Astrid’s POV
I stepped into the hotel with Noah, who was saying that he had to show something to me. I wonder what is it. But right now, I really am not interested in anything.Mom.Is she alright?I tried calling her many times, but her phone was switched off, only to make me more worried about her. She usually doesn’t turn her phone off.At-least not when she knows I would call her.“Are you ready?” Noah asked me.“Y-yes” I said coming out of my thoughts. He looked at me with worry.“Is everything ok? Tell me Astrid” he said.I will not tell him anything. He doesn’t understand me anyway.“No, Everything's fine” I said. He smiled a little and then I followed him inside. We stood at the door of his room.“Open it” he said.“Are you so lazy, that you can&Noah’s POVIt’s been almost 2 hours and 20 minutes. I sped up a little when she slept in between. She was looking so cute, how I wanted to kiss her, but, shit, concentrate, Noah, you’ll surely get into an accident if you see her one more time.I diverted my eyes again to the road, and started driving again. When we were about to reach, I woke her up.“What’s the time Noah?” she asked still sleepy.“7 PM” I said.“Woah. We reached here just in almost three hours?” She exclaimed.“Yes, thanks to the sleep you went into. With the speed you wanted us to go, it would have taken 5 hours or even more” I said.“So you oversped when I was sleeping? That’s really tragic, I wouldn’t be able to even see my deat-” I kept my hand on her mouth. She looked at me with shock.“You speak lot of rub
Noah’s POVThis all is pointing towards that single thing.Revenge.And there is only one person…Lucas.“A-astrid, take care of you and your mom” I said and cut the call.I called Charlotte to see if she has any information on this.“Hey, Noah” she said.“Charlotte, do you know where is.. L-lucas?”“h-he is.. wait. I contacted him yesterday”“You did?” I asked surprised.“N-noah. I.. I forgave him”“………..” I didn’t know what to say. She knows him best. All the things happened to her. If she had forgiven him then who am I to interfere?“And he is probably in his house right now” she said.“Are you here? In the hotel?”“Yes”“Okay&
Noah's POVI went to my hotel. I was thinking about everything at once, and was trying to draw to a conclusion.So, practically if I convince Charlotte to go back, and if I assure her safety, then Astrid will also be saved. That’s it, not so complicated after all!I went to Charlotte’s room and knocked. She asked who I was.“Noah” I said. She opened the door and let me in. I went to the chair and she sat on the bed.“What do you wanna do about Lucas?” I asked her.“Whatever you say” she said.“No, I want to know what you want” I said.“I.. I think I want to forgive him” she said. “Listen, Noah. Lucas is much better than what he shows. He has always been really good to me. It’s kind of mean to go like this without waiting for an explanation”“He didn’t explain anything?
Noah's POVI was in college right now, at the bus station, waiting for Astrid to come.Charlotte didn't come to college; she messaged me that she will be going to Lucas' house today.Let's hope that she will be fine.Anyways, I messaged her to tell me if something's off."Hey, Noah" Astrid said as she ascended from the bus.“Hey.. princess” I said. She blushed.I really love how she blushes to my smallest tries of making her feel special.She took my hand, while I looked at our hands.“What?” She said in an irritated tone (which she was definitely faking).“Nothing..” I said and intertwined our fingers. She smiled at me and followed me to the lockers.Nothing special or different happened. I was especially conscious that I should not disturb her studies. Even if she took my hand in the middle of the class once,
Astrid's POVWhen Ava shouted at Liam, and Liam didn't reply, I was pretty sure that she is dominating their relationship. I wonder who will dominate ours- Noah and mine?I was so happy when he took me to this beach. Right now, he is sitting in front of me, telling me how much I mean to him. Like, he’s so perfect, isn’t he?“Tell me what are you not good at?” I asked him. He thought for a second.“Well, loving you” he said. “I’m not really good at it”“Oh yeah sure. That’s when here I am thinking about you in my every wildest dream” I spoke without thinking.“Huh?”“I-I mean in my DREAMS”“What do you fantasize, princess” he asked with a wink.“Shut up Noah and eat” I said. He smiled and nodded. Then we ate our lunch.BEST. LUNCH. EVER.
Astrid’s POVIt was making my heart beat very fast. Noah is gonna come over some minutes later and we are gonna tell everything to mom. Like.. what will be her reaction? Will she be mad? Or will she understand us?No us.. I ain’t gonna tell about our relationship.We’re just good friends.‘Or friends with benefits..’ my inner girl said. I blushed at my thought and tried to slap that inner girl. She’s really crazy.Suddenly the door bell rang and so did my heart beat started getting louder.“I got this!” I said to mom in the kitchen and then went to open the door.Noah was looking handsome as always. Just, his hairs were wild. I mean, kind of spikes..“Liked my hairstyle?” he asked.“Cool as you” I said and then went inside with him. Then I called my mom in the living room.“Mom, we both
Astrid's POVI was lying in my bed. He's going away from me and I can't do anything. I'm pathetic, right? But what can I do? I'm hating him. He left me. He didn't think that I can't live without him. He's not picking up my calls. I called him from my mother's number too. He picked it up but after listening to my hello, he blocked it.What's gonna happen?I will lie here and let my love go away?Will it all end right now?Suddenly someone called me."Hey, I'm Chorlette. You're Astrid, right?" she said."Y-yes" I said.I don't hate Chorlette. Whatever her brother did is not her fault. But it's like.. I don't like her either."Do you know where is Noah?" she asked.Why does she want to know?"I don't know..""Listen. We are just like siblings, so don't misunderstand anything. Now listen. Tell me what happened? He messaged me that he's leaving Californ
Astrid’s POVThe doorbell was rang by Charlotte.“Who is at-” Noah stopped as he saw me. His face became totally frozen. He gulped down a lump in his throat and did nothing but stare blankly.I decided not to speak anything because I was very angry. I would only shout if I open my mouth.“Who’s there Noah?” Xander asked as he came from inside. He looked at us and smiled, and then looked at Charlotte. At that time, I saw longness in his eyes.Does he like her??“Oh..” Xander said. Noah suddenly took my wrist and then headed somewhere outside near the road.“Why are you here?” he asked looking at the ground, as we reached a park.“Oh yeah. It’s easy.. isn’t it? For you?” I asked. He looked at me with confusion. “You left me. You left me like that and it’s easy for you because I think you
Astrid’s POV“Your husband’s here”As I heard that voice, I quickly turned around. Noah. He was here.“N-Noah?”“Yes, Astrid”I quickly turned to that nurse. “Did he… perform the operation… of my mom?”“Yes, mam”I looked back at him and he was looking at me with a small smile.“You… saved my mom?”“Our mom”I went to him. He looked at me intently.He knelt down and I was taken back. I took a step back.“Astrid”I looked at him. “Get up!” I whispered as everyone looked at us.“Astrid. I know I made many mistakes. Some, which I can’t even think of forgiving myself for. But today… I wanted to make some amends. Astrid, I love you and I want you to come back to me” he pulled out a ring and hesitantly extended i
Astrid’s POVI was sitting in the waiting room for many hours now. The surgery was going on and all I did was pray every single second to Jesus for mercy. I must have done bad things in my life, but mom didn’t. So please God save her.After all that is all I can do right now.I kept on waiting for some nurse or the doctor to come and tell me “congratulations!”. But I guess that has to wait.I was growing restless with every passing second. I don’t know, but this different feeling in me told me something wasn’t really right. I just hope that that ‘something’ has nothing to do with mom.------Noah’s POVA Few Hours AgoI was the anonymous doctor with the name ‘James’.Yup, it’s me.I am back.God, this all is too much! I am going to do the operation of my mother in law.Well, I studied for her, so
Astrid’s POVI decided to leave mom’s house to get to a lawyer and apply for divorce. I got up and went to the door. As I opened it and went outside, a voice scared me.“Astrid”I looked at my right side and Noah was standing with his head down. “Don’t do this”“Don’t do what?” I didn’t expect him to know where I was going.“You think I don’t know where you are going? Astrid please try to understand. Don’t do this. This is too much--”“Yeah, too much, right. And about the fact that you hid everything from me? Yeah, it isn’t big now, is it?”“It… it is, Astrid, but…”“I don’t know and I don’t care, Noah, not anymore. I am done trusting and caring and getting deceived all the time!”“I didn’t ‘deceive’ you, Astrid, don’t
Three Years LaterAstrid’s POV“Yes!” I cut the call and ran downstairs. God, this mess is really messy.The doorbell rang just as I reached downstairs. I opened it and ran back to the kitchen.“Why are you running?” Noah’s voice stopped me.“Well, I have to go to the hospital, in case you don’t remember” I replied, going to the kitchen and taking my stuff.“I will go with you too” he said.“Ah, well… you just came. I can manage” I denied and was going to the gate when he sighed.“What?” I asked him.“When will you return?”“Night”“It is morning” he insisted. “Please come back fast”“I will try” I smiled lightly and he nodded with a cute smile.“Bye!”“Bye” I made my
Astrid’s POVWe reached our home after the ‘pretend’ meeting with mom. I can’t even believe that he is being this cold. I mean… we loved each other once, right?I shrugged my thoughts and went inside one of the rooms and locked it from inside. I need to be calm and not think about him or anyone. I need some ‘me time’.I laid down on my bed and was about to sleep when I heard a knock on the door. Will he not even let me sleep?I got up and slowly dragged myself towards the door and opened it.He was standing and looking at me like I am a ghost.“What?” I asked him.“I am leaving tomorrow,” he said.“I know,” I replied.He sighed. “Yeah. Help me in packing”“Okay”I went with him to our room and did the packing.“I am leavi--”“Stay” he l
Noah’s POV“Where are we going anyway?” she asked as we sat down in my car and drove off.“Your mother’s house”“That is your idea of an outing?”I looked at her raising an eyebrow. “Yes”“Let’s go somewhere else,” she sighed.“But don’t you miss your mom?” I questioned.“Gosh, Noah I was married yesterday. I miss her, but you know when you’ll leave, I will stay with her. So… can we go somewhere else today?”“Meet her, Astrid,” I insisted. She doesn’t know that her mom has cancer, so I am trying to do what she would have done if she knew.“What’s wrong with you?” she looked irritated. “Let’s just go to some… movie?”Trust me Astrid, if you knew, you’d have not wanted to even eat anything.
Noah’s POVIt is not easy, what I am doing.I don’t even know how I should behave with her.How do you behave when you marry your ex?I don’t even wanna call her my ‘ex’.I wanna hate her, maybe because I want a reason to keep myself distracted from the fact that I still love her and she doesn’t.She might be sorry for everything and might even care for me but I know she doesn’t like me in that way anymore.I don’t even know what I am doing. Every time I want to show her hate, like the wedding night, I ended up hugging her like she is my life.I can’t be vulnerable, not again.But I can’t help it.The coffee I was drinking, was so tasty. Although I can drink it with sugar too, I tried to show her how much I hate her-- or act as I do-- but it didn’t make me feel any better.She went upstairs, probably to take a s
Astrid’s POVWe were driving down the road. He didn’t speak a word, just kept driving smoothly on the long road.We reached our home. It was a really big house. It looked decorated from the outside.He got out of the car and I followed him. He unlocked the door and went inside, and so did I.As I entered, I saw that the house was really decorated. There were balloons and flowers used.“I expect you to remove all this crap tomorrow,” he said coldly and went to a room.Crap?This seems to be the most touching thing to gift at someone’s wedding. He really called my mother’s gift as crap?I sighed anyway and went to take water.As I made my way to the living room, I was confused. Will we sleep in the same room? Or different?What if he embarrasses me if I go to the same room? That really wouldn’t be the best start for us.I went to a
Astrid’s POVIt was finally the wedding day. The past week flew by like it was nothing. I was… actually busy arranging everything.I got up. I found something yesterday about my mom while I was going through her things. There were different medicines she was taking, I couldn’t research on them because of time.They were weird names like doxorubicin, cyclophosphamide, Ethyol, Amifostine.Only two of them are used. I don’t know what is going on and it seems quite serious.I was in my room at the wedding hall when someone knocked. I went to the door and opened it.“Um… Noah?” I spoke. He closed the door.“Yes”“You want something?” I asked, trying to be calm, and like my heartbeat wasn’t raising.“Do you still love me?” he questioned.I looked at him at his straightforward que