Austin “ETA, Ronnie?!” “Five minutes, sir,” he rounded a corner after speeding through the highway. Ronnie swerved and hit a mailbox. He sped up as if nothing happened. I dialed Olivia’s phone once again. It’s futile but I have to do something while sitting in the car on the way to her home. Before Ronnie could park, I’m out of the car and ran down the streets like a madman. “Fuck! Fuck!” she’s nowhere to be found. Where is she? In the corner of my eye, Mrs. Blake came out of a neighbor’s house and I ran up to her. “Anything?” I asked desperately. She shook her head. Before I could say anything, she was running up to another neighbor’s house. Frantically knocking on another door, who seemed to ignore her. At her dejected look, I reassure her that I’ve called the police. “Oh thank god, you’re here.” Her small frame was shaking and her distraught appearance was heartbreaking. I pulled her into my arms and patted her back. I don’t do these things so it’s extremely awkward. But it’s a
I woke with a start, gasping and wondering where I was. The familiar darkness swiftly brought me back to my grim reality. I noticed a pinching on my arm and heaviness. I try to feel for it with my other hand but I can’t move it either. My restraints are tightened. I’m immobile. “Do not fuss, alright?” I registered the voice to my right. “It’s just an IV. Since you refuse to obey me, you’re dehydrated. You badly need the fluids.” He must be injecting something else in me. That’s why I’m so dizzy and weak. It’s getting worse by the day. I shake my arm in the hopes that it will come off. “Oh, you want me to make you stop?” I heard the smile in his voice. Instant fear. The outline of his body, the crushing weight on me is still fresh in my memory. I shudder at the thought of a repeat performance. I lay completely still. “Very good, baby. You’re learning. I’m so proud of you.” His words make me sick. Literally sick, I dry heave. “Oh hon, don’t worry you’ll get better soon,” he crooned
“Parker!” I sputtered. “You… you’re Parker! I’m sure of it!” I shrieked. “How fucking dare you!” “There it is,” he said. “Took you long enough.” With my remaining strength, I swing my bound arms at him. He easily grabbed it as I screamed in his face. “Let it out, let it out,” he indulged. Rubbing my arm as I raged. That made me more mad. I managed to spit on him. Not quite sure if it landed but it was the effort that counted. “You fucking bastard! Let me go!” I bellowed. ‘Help! Somebody help!” I thrashed as he struggled to reign me in his arms. “Please, somebody! I’m here!” “Anybody, anybody…” I sobbed. “Why are you doing this? Let me go,” I begged repeatedly. Needless to say, my efforts were useless and the quick burst of energy quickly left my body. I slumped on the bed with tears streaming down my eyes. The blindfold soaking through. Parker consoled me. Like he wasn’t the one causing me distress. He shushed me and swayed me. It was strangely comforting. I must be going nuts
“What… What do you mean?” I knew what he meant, I just didn’t want to believe that he did not intend for me to leave this place… ever. “You’re welcome, baby. Anything for you,” he beamed. His boyish features shone through his twisted smile. This guy is delusional and very dangerous. I stare at his exposed tattoos. “Do you like it?” the tribal design started from his shoulders and went down his biceps. “And of course, I have you right here,” he smirked and slowly removed his tank top. He revealed more bulging muscles and right on his left chest, letters spelled out my name. I shivered at the extent of his lunacy. He mistook it as awe and his pleased grin stayed on his lips as he went on describing the room. “Took me a while to get everything as is,” he said. “Do you like the bed? I knew you’d be more comfortable if you saw it’s the same one we had sex on. Do you remember these?” he held out the pillows. “It’s the same ones from back then. I just got my dry cleaning and I’ll be abl
Austin “Where is he?!” I snarled at the Head of the IT department. “Mr. Cane, sir, he’s on leave. He put in his 30-day notice of resignation. He must be at home,” Andrew cowered at his desk. “I need you to reach him right fucking now,” I demanded. “I am, sir. It’s just that, he’s not answering all my calls. I… I’ve sent an email, I’m asking HR for his emergency contact. Anything to reach him, sir.” “Alright, that’s good. You have thirty minutes to reach him or I will see to it that you don’t last the whole day.” - - - - I storm toward Tommy’s office. Even though the last couple of weeks were rough on him, he’s still helping scour the internet for any leads regarding Olivia while putting out fires in his own projects. A targeted virus wrecked the department’s progress and they’re barely able to salvage what was left from the damage. “Tom, updates?” “Still much of the same thing,” he said frustratedly. I know he still has feelings for Olivia, which would normally annoy me, but
“He doesn’t care about you.” Parker’s voice refused to leave my mind the whole night. “You saw him, he didn’t even bother looking for you. Just went back to his life and on to a new girl.” It was incredibly painful seeing him live his life without a care in the world while I was out here suffering. But then again, could I even trust Parker? What’s the context of the video he showed me? If there’s anything I learned about Austin, he has reasons behind his every action. Parker though, should I trust him? The answer is no. Unlike Austin who has proven beyond his words and actions that his loyalty is with me. Parker is someone opposite. Austin may be brash and explosive, he can be a real asshole if he wants to be, but at the end of the day, he’s a good guy. I just miss him so much. I didn’t know how much I usually relied on his strength and stability. Just being in his presence makes me so much stronger and braver somehow. Like I can face anything if he’s with me. I can’t say the same
I raise the device to my face. I was still on top of Parker. Shaking with nerves as I try to figure out how to disable security to get out. What am I supposed to do with this? My pounding heart doesn’t let up. He stirs from his slumber. Couldn’t he fall asleep for more than five minutes? Is that too much to ask?! I bite my lips as panic sets in. I push all the buttons on it frantically - the device beeps. What does that mean?! I slipped the device back into his pocket just as he started to wake. I sling my head back to his chest and close my eyes. Hoping that he doesn’t notice anything amiss. He does. “Are you snooping?” he said menacingly. He gripped my arm. “No, no…” I shook my head. He narrowed his eyes. The next thing I know, he has my hair pulled painfully back. He quickly maneuvered, pushing me against the couch. Essentially pinning me down. “You’re trying to escape again, aren’t you? I take a quick nap for a second, and you try something. You’re a naughty little
Austin“Thea, I need you to call Tommy downstairs. Tell him to round up Olivia’s friends. Whatever they’re doing, drop it. We have news.” “Any updates?” I called back the investigator. “Give me more details on this guy.” “I’ve sent over the info we have collated, Mr. Cane. Nothing that could point out his location. All files have still been wiped clean. But we’ve contacted our guys to dig deeper sir, and they are. It will just take a bit more time.” “We don’t have more time!” I shouted and hung up.I can’t believe this happened right under my fucking nose. He was in the same building! How could I have not noticed him?Tommy and Olivia’s friends rushed into my office with Althea leading them. I asked them to settle down for some news.“We need all the manpower we can get, the police and my detectives are on it but I all want you to know: Parker Simmons took her. An I.T. guy from this same building.” I clenched my fists.“You mean, he works here?” Rosie balked. “The same guy who s
“Get up,” he said. “Now. Hands on the table.” I scrambled up and stood at attention. Slowly, ever so slowly, he put his knee in between my legs from behind. “Legs apart, Olivia.”I was vibrating with anticipation at this point. Everything felt charged. I held my breath as I felt him touch his front slightly on my back. I felt his breath on me, touching my skin as he inspected me. “Where did he touch you?” his soft voice was menacing. “I… Austin…” I stammered while he stood beside me. I felt his choppy breath skirting my shoulder. The goosebumps on my skin were ever prevalent. I couldn’t move, I was stuck as a statue. I couldn’t even if I wanted to. He left me paralyzed just by his presence. “I asked you a question, Olivia.” “I don’t…” “You don’t remember?” “I would rather not,” I exhaled. “How did it feel?” “What? I, I don’t know…” “You’re trying to forget, I understand. But you need to open up for me. “ He said this as he wedged his knee between mine. “Ugh…” “Did he tou
“You’re right. You did a very bad thing, Olivia. And for so long, you tested my patience.” I shivered at the tone of his voice. It sent chills through me. “You made me watch you at your lowest point. You made me endure everything. All because, what? I love you? I watched you, did you know that?” He stood menacingly. My eyes were focused on him undoing his belt, painstakingly slow. “I’m sorry,” I whispered. At this point, these little words have lost their meaning. He stopped beside me. I stared at the bulge in front of me. He gripped my hair. The caring touches at the hospital are long gone now. In its place, he started squeezing my hair. “You had me so worried. I was losing my mind, did you know that?” he gritted out. “I didn’t know what to do, I was so helpless. I couldn’t even get to you. It’s like you were so far away, in your own head.” “I was… I’m…”“Don’t you fucking say you’re sorry. We’re way past that now.” “But,” I struggled to stay in our conversation but I was dis
“I messed up,” I told Austin. We were in our dining table when I got home from the hospital. Somehow, the guilt and the shame pushed me to bare it all out. “Something needs to change. I NEED to change. I royally fucked up and this whole thing is my mess,” I added. He sat there and I knew he was starting to defend my actions again. “You were drugged. He manipulated you…”I stopped him. “That’s true. But what about all the other decisions I made? I decided to continue with the booze. I chose to take what he was giving me, Austin. Even if I was endangering my job, even if I was getting out of control. I chose those things. You can’t… I can’t pin this all on anybody else but me. I have a part in all this mess. A big part, actually.” He lowered his head. Maybe he’s realizing I have a point. “I trust too easily. Call it naivety or just plain stupidity, but I always choose to see the good in people. Even to my detriment.”He looked up at me. “But that’s what I like about you. You chose t
“I’m so sorry, Austin. Please!” The words fell from my mouth even as I was beginning to wake up. The crushing guilt enveloped me right when I saw his face hovering beside me. “It’s alright, you’re okay…” He kept on saying. “No, no, I-” “Whatever it is, that’s fine. We’re going to be okay.”“No, you don’t understand. He did things… I was…” I tried to explain. I tried to rationalize and did my best to come out with it but he just wouldn’t let me. “I said it’s alright, Olivia. My god, the doctors just gave me a rundown of the drugs circulating in your system. They had to pump it out of you just a few hours ago, Liv. It was that toxic.” “I know, I wasn’t myself. I was so messed up. But it was still me, somehow. I had a decision, I made them, a lot of them. Things I regret.” “What are you... What are you saying? What happened?” His brows bunched and I immediately thought how adorable it was until I was reminded of what actually went down in that room. “He took advantage of me. And
“I fucking hate you. I hate what you’re doing to me. You’re doing this to me when you know what I’ve been through. You’re no better than all the worst men I know.”He laughed when I said this. He grinned like I was a silly little child complaining. Like I was a mere plaything. Like I don’t have any right to disturb him. It made my blood boil and my insides squirm. “You tricked me. You made me believe in all your bullshit. Just so you could, what? Do this to me?” “Isn’t it worth it? I do say so myself.” He smiled like he already won this game we were playing. Checkmate, his face said it all. “I beg to disagree,” my voice was barely a whisper. But my rage was slowly cooking. It’s seeping through my drug-infused senses. It’s waking me up.I scrunched my eyes. “You’re going to pay for this.” “Yeah, sure. You’re saying that as if you’re not dying to fuck me right now. Need I remind you how wet you are? You’re about to put me inside you, sweetheart. Don’t worry, I can prolong this. J
I couldn't focus on anything. My body is on fire. It’s itching to move on its own, seeking pleasure, wanting the release.He was driving me crazy and I felt like nothing was in my control. Somehow, this was everything that I wanted at this moment, and yet… and yet… “What do you want, Olivia?” he whispered. The voice is enticing, making me lose all sense of control.I want to be ravaged. I want to be owned. It’s driving me insane. This animalistic need that’s welling up in me. And yet… “No…” I tried to tell him. “This is…” I tried again. “What?” He pressed his lips on the side of my throat. So light that I barely felt it. Somehow that’s worse. He lifted his other hand, the one that’s not tormeting me and glided it from my face, to my neck to my arms. Right down to my lower back. He pressed on it. Making me slide onto him forward and to his waiting hand. His fingers pressed on my intimate parts. He barely moved it. I was burning from the inside. An internal battle raging in me.
"You want me to fucking relax? Are you… goddamn crazy?" I said, bewildered and very much annoyed. "Just enjoy it. I'm sure you'll love it." He looked at his watch. "20 minutes, and you'll feel it."And just like that, everything started to feel good. Just like he said. The antsy feeling in my gut was starting to dissipated. "Am I… am I floating?" I giggled. I stared at my hand and smiled. "There you are," he smiled back. It gave me this strange sense of peace, like nothing I've ever felt before. The weight on my chest is getting lifted. "I feel floaty, Matthew." "I know. Isn't it great? I mixed those for you. Especially for you, sweetheart." He began touching my hand. My initial thought was to remove it but then… "Do you like it? Do you feel better?" And I did. I was light, I was happy. Finally. My god. I smiled, I really smiled. "You're so fucking beautiful, have I told you that?" He sat down beside me. "Nope. You haven't but I'm starting to feel it. I kinda feel pretty.
‘Sweetheart’, the term made my skin crawl. I never knew such a word could make me want to vomit that much. Or was it just the pills he shoved down my throat? I have no idea at this point. Does it matter? I’m in deep shit. There’s no other description of the situation. I watched him as he tried to hide his triumphant smug grin. “Please…” I pleaded. “Please, what? Let you go?” he shrugged. “Can’t do that.” “Matthew…” “Hmm… I really… really like that,” he confessed. “I just love hearing it from you. Makes me so excited, you know?” I closed my eyes. Everything was spinning. I scrunched them, maybe if I will this whole thing to go away… “Look at me,” he said menacingly. “Just… don’t go away. You like to not be here, I’m fed up with that. Stay here with me, okay?” “Where do I go?” I prodded. Anything to keep him talking. He might not do anything bad if we just talk. Fat chance of that happening but I can try, can’t I? I have no other choice. “Your past. You always go back,” he sa
I went numb. All movements halted as I processed the information he gave me. “I... I should be scared? But… what have I done?” I couldn’t believe the things he was saying. Why is he mad? I should go. I tried to get up once again. He put more weight on my twisted arm, he’s crushing me down the cushion. I felt the panic rising more and more. I wanted to scream and run hysterically but I tried to stamp it down. That won’t help me now. He’s far stronger and angrier, I don’t stand a chance if it will come to blows. One-on-one combat has never gone well for women against men. “Can you release me? You’re hurting me, Matthew.” “No. You’re just going to leave,” he said but somehow his hold eased up. “I’m not, can we just talk about this first? There’s no need to get physical.” I tried to reason with the man, the primal need to escape from danger not letting up one bit. “If you let me go, I’ll stay. I promise.” “You’re too smart for your own good but I guess we could talk.” He releas