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Chapter 55: Heart Breaks and Broken Souls
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2022-02-24 01:43:13Astrid's POV
I was lying in my bed. He's going away from me and I can't do anything. I'm pathetic, right? But what can I do? I'm hating him. He left me. He didn't think that I can't live without him. He's not picking up my calls. I called him from my mother's number too. He picked it up but after listening to my hello, he blocked it.What's gonna happen?I will lie here and let my love go away?Will it all end right now?Suddenly someone called me."Hey, I'm Chorlette. You're Astrid, right?" she said."Y-yes" I said.I don't hate Chorlette. Whatever her brother did is not her fault. But it's like.. I don't like her either."Do you know where is Noah?" she asked.Why does she want to know?"I don't know..""Listen. We are just like siblings, so don't misunderstand anything. Now listen. Tell me what happened? He messaged me that he's leaving CalifornRelated chapters
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