Clara blushed, ‘No, we didn’t. It was easy to get carried away, but I’m still scared of the repercussions, having a baby and getting left behind. You know, abandonment issues. When people get scared, they are capable of anything. Not that I’m saying Sebastian would shirk the responsibility, but I don’t know him enough. That’s why we’re going to try dating first.’
‘You know, he said he would wait for me, as long as I needed, if I wasn’t ready. It felt genuine, not like the ones before, the ones that got impatient while waiting and left me for the girls who put out?’ she felt sad remembering all those times she thought the guys genuinely liked her.
‘Do you think we should wait? I get feverish when he touches me, even if it’s just lacing his fingers with mine. It’s like I have this urge to jump him. I’ve never felt this way before, and I don’t know what to
This was a spontaneous, spur-of-the-moment dinner. Sebastian did not expect his weekend to work out in his favor. So far, he had been winging it, waiting for Clara’s next move, because up until he decided to drive out here, his plan was just to see her. Maybe go on a bike ride, if she wanted to, and have lunch or dinner with everyone so he could stare at her shamelessly. He was expecting to be turned down at every turn, not thinking she would have a change of heart. He was caught unaware when she came out. Looking up from his phone, even his brain could not describe how beautiful she looked to him right now. This was something he would never tire of. She had these strappy killer heels that made her look very sophisticated, highlighting her long, toned legs. He could see a black dress peeking from under her white blazer, and his hands urged him to peel it off so he could see the gift underneath.
‘So tell me, is there someone I need to watch out for? Jilted lover, an old flame, first love, somebody you’ve been pining for all your life?’ Sebastian pried. ‘How about a guy that follows you around, is always there for you, picks you up when you’re down, takes care of you, does everything you want, and more? Do you have someone like that?’ He added. Clara wondered if he would be a jealous lover? Would that be a good thing or a bad thing? ‘Hmm.. let me test you out,’ she smirked. Looking into his eyes, she says, ‘Actually, I wanted to talk to you about that. I have two you should watch out for.’ Sebastian’s face takes on a serious tone. ‘Are you being serious right now? Because my questions are. I want to know how many men I
Sebastian needed to get them out of the club before he embarrassed both of them by being too touchy-feely. They were both high-ranking executives, and being in the tabloids will not be good for them if someone maliciously sullies their name. He was going to have her, but not like this, not like a teenager who couldn’t wait. He learned that patience is a virtue, and her virtue is something worth waiting for. He hugged her very hard to quell his hunger. ‘Let’s go,’ he said. He was going to take her home, otherwise, nothing would stop him from going out of control. At least with her brothers around, he’ll be conscious enough to mind his manners. She didn’t understand what was happening, but she was glad he stopped them from going overboard at the club. That would have been embarrassing. Outside, she saw something th
Their small group ended up playing past midnight, drinking beer, eating popcorn, and everything they could find in the fridge and the pantry. They had leftover Korean BBQ, side dishes, ramen, cookies, and chips. Beer and soda were almost depleted by the time they finished with their game. Clara hid the peach sake at the back of the fridge, but they still found it. Her brothers usually use this drink to get her to talk whenever she shuts them out, not that they needed it today, but they wanted to see what she’ll reveal. The dynamic duo, Max and Jeremy, was playing dirty. They wanted to show Sebastian what he was in for, maybe scare him a little, and see if he was up to the task of being Clara’s boyfriend. Her tongue started getting loose, and she was cursing too much. It was nothing she didn’t do before. But this time, it was more extensive because she w
‘So what, Clara likes the way my shirt smells? That’s no big deal. I’ll leave you my cologne, and then you can test it out, see if that works,’ Sebastian says, ‘but that doesn’t explain why she has these nightmares. Did something happen to her during her childhood? Did she…,’ He didn’t want to ask, it was the toughest question he was going to ask in his life, but he had to, ‘Did she get... raped? Abused?’ Sebastian asked as he ran his fingers through his hair. He worried. Getting abused was not something he knew anything about, and he might not handle it right. ‘Am I even equipped to help her with that?’ He wondered. ‘We do not know the answer to your last two questions because even Clara does not know what happened to her before she got to the orphanage. Her experience repressed her memories that she only gets snippets of information at a time. Sometimes th
Carmen tried to open her eyes, but it was dark. Something was blocking her view. When she tried to move her arms and legs, they were immobile. ‘Mommy? Daddy?’ she called out. ‘Hey, she’s awake. Go see what she wants,’ she heard someone say. ‘So you’re smart, right? If you behave while we wait for your parents to give us the money, we will give you back to them,’ a male voice said. ‘Don’t bother running away, or I will hurt you.’ When they removed the covering for her eyes, all she could see was the man’s face covered in a black mask, showing only his eyes and his mouth. What she couldn’t forget was that he had these big, scary, dark brown eyes that glared at her. Carmen started shaking as tears fell down her face. She felt scared, but she knew she had to get aw
‘Well, we were thinking about how to go about that. Instead of a mandatory drug test, which might open a can of worms, something you might not be prepared to deal with. I was thinking of getting DNA from Celine,’ Jere suggests. ‘Maybe one of us can visit her and get some samples. You can do a paternity test on siblings, right?’ ‘Well, I think it’s time I think I went on a date, don’t you think? She might be older than me, but maybe I can charm her and get a few strands of her hair,‘ he said, staring at Max, trying to bait him. Jere had been tracking Max for the past two months, only because he’s been disappearing more than usual, and he found from their bank records Max had been flying to San Diego every Friday night for the past nine weeks. He had a hunch that he was visiting Celine, but he was not sure. He wanted his brother to tell them himself.
Clara’s door had been left wide open the night before. Outside, she and Baz could hear that Jere had turned on the TV to cartoons while Max was busily banging pots and pans, pretending to make breakfast. She didn’t want to come out and leave the comfort of Sebastian’s arms. Tomorrow, he won’t be there, so she’d be waking up alone, and she did not want to think about it. Was Clara getting used to being with him? He was still asleep, and she took this opportunity to stare at him. Clara touched his lower lip with her thumb, then followed it with her lips. She planned to wake him up so they could kiss again. And she knew it worked when his arm snaked around her body and pulled her towards him. ‘Hmm… good morning, my love,’ he says, kissing her neck. ‘Can we just snuggle some more and wake up later?’ ‘Hey, lovebirds!