I was eighteen and an orphan with no degree, when a middle aged man came up to me at an alley while I was puffing on my second cigarette, and he gave me an offer that was going to change my entire life. I was desperate, with no vision for a better future. What can a lonely, poor girl like me do in a big city like Berlin? Benedict Slovak knew that the moment he laid his eyes on me and walked up to me. At the time I thought it was an easy way to make a living, until it wasn't.
As soon as I signed that contract Benedict gave me three days after our initial meeting at the alley, my entire life was uprooted. I never bothered to read through the fine lines, like I said, I was desperate. A week after, he came to my small, deadbeat one bedroom flat and told me to come with him.
“Where you're going, you will not need a luggage. All your needs will be cartered to,” that is what he said, as he dragged me by the arm.
I had signed my soul to the devil, as I got shoved into his black SUV and driven out of the neighborhood I've called home all my eighteen years of living. Three hours later we were riding through black steel gates, the fencing dangerously high with bobwires.
Let's just say the experience I had eleven years ago was traumatic. We…I was stripped off all dignity and rewired into a pawn that served the government of Germany.
As I sit by the bar, manicured nails tapping the shiny wooden counter. My tongue stuck to my inner upper lip, as eyes sweeps the elegant bar area of the most luxurious, fancy hotel in Berlin. My body fitted in a white gown. I am here for a job. Eyeing for my prey to enter the room. He will. Soon. Because I did my research. Robert Hoffman checked into this hotel last night after the gala he was in attendance to stretched far too long. Regardless of him owning a house just a thirty minutes drive away, he still booked a room because he hates driving in the night.
My eyes subtle glances at the watch above the bartender working on a drink for the customer on my far right, the clock is nearing two in the afternoon. Usually, he checks out by one. He is an hour late. I tsk. For I hate it when things go off the script. However, my annoyance is cut short as I notice Robert descending the stairs with his chauffeur.
Quickly, I grab my red wine off the counter and quicken my steps towards Robert, almost jogging my way there. But as I got near, I start walking elegantly, brushing the crease on my dress down. Once I have located Robert's current position which is at the bottom of the staircase, I turn my head to the side feigning oblivion as I manage to crash into his back, tipping the wine glass more towards myself.
I gasp. Stumbling back as I stare at the vivacious red wine stain.
“Oh mommy! Good lord! What have I done?” I gasp again feigning innocence as I lift my gaze to meet his angry scowl. “I am so sorry sir. Pardon me. Jeez! What can I do to…a napkin! I'll get you a napkin!”
I am so close to scurrying away to search for this napkin, when he grabs my wrist. His scowl has morfied into a look of concern.
“Please, calm down. Accidents like this happen all the time. How about we get you a new dress. The one you have on is completely ruined,” he says, his eyes sweeping down my body, tongue darting out to lick his pink lips and swallows hard.
When his eyes look back to mine, I notice that they were a tinge darker than they were seconds ago. Lust. I know that look. From the homework I did on Robert Hoffman, I already knew he is a womaniser. And from his last girlfriend April Anderson, whom he is still taunting, he loves his women a little desperate and in need.
“But sir, I ruined your tux,” I say, eyes darting unfocused, voice cracking, and body slightly trembling.
He laughs sweetly, now gripping my hand close to his chest, fingers massaging the inside of my palm. He is very handsome but dangerous as a viper.
“I have many where this comes from, sweetheart,” he swoons at me, face a little close to mine and I can smell his minty breath. “Luckily for you, I have not checked out yet. How about we head to my room and change into something without a wine stain on it,” he says, but before I can respond he is already digging into the inside of his tuxedo blazer and pulls out a black card, without a glance flicking it towards his chauffeur who was standing behind him. “Get the lady a nice gown from the stores nearby. Make it sexy and beautiful as she is,” he orders.
I blush, biting my bottom lip.
“Oh please no. I have already caused enough trouble,” I panic.
“Nonsense! What kind of a gentleman would I be if I allow a lady like yourself walk around Berlin smelling like fermented grapes,” he says, prying the wine glass out of my grasp.
He shoves it to whoever was passing by. I am pretty sure they were a guest from the squeak and scowl they send his way, before quickly wiping it away with a fake smile when they register who they were glaring at.
“Follow me,” he says to me, not really giving me much of an option as he pulls me with him up the stairs.
“You are far too kind sir,” I say as soon as we reach the top of the stairs and start walking down the hallway.
He chuckles, his grip tightening around my hand for a brief moment. I have to stop myself from rolling my eyes at his tactic to seduce me.
“Your voice is as sweet as honey, smooth like butter, and light as air. You remind me of my mother,” he says making me frown in disgust, as he finally let go of my hand to dig for the keycard from his pocket.
He works on getting the door open, and pushes it wide allowing me to enter first. The bed was still unmade as I walk in, my eyes taking in the unfamiliar surrounding. The plan was not to go into his room but only to get his attention. Enough to make him want more of me. I turn to face him, catching his eyes which were lingering on my butt as they now quickly shoot up finding my gaze. He holds no shame as he smiles sweetly at me.
“You have beautiful eyes,” he compliments, rising his hand to tuck a loose strand behind my left ear.
“Thank you,” I breathe out the words.
His hand lowers, fingers tickling down my jawline, stopping beneath my chin as his thumb caresses my bottom lip which falls slightly open. Right now I am breathing deeply, chest heaving up and down as a result of nerves. My mind racing trying to find a way out of this situation.
“What is your name sweetheart?” He inquires softly, almost seductively.
I take a deep breath, fixing my shoulders as to stand tall. Robert also loves a woman with an element of confidence.
“Jennifer Schulz. You can call me Jen,” I lie when it comes to the first name, but even if he searches it online, I already have an entire profile ready. Even if he goes to home affairs the system knew of me.
I work for the government!
Robert frowns but still nods his head as he whispers, “Jen,” as if tasting the sound of it on his lips.
“I am Robert Hoffman. You can call me prince charming,” he mocks, chuckling at his lame joke.
I smile softly as to not offend him. He tips my head up, eyes dancing around my face. I feel so small under his scrutinizing gaze.
“You have striking features, Jen. Sharp and harsh, and yet soft and warm. I hope I am not being disrespectful to say, you make a lot of men excited,” he smirks, letting go of my chin, taking a few steps back creating some needed space between us.
I fix my gaze to the ground and clear my throat. Once I feel calm enough, I mumble, “I don't know what to say, Mr. Hoffman.”
He waves his hand as if there was a fly annoying him, his face scrunched up.
“Robert. Just, Robert,” he says, right as a knock comes from the door.
He turns on his heels, yanking the door with more force than he should. I hear a few sentences being exchanged before, “thank you George,” and the door closes with a slight bang.
He walks back to me holding the shopping bag up, dangling it slightly.
“I hope it will fit you,” he says.
I receive the bag gulping hard, my fingers twisting around the straps of the shopping bag.
“Thank you so much…Robert,” I fix a smile on my face before turning towards the only other door in the room which I assume is the bathroom.
Robert does not stop me, so I enter and close the door pulling the lock because I do not trust him. He is a dirty business man, who gets away with murder and robbing poor people off their cheques.
I slip the red, silk gown out of the bag. Apparently, the chauffeur took the ‘sexy’ comment a little too seriously. I slip out of the white cheap gown, and replace it with the red clearly expensive gown. It has a low back cut and has thin spaghetti straps. Since I am not wearing a bra, my nipples are poking at the soft material. I run my hands down the material, smoothing it out before fixing my bangs, and tucking a few strands back into my bun.
I draw a deep breath, shoving the white stained dress into the shopping bag before sauntering out of the bathroom. Immediately, Robert’s eyes are on me. Hungry and ready to maul me alive. I shake my hips side to side just to ensure that after today, he comes looking for me.
“What do you think? Don't you think it is too tight?” I inquire innocently.
“Nonsense!” He scoffs, his hands gripping my biceps, fingers digging deeper than necessary, eyes still on my figure never coming up to my face. “It fit you like glove. You look like a goddess my love,” he compliments, eyes finally meeting mine.
A trembling smile touches my lips.
“I do not know how I can ever repay you for your kind gesture,” I say sweetly, almost emotional.
His eyes seem to sparkle brighter at my statement. He takes a step closer as if we were not already close enough. I almost choke on the strong scent of his expensive cologne, that is how close were are right now.
“How about dinner? Tomorrow night, in this very hotel. Is 7 p.m okay with you?” He quirks a brow up, a slaunted smile carving his lips.
I swing side to side on the chair in my kitchen as I consume a bowl of cereal for breakfast. The main thought in my head is the dinner I was to have with Robert later on. He is a man who never really takes no for an answer. He was progressing faster than I had thought. Especially since he is still hungover on his ex. Chasing her from Malta to Milos the last couple of months. Their relationship has always been toxic but yet they clung onto each other like they were each other's lifeline. Until April one day decided to run away like a thief in the night.I sigh, shoving a spoonful of colorful cereals in my mouth.I've seen her pictures. April. She is gorgeous, honey-green eyes that were capable of selling anyone dreams. Her smile warm and genuine like a kindergarten child. I get why Robert is obsessed with her. If I was a man, I would probably chase her around the globe as well.That is why I cannot understand Robert’s eagerness for us to have dinner. Maybe he is in desperate need for a
Dinner had stretched all the way to almost 9 p.m. Robert basically flirting with me throughout the night. I am still unsure what exactly he wants from me but he sure seems enticed by me. Eventually, I had to complain that I needed to head back home. Of course you can trust Robert to offer…actually insist on taking me home. Which is how he managed to steal a kiss from me.I sigh as last night's event on my doorstep replays in my head. He had insisted on walking me up to my apartment door which is on the third floor. We were standing in front of my door and I was ready to bid him goodnight. “Are you not going to invite me in for a cup of coffee?” He inquired.I chuckled at his sneaky attempt. “I think it is too late for that. I am a little exhausted and some of us are employed. I have a job to get to tomorrow morning,” I replied, making his jaw to tick in annoyance.His eyes were completely set on me, making me feel like a nervous wreck. The last thing I wanted or needed was to pis
Matilda smiles at me after applying some eyeshadow on my eyelids. After I had accidentally blurted to her that tonight I was going out on a ‘date’ she insisted on stepping in and help me. But soon I realised it was not out of the kindness of her heart, but she wanted to milk out some information from me. As she asked a several times while applying foundation, concealer, a blush, and all the other products; who is this man? How did you meet? Why are you being secretive? Just tell me! But each time I did not let anything slip. “If he is sending a driver, it means he is loaded. Where the hell did you meet a business tycoon?” She inquires as she grabs the short velvet dress I pointed out earlier in my closet. “Who said he is a business tycoon?” I inquire with a light chuckle. “So he is not a business tycoon? Is he a celebrity?” She asks, silver eyes sparkling brighter in the well light bedroom.I toss my head back laughing heartily. It is not everyday where I get to spend tim
Pleasing a man is something I know quite well. At the academy, that is one of the major things we are taught. But at this moment as I pant and moan, toes curled in as a result of the immense pleasure Robert was giving me. Tongue skillfully massaging my clit. Fingers twisting the Egyptian sheets underneath me. I am used to giving pleasure, but receiving one is a bit foreign. Men take, not give. At least that is what I thought, until Robert got inbetween my thighs and tore my lace underwear off. “Oh, Rob,” I moan, eyes wide although blur by tears and back arching off the mattress.I can literally hear my heart thuddering in my chest. Robert's fingers twisting inside me as he sucks on my clit. Harsh pants and moans escaping my lips, as my tongue keeps trying to wet them. Suddenly his fingers start thrusting faster and deeper as he sucks on my clit a little rougher, and his other hand coming up to squeeze my right boob. “Ah…ah…ah…” I moan shamelessly, left hand automatically going to
Robert Hoffman is a man that wakes up early. An early bird. I tend to wake up early myself, especially when studying my subject. I heard him, when he stirred awake, stretched, and rolled out of bed. All while feigning to be asleep of course. I may or may not have fallen asleep a few minutes after he left. Unintentionally. But when I woke up again, the room was infused with more light than it was before, and the smell of bacon wafted in, through the ajar door.Sluggishly, I murmured incoherent words, rolling over to my back, and outstretched my stiff limbs. Eyes darting around the room. It was decorared in a minimalistic way. Clearly, it was hardly ever used to have been decorated into a homely space. I swung my feet off the bed, bare feet touching the shiny dark brown wooden floor.Feet paddling across the room into the enjoined bathroom suite, I rummaged through the cupboards, until I found a spare toothbrush. I had not planned for a stay over, so this was relatively spontaneous. Onc
As Robert had instructed me, I headed to the closet and indeed, on the left closet were female clothes. Gowns, blouses, pants, skirts, blazers and all sort of other items including scarves. My eyes blink at the different colours, patterns, and fabrics. They smelt of a perfume as well. I cannot pinpoint the brand, but it is sweet, flowery, and strong.Although, I am unsure, unsettle, and mostly uncomfortable, I still pick a dress. A flowy, Carribbean brown and white print dress. It fit although a little loose, but it is still flattering. A slit right in the middle, stopping midway my thighs. The tiny straps crossing at the back, leaving most of it revealed. “You look absolutely gorgeous. Perfect pick. Like I expected,” says Robert when he enters the room, with nothing but a towel around his abdomen.I briefly glance at him, refusing to allow myself to oggle at him. “Does this dress belong to someone?” I ask and then turn to face him, finding him applying lotion to his body. “The cl
I swing side to side on the chair around three in the afternoon. Matilda staring at me as if I was the solution to all her worldly problems. Of course she gave me a hard time about missing work yesterday, but after hearing me groan while massaging my lower back just so I could have a seat, her scoldings turned into interrogations. “I still can't believe you missed work so you can fuck all day,” she says for the umpeeth time since this morning.I glare at her, picking at my nails. My feet are aching after standing all day. Customers coming in and out. Today was mostly filled with requests for a Brazilian wax. “We did not fuck all day. Maybe like three times but that it!” “You said four!”“Once, the evening I arrived on. The three the next day,” I exclaim before screaming out of frustration, “Argh! Why am I even arguing with you?” &n
I wake up extremely late the next day. And bump my head against the headboard, followed by a loud groan. I think that is the moment Robert stirs awake. But I am already stumbling off the bed. Sheet hooking around my ankle, and I stumble over, hands thrown forward to prevent my face from crashing against the white tiles. Left hip coming into contact with the hard floor. A sharp jolt of pain cruise through my entire left leg.Omph!I hiss with my teeth clenched tightly. I hear something between a snicker and a hiss behind me. But I do not pay much attention to it. I already feel embarrassed. I want to disappear from this room instantly. So, haphazardly, I am kicking the sheet off my ankle, scratching myself with my toe nails in the process. “Will you calm down already.”Robert’s voice is grouchy, deep, yet soft and quiet, because of the sleep still clinging onto it. “I am late!” I hiss, jumping onto my feet