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No Idea... Not Knowing Why...

Author: ATua Koeinata
last update Last Updated: 2021-11-05 01:25:02

“Erito Ricky…? Am I really Erito Ricky Frias? Why can’t I remember anything? Why can’t I remember anything? And, who are you?” hissed Erito to Eriwan with his slightly frowning forehead.

“It’s supposed to be me who ask you that question! Who are you? What’s happened to both of us actually? Why can’t I remember anything? Why can’t I remember anything about us, about them, and nay about myself?” shouted Eriwan holding and massaging his own head right now.

Eriwan was so depressed that he bowed down his head and his upper body down to his knees and legs.

“Why can’t I remember anything? Who am I? Is it real that I’m called Erito Ricky Frias?” cried out Erito. He was lying on the bed intensely uneasily and with his convulsing body.

“Mr. Apollo… Mrs. Columba… They can’t be forced like this to regain back all their past memories. We have to be pati

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