Was my suspicion correct? Is he actually treating me with extra concern?
I had once doubted it. Not to mention that silly rumour back in university. Some lunatic spread a rumour that senior Wei had a crush on me, and obviously, no one believed that, but instead thought that it was the other way around. And he, instead of clarifying made it even worse by saying ‘she never had a crush on me’ and leaving at once without responding when he was asked whether he had a crush on me. Soon he graduated away and the rumour died out.
Meanwhile, his grin was getting wider. Oh shit! I was staring at him again!
"I’m just checking if I can remember you clearly’’, I replied without averting my gaze. As soon as I had replied, he again put on a worried look.
"I told you not to think back and probe around your memory!’’
Ugh! I forgot that before answering back. Anyways to save me from feeling awkward, I thought of a different topic.
"That…. Mr Zhou… Will he come back?’’
Dr Wei apparently wasn’t very happy about my question.
"He isn’t coming back’’
"What!’’
"Don’t tell me you’re missing him. Are you?’’
"Huh, why would I? I don’t yet remember him. But what did you do to make him stay away? I admit that he was really kinda scary’’
"I told him that he doesn’t need to bother my long-lost girlfriend anymore.’’
Seriously?! I just froze in his words. He soon let out a chuckle.
"I was just joking. I explained the treatment plan to him and he told that he’ll come later once you’ve regained your memories back’’
Phew. That was way too much for a joke.
"Can I just ask you about who he is?’’
He hesitated for a while, then he sat down on the chair to continue,
"Don’t try to recall anything while I speak. Just listen. Okay?’’
"Okay’’
"He’s Zhou Yi Ming- widely known as Brett. He’s exactly the type of man what you girls swoon over, - the Bossy Chairman.’’
I frowned at him.
"Okay, okay. That was again a joke. He is the current chairman of the VZ Group.’’
Not bad. Mr Attracive Grim Reaper seems quite cool.
“So how did I get entangled with him?’’
“You are tricking me into recalling your memories. I can’t tell you much except this. He and you got engaged about 8 or 9 months ago.’’
I let out a sigh “So we really got engaged.”
“And might’ve even got married next January, which is just 2 months away.”
“Now it’s October?!”
He nodded back in response.
As soon as I woke up, I indeed forgot to ask something really important
“Which year is this?”
“2021”
2021?! So I lost all the memories of the past 3 years?! I just can’t believe this. So I must have graduated by now and even must’ve started working. Why did I lose such important memories?!
“Oh!” I clutched my head in pain as it began throbbing.
“I mustn’t have told you indeed. You should go back to rest.’’
“Wait senior. Just one more question.”
“No”
“Please. Only this one. I don’t want to ask you anything else.”
He frowned at me but agreed right away.
“You win. Ask it”
Considering my previous suspicions, if he really had a crush on me, then he might answer keenly if I ask something related to him. Let me think of something quickly….
Got it! He remembered my name, didn’t he? But. Maybe I was wrong about him? He didn’t have a crush on me? As for the name, it must have been on my identity card.
Why waste time on overthinking? Let me just ask him directly.
“Dr Wei, did you recognize me right away, or only when you saw my identity card?’’
His gaze turned soft. Why?
‘’I would recognize you right away, and I did that day.’’ Eeww! His answer is cheesy
‘’ If I depended on your ID that day to recognize you, then I would only be further confused.’’
‘’I don’t understand.’’
His expression became worried again.
‘’Laia, I personally ask you to cooperate well and recall your memories soon. I don’t know what kind of trouble you’ve dragged yourself into. But if you don’t want to get into troubles anymore, then please do as we instruct so that you can get back your memories and clean up the mess you’ve created’’
I couldn’t help putting up a puzzled expression. I’ve already had enough since the day I woke up. Now, here’s another dreadful surprise awaiting. Looking at the way he addresses this issue, this must be really something serious.
“Dr Wei, would you mind explaining?”
He let out a huge sigh.
“It’s not that I mind or not, but it’s my obligation to inform this to you.” He sighed again.
This seems really bad. I was beginning to feel sick in my stomach.
“I couldn’t have recognized you with your ID because it wasn’t yours, to begin with. You even entered Singapore with a fake identity. If the authorities get to know about this, then you’ll be at risk of being imprisoned for impersonating someone else.”
He continued,
“Do you want to know with what identity you set off from China to Singapore?”
I didn’t even dare to nod. He means that I intentionally faked my identity beginning all way from China to Singapore
“I should tell you anyway, maybe you’ll be clear once you remember.”
“You landed here not as Laia Parkers, but as Isha Vivekanand.
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What?! ……Only god knows how badly I want to go back to a coma right now “What, you mean I purposely came here under a fake identity even after knowing that it is a serious crime?” “I don’t know anything about that any more than you. And now I really regret telling you all these.” Saying that he looked at his watch. It must be really late by now. “I think I must leave now. Take rest and sleep sound if you really want your memories back. Okay?” “Mmm.” I nodded and obediently tucked myself in. He seemed satisfied to see me follow what he told. “Goodnight, don’t overthink, just sleep.” “Yes. Good Night” He left the room. Soon a nurse came in. While I was watching her enter, my eyelids drooped heavily, and only then I realized how sleepy I felt. In no time, I was fast asleep. …………….. “Goodmorning Miss Parker!” Cute Alice waved as she entered. Today she was wearing a pink blouse paired with be
“Xue Er! Wake up. Wake up. Have you forgotten what day it is?”“I feel really lazy… Fine, I’ll wake up right now”That was my voice!“Get off the bed right now or you’ll fall asleep once you hang up on my call.”It’s him! the voice which I heard during the hallucination!I immediately shot off from the bed…to find Dr Wei giving me a baffled look.That was a dream.Was that a dream? Or a part of my memory? Then, this is the first time I’m recalling something.Who was that guy who I saw during the stroll? Have I met him before? If so, he might help me remember something.But, Where can I even search for him? If I only didn’t faint back then, I could’ve even asked his name.I drooped down my shoulders in despair.&
What?! I erased Chen Lan's memories? No wonder he didn't recognize me… …… My mind went blank. I had no idea about what I should think about next. Seems like I really loved him in the past….there's no other way, I would torture myself to stop someone from getting hurt. There must be some huge reason for me to do that. But why in the first place did I even fall for him? Didn't I actually vow to myself that I shouldn't recklessly fall in love with anyone, but be a good girl and return to my country to get married to someone from my own culture?! Why the hell would I even have such deep feelings for that Chen Lan? I've never broken my own rules in the past!. So frustrating!!!!! I shook my head hoping that I could clear those thoughts out of my mind. “Laia, are you okay?” I shot open my eyes and saw Dr Wei standi
In a split second, the view of the hospital corridor replaced the posh interior of the hall, and I could see the gossipy onlookers whisper among themselves while Chen Lan still held me firmly. Or it could look more like I was still grabbing onto him. I pushed myself away from him carefully, reminding myself not to lose my balance again. I simply stared at the ground. I knew I must be looking so dumb, but there was no other way I could avoid the eyes of the passers-by and especially Chen Lan. Soon the onlookers moved away. I slowly glanced up at Chen Lan, not sure about what reaction I should give. However, I noticed that he was oddly too calm and appeared so relaxed as if such weird incidents were a daily occurrence to him. And I also noticed that he was openly staring at me. I averted my gaze uneasily and after a few moments, I again sneaked a glance at him to find that he was still staring at me. I decided to break the silence before I get crazy. “T
There must be something wrong with this guy. Furthermore, it was too unrealistic to receive a confession while I'm in this state. I was lost in his eyes again. There was a sudden blur in my vision which returned to normal immediately. The background was different. Whoa! I can't believe this! A rich dark green mountain background. Sturdy metal cables stretched upwards on either side. Facing me was Chen Lan. My hands tightly clasped within his, I was intently gazing at him. Why would I do something cheesily romantic like that? I was walking forward, while Chen Lan was stepping backwards at the same pace as mine without breaking eye contact. I suddenly averted my eyes and looked down. GOOD HEAVENS! How many feet is this?! Looks like 1000ft! Where the hell?! I could feel that extreme fear.
"LAI-A-WAKE-UP!-LAI-A-WAKE-UP!-LAI-A-WAKE-UP!...." "Ugh! leave me alone!" "LAI-A-WAKE-UP!-LAI-A-WAKE-UP!-LAI-A-WAKE-UP!...." These crazy girls! I feel like screaming! "STOP IT!" yelling out like that, I shot up from my bunk-bed and glared at the faces which were staring up at me. I felt so glad that I got the top bunk, not the bottom one. Or else, they'd have made me deaf with their chants. "Laia! don't you remember what day it is?", the short one asked. Before I could even think, "It's freshmen admission!!! There'll be a lot of cute and hot juniors", the tall one answered. "Yaay!", both cheered in unison. There they go again! I quickly climbed down and ran into the bathroom ignoring those two. Today, I had to go to college earlier than usual, so I soon hurried back into the room after cleaning myself up. Both of them were already dressed up. One was packing
Completely startled, I kept leaning back to prevent the tiny gap left between us from getting even smaller. Strangely, I didn't push him away, or hit him or do any sort of action in protest of his provoking behaviour. “You will fall backwards if you keep leaning back like that.” That sentence knocked some sense into me. I pushed him away and frowned at him. My brain began betraying me at that very moment by refusing to generate speech. However, I mustered up some courage and retorted at him, “Such an arrogant kid!” “My apologies, Senior. I startled you.” He was still smiling mischievously, his eyes twinkling with delight like a kid who had been rewarded with ice cream. Looking at his ridiculous expression, I wanted to shout more, but I was already running late, so I turned around for real this time and rushed back along the same corridor which we passed a few minutes ago. Behind me, I heard him shout out, “But it wasn't
WeiWei and Rourou looked at me with worried looks. "Both of you know me the best. With my conservative character, do you think that I'd be able to fall in love with someone but get married to another?" Both of them shook their heads either way in unison. "So, There's no such thing like love, or dating for me." Rourou hugged me from the side, hoping it would comfort me, while WeiWei clasped my hand within hers. We shared a few moments of silence. Both of them were feeling down. I didn't want to make them sadder, so I immediately cheered up. "Hey, both of you, are you mourning for someone? So melancholic. Back to your positions! No more sad faces!" Hearing that, both of them seemed to cheer up a bit and returned to their tables and continued with their study. Relieved, I let out a deep sigh. Born in a prestigious Indian family of high social status, it was my duty to continue the bloodline of my family, since I was the only child
There was a huge pause. "So you did think that it was him." Rou Rou sighed. "What are you sighing for?! If some guy had been pestering me for days and if suddenly something like this had happened, I would have also thought like, 'ugh, I think that guy is back again.' ...So we haven't done concluding yet." Wei Wei yelled through the phone. "Then Laia, tell us how you felt when you turned back and saw him holding the umbrella?" With my eyes closed shut, I brought into my mind slowly the thoughts that had crossed my mind in that brief moment. Unable to hold my eyes shut anymore, I opened them despite the sudden glare of light that met me from the ceiling as well as the screen of my phone. "Wei Wei, Rou Rou, I'm sorry but I have to hang up now. I think I quite have gotten those thoughts organized up. Thank you for the help. Hope you understand. I'll call you later." Without even waiting for their reply, and not even bothered an inch by the
“Fine. I’ll tell you everything. I don’t think I can deal with it by myself.” Slowly I narrated everything I had kept from them, in detail. Except for a few gasps & frowns, nothing came from the other side until I had finished my narrative. Wei Wei was the first to reply, “Laia, before we tell share our opinion, I think I should say something.” “I’m listening.” “Reasonably, anyone would find it very hard to take your side, but since this is your story, we have to look it from your perspective. So what’s more important here is your feelings.” “And Laia, to say the truth, the Umbrella scene sounded really romantic. Wei Wei and I have dated in the past but we never got to e
Jason? A chief psychologist named Jason... I don't think there's much to doubt... Was he talking to my supervisor? I badly wanted to eavesdrop on the phone call, but he might notice me lurking around. Though I was itching with curiosity, I had no choice but to leave. It soon began to rain heavily, and I had to run to take shelter as I was getting wet despite my umbrella. The bus stop seemed the nearest. Fortunately, the bus arrived as I was sprinting towards it, so I decided to take a ride back home. Closer to reaching my home, the rain stopped, and the sun shone brightly. Getting down at my stop, I walked my way down to my apartment. On my way, I was enjoying the sight of the whole scene covered with raindrops that glistened colourfully like gems, under the bright sunlight. I found my happiness level rising up. That's right. Simple things make our life a lot merrier. It's just that we fail to notice it
After convincing the cab driver, and also having spotted Laia outside, I told him to pull over the cab near her. She seemed as if she was simply ready to get into whatever vehicle that came by. Isn't she being too distressed over a simple misunderstanding? I quickly opened the door for her from inside, but she tried to push the door close once she had caught the glimpse of me inside the cab. Fortunately, since I was securing it with a firm push, the door didn't budge. "Get in. I can drop you off at your place." "No, that's okay. I don't want to bother you." "Don't you already owe me a huge apology?" "Yes." Her reply seemed quite hesitant. No matter how reluctant you're, I can't let you be at risk "Then get in quickly." This won't do. I quickly got out of the cab and lifted her roller suitcase.Let me divert her attention from that guilt that seems to be devo
On my way back to the room, the cancellation was successfully done. Feeling so triumphant about it, I rushed to get ready to check out. Only then did I notice that Chen Li Yi was nowhere to be seen. Before I could call him, I received a text. |"Uncle, I'm at the gaming lounge, Have a safe trip, Bye Bye."| That mischievous punk! But thanks to him, I was kinda able to reserve a passenger seat for her. In 15 minutes, I was ready and was already on my way to check out. In another 5 minutes I was out and following a taxi ride, I arrived at the airport. Having completed all the airport checking and stuff, I seated myself with my earphones, apparently waiting for her to appear. Time was passing but she wasn't here yet. Did someone else occupy the reservation?!... Impossible! I couldn't think of a way and found myself feeling the urge to go back and check, beginning to walk towards the exit while there were o
[The last day of Chen Lan's beach vacation & at the meantime the day Laia and her friends arrived at the beach] |Click| I took a close look at the snapshot I took just now and admired one of the last moments of the endearing sunset that had been captured in my phone. So dreamy and romantic. "I wish I could watch it with her." I let out a huge sigh as reality hit me hard, reminding me that she wouldn't probably think the same while admiring the sunset. For a few moments, I just stood there staring at the waves in a hope that they would wash away my worries. But I soon felt that it wasn't doing any help but only making me miss her even more. Not even once had she acknowledged me, but I can't help but think about her. She has her own way of making me amused, though it had never been intentional. Girls like her are very rare nowadays, and I'm glad to have found her. "I hope the heaven and the earth bless us and destine u
..... What is he doing here?! Arriving here in the morning with heightened anticipation to take up my internship offer, he was the last thing I'd have wanted to come across. He was out and was checking his phone. Ugh! where shall I hide? Wait, why should I hide? So what if he sees me?... Laia, keep steady and step forward! I took a step forward from where I had stayed frozen for the past 30 seconds. But, what if he starts bothering me here too? I froze in my tracks again, and quickly scanned the surrounding. The nearest tree in the vast garden was about 10m away from me, and there was obviously no way that I could scurry there without him noticing me. NO more conflicts! I'm walking in! I steadied myself and started walking casually with a blank look on my face. He was slowly moving forward, looking at the phone in his hand. While I was in the midst
I think I felt my body go numb for a moment along with my mind. I know I shouldn't feel like this. I know that I didn't feel any sort of attraction towards him but I really couldn't help it. My conscience knows how hard I've been trying to stay away from him. But still, he kept barging into my life again and again. And now I've been dragged into feeling something I didn't want to. I quickly repelled myself from him, but he was still holding me firmly. "Let go." He didn't. I tried harder again and he loosened his grip on my shoulder. I struggled free from him and stepped away from the umbrella, but he stepped closer. "It is raining." "I know." "Can't you see that I'm trying to keep you away from the rain? Even now I pulled you closer so that you can stay within the umbrella and prevent from getting yourself wet. Why are you getting angry over such a simple thing?" "Chen Lan, I think I have been too lenient on you
Today was the day..... The day I'll be finalizing the internship offer.Unlike every other day, I managed to get ready ahead of time today and was already off to the University. I thought the loose-fitting dark green shirt tucked in black high waisted denim jeans which I was wearing would look great for today. I grabbed a double-espresso-macchiato in a coffee bar on my way to the bus stop. The bus stop wasn't crowded as I expected. While I sat there waiting for the bus, I finished up the day's caffeine shot and texted my besties in our chat group. There was no reply. Maybe they haven't woken up yet, but it was already 8.30 am.The bus arrived, and fortunately, I found a seat. In 15 minutes, I got down at my university. It was very calm and tranquil compared to how it looked during each semester. I swiftly walked to my professor's office and found my way in. I had to wait for a while since my professor was attending a phone call.At the same time, I receive