Bk 3 - Chapter 36 - Control

Brody

I have waited for this moment for years. It didn't start out that way. I had every intention of finding a girl. Any girl. I dated some. Mostly redheads. Not the strawberry blondes, the deep reds. Auburn, some might call it. Until I started working at the club and saw the shit that I saw there, imagining a woman with dark red hair was about the only thing that I ever got hard for. I have admitted to stroking myself to climax over Kylie, many times, but I tried to push her out of my mind as I grew older. For many years, I was able to pretend she didn't exist. It was easier when she went to college and, for a time, had no contact with Moe.

But that ship sailed as soon as I saw her again. I had been lying to myself. I was always going to ask Moe for permission to date his daughter. I fought it for a while, but the feelings only intensified until, well, I crumbled. Now it's come to this. She's under me and I feel euphoric even though we haven't even really done anything yet.

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