BeauI felt as though I'd been beaten and hung out to dry.At that point, and since my lunch with Zoe, I'd been denied for two small personal loans and my credit cards were maxed out. It was official; the financial pits of hell were dead set on dragging me under.Doing the right thing was hurting me.At twenty-three, I lived on my own and paid my own bills. Understood that my parents deserved a break. That taking advantage of their generosity wasn't fair.I should be able to solve my own problems.I should be able to afford college even if it meant I'd be paying back the government until I retired.I should, but couldn't. Not when every single door was being closed in my face.Becoming a stripper was beginning to look very appealing.Jesus, that kind of money would come in handy right about now. Just a few nights a week; I could do it. A decent club in Miami wouldn't be hard to find. On the beach would be my best bet.My tits were perky and ass tight. Being a brunette, green-eyed co-
Beau"Honey, sit down." Dad stood up then and gave me his chair. Squeezed my shoulder as I walked over, and he dashed inside to pull out a stool for himself. He came back out before I could sit down with his seat in hand and a bottle of water for me. "Food should be out soon. Hungry?""Always." His mustache twitched at my response. Always claimed my sister and I ate like men. No shame. "And thanks for the chair.""Hush, kid."Once situated, I made sure Aubrey was comfortable before getting back into the conversation of her schooling. "So, you were saying about this school?""It's a privately run academy where our main focus is children with disabilities. Our program runs from Pre-K to 12th grade and works with a large array of social, behavioral, and learning impediments. From Autism to Dyslexia. We work with everything in between.""Impressive, right?" Gloria preened beside him, and I felt as though I was missing something important. What was the catch?Because if it seemed too good
HendrixYour attendance is requested.We're honoring your commitment to the greater city of Miami Development, Architecture, and Construction Association.Don't forget to R.S.V.P!My finger hovered over the delete button.It'd be so easy. Just check off one little box highlighting them all, and it'd all go the fuck away."Leeches," I hissed through my teeth before slamming my laptop closed and staring off into the warm waters of the Atlantic. None of these people were my friends - people I might even consider a colleague.Most had never been on a job site, much less gotten their hands dirty in their life.Just your average snob with money to spare and who loved to make themselves feel important. This wasn't for charity or to raise funds for the city.It was to rub elbows, kiss ass, and show off: three things I didn't give a flying one about. Thousand-dollar plates and an open bar were not my idea of a good time.As if you remember what that is.Ignoring my own self-deprecating though
Hendrix"Come again?" Walking back outside, I grabbed my open laptop and made myself comfortable on a lounger. The night was a bit chilly, but welcomed after the over one-hundred-degree day we'd just had. Felt good to be outside."I'm going to put this in a simple/vulgar way for you, Hendrix. That way you understand once and for all." He took a sip from his drink, the sound of him swallowing loud in my ear. "She - the girl you choose - will not suck your dick unless she wants to. Her choice to let you fuck her or not."I choked on the sip of beer I'd just taken. "What the hell, man!""The contract is very specific," he continued as if I hadn't just yelled. "Once you've chosen the one that catches your eye, a meeting will be held. All of this with her safety in mind, she will decide the where and when. Not you. Never you.""You are very protective." And that was putting it mildly. Fucker sounded about to have a coronary."I love Crystal and won't have you offending her. Best friend or
HendrixI tossed and turned that night.Thinking. Analyzing. Trying to make sense of why this slip of a girl had caught my eye. And through her pictures, nonetheless.I'd memorized her entire profile.From top to bottom: height, weight, and color of hair. The small speckles of gold in her eyes in one of the pictures - a close-up of her face. How she smiled at the lens with a carefree look.What kind of outdoor activities she preferred.Even her favorite ice-cream flavor would be forever ingrained in my head.What the fuck was wrong with me?This need that bubbled up inside was dangerous. For her. For me.I didn't do relationships or any of the other shit attached to titles.Running an agitated hand down my face, I tried to calm my agitation. "Fucking Jax and his bullshit. Didn't he realize the kind of future he was thrusting upon Beau?"Jesus, I paused there. Everything around me felt out of place.There was no us. Would never be anything other than a mutual exchange of benefits and
Beau"The nerve of that man." Running a hand through my hair, I pulled on the ends in frustration."Dick pic or obnoxious?" Zoe asked from her perch on my bed the morning after we'd set up my account. She looked so out of place. Nothing like the well-put-together chick from school; she was in sweats and an old tank top, having spent the night. "Bet you twenty bucks it was both. Am I right?"My mature reply, I flipped her off. "Shut up."We were eating breakfast from a bagel place down the street while she helped me navigate the mass of messages I'd accumulated since last night. Not even twelve hours into my sugar baby journey, and I was overwhelmed.Felt like cattle on display for the highest bidder. As if I had "fresh meat" tattooed onto my forehead.So far, I had looked at ten invites to connect, and all were creeps.Three pictures of small dicks offering a good time.One serial clinger who'd begun to plan our wedding.And six pompous I own everything jerks.All wrong and turned me
Hendrix Parker"Guess he took care of my mini meltdown for me," I muttered, not quite knowing how I felt about that. There was something sexy about a man that took charge, but this situation called for me to keep myself level-headed.Hendrix, no matter how handsome he seemed from his profile picture, wasn't following the rules."Stop moping or second guessing, Beau. At the very least, the guy is hot. You'll have a great lunch and if it doesn't pan out...bye bye, hottie."She had a point, and looking at his picture once more solidified it. I'd have a nice lunch with a man that personified tall, dark, and dangerous to my ovaries.With jet black hair in a slight pompadour style, a square jaw with a nice five o'clock shadow, and tiny smirk on his full lips...the man was sinful.But it was those light hazel eyes my own came back to time and time again. There was something there beneath the slight crinkles around his orbs that pulled me in.Made me curious.Without rational thought, my fing
Beau"How do I continue letting her talk me into these things?" I muttered under my breath while walking toward Tap42's entrance. My hands pulled on the short skirt of my dress, careful not to expose too much up top.I was stuck for the next hour or two in an innocent-meets-slutty look which Zoe declared only I could pull off.She dressed me in a simple, off-white strapless summer dress that reached a little above mid-thigh. The outfit was cute with a lace overlay which added to the soft innocent look she wanted to achieve. Add in a brown belt around my waist, the tan wedges she put me in, my red lips, and I looked trendy with a sexy edge.Problem was that my legs were on full display and so was half my chest. My C-cups were barely contained in this, but I'll admit that I looked good."Welcome to Tap42," the man at the hostess stand called out the moment I stepped inside. His tone was that of someone bored, until he looked up and met my eyes. From head to toe, I was checked out and I
Epilogue"May I present to you the new Mr. and Mrs. Ivan Scott," the preacher announced, and everyone stood up to clap, watching as the happy couple and my favorite kiddo walked down the aisle as a new family. It was a thing of beauty, and we were blessed to welcome him into the family.In the six months that followed, he'd been a godsend. Calmed Gloria down. Made her happy. Truly happy for the first time in her life.She'd always loved Aubrey, but was missing something. Made her search for it in all the wrong places. Now I knew why; he was her person.Completed her.The cool breeze off the water swept through the small ceremony, causing a few to grumble about their hair. Not me. I welcomed the reprieve from the warm weather in the middle of winter.We just didn't do that holiday down here. Five days of fifty-degree weather, and then we were back to scorching. Was a blessing and curse.Everyone else walked inside and toward Hendrix's deck to await the next part of the festivities. St
Beau What the hell?Outside my window, someone was dying a tragic death. The wail of a wounded animal was more soothing than the crap that was coming through my thankfully closed window. I could only imagine how grotesque the sound would be if it were open."Shut up!" I yelled out into my empty bedroom, pissed that I was being pulled from my slumber. I'd been restless for days, ever since I walked out on Hendrix and took the Uber home. He was all I could think about.Was he okay?What triggered him?Did I really mean so little?Sure, he had called me these last few days trying to get a hold of me, but I deleted each voice or text without finding out what each contained. My heart couldn't take his berating. His demand of me to come back to his apartment as if nothing ever happened.Louder, the man sung his words of love and lost. Of finding his way back home, and I swear on all that's holy that I wanted to punch the love-sick fool.Better yet, how could I even hear this from my floor
HendrixJax left after a while, but his words still haunted me.She chose…And as much as it pained me to admit, she had. Her bags had been packed that night after I came home, accusing her of blatantly showing off her lover. Of forcing my hand when it came to our divorce. Ophelia had embarrassed me, and I'd been rightfully angry.Instead of apologizing, she accused me of using her. Of being neglectful when just a week prior, I'd taken her on vacation to Paris for fashion week. She asked, and I gave in time and time again.But I was the bad guy?"Fucking asshole," I hissed out, my head pounding - too much going through my mind and nothing was making sense. One moment I was furious, and the next, full of regret.Had I let her go instead of asking for time?Had I not questioned and just listened?You can't shoulder this blame alone anymore.Somewhere in the house, a buzz sound came on. It was loud. An alarm.My eyes shifted toward the windows and realized that dawn had arrived, and I'd
Hendrix"Where are you, Parker?" Jax stormed into the house, took one look at the room I was in, and cursed. "Are you kidding me with this shit? How dare you act out when you made the bed, you're currently lying in.""Just go. I want to be alone," I muttered loud enough that he heard. It was all the energy I had left. "Don't need you here to remind me that I fucked up with the person that mattered most."Bringing the almost empty bottle of scotch to my lips, I took a large gulp. My insides churned, the urge to destroy everything in my path overwhelming me once more.So far, the kitchen and dining room had taken the brunt of my ire. Shattered, the remains laid in tattered heaps all around me. The perfect simile to my life.I fucked everything that I touched.First Ophelia, and now Beau.Just thinking about them left me a confused and angry mess. I'd let my dick detract my attention from what mattered; the memory of my wife shouldn't be tainted by my lack of self-control.I shouldn't b
Beau "This is all my fault," Zoe said from her place beside me on my bed. We were on day two of my exile from humanity and sharing a carton of Rocky Road. Thank God her boyfriend had gone to Brazil to visit family last week and she'd decided to stay back. "Had I not pushed you to try the sugar lifestyle, we wouldn't be here gaining pounds and crying over every asshole in a romcom from the '90s.""Therapy wasn't meant to be pretty, dork." The phone beside me vibrated, and I looked down at the screen. His name flashed across it - attempt number twenty today to get a hold of me, and I let it go to voicemail. A minute later it chimed with a voice message…and then a text."Not that I'm trying to rush you or anything…" she trailed off, spoon full of chocolate halfway to her mouth."But I'm not ready to deal with him or his pompous attitude." Mimicking her action, I swiped another spoonful of yumminess. Wasn't going to deny myself of the sole thing making me happy. Ice cream was God at tha
Beau It hurt to breathe, every muscle in my body aching the further from him I got."We'll get through this," I mumbled to myself, exiting the Uber's car.My mind still replayed the words he'd said. The hate in his eyes. To him, I was scum at the bottom of his shoes, and it hurt.What I still didn't understand was the why of it all? And what was worse, I still worried about him.I shouldn't be. Fuck, I should be wishing him a thousand deaths, but I didn't. Had even sent Jax a text the moment the car came to pick me up. Asked him to be there for his best friend. To check on him.We'd been fine all morning and into the early afternoon. I had to physically push him out of the kitchen to get some work done. Hendrix had been frisky - playful.Wanted to touch me every chance he got, and then that phone conference happened.What went into that room and the man who came out were two very different people."About time you arrived, slut," Ruby's voice came from behind me, closer to me than wh
Hendrix"So, do we have a deal, Mr. Rossi?" We were back home in the Keys after a long week of busy schedules. Work was grueling, my plans to build a resort had been accepted by the city, while Beau finished signing up for next semester's classes. Our paths had crossed only to say good morning and an even quicker goodnight.That's why the second I wrapped up this phone conference, I was saying goodbye to work and enjoying our long weekend alone. Four days of fun in the sun with my nymph.Mine. And she was, even if she didn't realize it yet.The scent of spices and seafood wafted through the air vents, and my mouth watered. It took everything within me not to hang up and go cop a feel - then a taste of whatever she was creating.Beau was busy cooking for me today, and it was a remarkable sight. Her, in a short summer dress - feet bare and hips swaying to the island rhythms playing on the radio.Had to walk away before I fucked her. Not that she would complain, but my nymph wanted to s
Hendrix"Motherfuck." Heat. Indescribable soft heat enveloped me, and my balls tightened. Her fist grasped the base of my length, her fingers just touching at the tips, and she gave a twist. Followed the movement of her mouth with each stroke. "Jesus, babe. Too…fuck…tighten your hold."Up, down…twist. Repeat.Nymph looked up at me from beneath her lashes, her tongue flicking the slit. "Like this?" Using both hands, she jerked me twice before spitting on the head - used her saliva and my pre-come to fuck my cock with her fist."Suck my dick, Beau." Fingers embedded in her hair, I wrapped the strands around my hand and tugged her closer. "Be a good girl, and take me into the back of that pretty little throat of yours.""Yes, please," she moaned, abandoning my length to find purchase on my thighs. One hand held her up while she opened her mouth wide to hold me on her tongue. To feel the weight of me.It was perverse. A beautiful, depraved scene, and I loved every second of it.How easil
Hendrix"Ready to head out?" Beau came to a stop in front of me, catching me off guard. "My feet hurt, and I'm dying to get out of this dress." Her words reminded me of my earlier discovery: she was completely bare underneath. Her lithe body was just waiting for my cock. Swollen. Wet. Fucking delicious. "So, can we? Go, I mean.""Of course," My tone was deep, holding an edge of manic desperation that caused her pupils to dilate. "Follow me."I pulled her along behind me, was just to the edge of the entrance - dodging everyone who wished to speak with me - in my desire to reach the lobby and elevators.If Beau thought that we were going back home tonight, she was dead fucking wrong. I had plans for us, and they included being naked and the smell of sex permeating every single square inch of the presidential suite I'd rented for the night."Wait!" she called out over the music, her heels digging into the floor, forcing me to stop. "What about your award? I think Amber picked it up and