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Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Chapter 64 - Focus
Brody - Two months laterKylie and I decided to move into my apartment. We have everything we need now. Furniture for the living room. Dishes, pots and pans for the kitchen. Kylie had even done a little decorating. Her dresser was in our bedroom next to mine. Her clothes are in the closet. We were working on a tight budget, but it was cute and cozy. And it was now our home.Kylie and I had still not made love. I was trying to be patient but I wanted her so badly. In fact, I was almost afraid that once we did it again, I would have performance anxiety. I wanted it to be good for her, but I was worried she would be triggered by something and we would have to start all over again. I'd waited years to be with her like that. Months shouldn't be a problem, right? But now I knew how she felt and the sounds she made, and I was losing my mind. I needed to fuc8k. I never wanted to be that guy but seeing her in her little shorts and tight tops; her breasts spilling out or her camel toe on displa
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Chapter 65 - Choice
KylieI'm so ready. I felt myself getting there, day by day. Brody never pressured me, and I'm sure he'd continue to wait. But I also knew that he wanted me more and more. He had begun to avoid me at certain times of the day, and he had stopped our sexy bathroom time. He always explained himself, but then we decided to move in together. I brought it up actually. I wanted to be in our space when we did the deed again. It had been so long and Brody was a little skittish.Honestly, I didn't know how to bring up the subject. We talked a lot, almost every day, but it had almost become taboo to talk about sex. I felt my brat rise in my mind. I was going to have to seduce him. I started wearing what I started calling my 'brat clothes' in my brain. I pulled all my little shorts and tops out and started to wear them when we were alone. He wasn't taking the hint.I know he told me that I would have to make the first move, so this was me doing that. I woke up this morning with Brody's hand on me
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Chapter 66 - Will You...
BrodyFuck me. I'm completely spent. I think I drained every drop of cu8m from my balls. Thank God and, finally. Which probably makes me sound like a dick, but I think it would make Kylie laugh if I said it out loud. She's fun like that. We basically had a sex marathon, and she's lying in my arms, asleep. I'm tired too, in a good way, but I don't want to sleep. I'm going over the morning in my mind. She submitted to me. All the way. I would never have asked her to do that. Not even if she had never been through that assault, but especially not after. It will change our dynamic. I can already feel the shift in my own mind. I just hope she meant it, truly.Kylie didn't seem to be triggered by anything we did. Hell, she initiated it, but I was still aware that in the middle she could freeze or just simply say no, and I would have stopped. I don't think of her as damaged, but I do think of her feelings. I think she really did need to put me in cuffs at the beginning, for her own peace of m
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Chapter 67 - Visit to the Club
BrodyKylie and I were on our way to the club. I have plans, and I'm super stoked about our first visit there together. I'm going to push her to her limits. There were one or two more hurdles that we had to get past. It may be a doozy of a night, but I was prepared. I'd set the room up earlier the way I wanted it, and I was in total Dom mode. I liked the feeling of dominance that rode my body like' a second skin. Kylie was quiet. She knew me and wasn't trying to push my buttons for once. Ever since she had given me control as her Master, things had been different, but good, a good different. Things were better than before. Pain, pleasure, and punishment were on the menu tonight. She knew not to make it worse.I was trying not to overthink, which was a weakness of mine. We had talked about going to the club for a while now. The point is to use some of the devices and equipment there. I planned to use some items in which I usually wasn't interested. Kylie and I had talked this already. S
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Chapter 68 - Visit to the Club Pt. 2
Kylie / BratI knew what would happen tonight, at least the broad strokes. We were going to work through a couple of my recent hang-ups. Brody had told me when we first started dating, that he always wanted to talk everything out. He didn't ever want any misunderstandings. I agreed begrudgingly, but tonight I was glad for it. What we were about to do was not something I would want to be surprised about.I didn't know how I would react to seeing the cage but surprisingly, with Brody beside me, I was able to push through some serious negative emotions. Not only that, every time I started to go somewhere else in my head, he drew me out of it. It was like he could read my mind, he was that intuitive.He was ramped up tonight in a way I had not seen him before. He was curt and had a dark edge to him. He was never harsh or mean, just different. I kept quiet because I had told him I wanted him to be my master. It was a role that he had taken quite seriously of late. It was almost like he'd ha
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Chapter 69 - Today is the Day
Kylie - Several months laterIt was my wedding day. Dad and Roberta's house was tastefully decorated. Flowers adorned tables and a large banner with our names lined one wall. They moved furniture around inside the house to make room for all the people that would attend the after-party. Roberta had gone out of her way to accommodate my desire for the perfect, if small, wedding. The ceremony was taking place in the backyard. She and I had months to plant flowers and build an arch that we had decorated with fake ivy and twinkling lights that would sparkle. We rented chairs, a huge white tent, and a champagne-colored runner ran down the middle aisle that went towards the arch.Even though I fought the issue, I let Roberta talk me into letting my mother help. She wanted be involved and came down several times during our planning phase. Granted all she did was throw money at us and run back home to her fake friends and garden parties. At least she finally seemed happy with her life. She was
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Chapter 70 - Epilogue
KylieI added the little black stub to the baby book. We'd brought our baby home ten days ago and the umbilical cord fell off today. I remember getting this gorgeous book at the baby shower Analiese and Roberta had thrown for me. I had immediately come home and sat at the thrift store dining table to add all the details I knew so far. Mom and Dad's names, pictures of our first ultra-sound. Various names we had picked and discarded. My cravings during the pregnancy. They weren't too wild. Ice cream and tacos. Every time I ate avocados while pregnant I wanted to puke. I didn't have much morning sickness, like some women. I got nausea every once in a while, but I didn't throw up for months on end, thank God.I put all of that information in there, including more pictures of the baby shower. I even described how Brody looked when the baby was put into my arms in the delivery room. Brody helped me decorate the spare room. We found an adorable crib at a yard sale, and I was given brand-new s
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Bk 3 - Bonus - Benson and Shaw
BensonAll that shit was done with Kylie's stepfather, and now I was collecting on my date night from Brody. The last few weeks had been hell, since I had been on the case from the start. I'd been working tons of overtime, which I didn't get paid for because I have a salaried position now. I haven't been home as much with my family. My wife and kids missed me so much they gave me a huge dinner celebration when I told Eileen that the case was done. They even included my favorite chocolate cake with chocolate ganache. Yum.We were dropping the kids off at Brody's apartment. Kylie was there, and they were going to keep the kids overnight, so Eileen and I didn't have to rush back and get them tonight. Or in the wee hours of the morning because what I had planned, would take all damn night. I had to adjust myself as my dick twitched.Eileen didn't know what the plan was yet. I wanted it to be a surprise. I told her to put on her sluttiest dress, and I laughed when she dug through the back o
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Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Bk 4 - Chapter 28 - A New Day
BillI listened at the doorway while Oscar spoke to Analiese. I'm pretty sure he knew I was there. Anyway, the door was open, so he had to know that anyone could hear what they were saying - or what he was saying. He translated everything, being clear and concise with his words and her reactions to what he was saying. I was actually pretty proud of him for proding her. She wasn't comfortable with me right now, and that hurt. I struggled with it at first, but Gloria told me that she was ashamed. My baby had nothing to be ashamed of. They call women the weaker se9x for a reason - and it wasn't for women to get pissed about. It was a fact. Most men were bigger and stronger. Most women couldn't fight them off. Facts. Unfortunately, some very evil men had used that strength against her. I didn't blame her for that. I blamed myself. I think we all did.Every single man that went on the rescue mission was pissed as fuc9k. Some of us were able to take out that rage on the men who had orchestr
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Bk 4 - Chapter 27 - Getting Started
OscarWhen we arrived at their house, Bill made himself scarce. Again, I was surprised, but Gloria said Ana needed a bath and I guess Bill didn't want to be a part of that. It definitely would have been awkward for him to hang around for bath time.I followed Gloria down the hallway to the bathroom. As she started filling the tub with warm water, she chattered to Ana as she did so, as if Ana was going to speak back to her. It was probably the best strategy, acting as if everything was okay, when nothing was. Can you imagine another scenario where Ana's mom and I would be in the bathroom together, with Ana between us? No? Right, me neither. I didn't dwell on the awkward situation, though. I just waited patiently, with Ana in my arms. The bathroom started to get warm as I leaned against the wall. It had been a hard, strenuous day and my strength was lagging. I guess I need to work on my stamina at the gym from now on.When the tub was full enough for Gloria, she indicated for me to put
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Bk 4 - Chapter 26 -Ding Dong That F**k is D**d
OscarWe had to carry Edgar to the cars. It was only about half a mile, but it was a real pain in the as8s. He had broken his leg when he fell over the wall and though none of us wanted to touch him, we did. We grabbed his arms and uninjured leg and lugged his annoying as9s. Brody or I could have carried him in a fireman's hold, but I didn't want him touching any part of me. I don't think the other guys did either. He was evil personified, and it was bad enough just touching one of his limbs.We threw him in the trunk and oh, shi8t...."Hey Moe. To make it believable that he left on his own, we should take his car too," I blurted out as soon as I thought of it.Surprise flashed across Moe's face. There were nine of us, but not one of us had thought of that little fact. We had been kinda busy planning a rescue, cleaning a crime scene and whatnot, right?"Where are his keys?" Moe asked the group, in his usual no-nonsense manner. We almost fu8cked up but we could fix it.."We emptied his
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Bk 4 - Chapter 25 - In My Head
AnalieseRescue. It was a foggy thought in the back of my mind where I was hidden like a game of peek-a-boo. Now you see me, now you don't.I heard gunfire and I knew the guys were here, finally. My brain woke up a little, but then the sounds of wood breaking and thuds from the hallway reverberated in my ears. I let myself slip away again as I lay perfectly still. I knew things were happening in the house, but I was lost in a corner of my mind again. Where I was safe. I didn't react when the door of the room we were in thundered open. A dull thud as something hit the floor and more gunfire. Another thud. Voices. Was someone speaking to me? It didn't matter. I wasn't really present. I didn't want to be.I slipped away again when the metal of the cage I was in rattled. The lock was disengaged. Someone was nearby. I knew it, but I couldn't bring myself to wonder who it was. If it was those mean men again, I needed to stay hidden in my mind. I had been violated, and I wouldn't survive if
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Bk 4 - Chapter 24 - Missioin Accomplished
OscarMoe was in the zone. His only child was in that room unconscious, but he had tucked that into a corner of his mind so that we could finish the mission. I had to do that too. Compartmentalize, I think it was called. I tucked Ana into a corner of my mind, even though it caused my heart to constrict. I had to listen to the instructions that would keep us all free men. We were never here. Neither were Kylie or Analiese.I told myself that but then my mind started to wander. I snapped out of it when he asked how many bodies were downstairs. I gave him my account and tried to stay present. It was one of the hardest things I'd ever done. I just wanted to get back to Ana. I never wanted to let her go again.Moe gave everyone instructions, even me. Brody and I were to get the girls and take them downstairs to wait for Stern to come with the truck. Others were working on clean-up. I tossed out that I had touched the garage door downstairs and the locks on the back door. Bill nodded. I wat
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Bk 4 - Chapter 23 - What did they do to you?
OscarSince I had stepped back after breaking the glass in the window and flipping the locks, I was last through the door. Bill, Chuck and Stern crashed through and almost immediately I heard an exchange of gun fire. I ducked low and came through with my gun pointed straight out in front of me. I didn't want to accidentally hit one of my team, but as Moe taught us, this was tactical. I had to be ready to use the gun in my hand. I had never done this shi8t before and was out of my element, but I was a good shot at the gun range, though that was target shooting. We were now shooting to kill. This whole thing was fu8cked.I did as Moe taught us. I assessed the situation. Bill and Chuck were hovering over two bodies that were now lying on the kitchen floor. One guy never even got his gun out. I could see that they had the scene well under control, two men were down and blood was already pooling thickly on the kitchen tiles.I heard more gunfire upstairs. Brody, Brandt, Moe and Daniel were
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Bk 4 - Chapter 22 - Hiding in Plain Sight
AnalieseKylie and I were having a great day. The sun was shining and the breeze off the ocean felt heavenly. It was our first day of hanging out since the incident. We went into so many shops, sometimes just browsing, other times we bought something. Then we stopped for lunch a little before noon. We came out with drinks and sandwiches prepared to sit at one of the little tables on the sidewalk in front of the shop.Kylie wanted to know what was going on with me and Oscar. I was wondering how much to tell her. I mean I wasn't ashamed, it was just new to talk about. How do I describe the se8x we have been having? And the kinks? Because Oscar had multiple. I knew she was a Brat and that Brody had a brat kink. How could he not, being attracted to Kylie all these years? But I didn't know all the details of their relationship and I didn't need to know. It was nice having a friend that was into the same things. It felt freeing in a way, even though I don't think I would tell her...everythi
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Bk 4 - Chapter 21 - Gone Again
OscarIt has been three weeks since Ana and Kylie were kidnapped. There had been no word about Edgar and everyone was breathing a sigh of relief. I had my doubts that he was gone for good, but what could I do? I was dropping Ana off to visit Kylie today. They were going to go downtown and frequent some of the shops there. Probably get lunch. Have a fun girls' day.I was going to head to the gym and try to settle my nerves. I need to get my mind off my girl and the danger she could still be in. I felt like my hands were tied and I didn't like it. How was I supposed to protect her from the unknown? My dominant nature was barely harnessed. I wanted to keep her locked up and safe with me at all times. Instead, I left her at Kylie's. Kissing her roughly, I said goodbye and whispered my love for her. I kept my worries to myself.Ana and I spent every moment we could together. I didn't get a full eight hours of sleep most days, but it was worth it. We sneaked off to my apartment on the days
Club Voyeur Series (4 Books in 1) Bk 4 - Chapter 20 - Asleep
AnalieseOscar brought me back home before he went to work. He grabbed a black shirt that he needed and went to go change in the bathroom across from my room. I would have liked to have followed him down the hall, but Mom was in the kitchen figuring out what she was going to make for dinner. Open the freezer, check the fridge, check the cabinets. She started pulling things out"Is Oscar going to eat dinner with us?" she asked as she got pots and pans out of the cabinets."If it can be done in about forty-five minutes. If not, he'll grab something at his parents' restaurant," I assumed."I think I can have it ready in about twenty minutes. Your dad is working late for a change. There is a big county commissioner's meeting that he has to attend."I perched on one of the stools to watch her work. If she needs my help, she'll let me know."What's the deal with the meeting?" My dad had to sit in on all large construction projects in the city and the surrounding county."Some big developer
