With each flick of his tongue, my body reacted. One second I’m pleading with him to stop and in the next, I’m pulling his head closer and begging for him to give me what only he can. Shane ignored my requests and I released him as he sat up. I stared up at him, waiting patiently for what would come next.Dark eyes stared down at me, his mouth was wet with the evidence of my release. His tongue darted out and licked my come from his lips. A bulge pressed against his pants and my mouth dried as the memories of when I had him in my mouth flashed through my mind. Butterflies crashed against my belly and slick slid down my thigh.I clenched my thighs together and his eyes noted the movement. He didn’t smile as he leaned back. He held my gaze as he pulled down his pants. My breathing quickened as his hard cock fell out. My eyebrows jumped into my hairline. I remember it being big, but I don’t remember it being this big. Veins snake up the length of his member and stop just below an angry ti
*Song inspiration: Die for you - Joji* “Fuck,” Shane groaned. My mouth fell open as my nails pierced flesh. The pain was something I’ve never felt before, my pussy was stretched tightly around his thick cock. I’d taken all of him and there was a sting and a burn as he filled me. I felt a fullness that was bordering uncomfortable. He tore right through my hymen and bulged where his length pushed against my belly. My legs trembled around him and my eyes fluttered shut as tears rolled down my cheeks. Shane released my lips and I tightened my grip on him as a whimper fell from my lips. “Sh, sh,” Shane soothed. His tongue slid up my cheek as he licked up my tear. A shiver ran down my back, but I couldn’t bring it in me to open my eyes. I gripped them closed tight as I waited for him to move. One of his hand snaked up my back and into my hair. I cried out when he gripped a handful of it and yanked down hard. My eyes flew open, but my complaint died on my lips and I forgot how to breathe
Shane’s tongue slid along the sensitive flesh of my neck and my body shivered. My chest rose and fell with each breath I took. Shane and I remained connected, his hardness still reached deep within me, and I moaned as evidence of our love making dripped from me and down his length. My head rolled until my forehead rested on him. My breasts squished against his as I came down from the high of the multiple orgasms Shane took from me. A mental wall fell and with the elasticity of a rubber band, I wheezed as a foreign invasion of emotions snapped into place inside of me.My body went slack as something uncurled inside of me and a pain I’ve never felt before threatened to damn my soul. Strong arms wrapped around me and held me tenderly as if I were fragile. I was enveloped in his scent, our scent as it melded together and became something… more. I couldn’t even put the name to all of the feelings, if that’s what they would be called, as they flitted into my mind and tainted my soul. Some w
The silence was deafening on the drive back to the packhouse. At least it was awkward for me. Not a word had been spoken since we claimed each other and I didn’t know what to say, Goddess, I didn’t know what to do with my hands. Why was this even bothering me? My head was turned at an uncomfortable angle in a poor attempt at hiding my face from Shane. I had chewed on my lip so much today that it was bleeding now. Even though I knew he could feel my emotions through the bond, I didn’t want him to see the panic. My throat was dry and it was a struggle keeping my breathing slow and even, but I hyper-focused on it so I didn’t sound like a pig.No matter how slow I breathed, how hard I fought to keep my shoulders from trembling, or how much I tried not to fidget, my hands shook. Shane and I had done it—we’d had sex and we’d done it in the back of his truck on my birthday. Not once had I questioned giving it up in the back of someone’s truck. If I’m being totally honest with myself, sex had
We shared the same breath as we looked into each others eyes. He looked nothing like the boy who tormented me, he looked like a tortured soul and my I wanted to soothe him. I wanted to do something to erase that look from his face. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him down. The space between us stretched and I wanted to feel his warmth against mine. He resisted, but my protest died on my lips when his hands roamed up my body beneath my shirt, leaving a tingling sensation in their wake. I arched into him, but his hands disappeared as he yanked my shirt off. Before I knew it I lay naked beneath him.My breath caught as he leaned over me again. He lowered himself until his body collided with mine and everything felt like how it was supposed to be. His shorts was the only thing between us, but I could feel the weight of his hard length. I gulped as I thought about what we did earlier. His mouth devoured mine, his kisses were possessive and rushed like we were running out of ti
Doors slamming, rushed footsteps, and annoyed voices pulled me from sleep. Sunlight danced over my closed eyelids as I stirred and I fought the need to open my eyes. I was exhausted and wanted just a few more minutes of sleep. My body was surrounded in warmth, a warmth that felt like being outside on the grass on a sunny day. I never wanted to leave. I inhaled deeply as the ground jerked beneath me. My eyes flew open and I forgot how to breathe as I realized the ground wasn’t the ground at all. My head lay atop a chiseled chest and my hand rested low on defined abs. My fingers twitched with the need to follow the v-line south. I swallowed as my eyes trailed up his smooth chest, stopping at those pert mouthwatering nipples before continuing up his chin and finally on Shane’s face. The memory of last night came flooding in and warmed my cheeks as I tried to stay as still as possible. My gaze darted to the mark on his neck and my heart hammered in my chest. That happened? It did. Are
I had it bad and it was too late to do anything about it. I couldn’t keep the goofy smile from my face as I moved my hand and he released it. I brought it up to his hair and ran my fingers through the messy curls. He dropped his hand and I smiled as I continued touching him. His chest rumbled beneath me and his wet tongue slid across the curve of my breast. I dropped my hand and lifted off of him.“Definitely not,” I laughed.“I have no idea what you mean,” Shane said.“Oh, yes you do. Have you forgotten that last night was my first time? We did it again before bed too! My poor body needs time to heal. Look at me!” I said.“I am looking at you and you’ve never looked more beautiful than you do right now,” Shane murmured.His arms wrapped around me and goosebumps broke out as his hands slid down my back. He gave me an innocent look, his lips downturn as he tried not to smile as his hands gripped my naked ass cheeks. He knew exactly what he was doing, Goddess, he was good. I shook my he
Slowly turning towards the door, I fixed my gaze on the door and waited to hear if someone would call out. It would simply die if it was Mavy and she found me in bed with her brother. This was definitely more than I said was going on between me and Shane, but I was praying to the Goddess that she was in bed, hung over from the night before. I swallowed the lump in my throat. If not Mavy, it could be his parents. I jumped what felt like a foot in the air when the person banged on the door again. Warmth crept along my breast and my chin dipped as my gaze lowered to a large hand wrapped around my breast. My eyes darted to Shane and he had the audacity to wriggle his eyebrows at me. This guy.Are you serious, right now?Mm.. I thought you were joking.No, I was serious. There’s someone at your door! We’re moments away from getting caught in bed together and you’re more interested in boobs?Not just any boobs, your boobs.See who’s at the door!Shane shrugged his shoulders and lifted his h
Odis takes a step to the side, and the crowd’s attention turns to me and my mate. As my gaze travels over them, their cheeks stained, their eyes are shocked, and blood splattered at their feet. A lot has happened and everything is moving so quickly now. I don’t know what I was expecting to happen after Shane killed Ethan. I thought everything would go back to the way it always should have been. Becoming Luna and taking over a pack wasn’t what I had in mind. My mate turns to leave, but Odis block him. “Move,” Shane growled. Odis tucked his chin, but held eye contact. “While I am not your chosen Beta, I will hold this position until you choose your own,” Odis growled. “I’ve already got a lineup. Your services are no longer needed,” Shane said coldly. “Until it’s official then,” Odis replied firmly. “Please allow me to have my-to have the remains moved.” My mate went still. He didn’t look back at the body, and I didn’t either. His gaze remained on Odis. “Permission granted,” Shane sa
I love you.I love you.I love you.The words repeat in my mind and I struggle with not linking him. Shane’s eyes widen as he takes in the words that are on repeat in my mind. It’s utter chaos up there, and I don’t want him to hear any of it. His head tilts to the side in question, as if he can’t believe what I just said, and his brows furrow. Shane’s fingers dig into my side as he pulls me flush against his chest. My heart is beating so loud I’d be surprised if he couldn’t hear it. The curse’s broken, the true villain defeated and dead at our feet. It restored the way things always should have been. There’s nothing in our way, and we can finally be together. I have my mate’s full attention as screams of despair ensue behind him.
“Do you know how many times I’ve killed you? You won in the first life, but I made it my mission, to end every one of yours after. I’ve become the villain so many times, I don’t know if I can be the hero. I don’t know if I can be the man she deserves. What I do know is that I’m the man she’s got…,” Shane trailed off. His shoulders shook and I wondered if he was crying, when he started laughing.“I should not atone for sins I know nothing of. This is not the way an alpha should run a pack. There was no trial, and I wasn’t given the opportunity to defend myself,” Ethan grunted.“Defend?” Shane asked incredulously. “Defend?! At what point did you give my mate the opportunity to defend herself? Was there a single moment in the time she spent shackled to you that you gave her a reprieve? On the nights she begged you to stop, did you?&rdq
As the unwanted feeling began welling up inside of me, I wanted to slap myself across the face. I needed to do something to snap out of it, anything to shake this feeling. Ethan’s face started to grow pale and my hands trembled as I stared at the man I’d spent lifetimes with. I wanted him gone, I didn’t want to see his face any longer. The sooner the better, before this disgusting feeling could grow any larger than it already had. I had asked Shane to take his time and make Ethan’s blood run, but now I just wanted him gone, erased from my memory, erased from this life.I wanted him to suffer as I had, but no amount of torturing would make him feel what I had felt. Nothing Shane did could make him feel what I was going through now that I had all of my memories back. Nothing could make the wrongs he’s done right and I hate that I know this. My throat dries as Shane grabs a handful of hair and the largest part of me that loves him a
“Watch as I kill the man that cursed us,” Shane murmured.Everything clicks into place and my mate’s glowing eyes stare back at me. I lean up and press a kiss to his chin. Shane’s breathing shutters and he devours my lips as I cry. His hand slides up my neck and cups my cheek. I nuzzle into it, but he releases me too soon. My knees are weak and I sway on my feet without him. Turning to look down at Ethan, I follow Shane’s gaze and take in the man on his knees. His hair is in his face, blood drips down the side of his face, and oozes down his body. He’s losing a lot of it and fast.“The two of you need help,” Ethan spat.“I don’t think you’ve got much time left,” I said to Shane.I should sick at the sight of what Shane has done to him, but all I can think about is how fate still brought us together. Even as Shane fought for me, it was as if this was all a fairy tale story with a shitty ending. And somewhere out there, an author was getting off on our pain. That, or the Moon Goddess pu
My mate’s shoulders shake and he rolls his head back until he’s looking up at the sky. He closes his eyes and a tear breaks free and rolls down his cheek. He laughs hysterically before his head drops forward. The muscles in his jaw twitched before he lifts his chin and he looks at me with haunted eyes.“Now I know I’m dreaming, but I pray I never wake,” Shane murmured.How is it that even after I tell him I’ve remembered, he still can’t believe me? My soul bled for him as more tears blurred my vision. Would I ever be able to make it up to him? He turns from me as people poured from the halls and into the courtyard. A crowd was forming around us and worry filled me as I feared for my mate. We were on Ethan’s territory, surrounded by his pack, and soon his ranked members would be here. I could only hope the law in place for alpha fights kept them back.“Shane,&
Hate. I hate myself. Self-loathing filled me and threatened to explode. I felt like I was going to combust. How? How has he done it? How can he still stand to touch me, to be near me? Just the thought of what I’ve done is enough to make me sick. I’m disgusted with myself. This world is getting blurry and I focus on the moon above. I’m out of air, out of the will to live, out of time. I don’t deserve it, I shouldn’t want it, I shouldn’t dare, but I do. I wish to see him. I want… I want to see those obsidian eyes one last time. My hands fall to my side as my head lolls to the side.There’s a roar that cuts through my thoughts and fills the garden. The hand around my throat loosens as green eyes turn from me and for the first time oxygen fills my lungs. Little breaths of air as I suck in more and more air. I follow his gaze, my eyes locking on the open door. Light spills out from the party and a dark shadow fills the doorway. My body convulses as my eyes lock on obsidian eyes. Betrayal s
I’m ripped away from him, my chest flush against a table, fingers prodding me. I shake my head and claw at the table. Tears fill my eyes and the feel of his body against mine makes me want to vomit. I hate him. The world spins and I’m begging my best friend to take me. He does what I need. Helps me erase the vile touch from my body. He takes what’s promised to another.I want him. I choose him. They know. They’re going after him. They already have him. Obey or he dies. That’s what father said. My heart screams for me to run and find him, but my mind controls my feet. I’ll do whatever I have to. He comes for me. I beg him to take me away, beg him to run away together. He can’t, no, he won’t. My heart shatters as he walks away.Hell. I’m in hell. My feet land on the ground as the monster drives into me from behind. I scream and wail. I want to wake up now. Let me out. I don’t want to be here. A firm had wraps around my neck and squeezes as I’m torn apart from the inside out. I don’t lik
“What have you done?” Ethan whispered. Green eyes were wide with shock and his brows arched high, as he shook his head. The claws that had dug into my shoulder were now scratching at his chest. They were sharper than any blade and ripped at his shirt. Blood gushed as he tore at his chest. I took a step away from him, completely confused. We were fated to be mates but there had been no pain. Why? I’d heard rejecting your mate was the most painful thing that a wolf could go through. Ethan’s eyes flashed and he was on me, his blood soaked shirt squelched against my chin. I shoved my hands against his abdomen to try and push him off.“I cannot lose you,” he breathed.“You never had me,” I said honestly.“Who you were seeing before me doesn’t concern me,” he growled. “What matters is that today you became mine.”