Chapter 37a

Sarina

I no longer know how I feel about Maximus; I've completely fallen for him. I never thought I would come to like him this much because of the passionate moments we shared. I know there's nothing wrong with falling for him since he is already my husband. Naturally, he should be the only one I desire and no one else. But I can't understand that this started when we began living together as husband and wife.

Shouldn't it have been from the first moment I met him? Wait, am I thinking about love at first sight? Ugh! I didn't even feel that way with Jason. My love for my ex came naturally. I have known him since childhood; he became a friend before I loved him intimately.

Now there's Maximus. I knew I shouldn't pour all my emotions into him because our time together was limited; rather, our marriage was only temporary. But because of my happiness now, especially since he introduced me to his friends, I can't help but let my hopes up.

The arrival of "darling" or Shirley didn't ruin my m