“I’m sorry but he did not leave word about when he will return…” the woman said. “This is crazy. Can’t you just let me out? It’s not like I can run anywhere…” I said desperately. “Please calm down, My Lady. I’m sure the crown prince will be back very soon. Please control your anger, My Lady. There are guards standing in front of the door as we speak. They have been instructed not to converse with you so if you need anything, please just tell them to call for me,” the woman explained. So that was why it took so long for someone to reply to my cries for help earlier…Seeing that it would be completely useless to shout anymore at the poor woman, I turned on my heels and stomped back to sofa. I plopped down on the sofa and screamed into my hands in frustration. Why is this happening to me? Ren, why won’t you listen to anything that I have to say? It didn’t take long for me to figure out that the best course of action was to save my energy for when Ren returned. I knew that this was al
I’m about to start crying. This is so frustrating and humiliating. I came back to him so what more does he want from me?“You’re right. You came back. However, you thought about it, didn’t you? You thought about running away…” Ren said knowingly. “Even if I did, I still chose to come back to you…” I told him. I moaned softly when Ren started sucking on the side of my neck roughly. It’s going to leave a mark if he keeps on sucking on my skin this hard. Is he doing this on purpose? Ren continued to suck on the sensitive skin of my neck, making loud sucking sounds. The warm and wet tip of his tongue snaked out and started licking the side of my neck. I could feel his heated breath on my skin, and it made my whole body shiver at the sensation. “This time you did but what about next time? How long will it take for you to change your mind?” Ren asked, after removing his lips from my neck as if taking a break. His lips started trailing small kisses down to the base of my neck and then m
“Hold your legs open. I’m going to take you now,” Ren commanded. His hands pulled my legs upwards until my feet were planted on the table. Ren spread my legs widely to both sides and I felt my pussy entrance stretch as a result. I felt so exposed to him, and I could feel his hungry eyes on the wetness in between my legs. Ren placed my hands on my knees so that I could hold my leg in place for him. “Ren…I…” I whimpered. “Enough talking…” Ren said coldly as he cut me off. Without uttering another word, Ren positioned the thick head of his cock at my throbbing entrance before ramming his length into my wet love hole. I cried out so loudly that I was sure that other people in his palace could here me. Were the guards still standing guard in front of the room? It didn’t bother me for long. When Ren started moving his hips and thrusting his cock in and out of me, I lost my ability to think of anything else except for him and the pleasure that he was giving me. His cock felt so massive
“Ren…I’m cumming…” I whimpered in a hoarse voice just when my orgasm arrived. By the time that I recovered from my climax, Ren had reached his. With a few hard and deep thrusts, he finally came inside of me. I had already lost count of the times that he planted his seed inside of me like this, I thought to myself as I felt the heat of his release fill me up once again. My mind was hazy, and my body felt heavy from the sex that we just had. Sighing from the pleasure and exhaustion, I waited for Ren to finish shooting his seed inside of my womb. Spurt after spurt he filled me with his seed. My pussy clenched around his cock as if milking him of every last drop of his love juice. He came into me twice that night and I had never felt so full of him before in my life. I was panting hard, trying to catch my breath when Ren slowly removed his dick from my pussy hole. Just like last night, he held my leg up to keep his seed from pouring out of my hole. By that time, I had lost all energy t
I spent the whole day staring out the window waiting for the sky to change color. From blue to orange and then to the dark of night. It was at the sound of the door opening and closing that made me turn to face the door. “Ren…” I whispered his name sweetly when I turned around to face him. Today, we will definitely talk things out between us. I will bend and apologize as many times as it takes for him to forgive me. I will talk to him sweetly and say all the things that he wanted to hear and then we can return to how things once were between us. Feeling extremely determined to right the wrongs, I plastered the best smile that I had to offer onto my face. The grim look that Ren had on his face as he strode directly towards me made the smile die a quick death on my lips. What did I do wrong, again? I got up from where I was seated as Ren quickly approached me. My instincts told me that I was under attack and that Ren wasn’t in the mood to listen to whatever it was that I wanted to s
We repeated these loops of arguments and passionate love making for almost a week while I was locked up in his room. It was probably on the sixth or seventh day, I didn’t even bother to count the days anymore, that Shin came to let me out. It was an utter disappointment that tore at my heart that the man who finally let me out of that place was Shin and not Ren. I wasn’t sure how Shin came to know of our issue or how he managed to let me out or if he had Ren’s permission. I was deeply disappointed, but I was thankful to regain a little of my freedom back. The saddest part was that after almost a week, Ren and I were still not able to reach any kind of understanding. “General Shin…” I heard a man’s voice outside. It must be one of the guards that were guarding my room. If I didn’t hear incorrectly, then Shin was here.Shin! Shin is here?!A few words were exchanged and then I heard the sound of the door being unlocked from the outside. It wasn’t noon yet so usually Ren wouldn’t be b
“Auntie…why is Jeely being arrested? This must be some kind of mistake…” I said, still stunned at what I was witnessing. “Treason. The crown prince ordered for her arrest on grounds of treason…” Auntie murmured softly. Ren ordered Jeely to be arrested for committing treason? She had started to cry openly now. I watched as wet drops of tears rolled down both her cheeks. Jeely grew up in this inner court since she was a little child. To Auntie, she must feel like her very own child. I wrapped an arm around Auntie’s shoulder in an attempt to comfort her as much as I could. I felt her body shaking from her sobs and it tore at my heart. I wasn’t sure if it was my own imagination, but I believed that when Jeely past us on the pathway, our eyes met. She looked straight at me, but she didn’t say anything. Jeely…this has to be some kind of mistake, right? “Where are you going?” Auntie asked in a panic when I let go of her and started turning away. “To see the crown prince!” I replied lo
“I’ll try…” I replied. “If you don’t think of yourself, you should think of your future child. You’ve already slept with him, right? You could already be with child,” Shin said casually.I couldn’t blame him for his words because he probably didn’t know how much it impacted me. Once again, Shin was thinking for my own good. I bit my lower lip as my hand instinctively touched my abdomen. I didn’t just sleep with Ren; we’ve done it so many times…When we finally arrived at Ren’s palace, Shin led me to his study where we found Ren sitting with a frown on his face at his work desk. I remembered the last time I was here, I helped him clean up the room and organized documents. It was a very fun day with a light and cheerful atmosphere. Although it was the exact same room, the atmosphere was dark and overly serious today. “Why did you bring her here?” Ren spoke up without looking in our direction. “Lady White Lotus would like to speak to you. I’ll take my leave now,” Shin said and quickly
“Really? I think you’re as young and as pretty as before…if not more pretty…” Ren said reassuringly before he bent down to kiss my cheek tenderly.Although I knew that he was probably just saying it to please me, I couldn’t help but feel my heart flutter at his words. The truth was that I have aged, and I definitely don’t look as fresh or young as I did all those years ago. Even I wasn’t foolish enough to believe that I haven’t aged. “Thank you, Ren…but that’s not really the point…” I replied with a small laugh. “Can’t we try for one more? Please…just one more…” Ren pleaded sweetly. “But we already have three children…” I pointed out. “But we don’t have a daughter yet…” Ren said with a sigh as he looked depressed and deflated. I wanted to roll my eyes at fate. Most women had problem pleasing their husband and his family because they couldn’t produce a son. In my case, I had no problem producing sons, but my husband was adamant in wanting a daughter so that he could spoil her like
My political influence changed again when I became pregnant with my second child and soon gave birth to another very healthy son. Having two sons for the emperor gave the entire empire confidence that the line of succession is secure. Despite Prince Kin’s women giving birth to a few sons as well at that point, it was clear that the line of succession will continue in Ren’s branch of the family, much to the dowager empress’s joy. Strangely, I have developed an amicable relationship with the dowager empress over the years as she had taken much interest in her great grandchildren. Naturally, I was favored without needing to do anything much. Unfortunately, the dowager empress passed away from old age before she got to see the face of our third child. To my utmost surprise and to many others’ jealousy, she had chosen to leave all her treasures to me so that I could distribute it to my children’s wives when they got married. I cried so much at her funeral that Ren had to step in and lead
Lately Ren has found his work as the emperor boring and repetitive. As a result, he has been spending more time with me and our children. That was a great thing for me and our family, but I wasn’t sure if it was best for the empire. “Shin can take care of most things. He’s unmarried, has no kids, and loves the empire. He’s perfect for the job,” Ren said before laughing loudly. That was his response when I asked him about skipping out on some of his royal duties. It’s been around 7 years now since Ren and I got married but Shin was still as single and free as a bird. Despite our efforts to get him to settle down, Shin had some how successfully evaded the topic of marriage all together. Even an arrangement by the previous emperor couldn’t tie him down. Shin now considers my children as his own and acts as their loving godfather. …When we arrived back at the main palace, I was greeted by my second son, Rem. Rem is more of a carefree spirit compared to Rou. He doesn’t seem super devot
“It sounds very complicated. In my town, weddings are something that you celebrate with your close friends and family in a simple way…” I mumbled. “I’m sure that doesn’t apply if you marry a prince or if you’re becoming the next empress,” Ren said with a laugh. “I guess you’re right…” I said with a nod of my head. “Don’t worry too much. We’ll both have it easy until the day itself. If you’re not too picky, you can leave the preparation to the officials and the staff. They’ll get everything done and if you have any special requests, just let them know and they’ll figure it out,” Ren said before he patted my head. I guess planning my own wedding was out of the question. I was sure that whatever the officials in charge had in mind would be very different to what I wanted. Recalling the minimal version of the wedding dress that Ren once made me wear to appear in court, I shuddered at the thought of the real wedding dress itself and the ceremony involved. “I’ll leave it to them then.
“Why didn’t you tell me about the baby?” Ren asked the moment the door to my bedroom closed behind us. “I…I was just waiting for the right moment to tell you,” I said honestly. “When did you find out?” Ren asked. “About a month ago while we were still in the middle of war,” I confessed softly. “You should have told me,” Ren insisted. “But you were so busy, and you were out there fighting every day. I didn’t want to add to your burdens,” I explained. “Regardless, you still should have told me,” Ren repeated his same opinion. “I’m sorry, Ren. It wasn’t like I was trying to keep it from you,” I apologized sadly. “I would have taken care of you better…” Ren muttered. Is that why he was so mad? “You’re so sweet, Ren,” I said before giggling. It was probably the first time that I think I saw Ren blush. I couldn’t stop myself from giggling at the sight. “Thank you, Rin. I can’t wait to raise our baby together,” Ren said as he hugged me close to him. “Me too…” I replied before sm
“But if you go, they might kill you…” Shin said. “Isn’t there someone who can help me?” I asked as a thought struck me. “You can’t be seriously thinking about…” Shin muttered as he probably caught on to what I was thinking. “Please, Shin…please help Ren…please help me…” I begged. “Shit…this is crazy…” Shin said in pure disbelief. I watched as Shin sprinted off. After he was gone, my legs lost all its strength and I eased down onto a nearby chair and concentrated on keeping my breathing calm. I placed a hand on my tummy as I prayed that all three of us would be safe. …**Back to the present**Everyone looked towards the entrance of the hall, where a frail old woman walked in slowly with her most trusted eunuch supporting her arms on both sides. Despite her age and her weakened body, the Dowager Empress walked with a straight back full of pride. In unison as if they had practiced it beforehand, everyone stood up from their seat and bowed. Ren and I did the same. “Mother…” the em
After quite a long while had passed, all five doctors were done with inspecting my body. Ren returned back to my side before he placed a comforting hand on my shoulder as we all waited for the verdict from the doctors. “So, what is your opinion regarding the Lady White Lotus,” the emperor asked impatiently. Each doctor was asked to present his view one by one starting with the least senior and ending with Doctor Pai, who was the most senior of them all. “Your Majesty, I believe that the Lady White Lotus is with child,” the first doctor stated before bowing deeply to the emperor. The whole hall erupted in whispers and gasps of shock. Some members of court who had undoubtedly been eagerly waiting for the next royal heir cheered and clapped their hands. “Silence. Next…” the emperor said firmly as he invited the next doctor to give his opinion. “Your Majesty. The Lady White Lotus is indeed pregnant,” the second doctor said before bowing to show his respect. “Next…” the emperor said
I can do this. I can do this. I can do this! “There is no need to punish the crown prince because I am without a doubt loyal to this empire. I wish for a bright future for this empire because that would mean a bright future for our child…” I said, making sure that my voice rang loud and clear. “Rin…” I heard Ren whisper my name. “What are you saying?” the emperor asked as a frown formed in between his brows. “I am with child. I am pregnant with the crown prince’s child,” I stated firmly. I could feel and hear everyone’s shock. Loud gasp of surprise filled the room followed by whispers. I could feel everyone’s eyes on me, and I placed my hands over my stomach as if to protect the baby that was inside. “What are you saying? Leave with Shin right now,” Ren hissed to me as he came to my side. “No…I am not leaving you…” I said stubbornly. “Is it true, Rin?” Ren asked softly, I could feel his gaze on my stomach. I smiled weakly at him as I nodded. His eyes widened in surprise befor
Ren stood up from his seat and all eyes were on him. He took in a breath to calm himself before facing the emperor and the members of court. “I believe that the punishment decided for the town of Amber Leaves is just and fair. The emperor who also approved it seem to share my beliefs. The people of the town had no knowledge of what was going on and did not benefit from the enemy. Because of this, I believe that they should not be punished. I spent more than three months fighting the war. Compared to someone who had never stepped foot on the battlefield or the town itself, I believe that it should be fair to say that I am more knowledgeable about the situation,” Ren said calmly.“What about the punishment for Lady White Lotus? It is indeed her town that rebelled against the empire,” a senior member of court inquired sternly. “The Lady White Lotus has failed to deliver a royal heir for this empire as well. It has been a very long time and she is not yet with child,” the empress spoke