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I’ve gotten my ass kicked all morning at training. My brain isn’t working with my body and I can’t seem to focus. I’m usually not able to be taken down by my warriors, but I’ve gone down three times in the last hour. As we finish up training, I get a few worried looks, but no one bothers asking what is going on. I suppose my demeanor isn't exactly inviting for questions. I plop down on the grass next to the field, laying back, and looking up at the sky. Closing my eyes, my mind travels to my mom and dad. They say time heals all, but I'm not sure losing them is a wound that will ever close.My mom would know what to say to fix this. Though I’m not entirely sure there’s anything left to fix. She was always good with words. Good with the hard stuff. I sense someone approaching, but I don’t bother opening my eyes. Maybe whoever it is will get the hint and just go away. They sit down on the grass next to me, but say nothing. I peeked out of one eye, seeing Cami lying next to
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Choosing her heart The bond(Wyatt POV)
Felicity left me in a daze. She always did. Her touch was like ecstasy. I get a taste, and I want so much more. And finally, I felt her lips against mine. Every longing look, every dream, every touch; none of them could have prepared me for the real thing. I could have gotten drunk on her taste. The mate bond really messes with your head. When she walked into the building earlier, I sensed her immediately. It was hard to hold Dex back when we were in the office together. Her scent filled Kai’s office, making it hard to focus. But I haven’t been able to shake the feeling of dread since Felicity left on her mission. I’ve seen her fight. I have no doubt that she is going to kick some ass, but anything could happen out there. These people clearly don’t fight fair, hence my still paralyzed leg.‘Our mate is a fighter,’ Dex growled. I rolled my eyes. ‘That doesn’t mean I can’t worry...’ I’m pissed that my leg still isn’t working properly. The doctors said it should have w
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