrow?” I ask him not taking my eyes from the large tv screen not that I don’t want to look at Liam, I mean he is simply gorgeous like male model gorgeous, but I am engrossed in my all-time favorite movie.“We could go out on the boat and go diving? Or we can go into Mexico City and look around the markets, get something to eat. What do you prefer?” “Oo, I don’t know both sound good. Why don’t we go to the city first then come back and cook something together. We’ve not done that since we were about fifteen doing our cooking pro
Liam “It’s outside, let’s eat some dessert, baby.” I sure am pleased that our waiter delivered them to the door because I am starving, I could eat a horse right now. And I do want my energy for later, only I am guessing that Tate is kinda sore right now and that we ought to wait until tomorrow or at least until the morning. She looks radiant is the best way to describe her right now, her face is glowing, and her smile is enigmatic, she lights up the room. “Brilliant, I’m so hungry. What did you order for dessert?” She asks as she takes a seat on the two-seater sofa in the living space, wearing just my football jersey that comes to mid-thigh. Tate looks damn sexy in it. “Strawberry cream cake with dark chocolate drizzle. You?” I bring the dessert bag in and place it on the marble island in the kitchen area and open the bag careful not to ruin our desserts. “Chocolate mocha cake.” “Your favorite, I should have guessed.” I open the cutlery draw and take out two dessert forks and
Tate “I can’t wait anymore. Please Liam, I’m begging you, let me feel you inside me.” I rake my hands through his jet-black hair and bring his mouth crashing down on mine. My tongue fills his mouth, and our tongues dance a dance I’ve played over and over in my head. Wondering what it would be like to kiss him, to feel his tongue in my mouth. “Okay baby, if you’re sure.” “I’m sure.” My breath catches as he slides his fingers out and leans over to the side table and opens the draw. I hear him fumbling around and watch as he puts the condom packet in his mouth and tears off the edge. “I’m on the pill.” I tell him. He strokes my face, so soft as he caresses my cheek. “It’s best to be extra careful, baby. I don’t want us to have an accident. We have our whole lives to think about and our time will come but not right now.” He makes me swoon; our time will come. He is serious, he wants to be with me forever and to have kids with me one day. My dreams are all going to come true, and I jus