Something vibrates.
I blink to get used to the light. A very slight flare enters through one of the bare edges of the window of the room where I have two nights in a row sleeping.
"What have you become, Julio?"
After the infidelity, I became a spoil of life who did not want to leave her room, until Rosa got tired and forced me to go out to strain my own coffee.
Who can live without coffee? Only those who have not tried its delicious flavor and felt its aroma when entering through the nose and reaching the heart.
Yes, stopping taking my coffee to bed was a very sensible and Machiavellian decision on Rosa's part.
I shaved off a terrorist “ type beard that reached almost to my feet.
After two large cups of coffee, she smiled at me and said:
“ No one can destroy you so much that you don't want to go on living. And upstairs, with the darkness and the closed windows, you don't live. It is not good to s
What can be believed of a woman who does not want to marry you? That she does not change her plans to return to the other side of the world to stay with you?Those are the kinds of questions I want to avoid thinking about while driving on the road to Santiago de los Caballeros. Better think about Adrian's stupid hot penis.Adrián and his irresponsibilities.Adrián and his way of behaving with women.Until he met Pamela, with skin like milk with cream and blue eyes. That beauty of Spanish descent was Adrián's downfall. He stopped drinking in bars and banging on any chick who breathed close to him. He even stopped dating us! We have not seen him for a month. Everything is going out to eat with your family."Sure, since that woman smiled at him."How can you get involved with your brother's wife? What kind of man is my friend?I know how shit Alexandra's infidelity has turned me… It
JulioMaria's homecoming is quick. I drive on the Cibao “ Capital highway at 70 km per hour. I listen to my travel playlist from the IPod that I connected to the car radio.What did I think of when I decided to come? Four hours partially lost because of something that could have been done over the phone."Yeah right". Sarcasm comes out of the back of my brain.I would never have agreed to help an unfaithful woman, but for a strange reason I trust the word of that rabid fairy. Pamela is strong and brave having left a abusive husband.Nowadays, abuse is seen more than before in marriages. God! If even the bride and groom believe they have the power to beat their partners. The fact that Pamela trusted someone is already a lot. That makes her brave. Adrián, with his sense of humor and nonchalance, believes him. If he does, I owe him the vote of doubt.Gay Benito? I see that not everyone who has a
Life sucks. When you think you can be happy for a moment, everything goes down the toilet. How is it that my life became an etcetera overnight? On December 22 I had an empty relationship ended and an ambitious fiancé who canceled our future marriage. I took a damn flight to Punta Cana. Why couldn't I have come for the International of the Americas? I saw Julio leave, leaving a bitter taste in my mouth and the unequivocal desire to cry over something he had just lost, but I don't love him, of course not.One of knowing when you love, right?I rub the light tears that overflow down my cheeks.He is a coward. Julio Medina, without knowing him, got into me not only in my body, but also in my skin, in my thoughts… in everything. Even my way of breathing is different when I am by his side. With your franknessI changed the male protestosterone scheme and he does not talk about his emotions. Julio says what he thinks, even if it is not what o
I felt small and weak until I couldn't. My hands were sweating and shaking at the same time. My voice was hoarse from yelling at my mother so much when in fact it was myself to yell at."With pleasure you don't go to the grocery store." Gladly it is not survived. There must be more. There must be trust. Trust that neither of you will leave. You must feel love to be with him through thick and thin. At the very least, you should want to be in a relationship even if you don't know where it will lead. You must have the doors of your heart open for a next stage. When you have that clear, look it up! If it's the one for you, maybe you can have it again.I have never shared my feelings with someone so much, not even with the woman who gave me life and who embraced me at that moment without prejudice »."Daniela, are you going to get up or do I tell him to come up?"It brings me back to reality.She watches me and waits for an answer. She's tired. I
The lights are off and the streets are deserted, as there is a breakdown in the urbanization. Homes and apartments with inverters have only half of the light bulbs on. Not knowing what time the electricity will be repaired, they prefer not to waste the inverter's energy. Silence reigns in our house. Sitting on the veranda, I look at my mother's garden, which has bloomed this morning. Fill the place with fascinating color and smells. Sets of roses rise up against each other as if it were a competition from height. In the gallery we have a lamp that adorns the ceiling, perhaps not as large as the ones in the living room, but Yes just enough to stand out. I have my cell phone in my hand, eager to hear from a man who hasn't bothered to contact me. It's been five days since ended our adventure. Every day I feel worse, even when I drink my coffee I wait for him to go down the stairs and come to the kitchen with his almost blond hair disheveled, a sweatshirt that adorns his legs and a flan
The girls have been good. Their names are Lucia and Leidy. As in every pair of twins, there is always one that stands out for its uncontrollable desire to attract attention. That's Lucia. His eyes are a little lighter than his sister's, but it is almost imperceptible. I have dedicated myself to observing them during the hour that they were drawing with all the pens that I found in the house. They have bewitched me. I'm in love with those two globs with the red cheeks and chubby legs.“ So you're our older sister, ”Lucia said before Daniel took them to the car.“ That's right, Lucia. I pinch his ball nose.“ We like having an older sister, ”Leidy speaks for both of us.My chest swells. I hug them.“ I love having two younger sisters. I hope to see them soon. I will have many gifts for you when we meet.Yes,lis I will have many gifts.I will stay in the country, I decided when
The day comes with a blinding brilliance. Off or the air conditioning and I get out of bed. It's December 28th.I have so many things to do today. The first thing I do is take my mobile and check calls and messages in the mail. Nothing, no calls. I hear the sound of a car parking and turning off. I look out the window; It is a car that I do not recognize. I shower and brush my teeth quickly. My hair only needs a bit of styling cream and I let it go down with freedom of expression. For at go vacation from work should serve.And not combing my hair is one of the joys of life.I River at this thought and I start looking for what to wear. I choose a cherry red blouse and royal blue jean shorts. My sandals twenty -one they are in a corner. I put them on when I leave the room. Right at that moment, my cell phone rings. It is a call from an unknown number.“ Yes?“ Maria.It's Taurus, one of the managers of the buffet. His voice is
JulioI am standing in the middle of a business meeting.The white walls and leather chairs occupied by entrepreneurs are a reminder that I have a business to face. I have days without sleeping well. Since I left Maria's house, the dream, it seems, has stayed there and does not want to return.I must face the fact that for the first time in my thirty “ three years I am not going to get something I want, someone I love who does not correspond to me in the same way. It's not fun or happy at all.Curse.I am a self “ confident man. Healways when I will be able to risk and when not, when I take or take control. I controlled myself for a year without dating or having sex with any woman. I didn't feel like it. I began to believe that Alexandra took my manhood wrapped in her aura of infidelity, but I could not be further from reality. Maria ignited my libido as soon as I saw her. Until that
Well, it's done, I exposed myself as I am and I feel.She's blonde… Wow, I had a good imagination when I came up with it in my head. Yes, she is blonde, the kind that hiccup and take your breath away. Damn, I was even attracted to her voluptuous body. I'm not one of those women who spend their lives self “ conscious, no. Everyone has their own. We are all born with something attractive and that makes us special. Although that woman and some plastic surgeons make her look more than attractive, they make her a seductress without even moving her red lipstick. I look at Julio as he gets up and paces back and forth. This time he is the nervous one despite the fact that his face and his upright back show otherwise. I pulled everything down to keep my momentum and battered pride at bay. Seeing that woman on Julio kissing him, something primitive in me woke up. A caveman with a mallet came to the surface and I imagined all kinds of scenarios including a ripped blonde and
After showering, we get into the jacuzzi and make love again, ending up in bed, tired but satiated.Questions hang in the air we breathe, but I don't want to be the one to start talking. I know you are nervous; she squeezes her hands and looks at herself in the mirror after wearing a knee “ length black dress with a strapless neckline for too long. It can be uninhibited when making love, but when it comes to feelings, it becomes an eight without feet or head. It softens my heart to see her fight herself and murmur. Distracted, she thinks I'm not listening. It amazes me how I can love every gesture she makes, even talking to herself out loud.She is crazy to tie, but she is my crazy.“ Did you say something? I ask him when I finish putting on the shirt that had made me bring a button. Makes one moment. We are switched to attend the party my father is throwing. At nine o'clock at night it began ... and we are thirty minutes late.&ld
“ It seems you didn't have long to wait to replace me, Julio.Maria's voice makes Alexandra detach from my quickly, though perhaps not fast enough."Maria…" I can't quite tell her that no matter how cliché what she just saw sounds, it's not what really happens.Damn my ex “ wife who always complicates my life. Can't exes calmly walk away from your life? Alexandra always manages to move the earth under people's feet, and not in a good way. She took advantage of me in a confusing moment that even now I can't guess what she wants from me. I look like a damsel in distress begging for forgiveness for something I couldn't prevent from happening. And boy do I feel in a hurry with Maria's unnerved gaze on me. What did Alexandra want when she kissed me? That woman's mind is a fucking mess. I put my hands in the pockets of my pants and try to control the slight tremor that Marí produces in me with a white dress that reaches h
JulioI hurry through the hotel and greet an employee who walks past me. They all recognize me. Some mentioned minor problems with guests; I sent them to my father. I'll have time to help you with it later. My main concern is to know why María has returned to my life, her intentions and, why not, perhaps calm the accelerated and growing heartbeat that began between my legs since my father notified me of her arrival at the hotel. After searching around the room I have occupied, I head to the elevator. Just before entering, I hear someone call out my name. I face whoever it is who unconsciously intends to ruin my research plans. My instinct yells it at me just before I look up and see Alexandra there. Hearing her from afar and thinking that she would respect my wishes not to see her again, I could never have imagined that she is here or even recognize her voice. I should have gotten on the damn elevator and played deaf. Instead, ed
My suitcase weighs what a feather. I stop at a store on the way to Punta Cana. Adam lent me his car, a black Škoda Fabia from 2012. It is very comfortable and small. He has it for sale, but as a matchmaker — perhaps he doesn't think the same — he lent it to me for a few days saying that he had nothing planned for a few days. The car belongs to his late wife. When she died, she left everything to Adam. He is not interested, it seems to me, to wear anything that reminds him of his dead wife."Understandable".I walk through the lobby of Julio's father's hotel and arrive at the reception. I am wearing a low “ key black dress. I bought clothes for at least three days and several bikinis in case my plans go as I hope, unless Julio had turned the page, so I will not have an answer nor am I ready. A negative now that I decided to give our happiness a chance. It's hard for me to even think that I lost it."It's only been a few days!"For
JulioI am standing in the middle of a business meeting.The white walls and leather chairs occupied by entrepreneurs are a reminder that I have a business to face. I have days without sleeping well. Since I left Maria's house, the dream, it seems, has stayed there and does not want to return.I must face the fact that for the first time in my thirty “ three years I am not going to get something I want, someone I love who does not correspond to me in the same way. It's not fun or happy at all.Curse.I am a self “ confident man. Healways when I will be able to risk and when not, when I take or take control. I controlled myself for a year without dating or having sex with any woman. I didn't feel like it. I began to believe that Alexandra took my manhood wrapped in her aura of infidelity, but I could not be further from reality. Maria ignited my libido as soon as I saw her. Until that
The day comes with a blinding brilliance. Off or the air conditioning and I get out of bed. It's December 28th.I have so many things to do today. The first thing I do is take my mobile and check calls and messages in the mail. Nothing, no calls. I hear the sound of a car parking and turning off. I look out the window; It is a car that I do not recognize. I shower and brush my teeth quickly. My hair only needs a bit of styling cream and I let it go down with freedom of expression. For at go vacation from work should serve.And not combing my hair is one of the joys of life.I River at this thought and I start looking for what to wear. I choose a cherry red blouse and royal blue jean shorts. My sandals twenty -one they are in a corner. I put them on when I leave the room. Right at that moment, my cell phone rings. It is a call from an unknown number.“ Yes?“ Maria.It's Taurus, one of the managers of the buffet. His voice is
The girls have been good. Their names are Lucia and Leidy. As in every pair of twins, there is always one that stands out for its uncontrollable desire to attract attention. That's Lucia. His eyes are a little lighter than his sister's, but it is almost imperceptible. I have dedicated myself to observing them during the hour that they were drawing with all the pens that I found in the house. They have bewitched me. I'm in love with those two globs with the red cheeks and chubby legs.“ So you're our older sister, ”Lucia said before Daniel took them to the car.“ That's right, Lucia. I pinch his ball nose.“ We like having an older sister, ”Leidy speaks for both of us.My chest swells. I hug them.“ I love having two younger sisters. I hope to see them soon. I will have many gifts for you when we meet.Yes,lis I will have many gifts.I will stay in the country, I decided when
The lights are off and the streets are deserted, as there is a breakdown in the urbanization. Homes and apartments with inverters have only half of the light bulbs on. Not knowing what time the electricity will be repaired, they prefer not to waste the inverter's energy. Silence reigns in our house. Sitting on the veranda, I look at my mother's garden, which has bloomed this morning. Fill the place with fascinating color and smells. Sets of roses rise up against each other as if it were a competition from height. In the gallery we have a lamp that adorns the ceiling, perhaps not as large as the ones in the living room, but Yes just enough to stand out. I have my cell phone in my hand, eager to hear from a man who hasn't bothered to contact me. It's been five days since ended our adventure. Every day I feel worse, even when I drink my coffee I wait for him to go down the stairs and come to the kitchen with his almost blond hair disheveled, a sweatshirt that adorns his legs and a flan