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povThe second I make it to my car,I get on it and drive really fast.
I try to run away from everything but the pain I feel is too much.
Am I not enough? What did I do wrong? Am I not good enough to be a Luna?
All my hopes of finding a mate and having a happily ever after died in that hallway.
The tears start rolling on their own and it makes it hard to see the road.
Suddenly, I feel a force pushing the car forward and I hit the steering wheel but before I can make out what is happening to me, the darkness envelopes me......
Later in the day:
I wake up to a pounding headache. It feels like I'm being hit by a hammer repeatedly.
It hurts to open my eyes but I have to. The darkness is too depressing. I open my eyes and the bright light almost blinds me. It takes a couple of seconds before my eyes adjust to the light and that's when I realise I am in a familiar room, not just any room but MY room.
I see a figure sleeping on the couch that is next to the bed.
" Mom?" I call out my voice sounding hoarse.
She stirs slightly.
"Mom? " I call out again.
"Oh my Goddess April, are you okay? Tell me where it hurts baby." She says rushing to my side.
"What happened mom?" I ask.
"I wanted to go out for grocery shopping when I saw your car but what surprised me was the fact that it appeared as though you were being followed because the black car was going at your pace and had every chance to overtake you and yet he/she didn't. Then suddenly the black car hits you and you lose control of the car and hit a tree, I dropped everything that I was carrying and ran towards your car. I tried to find out who was driving that car but all the windows were tinted and the car had no number plate. I carried you inside the house and proceeded to call the pack doctor. She came ten minutes later and said you might suffer from a concussion because you hit your head pretty hard and now here we are." She says quickly.
That explains the major headache I am suffering from.
"Honey, why were you even out of school early? Did something happen?" She asks me worriedly.
"Mom...he...he...he..." I barely say the words.
She pulls me into a tight hug.
"Mom..he..he rejected me.." I say while crying.
" I'm sorry baby! He does not deserve you...Who is he? " she demands while stroking my hair.
"It doesn't matter mom! He broke my heart! " I say. I could literally feel my heart breaking.
" TELL ME! " she demands.
"It's the future alpha mom! " I say.
She looks horrified at what I just said , she let's me go and makes a beeline for the door.
Before she steps out of the door she gives me one final look and then proceeds to leave , closing the door softly behind her.
Although I don't miss the look of vengeance in her eyes...
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