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Crucial Desires The Agreement.
--2005--All of them were there. I couldn’t know, realise, or had any recollection of why everyone was here. All I knew was, that there was a woman in a red and black gown, and she had one of her hands on a boy’s shoulder who was standing right in front of her.My pack, the Moonshade Pack, was here. I could see fairies, witches, all the creatures that ever existed in our world.My Mom picked me up and held me in her arms. I was only 5 back then.“Mommy, this hurts,” I say while I show her the wound on my arm. She smiled weakly, shushed me and paid attention towards the others.Finally, I see my father and an older man signing a piece of paper. The paper was given by an old lady, who was accompanied by one younger lady and the other in between young and old.“Mommy, what is happening here?” I ask my mother. She looked down at me, smiled once again, and finally spoke.“It’s for your protection, little one. Don’t you worry. Daddy, Mommy and your pack will always protect you. No matter wh
Last Updated : 2024-06-20Crucial Desires Creatures Like You.
--2018--Destiny.Some say it’s stupid. Some say it’s valid. For me? It was both stupid and valid. But mostly, it was something that I was willing to experience in every single lifetime I had left.Because it made me reunite with him. The one who almost killed me when we were kids. Who was meant to be my enemy. Who we were always meant to ignore or fight and move on. But again.Destiny.Destiny has its ways of bringing you all levels of sadness and a massive amount of happiness.--It was finally the day. The day when I’ll be getting sent off to my boarding school. Being a werewolf and not figuring out how to shift properly was something my parents didn’t appreciate. At first, they had to fight with our whole pack, as I looked like an outsider to them.I gotta say, instead of making me go all rogue, they supported me. They fought the whole family and..here am I. All because I couldn’t shift into my werewolf form. Not after that day.My parents never gave up. However, at the age of 18,
Last Updated : 2024-06-20Crucial Desires Welcome.
I shook my head in disbelief and watched him go to the opposite side of where we were all supposed to go.“Hey, Hailey?” I hear Eve calling out to me and trying to get to me through the crowd.“I lost you for a second. Wait, what’s wrong?” She asks, and I look back at the weirdo who bumped into me and almost bullied me. But he was gone.“Hey, are you okay?” Eve asks again. I look at her once again, smiled and acted as if nothing was wrong.“I’m fine. The interior is so amazing I feel like I’m living in a palace.”“I know right, the auditorium is much more huge. Come on, I wanna sit at the front.” Eve takes my hand and guides me inside.The “Welcoming’ us all was amazing. Our Principal was a fairy, and she sure looked like she deserved to be a fairy. Her name was Laura Atkinson. She has been running this school for 8 years after her mother, Myra Atkinson, passed away.She didn’t obviously fill us in with her personal life, but she sure made us feel safe. Her aura was amazing, exciting,
Last Updated : 2024-06-20Crucial Desires Shadow.
“Wait wait ,wait, wait....wait! Your brother? Jace Leister, the grumpy is soon to be the vampire king?” Eve asked again with full attention. She seemed more curious in knowing about him than I was.“Yeah. But it’s a little complicated. He doesn’t like when I talk about this stuff. I mean whenever I talk about him.”“Well, that’s what big brothers are usually like, I guess,” Eve replied and I just sat there listening to them gossip.“Ouch.” I wince in pain again as I look down at my arm. It was growing deep purple.“What the hell?” I murmur to myself, still gaining the girls’s attention.“Woah, Hailey! Are you okay? How did your arm get scraped up like that?” June asked.And I only stare at them blindly. Because I didn’t know how I got this scar too.“I don’t know.”“You don’t know?” Eve questions. She looks at June, then at me, all confused.“Look, all I know is, I got this scar or whatever when I was a kid. I fell off a small cliff or something..I don’t know. My parents never told me
Last Updated : 2024-06-20Crucial Desires You.
--I try to open my eyes. Everything was still a lot dizzy. My head was bursting into flames as I felt myself lying. I finally manage to open my eyes as I figure I was back at my dorm, on my bed.“W-what the?!” My room’s lights were off. But I could still feel someone else’s presence with me. It was a familiar one.I look over at Eve’s side and see someone sitting on her bed in the dark.“Who are you?” I quickly get up and pick up my night lamp, aiming at the dark shadow.“You know you shouldn’t drink that much like that. Especially when you don’t know or can’t trust the surrounding people. This world can simply eat someone like you alive.”The person’s voice was growling deep. So deep that it made me shiver to my bitter core. I was instantly terrified by this energy but at the same time. I wanted to know who this person was.“Says the one who’s hiding in the shadows himself,”I could hear a small chuckle and a smirk. The person gets up and finally comes into the light.“You?” It was
Last Updated : 2024-06-20Crucial Desires Instincts
“No...No- NO!”“Hey...Hailey..Hailey?!”I open my eyes and find Eve right next to me, trying to wake me up.“It’s okay, it’s okay. I’m here.” She says, repeatedly.“Wh-what happened?” I ask her as she reacted doubtfully.“You were having a nightmare, Hailey. You were screaming in your sleep. Shivering, sweating. It took me 5 minutes to wake you up. What was happening?”“What? 5 minutes?” I ask her again because this has never happened before. I would wake up within seconds whenever I had a nightmare and someone wake me up.“I..I don’t know, Eve. I’m sorry, I woke you up.”“It’s alright. But are you sure you’re okay?”I turn my face to her and smile weakly. “Don’t worry, Eve. I’m fine. We should get back to sleep. It’s late.”“Alright. Let me know if something else happens, okay?”I nodded as she made her way back to her bed and fell asleep. For another 2 hours or so, I wasn’t able to shut my eyes. My head kept paining and my eyes burned even when they were closed.I don’t know if it’s
Last Updated : 2024-07-05Crucial Desires Future Wife.
I get confused and silent. My body couldn’t move, but all my senses were heightened. I got lost in Jace’s eyes. It didn’t matter how harshly he acted out at first. It felt as if he was manipulating or enforcing me into feelings I’ve never felt before.Let alone for a...vampire.“Hey, Hailey? You ready to go?” Eve walks up to me, trying to get a hold of my attention. I knew she was speaking to me, but I failed to reply.She stares in the direction I was staring in and quickly realises what’s happened.“Ah, You Love Jace.” I shook my head, instantly getting out of my fairytale world, and faced her.“I, what?!” My cheeks go red as I try to avoid eye contact. “No, it’s not like that...I..Shut up.”“Hey, I’m not blaming you. He’s charming, He’s tall, handsome, and he treats others well.”“Is that so?” I scoff at this point as we make our way out of the classroom.“What, it’s true.”“What’s true?” June joins us too as she listens to us talking about her brother.“That your brother is charmi
Last Updated : 2024-07-06Crucial Desires Past's Failure.
“What the hell are you talking about? I still don’t know or recall who you are and you’re saying I’m your future wife? I’m only 18 and if you were that close to me, how come I don’t remember you?!”Valentine smiled and took a step forward towards me. He looked straight into my eyes as I got hypnotised.“Because of this, My Love. You were taken away from me.”And suddenly, the destination around us changed. We were in a secluded forest now. The one I could recall perfectly.It was our forest. Where my clan lived.“Why did you bring me here?” I ask Valentine. It was like a projection, only we were the projectors. We could see people walking or doing their work around us, but they didn’t have a single clue we were watching them.And before anything else, I see myself. Playing, chasing a small butterfly.“This is where it all started, Hailey. This is where you first saw me.”We follow the small me, deep into the forest. I was so clumsy, that I fell on the ground various times but still go
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“Yes, yes, I did. I found you because you told me so.” I say to her. It was always like she was impressed. Impressed by my actions, my courage and the audacity to bring and risk someone else’s life too.Somehow, I knew that Constellation knew about Ms Wallace around. Of course, if someone’s asking you to come visit them discreetly, they want to be discreet. Me, bringing Ms Wallace was a break of trust and boundaries.“I see you brought a friend with you.” She says, pointing in a direction behind me.“You were the only one who said no to trust people, so I guess that’s all I’m doing. For now, I don’t trust you, but I do trust Ms Wallace that, if something goes sideways, she’ll help.”Constellation smiled, exposing her gritted blackish teeth. Even her tongue was dark. It was almost like she was a dark witch, not a good one. Her aura was the only thing that led me to think this was a bad idea.“Follow me,” she says.“Follow you where?!”“You’ll find out soon,” and just like that, she sta
Crucial Desires Dream.
Prom was coming. Before that, our mid-semesters were coming. Was I prepared? Hell no. I wasn’t. Sure, I was doing great in my lectures. I paid attention and was, an A-grade student. But..I guess there was something that was keeping me from studying.That old lady. Constellation.I knew Ms Wallace knew something about her. Something that no one else knows about. I just knew it, deep in my heart. But I guess I can’t really blame her for not telling me. I was keeping a few secrets from her myself, and so was she.We were just playing...safe.A few days went by. Ms Wallace and I agreed not to talk about this to anyone else. Not Eve, not June. not anyone. Not ever my Dad. And I accepted her rules. It was always better this way. I’ve already put a risk on Eve before. Not in hell would I do it once again.And Valentine? Can’t say I didn’t miss him, but I sure in hell didn’t call out to him.Maybe...just maybe June was right? What if he was a tribrid? What if he was, and is that why he is sti
Crucial Desires I'm The Immortal One.
“Well, if you’re trying to send me on the right path, and if you’re trying to help me live my life. Let’s start by telling me who you are.”The old woman smiled. It was almost like she was toying with me, which made me fucking uncomfortable. She talks about trust and I don’t even know who she is.Or maybe, maybe I do?“Who are you?” I asked in a dominating voice.“I..am the ancient one. I am the immortal one. I am...Constellation.”“Constellation? As in stars?”“As in an ancient creature, young one.”“Creature? Well, that’s not new to me. We’re all creatures here..just not old.”“You’ve grown. A lot faster and more intelligent than I thought. Only, you’ve become weak.”“Weak? Well, if you helped me in some way, it didn’t make my life much easier. It made my life worse. I have these freaking nightmares and visions that I shouldn’t even suppose to be seeing. And now you’ve come again, saying you wanna help?”“No thanks. I’m way okay being weak than begging for your help.”“Who said you’
Crucial Desires That's Not What Happened.
Ms Wallace stared at me for a while. Felt like she was trying to figure out whether to help me or not. After, the big act, I put it in front of her and Dad.“Look, I know that I have no reason to ask you something like this. Not after the way I treated you at my Mother’s funeral, but.”I stare at her eyes and let it all out.“Ms Wallace, these nightmares that I always have are the worst. Every emotion I feel, I feel in reality. Every injury I get, I feel the pain of it on my body. Every person I see or meet, it feels like I know them, but I actually don’t.”“I don’t know at this point who to trust and who to not. It all feels real, but then I wake up in the real world. And I just sit there and curse myself for being this different. I don’t want to be this person.”“Adult life or college life. It’s all about finding the real you. How can I even do that when I don't even know if I’m living in the real world or not?!”She stayed quiet, maybe addressing the scenario before speaking again.
Crucial Desires All The Hurt.
“Yes, yes, I did. I found you because you told me so.” I say to her. It was always like she was impressed. Impressed by my actions, my courage and the audacity to bring and risk someone else’s life too.Somehow, I knew that Constellation knew about Ms Wallace around. Of course, if someone’s asking you to come visit them discreetly, they want to be discreet. Me, bringing Ms Wallace was a break of trust and boundaries.“I see you brought a friend with you.” She says, pointing in a direction behind me.“You were the only one who said no to trust people, so I guess that’s all I’m doing. For now, I don’t trust you, but I do trust Ms Wallace that, if something goes sideways, she’ll help.”Constellation smiled, exposing her gritted blackish teeth. Even her tongue was dark. It was almost like she was a dark witch, not a good one. Her aura was the only thing that led me to think this was a bad idea.“Follow me,” she says.“Follow you where?!”“You’ll find out soon,” and just like that, she sta
Crucial Desires Dream.
Prom was coming. Before that, our mid-semesters were coming. Was I prepared? Hell no. I wasn’t. Sure, I was doing great in my lectures. I paid attention and was, an A-grade student. But..I guess there was something that was keeping me from studying.That old lady. Constellation.I knew Ms Wallace knew something about her. Something that no one else knows about. I just knew it, deep in my heart. But I guess I can’t really blame her for not telling me. I was keeping a few secrets from her myself, and so was she.We were just playing...safe.A few days went by. Ms Wallace and I agreed not to talk about this to anyone else. Not Eve, not June. not anyone. Not ever my Dad. And I accepted her rules. It was always better this way. I’ve already put a risk on Eve before. Not in hell would I do it once again.And Valentine? Can’t say I didn’t miss him, but I sure in hell didn’t call out to him.Maybe...just maybe June was right? What if he was a tribrid? What if he was, and is that why he is sti
Crucial Desires I'm The Immortal One.
“Well, if you’re trying to send me on the right path, and if you’re trying to help me live my life. Let’s start by telling me who you are.”The old woman smiled. It was almost like she was toying with me, which made me fucking uncomfortable. She talks about trust and I don’t even know who she is.Or maybe, maybe I do?“Who are you?” I asked in a dominating voice.“I..am the ancient one. I am the immortal one. I am...Constellation.”“Constellation? As in stars?”“As in an ancient creature, young one.”“Creature? Well, that’s not new to me. We’re all creatures here..just not old.”“You’ve grown. A lot faster and more intelligent than I thought. Only, you’ve become weak.”“Weak? Well, if you helped me in some way, it didn’t make my life much easier. It made my life worse. I have these freaking nightmares and visions that I shouldn’t even suppose to be seeing. And now you’ve come again, saying you wanna help?”“No thanks. I’m way okay being weak than begging for your help.”“Who said you’
Crucial Desires That's Not What Happened.
Ms Wallace stared at me for a while. Felt like she was trying to figure out whether to help me or not. After, the big act, I put it in front of her and Dad.“Look, I know that I have no reason to ask you something like this. Not after the way I treated you at my Mother’s funeral, but.”I stare at her eyes and let it all out.“Ms Wallace, these nightmares that I always have are the worst. Every emotion I feel, I feel in reality. Every injury I get, I feel the pain of it on my body. Every person I see or meet, it feels like I know them, but I actually don’t.”“I don’t know at this point who to trust and who to not. It all feels real, but then I wake up in the real world. And I just sit there and curse myself for being this different. I don’t want to be this person.”“Adult life or college life. It’s all about finding the real you. How can I even do that when I don't even know if I’m living in the real world or not?!”She stayed quiet, maybe addressing the scenario before speaking again.
Crucial Desires Starting To Hurt.
Before I could respond to this news, the bell rang. It was time for our classes. June sighed repulsively and calmed her anger down.“Look, Hailey. I know you must hate me. And I’m sorry that I clashed with you like I did just now. But...that guy gave me the vibes that I did not like. And..You have to know that I’m just looking out for you. You..know that, right?”I stared at her, and quickly diverted my eyes. Maybe she misunderstood him. If Valentine was a tribrid. He would have told me. But...June is only one step backwards for being a tribrid herself. She knows what she’s talking about.“I..” I fluttered as she recognized my uneasiness, changing the subject.“Okay, look. We don’t have to talk about this right now. And don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone about your secret prince charming. Just...try not to hide stuff from us, Hailey. We’re all your friends here.”As soon as June let out her frustration, she walked out of the bathroom, leaving me alone. I knew she was disappointed. That
