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2024-10-29 19:42:56There are times when I get so high that I feel like a completely different person. And I'm not just talking regular people kind of different, but I feel like Spiderman or Superman and when it's really good, Kristen is right up there with me, being my Gwen Stacy. I wish that feeling would last forever but nothing that good ever lasts for a long time, much less forever.
And unfortunately I can't be high all the time, especially at home because my parents would definitely notice and all hell would break loose.
"No cellphones at the dinner table." My mother curtly reminds me.
"I'm just texting Max real quick." I lie because telling the truth would mean admitting that I'm actually ogling Kristen's Instagram pictures. Damn, I really wish Max had posted more pictures on Kristen's account but for the one will do. She looks so cute I just have to screenshot it.
"Well I don't care what you are doing." My mothe
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