Roman“It looks like everything is going the way you wanted.” Brandon squuezed my shoulder, acknowledging my win.In the royal hall stood mother and Lord Crawford with a small entourage to organize the royal banquet, which would also serve as an engagement party.“I don’t know, Brandon.” I felt unsure. “When has mother ever been so easy and accepting about anything?”“You do need an heir, so I guess she doesn’t really mind Audrey’s background.”“Perhaps.”Bringing Audrey and Mars to the airport and leaving them in Dalton’s care was the right thing to do. Royal wedding preparations were known to be demanding and exhausting. They would need the break.I also believed I needed the break and had not expected to feel this empty. I guess I got used to Mars’ laughter and Audrey’s offensive but also hilarious remarks.Especially after receiving the news confirming that Mars and I were a perfect match and that he was, indeed, my son. Of course, I did not doubt that for a second, but having it
Audrey “So you’re actually marrying a prince?” Before flying back to Penevia, I had met up with my best and only friend, Kennedy, at a local diner to tell her about my engagement.It was better she heard it from me than the news or a silly invitation through the mail.“Yes,” I confirmed for the fifth time in a row. “Marsie will be the new crown prince of Penevia?” She twirled her finger around her platinum blonde hair, still in denial.“Yes!” Except for the part where Roman and I weren’t really in love, I told her everything.Kennedy squealed. “Oh my god, Audrey!” She gathered the attention of the people around us.Widening my eyes, I wrapped my hand around her wrist. “Keep it down. It’s still a secret.” If this came out before the royal banquet, it would put me in a bad light.“What do you mean it’s still a secret?” Kennedy slammed her hands on the table, scrunching her nose at the word, secret. “My best friend, a princess?”We had known each other since high school. She was famous
AudreyI could hardly believe it myself, but after much struggle, we reached the private jet. Mars was already fast asleep, the plane was in the air, and Dalton was pacing back and forth while on the phone with some Penevian authority.“I want you to find out the person responsible at once!” He said. “Double the security in Penevia. The crown prince must remain unharmed.”Unharmed…That was something I couldn’t do. I was selfish and let go of my son when he needed me the most.The way Mars called out to me when I put him down broke my heart, and I couldn’t stop thinking about it.Feeling the tears prick in my eyes, I got up from my seat and nearly ran to a secluded area.Once I ensured no one was around, I leaned to the wall, sank to the floor, and buried my head in my hands.I let it all out. Tears streamed down my face, and I felt a heavy weight in my chest. My thoughts were consumed by my mistake, and the guilt was overwhelming.The pain and disappointment I had caused were overwhe
AudreyIt was a busy week. Between all the silly etiquette classes the queen had planned for me, the endless dress fittings, and the responsibility of becoming a member of the royal family, I couldn’t take it anymore and was slowly going insane.Mars, who was well-loved and well-mannered (which came as a surprise, considering he was mine) seemed to be adjusting well, and everyone loved him.Even though my engagement with Roman got spilled before the royal banquet, the feast had still been planned to officially introduce us to the public and the Penevian officials.Luckily, I hadn’t seen that much of Dalton as we had been avoiding each other like the plague—but it was hard to forget about that kiss. Whenever time I closed my eyes, I would see Dalton and my cheeks would flush. On the contrary, in my nightmares, I saw Roman and wanted to slap the shit out of him.All went well in avoiding Dalton until I caught him waiting in front of the door of my etiquette class.“Are we done for toda
Audrey"Just make it disappear, let it go. I don’t want to hear about it anymore." I took the easy way out. There was also a third option, which consisted of me planting my fist in Rina’s face—but before I would do that, I was willing to give her one more chance."Sure." Dalton smiled, completely unaware."Dalton?""Yes?""What would’ve happened if you told your father about it?" The Penevian way of handling things had my curiosity."He would’ve found out the reason for Rina’s actions, and he would’ve tried to prevent the royal wedding from happening." Dalton explained. "He’s an old-school person. Not a big fan of infidelity scandals or fake relationships."Was anyone?"I get it." I hadn’t expected anything less from Penevians. On the bright side, at least the betrayal didn’t come from Kennedy or my sister. After reconsidering the suspects, they were high on my list, and after listening to Dalton’s options, I was pretty sure someone with off their status would not have it as easy as M
Roman Glancing at Mars, I couldn't help but smile, noticing he shared the same eating habits as Audrey. Both took big bites, chewing loudly with food clinging to their mouths, and I had to say—it was adorable. For the first time, Audrey, Mars, and I were having dinner as a family on the grand balcony in my room. It wasn't something special, but after she had worked so hard to prepare for her role as crown princess, it was the least I could do. Believe it or not, I actually felt guilty for putting her through it all. I gently patted my son's head, still trying to process the fact that I was a father. That little boy, he was mine and I was starting to come to terms with it. Audrey suddenly looked up, her mouth full of food. "What's wrong, Roman?" I chuckled softly and wiped her mouth with a napkin, shaking my head. "You eat messier than our five-year-old," I teased. "That's what's wrong." She rolled her eyes. "After everything I've done for you, I think I'm allowed to eat however I
RomanAs Mars, Leo, and I walked through the palace gardens, I couldn't help but think about Audrey. A few days had passed, and we had not interacted, and it was almost time for the royal banquet.Once in a while, I would steal a glance at her and watch her with Dalton, who she had been spending an awful lot of time with. I wanted to believe my friend was only looking out for her, but their friendship bothered me more than I cared to admit.Why could she allow herself to get close to him, but not me?"Daddy, can we go outside the palace?" Mars interrupted my thoughts, looking up at me with hopeful eyes.Guilt washed over me, knowing I couldn’t fulfill his request. He was just a child, he deserved his freedom—but unfortunately, Penevia just wasn’t big enough to go unnoticed.Especially now, with the royal banquet around the corner, we just couldn’t take any risks.It wasn’t fair to him, and yes, I was a hypocrite, a horrible person, absolutely terrible—because I brought him into this s
AudreyToday had been hectic to say the least. Between meeting my parents, my sister and Kennedy, I also had to deal with their sudden questions and skepticism.Before I had left home, they seemed to be alright with everything, making me wonder whether they had searched up Roman’s name and found something scandalous.I hadn’t expected to run into him earlier. Truthfully, I wasn’t prepared and it brought back a lot of anger and thoughts about how he had been avoiding me as if I had done something to him, when he was the one that tried to kiss me.Anyway, I was lucky I did ran into him, because that meant I wouldn’t have to introduce him again. The excuse of Roman being a busy crown prince worked wonders.Lunchtime rolled around, and I was sitting with Kennedy and Ashley in the dining hall. My parents had scored themselves a tour of the kingdom with Lenny, Roman's butler."So, we're really eating rich people food, huh?" Kennedy positioned her phone over the food, to make some pictures.
Audrey"So, you want us to stay in Penevia?" Ashley searched for confirmation. I had brought both Ashley and Kennedy together so they could listen to my request."Yes.”"As your... ladies-in-waiting?" Kennedy questioned."Yes," I repeated."And we'll get paid to stay by your side?" A small smirk appeared on Ashley’s lips. I knew she was never the one to turn down good money."Yes," I answered again, my heart fluttering with hope. I wouldn’t even know what to do without the two of them in the picture.They had always been there for me, and I hoped that wouldn't change now. Especially with Rina becoming one of my ladies-in-waiting. Who knew what the other ladies would be like?Kennedy was the first to break the silence. "Girl, you don't have to ask me twice.” She stated, her words put a smile on my face. “I had already decided before you asked me.”"I'm your sister, Audrey,” Ashley added. “Of course, I'm staying. There's no way I could be leaving you alone with these people!”Their word
AudreyWith Mars clinging to my side, I walked through the palace halls. It had been a long day. Now that I was to be queen, the classes had become even more sincere. Every ounce of my energy was drained.‘Forget the mourning period, just focus on becoming queen’If those words could not get anyone punished, I’m sure that’s what the teachers would’ve told me.Mars and I were on our way to meet the Queen. Somehow he would manage to cheer her up, and I’m glad he could do that for her. I barely knew the king, but had a hard time sleeping so I couldn’t even begin to imagine what losing him must’ve felt like to her.Fake relationship or not, I would’ve lost my mind if something would happen to Roman.As we walked, a familiar figure caught my eye.Rina.She stood at a distance, but her features were so strong one could not miss it. She was not someone I wanted to see at the moment, and it was not because of fear.It was because I had not forgotten that she dreamed of being with Roman, and l
RomanI was in the red room, sitting at the round table with Brandon and Dalton. It felt just like old times when we used to play games and talk about whatever wasn’t allowed inside the palace.But this time I wasn’t interested in playing games, and they could sense that.With suspicious eyes, they tried observing me.What was Roman up to this time? Their silent question hung in the air.I poured some liquor into three glasses, the sound echoing in the quiet room, then I handed them a glass.Dalton stared at the glass. "I don't drink on the job." He declared with his lips pressed into a firm line. Quite rude to offer a drink from his king.I raised my own glass, a small smirk tugging at the corners of my mouth. "From what I've been hearing, there's been a slight personality change." I retorted, my eyes never leaving his. He had time to put his lips on my Audrey, but drinking on the job is where he’d apparently draw the line.Dalton furrowed his brows, trying to see what I was getting
RomanBeing king is a responsibility I'd never asked for, but one I was expected to embrace without question.Lord Crawford went on and on about new duties and responsibilities, his words echoing hollowly in my head. My cousin, Brandon, sat beside me and as always he was writing down notes, acting like my personal brain.It had been two days.Two days since I'd lost my father, our king and everyone around me expected me to just pick up where he left off. Expected to lead a country, lead a royal funeral, and address my people—all while dealing with my own personal grief. The thought was suffocating.My mother had given her own set of instructions. While everyone was allowed to sob, I was forced to keep my emotions in check, I couldn’t lose face in front of the ministers.The same ministers that didn’t even want me on their throne.‘The tears you had spilled at your father’s bedside. Those tears should be your last,’ She had said to me, and I listened.I did what was necessary. I put on
AudreyRoman looked around the room, his gaze was hard and cold. "Is something wrong?" He repeated.The atmosphere in the room was tense, and I couldn’t tell whether it was because everyone present felt threatened by him, or was shocked to see him in this state after yesterday.Grayson smiled, standing up a little straighter. "Your Majesty, we assumed you were occupied with your new duties." His tone sounded very different from before.Where was all that talk about Roman not being the main character?"I am never too busy for my family," Roman responded, patting Mars’ head. "Is Audrey being investigated?""Not officially,” Grayson muttered, unable to meet the king's gaze. It wasn’t hard to guess it was probably due to the embarrassment of those words he had spoken earlier.“Good.” Roman turned to me, his expression softening a little. "That means you and your friends don't have to answer anything.""That’s right." Dalton agreed, shooting me a quick glance. “It’s completely voluntary.”
AudreyThe day after the king's passing seemed even worse than yesterday. Last night, after Roman and I had returned to our room, he was unable to sleep. His eyes which had been swollen and red from crying, stayed wide open as he stared blankly at nothing. His father was gone, he called out to him while he wasn’t there, and that part was the hardest.Roman left early in the morning, without saying too much while I found myself in Mars’ room. I picked him up and brought him to a private room to tell him the news. Kennedy and Ashley were by my side.Mars was in my arms, his little body shaking as he cried for his grandfather. He was still young, but he knew he wasn’t coming back anymore.Ultimately I wanted to be the one to tell him about his grandfather’s passing before anyone else could.The conversation of death was heavy fun for a young kid, but it was necessary.By now, the news had also been shared with the people of the kingdom. It was a day of mourning, everyone was expected to
AudreyThe queen was on the floor, sobbing beside King Edward's bed. Joan, Lord Crawford, and other members of the royal family stood behind her.King Edward's lifeless body lay on the bed. pale and still.Not counting myself, the only one who didn’t belonged to the family was the royal doctor.I had never seen a corpse. This was a first, but there was no time to puke. It wasn’t about me. It was about the royal family who had lost a husband, a father, a brother.Roman quietly stepped forward and placed a gentle hand on the queen's back, helping her rise from the floor.“Oh, Roman!” She cried harder, burying her face in his chest as he held her tightly. “He’s gone!”“I know.” Roman spoke. My heart ached at the sight, and I could only imagine the pain the queen was going through.He was apologizing, but not for his father’s death. He apologized because he wasn’t there.“You’re unbelievable.” Joan looked at Roman, her voice filled with anger. "Disgusting!" She spat.“You can’t just walk
Audrey"Something's wrong. We need to get back to the palace, now," Roman spoke, breathing heavily.I whistled loudly, and Mars came running toward us. “Yes, mommy?”“We’re going.” Roman told him urgently, scooping him up without a second thought."But I don't want to go. I was playing with my new friends." Mars protested, kicking his legs. It was already late, and his spoiled behavior had always jumped out whenever he was tired.Only now was not the right time."We have to go, Mars. Now," Roman repeated, his voice stern. I tried to stop Mars from kicking his feet, but he shook his head and screamed, unhappy with the sudden departure.“I don’t want to go—““Shut up. We’re going!” Roman yelled, his volume sending shivers through my spine. Even little Mars was too terrified to say another word."Hey!" I snapped at him, taking my son from his hands. "Don't yell at him like that ever again! Are you crazy?""No matter what happens, don't pick up your phone. Tell them your phone was on sile
AudreyI braced myself for Roman's outburst, but all I heard was silence. Opening my eyes, I found him smiling at me. "Just kissed?"“Y-Yes?” I stuttered, surprised by his reaction. “B-But you should know that I initiated it both times. Dalton hasn’t done anything wrong. In fact, Dalton had stopped it before it could go any further.”It felt fair enough to tell him how honorable Dalton could be, even in the face of temptation.“Is he serious?” Roman scowled. "That's so Dalton-like."I couldn’t hide my giggle, thinking about how we had both made up the same word to describe him. “I’m pissed, but not for the reason you think I am.” Roman added. "I had expected more from my friend. Any sane man would've…I mean, look at you!""So you are not angry?" I asked, utterly confused."I couldn't be.” Roman replied. "We're not together, anyway, so you're free to do whatever you want."His words caused an unexpected sharp pain in my chest. For some reason, I wanted him to care. Roman scoffed. "Just