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34. THOUGHTS

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"Will you hurt me too..." I asked and his eyes twinkled a little as if he wasn't ready for that question.

Couldn't he see I was hurt by his words?

He was also in relationship with me and he was admitting on my face that he could hurt me whenever sins and greed would conquer his mind or heart if he had any.

"Kitten..." My body was flushed with his as I thought he could feel my heart thumping loudly in my chest.

He rasped using the endearment placing a loose strand behind my ears. My hairs were deadly straight with all that shining and fragrance I used.

"Will you?" I asked again as he was contemplating his answers. I never saw him confuse on anything.

He somehow always knew what he wanted and through which way he was going to have it—but there was confusion written on his face when it was about to decide something about me.

"I will never hurt you but..." I hated that but as his baritone gruff voice was sending chills to run down my spine.

Tears started gathering in my eyes on admit
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