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Eyes all closed, shoved to the death room, all I can think about is my life before Spain, my parents whom I spent every breath with but they don’t know I’m living my last ones. My two little babies who I wanted to secure and their future but I failed securing my own.
Some of my friends who I thought were not worth it but right now, I’m missing them too, I wanna be with them. For one last time.
Never in my life, I thought I’d miss that time too but look today, I’m recalling my memories and admitting them the best time I ever had because there won’t be me anymore. Life will not stop for me, if my story ever gets on screen, people will awe for me for a while, and then it will be where every tragedy belongs; in the trash.
I’ll be nothing but a temporary instance, what a bit of luck. I wanted to be an on-screen with a major accomplishment, but here I guess I’m gonna play a victim role. The universe never wanted me to win.
My blood and his hands covered in it will be my last viewpoint.
Goodbye, my friends,
Goodbye, my foe,
My love for these,
My care for those.
We all were chained from head to toe; kneeling, handcuffed and tangled in ropes.
They blinded us with black cloth.
Just as I tried to break out cost me my life, what was I thinking? I’m a culprit, a girl shot dead because of me, but I’ll be dead too. I don’t understand where God would throw me. Where will I be? In hell or heaven? And wha...
“Nigga, boss’s comin’,” a bodyguard said to his headman, he sounded black
“Your deaths are near, it’ll be flabbergasting yet painful enough to be remembered by all of us” I can’t thank him enough on his sympathetically taunt
Death was the only word echoing in my mind. Footsteps were heavy enough to leave me breathless, As if I’ll die with his strides, there won’t be any need of knocking me out,
“Boss is here” a man announced.
Fragile voices were trembling in fear including mine and the same goes for the heart which was thumping abnormally.
“And how many bods are there lucky to mark dead today?” He asked out loud from somebody before walking in, I sensed again.
“Please Leo, start showing these mindless bitches accordingly,” He formally called us whores during his order to unveil us.
As my eyes came back to life, I innerly wished to be blinded again. I took a glimpse through my disheveled hair. It was a terrible dungeon-like-place loaded with sharp weapons and huge cages.
The wall had some fresh blood on it which is confirming a murder happened a few whiles ago. Soon there’ll be my blood too.
His men kept their eyes down in respect. This man is the man responsible for my suffering. They call him their master but in reality, he must be a mentally sick jerk. I tried to peep him for a second before his eyes caught me checking him out.
It was a 6 feet tall man with both hands in pockets. He was wrapped in a fine 3-pieces Armani navy-suit with the same color waistcoat, black shirt, and matching black shoes.
His dark hair styled to the flawlessness where his stormy bluish eyes roared dominancy and leaderism.
He clenched his jaw which was calculated to sharp perfection and that silky smooth skin, which was already shining in this abyss of darkness.
In simple words, He was a devilish handsome fire. And I was impressed by my slayer-to-be. what am I even thinking?
“At least a hunk will take your life. I was expecting a straight mugly greybeard” my Inner-Brittany opened her mouth at a wrong time
I promptly lowered my head before he noticed me eying him.
I took this moment seriously when I felt like he’s examining all of us with his judgemental well-liked perception. he sauntered to girl kneeling first in line,
A man made every girl stand one by one and assess her from top to bottom. The whole group will be vanished by him shortly,
“he’s just detecting their weakness so he could cause them a worse ending.” My heart spoke this time
He studied 3 girls but when the fourth one stood up, His hand hastily nipped that girl’s jaw and tugged her closer to his face. There were a few inches between them, his glaring eyes stoned on her were chilling enough to change the whole atmosphere of the room. He was gripping her so hard that skin near the grip was getting white. She spooked and begged for pardon while sobbing where he smugged at her meek condition
“Fucking pussy” he abused her and hurled her back where she hit her head while falling.
“Leo, bring others in my private cabin,” their so-called master said to someone
I’m gonna be next in a bit. “Will he do the same with me? Or he might act worse… God please, save me from this brute. I was never slapped by dad how come I handle this conduct. Apart from that, I never thought of this day. I had a life plan. I was not ready for this. I can never be in my nightmares.” My mind prayed for help
He will be our murderer, I don’t even know in which ways he’ll tear me off, who he will choose first or how painful it will be. Every dupe had tears shedding from their eyes. My skin was already horrible with weakness and cold chills were passing all down till my spinal cord.
My sixth-sense told me of my turn when I looked to my left and it was empty. I sensed a guard who I guessed was Leo howling my way, “what’s your problem? Get up!” he snapped at me
I stood up in horror. Because of my legs tied with the rope, I immovably followed him and entered his “private cabin”, It was more awful than the previous one. I was enforced to take steps ahead which invades my personal zone.
My right-sided coward angel was frightened to hell because there were immobile dead-bodies of those girls who were breathing like me. They’re lifeless now. My heart wasn’t taking this scene well, it was already out of it’s control
On the other hand, it was my beast on left who was fearless enough to fight for survival because I did nothing wrong. It is my right which they’re suppressing. I’m not their property of any kind nor they bought me. My left element took me over. I somehow collected some courage and looked up to meet his eyes but couldn’t for much longer. My all courage flushed away with his one look. He’s eyeing me, no… not eyeing! GLARING me. His cold eyes were enough to inform me of his ruthlessness. He’s heartless enough to slice me in a thousand pieces and feed my meat and bones to dogs.
There were different kinds of acute weapons including varieties of knives, blazes and others which even angels never saw in real life. One of them would be a weapon of my death.
I kept playing unacceptable scenarios in my mind that it almost made me senseless. I was feeling giddy and weak.
A little while after, I suspected liquid beneath my nose, I tried to wipe it to check but my bound hands forbade me to help myself… I was in delirium to notice my messy state. My state of mind got confused more when I processed his words
“Leo, serve her. Ready her master room and give your best,” he commanded. What did he say? Take her what? What master room? Is he gonna torture me there? But why? No! This can’t happen.
“Sir, but she tri...” He tried to convince him but interrupted him before finishing,
“I SAID GO,” he snapped in three words which contained much more power than my own dominance. He’s fierce which wetted my clothes with my cold sweats.
Where is he asking him to take me?
And the biggest question is;
What will he do to me?
One of them forthcoming, “Please… no” I mutely mumbled with continuous shaking of the head. When he stepped ahead to touch me I resisted with all my power.
“Unchain her now,” The master said and I saw him with a blurry vision.
His red-rimmed eyes were already locked on my face. His elbow was resting straight on the table while the same side hand was turned into a tight fist. I could see his knuckles turning white in wrath.
They unchained me and motioned his hand formally but I had a sprain in my ankle which resulted in refraining from walking straight; those darkish bloodlusted eyes were noticing my every step, and it was embarrassing, how was he glowering at me. I was nervous.
“What he wanted from me? I wish I could ask him to stop cau…” In the middle of my thoughts, a force hoisted me up.
whoa, what’s happening here?
It was him, our eyes met.
His eyes changed those beasty stares to a soft warm look. He was so in search of something in mine,
maybe, he noticed that I’m a kid, right? But we wouldn’t allow any of them to kidnap that little girl.
I turned my gaze down where he began walking straight out from the prison, I kept my head down throughout the way; my face had agonized expressions. Eyebrows were tightly denser, eyes moistened closed and heart kept his speed the same since this encounter. Our bodies were touching each other, my abnormal heartbeat mustn’t be left unnoticed by him, perhaps, that’ll melt his own heart a bit.
Guards were following him behind but stopped outside of something which. I opened my eyes to view my death place but it turned out to be a - I’d say a room-like-heaven.
Is he gonna finish me here?
My thought was; from the smelly dirt room to opulent grand bedroom, it was so much to digest in. When stepped in while I’m still in his embrace. I took a quick look and downed my head again.
This room looked like no place of penalty to me This was more of a luxury. A huge like humongous, looked like a mini-apartment to me.
He placed me on the bed carefully as he cared for me.
“He’s your criminal. It’s because of him that you’re suffering” my inner-Brittany scolded me
He came closer to the extent where I was feeling unsafe. He raised his hands and I jolted in fear.
“Hey hey hey! It’s alright… it’s alright. It’s fine” he calmed me till I stopped struggling and cupped my cheeks,
I formed a question on my face but he said nothing just smiled warmly.
what’s going on?
I could feel him leaning in, “ah... aa, what’s the time?” I wanted to distract him, don’t expect me to fuck you before you take my heart out,
“It’s 6:17 PM pretty baby,” he mumbled to me while brushing his hand on my neck, gradually shoulder, and when he touched my waist.
“Ah ouch!” I hissed in pain.
He frowned, “What happened!?” He asked and tore my shirt, “What the hell!? Who did this shit” he shouted and rushed outside while throwing tantrums,
didn’t he command to hit me as a teaser before the torture room?
5Warning: This chapter contains heavy-violence. Please read it at your riskArmando’s POV “Jefe, las prostitutas intentaron escapar, pero le disparamos a una, pero otras siguen respirando. (Boss, prostitutes tried to escape but we shot one dead and others are still breathing)” Leane explained,“Tráeme estos, cortaré sus partes privadas yo mismo, luego lentamente sus vidas. Querían escapar por la libertad, no les perdonaré un minuto libre(Bring these ones to me, I will cut off their private parts myself, then slowly their lives. They wanted to escape for freedom, I will not spare them a free minute)” it was enough talk for me; I ended the call,They should’ve known that no one leaves once captured, escaping is not a way out, instead, it means throwing yourself in the hellfire.Hookers like them only want money and just sex. Then why run? Work for me, I’ll shower you in dollars.Disobey, then better bear effects of the invasion.Minding back to my killing expertise,I was getting rea
6Lana’s POVWhat am I gonna do here? I don’t know how long they will keep me here, why are they treating me well? The master,he was gentle when I thought he would be my terminator but I guess he wants to use me before slaughtering, does he lure every girl this way? He must be, I need to run away from here, it won’t be easy; I need to be careful otherwise next time I’d be shot dead just like that girl. Oh God! I’m sorry… how am I gonna live with that guilt? I can’t forget her fresh blood streaming down her head, the bullet… that hit her head without giving her any chance to live, Why are they so cruel? They almost killed me and took her life instantly, God how am I gonna live with this guilt? Please, God… take my life away too, or I’ll come to you, I just can’t live like this. I pray you to forgive me, I wanna come to you, maybe killing myself will be easier than getting slew after mental and physical torture, I never thought of being in this state in Spain but that’s what you
7Armando”s POV“Master she disappeared” my men came in running,I couldn't stand it first but after then I processed it in my mind, I jolted up and lifted him in the air with my hand gripping his neck. “TRY. SAYING. IT. AGAIN,” I barked out with a gnash,“Ma…mas-ter, we’re find-ing h-her” he uttered in suffocation.“How do you let her ESCAPE!?” I punched him. Hard. He fell back on the floor.I was roving in circles, “I want her in front of me in 5 minutes or you all die,” I snapped my fingers and growled on my last words, he wasted no time and ran for his life.I poured myself a whiskey and gulped it in one go, my hands gripped that breakable glass so hard that it cracked and eventually crushed into pieces.WHAT IS SHE THINKING!? OH BABY, THIS WAS NEVER AN OPTION FOR YOU, YOU’LL BE HERE. YOU HAVE TO BE. THERE’S NO WAY OUT FOR YOU MY LITTLE KITTENAHHH, FUCK! I slammed my fists on the worktop again and again like a mad lover who was head over heels crazy for his love and threw every
8Warning: This chapter extremely refers to sexual acts and some readers might find it offensive. Please read it at your own risk!“It’s my turn to play wild,” he said with a cunning sniggerWas he trying to say that he’ll play wild on Xbox with me? I frowned at him with a question written on my face, “I-I don’t get it,” I mumbled softly,He was mute but his body was in functioning. He adjusted me in between his legs and finching me down in the mattress, after examining my position, he stood up from the bed. My conscious mind was studying his intentions and it was suggesting nothing positive,I felt my heart coming out when I saw him with two long ropes, He had them wrapped around in his hands, on which my inner-alarm triggered, “Wh-what a-re these r-ropes for..for? I stuttered badly and tried to move back, He moved forward with a smirk on his face, like he was enjoying my weak form, “You’ll know it soon, naughty one,” he said in his darkest shade of tone, "these ropes are used for
9Lana’s POVChirping of birds was what made me conscious of the world, I was so lifeless that opening my eyes was the hardest I could feel and my body, it was like somebody lacerated my heart and left it for bleeding until it emptied thoroughly. My head was aching so bad, even if I wanted to take a glimpse of my surroundings, my feeble body was too weak to register anyone around me. A little while later, I felt people beside me, I sensed minute activities happening beside me. I also aware of pinning to a fleecy mattress as an expired corpse.A pinky finger moved and, sudden hustle-bustle started around me, I could hear voices,What is this? My mind muffled, For an aeon, I was unable to move and stuck. Shocks of soreness transmitted from my nail of thumb to my skull. My forehead formed a line as I arched my eyebrow in agony. Oh Lord, this will kill meEven if I mistakenly move in my gesture; a line of current ripped me apart in half; leaving me to surrender even before I could start.
10Lana’s POV The night I had with that monster has stamped in the brain and gifted me the worst nightmare I could ever think of. I woke up and sat straight with a jolt and outcry. My vacant eyes had no more tears to shed and I sat there on bed blankly; staring at a wall. All those scenarios of that night played back in my mind like a movie, the shriek I uttered played back in my ears. It was fueling my soul to pitch darkness.When he shoved himself in me and a shriek left me; there I lost my mind and screamed like lunatics. My feet were abnormally flying in the air and hands were trying to get his disgusting body off me.A door went open and the same female minder showed up. She was trying to get a hold on me but I was moving to getaway. She used her force and stopped me while I cried for mercy.“Hey... Hey... Calm down, nothing’s happening, aye, cool” she kept chanting and a while later I was stopped by her,I was so lost of mind that I hugged her and cried my all soul out. She was
11A Few Hours LaterLana’s POVIt’s quarter past two of the night,Laying on my bed and staring at the ceiling is what I’ve been doing after my last encounter with him. The moment we had shared with each other, what was that? Why did I even touch him? I was too stupid to melt by his fake apology!My teenage hormones are acting up weird and I’m letting them control me. I was never touched by a guy but now, it wasn’t the guy who touched me but a man of guns and hold stole my virginity without asking me my permission, and how did I let him kiss me after what he did to me? A pool of questions fighting within me. All were yelling at me for what I let him do. What I did was a clear stupidity but I don’t know how to act around him… I don’t remember what was I thinking that time, that shouldn’t have happened,And more fuel to the fire are the feelings I have towards him, My whole and soul hates him for what he did but the body craves him because he made me a whore, which I was afraid to beco
12“You are what I need,”“Do you think I’ll let you touch me… I’ll gladly love to die rather than giving myself in your hands,” I snarled at him in defense. Enough was now enough. I had accepted the fact that my life was no longer in my hands. They’d abducted me and suppressed my freedom and there was no way I could escape this brute expect killing myself, so let it be that way“Try harming yourself then see how I will tackle you,” he growled back, his pitch was high enough to be heard by everyone around this room. Even in the moonlight, I could see his eyes filled with bloodshot, his nerves were popping out of his neck traveling down to his shoulder and firmly closed fists. His teeth were so tightly interlocked together, making his jaw look like an acute blazy weapon. His overall face was clearly a threat that he’d again do something which I would suffer with.“Don’t you touch me, you pedophile!” I sobbingly shouted, He tried to come near me “Getaway…” I with all my force pushed hi
103Warning: This Chapter Can Be Challenging For Readers To Read. Kindly Pause Reading If You Feel Anxious Or Depressed. You’re Already Warned. LanaIt was a female. It was her. I knew I would be stabbed by Nathan’s cousin who’s jealous of me or who would accuse me of seducing him. Maybe, she would throw me in the river like my intuition tried to tell me but I ignored it lately. I should’ve considered my gut feeling rather than Nathan’s request. Look, where I stood; in the mouth of death. I tried to struggle in her hold but she roared at me, keeping me in the hold. I tried to shout but it wasn’t loud enough to call for help. I thought she would push me any second but the hope of survival arose when the sirens started to buzz, deafening us to death. Within seconds, there was an army steadied to kill this culprit. Their weapons were locked on their target and the voice that soothed me came across my ears. “Leave her alone!” Nathan shouted at the top of his lungs. My breath started to
102LanaI wasn’t ready for this night. My heart was racing horribly in my ribcage. Something was not right, something would go wrong and someone was going to pay for it terribly—maybe this child in my womb. Maybe tonight I would be stabbed by one of Nathan’s bitchy cousins who would accuse me of seducing him, just like Armando’s cousin did back in Spain. I prayed to God for the abortion and yet I tried to convince one of the doctors during the clinic visit but no one agreed without Nathan’s approval. My heart just said this child won’t see this world. It would die. I just didn’t want to go through with the stabbing pain once again. I wasn’t that strong to bear pains anymore. I had enough and if this time, anyone would try to harm me, I would end myself with my sinful hands. This was it, this was the solution to end my problems. Maybe, after all the while God wanted me to end myself. He gave me enough clues yet I delayed realising them. It had been three hours since I was continuou
101Next Week Somewhere In LondonNathanIt’s a beautiful feeling to be a dad again. I waited long enough to feel this moment again, yet I had never known that I had to force the pregnancy on a married woman—but it was written to happen under such circumstances and I should be less guilty about it. All because Lana left me no choice. Moreover, not only I was happy because I would be a dad again but also that it was time to finally eradicate that motherfucking Armando and his two carbon copies from the earth. Lana wouldn’t have to bear much pain once she would give birth to our baby. Those little devils would be gone and my little human will replace their space in my queen’s heart.Everything was going perfect the way I wanted and sure enough, it would end the same way I planned—except the culprit’s escaping part. Armando’s breakout wasn’t on the list yet he successfully flew away, killing four of my men in the process which he will pay really soon as I got the lead about his whereabo
100LanaIf it’s true then I was gone. I was busted to live anymore. If Armando was to hear about this I would be much more than trouble. Pregnant? With some other man’s child? I did everything to avoid it. I even bribed Mary to steal birth-control pills for me, how come I got pregnant. Argh, I wanna vanish my existence. If the pregnant part was real, I would really jump off the cliff. I couldn’t prepare myself for the bloodlust of my children or this foetus. This unborn had to die or Armando would kill him and me. I knew how far he could go. He was a maniac in my case. And as far as he was possessive about me being only his. I could predict I would pay a big price for Nathan’s deed. “Good to see you, Mr. Knightley, how may I help?” Malinda’s voice rang in my ear like a driller screwing my head. Though she had a velvet voice but right now, she was the person I needed to stay away from. Her clicks of heels grew louder as she came closer to me and Nathan who had been playing with my h
99LanaPhew. Thank God I successfully got control of the situation before I could finally be thrown to the bed and lost my chance for a dinner outside of this room. It had been fifteen minutes since leaving the house. I was sitting on the passenger seat beside Nathan who was driving his posh Lamborghini. It was the smooth black ride up in the mountains and the view I was having all the while was completely mesmerising. The street lights and the moonlight seemed like having a competition to glorify the route for me tonight. I would’ve enjoyed this moment even more if Nathan would be in his casket like he should’ve rather than driving the car like my man. I sighed at this thought. The pleasant feeling in my chest faded away with realisation of Nathan’s presence. I couldn’t just swallow the thought that I used to die for this man once, I even prayed to see him again when I had affection for him. But the very affection died when Armando started becoming a man of my dreams. He deliberat
98Lana“Speak,” Leone said with the second line connected. My heart palpitated but I overcame my growing anxiety. “Leone, It’s Lana…” I enlightened him. “… They imprisoned us separately for months. I had no connection to Armando even though I tried to encounter him once, Nathan had security at every step. I am not sure if he’s still in his torture cellar or they have done something to him or sent him to God knows where,” I ran my mouth like a bullet train, giving him no chance to speak. “Is everything good on your side?” The second I asked this question had me panicking inwardly. “We are drowning, my lady…” he said in a monotone but the effect his words brought was enough for sinking my heart, “…Our businesses are being sealed by the board for illegal conspiracies. Someone had cracked our shares in the underground sector and we are losing our men count. Our weapons are being stolen from the ports and many more harm’s been done. Everything is out of order. We lost three hundred me
97LanaNathan caught me faking my sleep. I had my eyes closed when he came near and sat beside me on the bed. He didn’t do anything for ten minutes, just quietly sat there and admired me from afar—that’s only what I could get with my eyes closed. But later, I felt his thumb striking with my cheek that ascended inside the blanket and he ended up scooping his hand inside my panties, rubbing my core and wetting me. When he slid a finger in me, I moaned and my eyes wide-opened. I gawked at him with astonished eyes. “What the heck, Nathan, leave me for God’s sake,” I huffed, disapproving his touch in between my moan and got his hand out of my pants, for a fact I hated reacting to his touch so intensely, that makes him full of himself a little more every time. He honestly knew all the perfect spots—but this time his perfection wasn’t my main focus. It was basically the fact that I had a phone and key hidden in my socks that churned my stomach for bad.“I was checking if you were still hot
96Two Months LaterLanaTwo months. A heck of a long time that I spent in a single gigantic room as a hostage. These fucking two months had me crying, screaming, begging for help, pleading for mercy and at last swearing at Nathan for being an asshole with me. I never thought Nathan could be like this. He raped me often. Yes, I would call it rape. He didn’t care what I said to him he only wanted to be inside me thrice a week.He provided me with clothes, food, Netflix and everything any other girl would desire but I was more interested in being able to breathe freely. Moreover, I missed my kids. Not even a single day passed by without me weeping for them. I never left them alone. I didn’t know if Sebastian reached home safe to Nancy or not.I was only stuck here for nothing and I see this situation going to nowhere good. I was hugging my knees, trying to think of a breakout for the thousandth time since two months. This time my escape wasn’t easy because I wasn’t sure if they kept Arm
95Lana“Then, I can even make you have dozens of kids containing your blood just now,” Nathan stated fearlessly. I blinked twice as his words sank in my stomach, each word containing tons of heavy metals that felt like ripping through each ounce of my soul.Making babies appeared to be a joke to him. How could he mock something sacred so efficiently? He wasn’t like this before. I remembered him as someone gentle and considerate yet now, he was portrayed to be cold and selfish. “I don’t want to believe in my ears, speak something real, Nathan,” I replied, foggily. “Do my face tell you I'm joking to you, Lana? If children are the only reason that’s bonding you with that generational motherfucker, then I shall eliminate the root cause and set you free,” I wanted to believe that it was Nathan speaking with such a grudge but somewhere my heart denied. His awful mindset was making him loathe myself for falling for him once. Maybe God saved me from an absolute devil through a qualified de