Sitting on my bed I let my tears flow without making a sound. I'm to be married today to a man I've never met and know nothing about. My heart beats rapidly against my chest as I try to calm down. I shuffle through my jewelry drawer and find my Mom's pendant I hadn't thought much about ever wearing it but I at least thought that when I did, I would be marrying the man of my dreams. “Definitely not a stranger”, there's a knock at my door and my face twist in confusion dad never knocks he does the one two three walk in and that's always been ok with me. Walking to the door I pull it open and there stands a man with a big bag and some boxes.
Standing there shell shocked a little I forget my manners. “ Mame these are for you these are the things my boss wished for me to bring over for this evening's ceremony. He places the bags and boxes on the bed and exits the room again, turning to face me. “Looking at his watch, then back to me, you have an hr to get ready. We have an hr drive ahead of us and traffic can be a little crazy”. Nodding I close my door and turn and stare at the things here, the bag looks so expensive. Walking over I unzip the bag and in it I see a beautiful white chiffon dress sparkling with crystal-like pieces.
In awe I pull the dress from the bag and place it on my top half looking down, I sigh out “this is really happening”. I remove the items from the bag and go clean up shaving, giving myself a facial. Doing all the things that make me feel a little better. A half hr later I'm dressed and looking in my vanity mirror, wearing a dress that girls would literally kill for. Looking into the mirror one last time I pull my door open stepping out into the front room. At the door awaits the guy who delivered the dress and all those other lavish things.
My Dad's on the phone so I stand there quietly and wait for him to finish his call. Turning he sees me and I watch as pride shines in his eyes. “ Beautiful just simply beautiful” he responds and my eyes shimmer a little with tears. Blinking them away I look back at him and cover my frown with a big bright fake smile, thanks just something I had lying around and we both laugh after we're done he comes to me and pulls me into a gentle hug. “ So I take it that everything went well have you spoken to..... I stop realizing I don't even know the name of the man I'm about to marry. He sees the confusion etched on my face and answers my unasked question. I have, and it is all figured out no need to worry he kept his end of the deal.
That was the bank I was on the phone with and everything is Ok he straightened it all out after he left as if he knew you would agree. My brows furrow as I listen in disbelief, it was done before I agreed. Could I change my mind? The thought flickers through my head once or twice, and then my eyes land on the mysterious man by the door. He looks at his watch as I approach him and then peers back up to me. What should I call you I ask sensing his eyes on me. My name is Gideon “mame” with that I pull the door open looking back at my father are you giving me away today. I watch as his eyed grow sad and weary, “ no” was his soft reply. And I close the door and shut down my emotions.
Gideon leads me to the car pulling open the back door allowing me to enter closing the door and hoping in, I watch as my small home disappear. “Gideon is my father allowed to come to the wedding I ask the question that now racking my brain. I’m sorry Ms. Taylor no one is allowed to the wedding. I'm to only drop you at the door. Looking at his eyes in the rearview mirror he looks straight ahead telling me he won't give me anything more. I sit back in the seat with dread filling my heart he has to be a wicked man.
An hr later we pulled into a small church and he parks the car directly in front of the stairs. He comes and pulls my door open and I exit the vehicle. Looking up at the small church my body dripping with nerves and my hands are sweating like clay. Gideon held out his arm and stepped to the side. He leads me up the stairs and into the door which closes tightly behind me. Holding my breath I turn and face the altar as the music begins to play. Pulling the small veil over my face it covers just to my chin. My heart throbs hard in my chest as I see two men at the end of the alter while the bridal march plays.
I walk slowly down the aisle trying to steady my breathing, as I step onto the alter to frightened to look at the man beside me I keep my eyes cast down. The pastor places a piece of paper before us which reads marriage licenses. No words exchanged nothing said between the two of us reaching for the pin our hands accidentally touch and a few sparks shoot through me at his warmth and I quickly sign my name "Rose Taylor" on the dotted line and wait to see what his name is. He begins to write his name in neat cursive and confusion crosses my features, "DeShawn White" it reads and the name sounds so familiar but I can‘t remember where I've heard it before.
After we both sign the pastor turns the paper over and signs his signature next, he looks back up at us and announces " Congratulations Mr. and Mrs. White you are now married you may kiss your bride. What wait kiss me I hadn't planned for that. How could I have been so stupid, of course, I'm expected to kiss him he is my husband now. Turning to face him I put on my big girl panties and pucker my lips closing my eyes tightly I wait for his lips to meet mine. But what happens next shocks me still in place. He drops one single forehead kiss, a tender soft kiss filled with another emotion I can't describe. It makes me blink open my eyes and his holds me mesmerized at the sight of him. Oh God he's gorgeous.
Six foot three or four inches with broad shoulders and a slim muscular build that goes on and on. He has beautiful bright blue eyes that shimmer with a hint of green around his irises. Full succulent lips that we're just on me! My breath hitches when I see him taking in my features as well, his eyes slowly glazing over my entire body making me feel as if I'm undressed. When his eyes lock on mine again a smile stretches across his face and if I'm not reading him wrong it was almost excitement I see in his eyes.
“Are you ready for an adventure he asks leaning down close to my ears”. Baffled I look back up into his and for some reason, I'm not afraid anymore looking at his offered hand I place mine in his and a zap is shared between us looking around there's no one else here besides us two and Gideon pulls the door open and bows congratulations sir he says with a smile shining in his voice with pride. He nods and pulls me into him. My reflexes want to push him off but my better judgment decides against it. Pulling open the back door we both slide in and he leaves no room for space between us.
Swinging his arms around my body he holds me into him, Gideon climbs in and asks where to boss? DeShawn peers at him through the rearview mirror, take us home and with that, we speed off into the sunset far away from the inner city bustle where I've always stayed. A little anxious I look at him quickly and grab his hand quite tightly. “ I need to go to my house to check on my father and get my things,” I ask with my head held down knowing I didn't have the right. What is it you need to retrieve from there? Whatever it is I can replace it! you don't need to go there his husky voice echoes as he pulls my chin raising my head for our gazes to meet.
What about my father? I ask feeling the tears build in the corner of my eyes waiting for his answer. With patience in his eyes, his eyes searched mine and he sighs.” Gideon” he calls and he quickly responds yes sir. To the Taylor residence, my eyes flickered up and the car stops and hits a u-turn going back towards the city. Thank you I whisper ever so softly not knowing if he heard me, then his soft hand squeezes mine and I'm certain he did we continue our car ride in silence until my house comes into view. He looks at me sternly as he repeats, you have ten minutes love make it quick, and don't take off the dress I want to have the pleasure of doing that.
I shutter and nod in agreement and Gideon comes to open the back door. Sliding out I walk up the stairs and into the house with Gideon on my tail not entering but guarding the door. I will be waiting here mame for your things, please call me Rose I don't think I'm old enough to be a mame yet I murmur and his ears turn a little red. Yes, then well Mrs. Rose I will wait for you to call me, I smile and enter inside the house.
Walking inside my home I call out to my father and listen for his voice, but it never comes I look inside his room and I see that his suitcases are no longer there. It looks as though he left in a rush. I sit at the table and write him a letter explaining everything to him and to let him know I will write and stop by often seeing as I'm not as close as I previously was so I thought I should explain. After I read it and checked it over I placed it on the countertop to ensure he sees it when he returns. Heading to my room I grab the small bag I packed earlier and my mom's knitting needles. As I walk to the door the silence breaks through and one single tear falls, “I guess I'm all cried out” having to accept what is happening for the better. Knowing dad wouldn't just forget about me I open the door and Gideon reaches for my suitcase. It's ok I try and speak but he stops me mid-sentence. Mrs.Rose this is my job please allow me to do it, with that I release the bag to him and he holds out
Rose........ Rose, I hear a distant thundering of a door and jump from the water just as the door comes clambering down. Not thinking straight I stand there stark naked and I see angry blue eyes glaring at me. why weren't you responding to me I've been calling you for over thirty minutes? Releasing the breath I was holding I snap back to reality as his eyes rake over my naked body and he turns and rushes forward enveloping me in his arms looking back at the door he screams get out and I hear the shuffling of feet outside the bathroom. he pulls the towel from the countertop and wraps it around my body. Why weren't you answering me he looks at me sternly waiting for an answer. Stuttering I begin..... I...I fell asleep inside the tub I didn't try to I think I just relaxed a little too much I rush out seeing the anger in his eyes. But it immediately fades after I speak, You shouldn't sleep in the tub love it's dangerous, did you finish bathing he glances down at me as our eyes meet in th
I slept the entire day away and most of the evening, when I awoke my eyes were swollen and puffy. My first night in a new house and my first night away from my father dread fills me as I swing my legs off the bed slide from the bed to the floor still in my naked state and then scurry to the bathroom. " I must have messed up pretty bad, he went from declaring his love to giving me the cold shoulder within minutes". Maybe I should be happy, but why is my heart in pain? Maybe he expected me to have a little bit of experience but I've always believed honesty is the best policy. Standing and looking at myself in the mirror, I cringe as I hear soft moans coming from the other side of the wall. Hearing her get louder and louder. "Oh oh De'Shawn yes right there, she repeats it like a mantra and my heart sinks to the pit of my stomach. How could he? Why would he? What did I do? This man is evil and deceitful, but I have no right to object. I take my rejected heart and slide into the whirlpool
He watches me like a hawk as I take my seat on the bench at the bottom of the bed, looking at me with his eyes set in a glare. "That was quite brave, even for you Rose, I don't have to explain anything to you but for the sake of me being misunderstood, I will. "Sir, you don't have to explain I try and cut in, but I'm cut off before I can finish. Enough his voice bounces off the wall and halts me all at once and I'm stunned into quietness turned on by his assertiveness and that confuses me. My heart begins to beat faster, I can feel the vibrations all over my body. "Rose.....he shouts and my mouth refuses to form any words Rose" he calls again and my mind is clouded and confused. After a good couple of minutes of him trying to grab my attention, he walks over to me and kneels beside me. In a very different voice he whispers, Rose, I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you, peering into my eyes I can see he didn't mean it but I also see something else. If I'm not mistaken it looks like pain,
What was meant to be quick and fast turned into an exhausting morning leaving my body rigid and tired? I lay in bed slumped on his chest barely keeping my eyes open. That wasn't fair DeShawn you trimmed me with sex, that wasn't a fair fight. “Fight I don't remember it being much of a fight he laughs kissing the top of my head”. After going through those rounds who would be able to fight back, but foreal can I please go to work? I need to feel worthy and you taking care of me won't give me that. Does it have to be that place you go back to work too can't or be somewhere else maybe a place where you can make more money? Yeah, that would be nice but right now I only have the skills to work at Annie's seeing as I never finished college. So if there was another job you would want to take it and explore other options. “Well yes assuming that it's something that I'm capable of doing and I'm not taking someone else's job I wouldn't see the harm in at least trying it". I lift my head from his
Calling her from the street her eyes meet mines and she lights up with joy oh Rose dear she calls coming toward the car. Where have you been Ive missed you these past two days and your father hasnt been reachable I thought something bad might have happened. Im sorry Mrs.Anne Im not sure what going on with dad lately but I have had some changes lets go back in the building so I can tell you all about them and see about getting this line out the door down. She smiles at me and takes my hand thats fine dear lets go in and you tell Mrs Anne all about it. holding his hand and her slim waist i help her into the building. Grabbing an apron I look at the screen and go to work serving each car quiker then the last.When I've got the line caught up I tell her to take a moment in the office to collect her thoughts. Just as a black maybach pull into drive thru it's just after 10am and im expecting the irratared dr driver but the car continues to pull up until the back door is in vi
Arriving back at the coffee shop with two minutes to spare I put my things downwash my hands. What would you like me to do first Mrs. Anne I ask seeing her with a ton of orders on the screen we need them all dear you start and just let me know where you are whipping them up one by one some with whip cream some with small designs writing a note on each. One by one we get them done and I'm off before I know it. Just like Javier mentioned Gideon was outside and waiting by the curbside smiling as he held the day open for me. Good Evening, Mrs. Rose, he greets, hey Gideon thanks for the ride home I smile up at him as soon as I make it to the car. “No problem at all it's my pleasure dear”. Opening the door to the car for me to enter, stopping mid-step I stop and turn to him. Gideon do you think I can possibly stop by my fathers it's closer than heading home right now and I just really want to check upon him. Trying my best to keep my tears at bay I wait for his response, hit
The morning sun shines brightly through the balcony window which I left open because the view warms me but today I just want to quickly run away. I ease from his arms and lift myself from the bed keeping the noise down, I walk to to bathroom and lock the door behind me and turn on the shower. Halfway through my shower I hear him awake and try to twist the nob I hurry and finish just as he begins to knock I pull the door open and walk pass him quickly to the closet. He dosent say anything he watches me for a moment before entering the bathroom and I quickly throw on my work clothes and run down the stairs the best way to avoid confrontation is to stay away from him. My block now completely back up, I enter the kitchen grab an apple an scurry to the door, I ordered me an uber and he is sitting outside the gate I pulled the door closed behind me and walk to the gate. Soon as I approach the gate Gideon steps from behind the wall, "Good Morning Mrs.Rose", I jump when I see him. Good Morni