Chapter 54a

Bella

What is it about my boss that makes me so affected by his glances? I can't understand myself—why do I miss him every time I don't see him? After what happened between us in his office, I tried to act casual around him and noticed that he did the same. However, I could see that he was uneasy in a way I couldn't pinpoint. I can't resign because I need this job for my child, who requires special medication, and he compensates me more than the other company.

In the days that followed, we acted as if we didn't know each other. I noticed his desire to start conversations that had nothing to do with work. He's just very good at holding back, and I don't know how he does it. Meanwhile, I'm struggling, too. I'm not sure if he notices it. I want to feel his arms and touch me again.

I want to ask him things, but I can't find the courage to do so because I don't want him to think I'm interested in him. What if his true feelings are different from what I assume? I'm so confused, especially si