Chapter 76 (Your Choice)

Lyanna's Pov

It's hard to just sit here and listen to what Lugard really went through because of my family. Oh, actually, I was also part of the whole issue, and seriously no matter how I try not to feel guilty, it's the exact feeling I am ending up with.

I stare at Bella, she doesn't seem to have interest in continuing. She expects me to take all these lightly but that is not me, I can't. I just can't.

"I guess we should go to bed, Lyanna. I promise to continue this another time, alright?" She gets up, I also do the same and we go into the bedroom.

Suddenly, my mood changes, evening is here again, I am coming to sleep and definitely, I am going to miss him so badly. When will I be cured of this Drake-Lugard disease? When will I fucken stop imagining he's here beside me?

He doesn't even care, I know that for a fact because if he really cared for me he would have looked everywhere for me and found me. He doesn't love me, plus, he sees me as his minion, how will he miss me?

Bel