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Chapter 19 : The pain of losing two.

Author: Susan Chow
last update Last Updated: 2024-03-05 21:32:49

The hash cold that day, pierced into Shawn’s body causing his skin to grow goosebumps.

He has been waiting outside in Simon’s place for Joana to return from where she went. Since she left the house, Joan had refused to take his calls.

Simon was in the house and Shawn just paced around shivering at the effects of the cold. It seems Simon had been avoiding him too since Sophia broke up with him. Somehow, Shawn believed Simon was in support of what Sophia did to him.

Shawn bit his lips diverting his attention from Simon to Sophia. He missed her badly and it still hurt him deeply that she cheated on him.

“ I guess you are happy now. It's the life you have always wanted to live Sophia, "he said and shook his head.

Losing two people that matter to him made him lose his mind completely. Sophia is gone completely but with the company of his best friend Joana, the trauma would be less for him but he ended up losing both ladies.

A car drove in and parked by the roadside just behind the flower
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