Olivia
I rush towards the lady behind the solid marble counter at the entrance of Cane Industries.
It's almost 10 am, I only have 2 minutes left. I'm not going to salvage any remaining kind of good impression if I don't arrive on time. I angle my injured side away from the receptionist, hoping she doesn't notice the dirt marks and blood on my outfit, and throw me out of the building before I reach my interviewer.
I’m not exactly sure how many wounds I have at this point. Better to just hide my whole body under the marble counter.
Placing the phone down, she mutters "What?" in my general direction. Not looking at my face but lips turned up in a sneer upon my disgruntled appearance.
"I have an interview with Mr. Austin?" I almost didn't want to disturb her.
"10th floor." She spits out, still not looking at me.
I lift my left ankle, it's still tender. It might be sprained. I scurry towards the area of the lifts.
Entering, I tuck my messenger bag on my side. Wipe my sweaty palms on my lucky pants.
It's okay, Olivia. It's going to be alright. Forget your injuries. Just smile. Maybe this Mr. Austin is nice.
The extravagant-looking and definitely intimidating hallway greets me. I don’t have time to inspect the numerous paintings lined up. I zip through them. My stomach churns with anxiety.
I have a minute until my interview. I have a bad feeling about this.
Taking a deep breath, one two three. I knock on Mr. Austin's door. There's no answer. I knock again, but there's still no answer. Oh no, am I too late?
Well, there’s no harm in trying. If the door’s closed then I missed my chance. Maybe the scary receptionist would know what to do with me.
I still check the door. I turn the knob and the ornate door opens.
What I didn’t expect is the back of the most intimidating leather chair I've ever seen. That chair alone must be worth three of my bikes.
I can barely make out the top of a man's dark hair peeking through the chair. He's on the phone. He didn’t notice me, or he chose to ignore me.
"I see. So you failed to close the deal?" That voice. It seems familiar. I guess he’s speaking to a subordinate with an eerie tone and that’s what bothers me.
"Hm.." A pause. "How many chances has this been?" Another pause.
My interviewer turns around at the same time that it dawns on me - I realize who that voice belongs to.
He locks eyes with me while he casually says to who I assume is an employee, "Then you're fired. Send Human Resources your resignation letter by the end of the day." then proceeds to stare at me once more.
It's him. It's Mr. Attractive Asshole.
I scrunch up my eyes and wipe on them just to ensure I'm not hallucinating. I gingerly sit down on the chair in front of his desk. Not sure if it's my ankle or all the remaining strength just left my body.
He hangs up the phone on the person he just fired. The person he just nonchalantly told that they no longer have a livelihood. He doesn't even wait for the employee's response regarding his sudden unemployment.
What a cruel cruel man.
"Hm.." Mr. Cane narrows his eyes at me. He takes a seat and stares me down.
Am I hyperventilating? Is this real? Oh my fuckin god. This is insane. I almost whimper out due to the awkwardness of the situation.
I slide down on my seat, wanting to vanish into a puddle of goo on the floor right in front of this admittedly fine specimen of a man.
Mr. Austin Cane apparently, now has the power to decide my future. This man who I just shouted at and flipped off on the street a few minutes ago. He will be determining if I will make the rent next month.
He quirks his left eyebrow. Still not uttering anything.
"Mr. Austin, I..."
"It's Mr. Cane to you. Why should I accept your application?"
"I uhm. I just.." I stutter out. My brain is blanking, still not catching up from the bombshell of the situation.
"You're wasting my time.” He’s about to turn his back on me. He stops midway and cocks his head.
“You have 10 seconds to convince me or I'll call security to throw you out."
Gobsmacked by his on-brand rudeness, my brain kickstarts and annoyance surges up. I scramble for an answer. "Wait! I mean, I'm sorry Mr. Cane but uh... Well, I have the experience. As you can see in my resumé." I thrust out the crumpled folder containing my credentials that I quickly got out of my bag.
That damn eyebrow quirk again. He stares at me, and seconds pass. He doesn't even glance at the folder. I retract my hand, wanting to disappear.
Oh my god, this is so painful. I'm just gonna walk out the door and leave. That's okay, right? This is so embarrassing. Shit, this is the worst thing ever. I need to leave.
"Your experience is not enough. You're no use to me." I gulp. He's not finished insulting me.
"... and honestly, you're annoying and irritating. Why will I give you a chance, Ms. Blake?" He emphasizes my last name. Indicating that he knew me from the start. Even before he wrecked my bike. He must have seen the picture on my resumé. Unlike my stupid self who had no idea who he was and made an ass of myself in front of him.
"No answer? What happened to Mr. Dickhead earlier huh? You're not such a smartass now. Come on, give me a good reason. Right fucking now." He slams his hand on his desk.
I was startled, stunned at his temper. His eyes do not leave my face. I don't know how long I can endure this anymore. My mind is racing, my heart is actually pounding. "You owe me." I blurt out.
His eyebrows shot up.
"Well, you see. You should pay me for the damages. I have the right to sue you. I can get a copy of the security cameras on the street, go to the police, and sue you. I'm pretty sure my ankle is broken, and my wrist, yeah. I just know something is wrong with it." I offer up my left arm dramatically, wiggling my wrist, skid burns and all.
He looks disgusted.
"Also, I might have internal damage to my organs, you know? I'm not sure, that collision was rough and sudden, you know? I might have something broken. A rib maybe?" I ramble on.
"Or I can get myself checked at the hospital just to be sure, they usually call the police for that, right? I can, maybe I can..."
"You're actually blackmailing me to get this job?" He sounds impressed.
I hesitantly nod my head. Stopping myself from creating more absurd ideas.
"Hm..." He repeats. His eyes are laser-focused on me. I can feel him studying every minute detail on my face. His gaze moves from my lips to my eyes and back.
"Go to reception, tell Janice to come here."
I'm dumbfounded. So he's just going to kick me out of the building with nothing? Not to mention order me around on the way out?
"Now, Ms. Blake!" He raises his voice and startles me. I scurry out the door and go to Janice, telling her His Highness' instructions.
Janice the snooty receptionist gives me a nasty look but swiftly moves. Before I know it, she comes back with a man in tow.
"This is Mr. Cane's driver, Ronnie. He'll drive you home." Janice snipped at me.
I am completely floored. What the hell does this mean? And why is Ronnie driving me home?
"Mr. Cane expects you to be here tomorrow at 9 am sharp for the new hire orientation." I cannot be more surprised by the turn of events.
Still reeling, I let Ronnie lead me to a sleek black car, load up my broken bike and drive me home.
Do I have a concussion or something? Is this really happening? Did I get the job?
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I did. I got the job. And it's my first day. After the contract signing, I was unceremoniously placed outside Mr. Cane's office. According to HR, Mr. Cane has never kept an assistant for a whole month. I was left with a meaningful look that I don't have the capacity nor the willpower to decipher.
They said this desk has its fair share of horror stories. They didn't specify if it was Mr. Cane firing the employees or the assistants leaving in tears. I'm pretty sure it's the latter.
After a whole morning of orientation and absorbing all the information about Cane Industries, I opened the little desk drawer beside my monitor. The cracked screen on my phone is signaling it's finally lunchtime. I pocket my phone and go down to the 7th floor.
Cane Industries has its own restaurant for employees with lavish dining areas and comfy-looking chairs. As much as I want to buy lunch, I really don't have the extra money even just for dessert. I'm just here to lounge around and eat my lunch in peace.
Besides, I'm positive that one apple pie from the elegant display case is worth two days of my bus fare. Yes, I'm taking the bus. Since my bike is deceased, I have no choice but to take the bus every day now.
The soggy chicken sandwich I packed this morning will have to do. At least I have something to munch on while I anxiously wait and wonder when Mr. Cane will start giving me tasks.
I'm computing my budget for food for the week versus what I can save to have my bike repaired while nibbling on my cold sandwich when I see a pair of feet in my periphery.
"Girl, hi! I'm Charlie." A feminine voice chirps up attached to an equally feminine-looking guy.
"Dude you are literally creeping her out." A girl with short black hair and glasses elbows the guy.
"Sorry, I'm just excited." His high-pitched voice and colorful shirt clued me into his sexuality.
"Ugh. Never mind him, I'm Rosie and this gay thing is Charlie. He's in Marketing and I'm in the Accounting Department. We heard you're Olivia. Mr. Cane's new assistant?" Rosie smiles while inviting herself to settle down on the chair in front of me.
Charlie gingerly places his tray of salad on the table before sliding in beside Rosie.
"Hon, we're sitting here. We'll be friends, you have no choice." He simply states while the accounting girl Rosie grabs a few of her fries and stuffs her mouth with them.
"Hey, yeah I'm Olivia Blake. Word travels fast here, huh?"
"You know it. Janice keeps us updated." Charlie forks his lettuce. "And we're always curious about Mr. Cane's assistants. The last one, she barely managed to hang on for 3 weeks. Poor girl didn't even let HR know she was quitting. She just never showed up."
"Do not scare the new girl, you idiot. It's bad enough he's her boss, you don't have to frighten her with your stories."
"Why did the last one leave though?" I ask, dreading the answer. Maybe they can give me tips? I know he has a temper, I've seen him fire a guy like he's ordering lunch. Zero feelings.
"He's just difficult. Let's leave it at that." Rosie said. "Anyway, you look like a tough girl. Just hang on, okay?"
"Plus, even if he shouts at you, he looks good while doing it. Eye candy." Charlie says.
"You're such a twat." Rosie deadpans at him. "If I were you though, I'd better get going. I heard he doesn't have lunch. And break time's almost over." Looking at her watch.
"Thanks, guys, I'll see you later." I hurry up and return to my desk.
His door is open, maybe that's why the noise is amplified when the sound of a vase smashing on the window reaches me and makes me jump up in my seat.
Oh my god. That window is glass, I think uselessly. I am on high alert.
"You're a stupid, worthless piece of shit, do you know that?!" He shouts at the phone.
I'm glad that he's using the landline because I'm certain that he would have thrown his mobile at the wall as well.
Jeez. What a prick. This guy is something else. I shake my head, putting my hand over my chest. My heart is pounding.
More shouting. I take deep breaths, one two three. I refrain from making any noise of fear.
Silence.
He slams the door of his office on his way out, startling me. He crosses the hallway in quick strides toward the lift. With an icy voice and still not looking in my direction, he commands, "You! Come with me. Let's see how well you can keep up."
Austin Cane She scrambled after me. I stepped aside so she could enter the lift. I looked up at the mirror on the side of the wall to observe the new hire. The girl is nervous. She's fidgeting with the corner of her top. "Stop squirming so much. You weren't this shy yesterday." She nods in acquiescence. Takes a deep breath and lifts up her chin. As if an automatic switch has been flipped, she straightens her posture right before my eyes. Her wavy dark hair sways down to her hip. She clutches her small notebook. I exit the lift before I notice more things about the new girl. "This side is Cane Constructions Inc. I'm expecting you to know this already since you've had an orientation regarding the companies under Cane Industries." I don't wait for a response. Entering the HR department and going straight to the manager's room, I level the woman seated at her desk with a look. "Evelyn." "Yes Mr. Cane, sir?" The HR head looks up from her laptop. Startled at my sudden appearance. E
I am mortified. It wasn't enough that Mr. Cane saw my decaying neighborhood and dilapidated house, but I think he also caught a glimpse of Augustus being his lovely self. Why did he even drive me home? Why did he insist on it even when I said no? It's just so damn annoying. Jumping off a moving vehicle is not fun at all. Yes, I'm certainly ashamed of where I live. Who wouldn't be? We aren't homeless, but Centennial and the surrounding area are something else. I don't even want to consider that he saw Augustus. Just, no. I lean on the dirty window of the bus. The muggy air wafts through my nose, public transportation from the poorest part of Portland isn't the best. Clutching my bag closer and tucking it to my side, I see that I'm near downtown. It takes me 2 buses to get to work and a long ride if it's on my bike. Unfortunately, I need to cough up the extra dollars just for these bus rides. It's so mortifying to get a ride from Mr. Cane but he isn't aware of how that helps with
Austin "No, I had no idea." I grit my teeth. "Yes, it's over." I hang up, no longer wanting to hear the disappointment in my father's voice one more second. My father is a man of few words. When he speaks, he chooses his words carefully. The reason it upsets me more whenever I hear that tinge of disappointment coloring his clipped voice. Luke Cane is a business tycoon. He built Cane Industries with his ingenious business acumen. Although one would argue that he had the fortune to rely on, I always counter that it takes so much more in order to stay afloat and even multiply that fortune. I stare at the files on my dark mahogany desk, Evelyn's testimony. Her confession did not shock me, I knew it the second I saw the look on her face when I stormed into her office. It's convenient that the new girl found a way to cement the evidence against her barring accounting documents. She found a credible witness, that carries more weight. Flicking my eyes towards the door, I picture her behi
Austin Nocturn Number 20. Chopin's haunting melody perfectly portrays my mood when I step into the threshold. The classical number permeates the walls of Cane Estate. Mother lounges in the parlor with a glass of what I'm assuming is her 10th cocktail for the day. She greets me with a Bourbon Old Fashioned instead of a motherly hug or kiss. It would be too much for Mrs. Cane to show affection. Even to her son. A week is not a long enough distance. "Austin dear, was that what you wore at the Trade Fair?" she said, picking the olives from her martini. Not even sparing me a glance as she questions my appearance. "Yes, mother. It was fairly casual." "Hmm," she replies. Running her hands on a throw pillow. "Meredith is stopping by." "Yes. You mentioned earlier." "Would it hurt if you would be more enthusiastic?" She finally graces me with a disparaging look. I knew it would only be a matter of time. "And would it hurt if you actually listened? As I've said, we've broken up. She cheat
“He did not even hear me out,” I mumbled to my sandwich. I can’t keep the resentment inside. After crying my eyes out, I had lunch with the girls. I tried to be quiet about it but they’ve already commented about my visibly red and swollen eyes. “Girl, what are you so snippy about over there?” Charlie inquires. It’s lunchtime and they are gossiping. As usual, everybody’s intrigued about Mr. Cane’s hissy fits. “I didn’t get the chance to defend my side. That’s what pisses me off the most. It would have been better if he didn’t just explode like that. Nothing wrong with getting the facts first, right?” I try to be objective about it. “This about the crew in Montana? We’ve already sent people over. Did he not know you helped interview some? Thanks by the way. With the whole Evelyn business, people are quite distraught,” Andrea said. She is now officially part of the group. “Yeah, anytime,” I say distractedly. Watching her fork a few pieces of the cold chicken she packed for lunch. Sing
I shut the wooden door behind me. Careful to not cause any noise. I walk past the dark living room and dirty kitchen and head straight to my room. I hang my jacket carefully on the hook beside my door. Lining up my shoes under it, I rearrange the order. Place some stray shoes in their proper place. Mom must have borrowed a pair. I take my socks and carefully place them in my clothes hamper. I take my jeans and blouse off and fold them, piling them on top of my dirty clothes from the other day. I need to do laundry soon. I plop down my old chair. Grab a pen and add soap to my list of things to buy at the grocery store. Hand washing everything is time-consuming but I honestly don’t have a choice. I’m counting down the days until I receive my first pay from Cane Industries but I doubt buying a new washing machine is on top of my priority list. Maybe a repair? I added it to the list. I’m getting lightheaded. The food I bring for lunch at the office just isn’t enough. I’ve finally set as
I was wrong. The fight last night didn’t end with just Augustus walking away. Of course, just when you think you’re safe, that’s when shit really happens. Round 2 wasn’t just shouting and threats, by the end of it Mom managed to barricade herself inside her room and we were both sporting fresh bruises. Make-up is expensive so I’m being stingy about the amount of foundation I can put in order to cover up my face. This single tube I found at a gas station nearby is a godsend but it’s running out. I quickly chuck it inside my drawers when the elevator dings. A bruise on the cheek is easy enough to mask but a split lip is harder to hide. I bow my head when Mr. Cane walks down the corridor. In the corner of my eye, I could see him sauntering over. He really is meant to be on a runway or at least in a studio making commercials or a film. Maybe he can be a leading man type? Hmm.. maybe an action star? He looks like he works out. He’s got this lean but muscular figure. No, no.. he’s more
Austin I am fuming. Who the fuck does Tommy think he is? He can't just do shit like that. I should have fired him right then and there. He's lucky that he's so valuable in the company and punching him would mean there's a possibility I'd damage my hands. These babies are my money-makers. Engineers don't craft everything with just our minds. I don't care if he's the resident Lothario in Cane Industries but he does not step a toe out of line where I'm concerned. He's one of the few that I can tolerate in the company and yes, he's like a friend to me but my assistants are off-limits. Well, I didn't care when he would hit up the ones before, but that's because they weren't important. I mean, they weren't in the middle of a task. He wasn't interrupting their work. They weren't on the clock. And I rarely saw him talking to the new ones, or rather I just didn't give a fuck. But this time it's different. I don't know when I noticed that particular dark wavy hair standing there in that
“Get up,” he said. “Now. Hands on the table.” I scrambled up and stood at attention. Slowly, ever so slowly, he put his knee in between my legs from behind. “Legs apart, Olivia.”I was vibrating with anticipation at this point. Everything felt charged. I held my breath as I felt him touch his front slightly on my back. I felt his breath on me, touching my skin as he inspected me. “Where did he touch you?” his soft voice was menacing. “I… Austin…” I stammered while he stood beside me. I felt his choppy breath skirting my shoulder. The goosebumps on my skin were ever prevalent. I couldn’t move, I was stuck as a statue. I couldn’t even if I wanted to. He left me paralyzed just by his presence. “I asked you a question, Olivia.” “I don’t…” “You don’t remember?” “I would rather not,” I exhaled. “How did it feel?” “What? I, I don’t know…” “You’re trying to forget, I understand. But you need to open up for me. “ He said this as he wedged his knee between mine. “Ugh…” “Did he tou
“You’re right. You did a very bad thing, Olivia. And for so long, you tested my patience.” I shivered at the tone of his voice. It sent chills through me. “You made me watch you at your lowest point. You made me endure everything. All because, what? I love you? I watched you, did you know that?” He stood menacingly. My eyes were focused on him undoing his belt, painstakingly slow. “I’m sorry,” I whispered. At this point, these little words have lost their meaning. He stopped beside me. I stared at the bulge in front of me. He gripped my hair. The caring touches at the hospital are long gone now. In its place, he started squeezing my hair. “You had me so worried. I was losing my mind, did you know that?” he gritted out. “I didn’t know what to do, I was so helpless. I couldn’t even get to you. It’s like you were so far away, in your own head.” “I was… I’m…”“Don’t you fucking say you’re sorry. We’re way past that now.” “But,” I struggled to stay in our conversation but I was dis
“I messed up,” I told Austin. We were in our dining table when I got home from the hospital. Somehow, the guilt and the shame pushed me to bare it all out. “Something needs to change. I NEED to change. I royally fucked up and this whole thing is my mess,” I added. He sat there and I knew he was starting to defend my actions again. “You were drugged. He manipulated you…”I stopped him. “That’s true. But what about all the other decisions I made? I decided to continue with the booze. I chose to take what he was giving me, Austin. Even if I was endangering my job, even if I was getting out of control. I chose those things. You can’t… I can’t pin this all on anybody else but me. I have a part in all this mess. A big part, actually.” He lowered his head. Maybe he’s realizing I have a point. “I trust too easily. Call it naivety or just plain stupidity, but I always choose to see the good in people. Even to my detriment.”He looked up at me. “But that’s what I like about you. You chose t
“I’m so sorry, Austin. Please!” The words fell from my mouth even as I was beginning to wake up. The crushing guilt enveloped me right when I saw his face hovering beside me. “It’s alright, you’re okay…” He kept on saying. “No, no, I-” “Whatever it is, that’s fine. We’re going to be okay.”“No, you don’t understand. He did things… I was…” I tried to explain. I tried to rationalize and did my best to come out with it but he just wouldn’t let me. “I said it’s alright, Olivia. My god, the doctors just gave me a rundown of the drugs circulating in your system. They had to pump it out of you just a few hours ago, Liv. It was that toxic.” “I know, I wasn’t myself. I was so messed up. But it was still me, somehow. I had a decision, I made them, a lot of them. Things I regret.” “What are you... What are you saying? What happened?” His brows bunched and I immediately thought how adorable it was until I was reminded of what actually went down in that room. “He took advantage of me. And
“I fucking hate you. I hate what you’re doing to me. You’re doing this to me when you know what I’ve been through. You’re no better than all the worst men I know.”He laughed when I said this. He grinned like I was a silly little child complaining. Like I was a mere plaything. Like I don’t have any right to disturb him. It made my blood boil and my insides squirm. “You tricked me. You made me believe in all your bullshit. Just so you could, what? Do this to me?” “Isn’t it worth it? I do say so myself.” He smiled like he already won this game we were playing. Checkmate, his face said it all. “I beg to disagree,” my voice was barely a whisper. But my rage was slowly cooking. It’s seeping through my drug-infused senses. It’s waking me up.I scrunched my eyes. “You’re going to pay for this.” “Yeah, sure. You’re saying that as if you’re not dying to fuck me right now. Need I remind you how wet you are? You’re about to put me inside you, sweetheart. Don’t worry, I can prolong this. J
I couldn't focus on anything. My body is on fire. It’s itching to move on its own, seeking pleasure, wanting the release.He was driving me crazy and I felt like nothing was in my control. Somehow, this was everything that I wanted at this moment, and yet… and yet… “What do you want, Olivia?” he whispered. The voice is enticing, making me lose all sense of control.I want to be ravaged. I want to be owned. It’s driving me insane. This animalistic need that’s welling up in me. And yet… “No…” I tried to tell him. “This is…” I tried again. “What?” He pressed his lips on the side of my throat. So light that I barely felt it. Somehow that’s worse. He lifted his other hand, the one that’s not tormeting me and glided it from my face, to my neck to my arms. Right down to my lower back. He pressed on it. Making me slide onto him forward and to his waiting hand. His fingers pressed on my intimate parts. He barely moved it. I was burning from the inside. An internal battle raging in me.
"You want me to fucking relax? Are you… goddamn crazy?" I said, bewildered and very much annoyed. "Just enjoy it. I'm sure you'll love it." He looked at his watch. "20 minutes, and you'll feel it."And just like that, everything started to feel good. Just like he said. The antsy feeling in my gut was starting to dissipated. "Am I… am I floating?" I giggled. I stared at my hand and smiled. "There you are," he smiled back. It gave me this strange sense of peace, like nothing I've ever felt before. The weight on my chest is getting lifted. "I feel floaty, Matthew." "I know. Isn't it great? I mixed those for you. Especially for you, sweetheart." He began touching my hand. My initial thought was to remove it but then… "Do you like it? Do you feel better?" And I did. I was light, I was happy. Finally. My god. I smiled, I really smiled. "You're so fucking beautiful, have I told you that?" He sat down beside me. "Nope. You haven't but I'm starting to feel it. I kinda feel pretty.
‘Sweetheart’, the term made my skin crawl. I never knew such a word could make me want to vomit that much. Or was it just the pills he shoved down my throat? I have no idea at this point. Does it matter? I’m in deep shit. There’s no other description of the situation. I watched him as he tried to hide his triumphant smug grin. “Please…” I pleaded. “Please, what? Let you go?” he shrugged. “Can’t do that.” “Matthew…” “Hmm… I really… really like that,” he confessed. “I just love hearing it from you. Makes me so excited, you know?” I closed my eyes. Everything was spinning. I scrunched them, maybe if I will this whole thing to go away… “Look at me,” he said menacingly. “Just… don’t go away. You like to not be here, I’m fed up with that. Stay here with me, okay?” “Where do I go?” I prodded. Anything to keep him talking. He might not do anything bad if we just talk. Fat chance of that happening but I can try, can’t I? I have no other choice. “Your past. You always go back,” he sa
I went numb. All movements halted as I processed the information he gave me. “I... I should be scared? But… what have I done?” I couldn’t believe the things he was saying. Why is he mad? I should go. I tried to get up once again. He put more weight on my twisted arm, he’s crushing me down the cushion. I felt the panic rising more and more. I wanted to scream and run hysterically but I tried to stamp it down. That won’t help me now. He’s far stronger and angrier, I don’t stand a chance if it will come to blows. One-on-one combat has never gone well for women against men. “Can you release me? You’re hurting me, Matthew.” “No. You’re just going to leave,” he said but somehow his hold eased up. “I’m not, can we just talk about this first? There’s no need to get physical.” I tried to reason with the man, the primal need to escape from danger not letting up one bit. “If you let me go, I’ll stay. I promise.” “You’re too smart for your own good but I guess we could talk.” He releas