“Finally!” I huffed, shouting into my empty room.
My paper was finished, I’d proofread it, and submitted it to my professor. If they are happy with the contents, I will be moving forward to take my exam. Then, I will officially be a teacher.
I did a little happy dance, or happy wiggle, since I was sitting in the bed.
Closing my laptop, I slowly climbed out of bed in desperate need of using the restroom. On my way down the hall, a swift kick to my bladder caused a warm liquid to stream down my legs. I leaned forward slightly, looking over my belly at the puddle slowly forming on the floor.
I closed my eyes, slumping my shoulders. “Seriously? Girl, I was almost there. You couldn’t have waited to kick me?!” I muttered under my breath. This earned me another kick.
Audibly sighing and running my hands over my face, I carefully stepped around the puddle and headed to the bathroom to grab a towel and some cleaning supplies.
'This is embarrassing. I take no responsibility for you wetting your pants,' Iris chuckled at my expense.
‘Can you give me a break, it’s bad enough that I can’t control my bladder anymore and now I’ve got you popping in with your annoying comments all day’, I gritted my teeth.
After cleaning up my mess, I dropped the dirty towels in the laundry basket, and headed back to the bathroom. I guess I’m taking a shower before I leave to meet Cami. I linked Cami, explaining that I would be a few minutes late.
I quickly washed up, reluctantly climbing out of the hot stream of water. I didn’t want to keep Cami waiting. Being pregnant and having to wait to eat is a dangerous combination.
I dressed, towel drying my hair, applying some curl cream to avoid frizz, and minimal makeup. I grabbed my purse, checking the doors three times to make sure they were locked, and headed to the café on the edge of our pack lands.
“Took you long enough.” Cami whined, tilting her head to the side.
“I’m so sorry. Little miss here decided to kick my bladder and I peed myself,” I scrunched my nose, shaking my head and rolling my eyes.
Cami tried holding back her laughter.
I scowled at her. She held her hands up in surrender.
“Goddess, I do not envy you right now.”
“Don’t worry, you’re not too far behind me. You just wait," I raised my brows, "Take a few extra seconds to get to the bathroom and boom, you’ve peed yourself.”
Her eyes went wide before we both burst out laughing.
One of the waitress’ came by, bringing me my favorite strawberry lemonade and Cami a hot hibiscus flavored tea. After she took our food order, she mentioned that she was taking a break, and suggested another waitress if we needed anything else.
“So, I have to ask, does the pregnancy horniness get better?” Cami questioned with an exaggerated frown.
I almost spat my drink. Clearing my throat “Nope. No it doesn’t. It comes in waves. So one week, you can't get enough and the next, you can't stand the thought.” I said chuckling.
She groaned in annoyance. “I am literally dying with Kai being gone. I can’t keep up with myself.” She pursed her lips.
“Now, I don’t envy your situation.”
She laughed dryly. “Well, damn. I’m going to have to make sure that Kai doesn’t take any more trips. At least not for the next five months. I need him on top of me, inside of me, and eating me for breakfast, lunch, dinner, and snacks.”
I nodded, giggling, “I totally understand. Pregnancy is crazy. One minute you’re crying over something as minute as your sock not feeling right on your swollen foot and the next minute you want to pounce on your man as soon as he walks through the door.”
Cami raised her eyebrows, sipping her tea and nodding in agreement.
“How are you enjoying being Luna?” I asked.
Cami smiled brightly “Gosh, I love it. I think that the moon goddess knew that I was meant to lead. Kai’s mother has just been amazing, walking me through everything. I feel like I was born for this.”
I loved seeing Cami’s enthusiasm about her new role. “I agree. I think you were born to lead. I remember meeting you in school. You just took charge, told me I was going to be your friend, and nothing could get in your way.”
Cami looked lost in thought, frowning at me. “Kids were so mean back then. I remember seeing you alone and hearing everyone say you were weird and sick. When I became your friend, people thought I would catch your cooties. Now look at us. I’m a Luna, you’re about to become a kick-a*s teacher. Cheers to proving them wrong!”
She held her glass up and I clanked my lemonade with her tea, smiling and feeling so grateful that her and I are friends. Growing up, I was so lonely. Alex was all I had until Cami came along.
A new waitress brought our food out and refilled our drinks, noticing that she was serving her Luna. She bowed in respect, which Cami hated.
“Your waffles smell heavenly. Remind me to order that next time.”
She nodded before tearing into them. “Oh my, these taste better than they smell,” she moaned, while taking another bite.
“According to Parker, moaning while eating is a surefire way to get your man going.”
Cami giggled. “So, what you’re saying is I should definitely eat these in front of Kai?” she winked.
We both laughed. “I missed this. I feel like we’re both so busy with you being in school and me being a Luna that we barely have time anymore.”
I nodded, feeling emotional all of a sudden. Cami was my only friend. She was the only one who stuck by me, and for that, I’m so grateful.
“Oh sh*t. If we don’t hurry up, I’m going to be late for my appointment.” she rushed out, shoving the last few bites of her food into her mouth, making her cheeks bulge.
We quickly paid our bill, heading to Cami’s appointment. “It’s time to see our future Alpha,” she squealed, before turning serious, "Is it normal to be this nervous?"
"It's one-hundred percent normal."
"I'm never nervous about anything," Cami's eyes widened.
“Good to see you, Luna. How are you feeling?” Dr. Jess knocked before walking into the room and interrupting our conversation.
“Great, honestly. I currently have no symptoms. Just nervous and excited,” Cami responded, wringing her hands in her lap.
Dr. Jess turned her attention to me, “It’s nice to see you too Felicity. Everything going well for you?”
I smiled and nodded, “Just here to support my best friend since Kai is out on business.” I didn't want to talk about me. Dr. Jess still brought up my death, and it wasn't something I liked to talk about.
Dr. Jess nodded, returning her attention to Cami. “All of your tests have come back great. I will prescribe you with some vitamins to keep you healthy during your pregnancy. Do you have any questions for me?”
Cami looked relieved. “I’m just ready to see my pup.”
Dr. Jess smiled “I will have them get the ultrasound room ready for you.” she said before heading out of the door.
Cami looked at me “I was having a full internal meltdown waiting on her to tell me the results of my testing,” she whispered, releasing a deep breath.
I looked at her knowingly, “I totally get that. When I found out we were expecting, every fear possible ran through my mind. I don’t think they’ve entirely disappeared either. I go to bed some nights expecting to wake up and have all of this be some kind of dream,” I sighed, thinking about the possibility of that still being my reality.
It doesn't feel real to go from thinking that you are dying, to being fully healed, living the life you always dreamed of.
Cami reached out and grabbed my hand, “I’m here to tell you, that this is all real, and we made it girl. Healthy pup club right here!” She raised her hand up for a high-five. Her excitement was contagious, forcing a smile to my face.
There was a soft knock on the door. “Come in” Cami whispered, sniffing the air slightly. Just then, the door slowly opened, and Kai popped his head in.
“Looking for a Cami Jenson,” his deep voice echoed through the room.
Cami jumped up from the exam table, running and jumping into Kai’s arms. “How are you here?” she cried.
He smiled, “How could I miss seeing our pup for the first time?” He peppered her face with kisses before gently placing her feet back on the ground.
He gave me a half smile that didn’t reach his eyes, “It’s nice to see you, Felicity. I just finished meeting with Parker.”
I furrowed my brows. He must have figured something out while he was meeting the allied packs.
“I’m going to go ahead and catch up with Parker. It sounds like we might have some things we need to discuss.”
Cami tilted her head while Kai just nodded.
I walked over, hugging Cami. “I expect to see pictures when you all are done here! Congratulations you two.” I waved as I left the room, linking Parker to meet me in the park.
“So, our allied packs have about nine special wolves?” I asked, shocked by the number.Kai nodded “Yes, between the five packs, they know of nine. During our meeting, we invited all nine to meet with us. Four of them were from one family. They were very cooperative and helped us with a lot of information.”Nine other wolves just in our allied packs. I never expected that. “Did we learn the abilities they possess?”Kai nodded again. “The four from the same family all of telekinetic powers. They are able to move objects with their mind. Two of the remaining five have mind reading powers. Three chose not to discuss their abilities with us out of fear.”Wow. Telekinesis and mind reading. That’s amazing.Beta Wyatt spoke up “I was just as speechless. You were a shock, but now that we know of all these other special abilities, it’s no wonder they’re hunting us.”Kai scoffed at his Beta, “Seriously, Wyatt?”He gave me an apologetic look. I just nodded, my lips forming a thin line and returni
Parker left early this morning to meet with Kai. He didn’t say what it was about, but I presume it has something to do with Blue Lake. Reaching over, I grab my laptop from the end table. My nerves have been going haywire ever since I submitted my assignment. After logging in, I notice that I have a message from the teacher.“I got a perfect score on my paper!” I squeal. I can’t wait to tell Parker. I put a lot of thought into my writing. They loved everything that I came up with about the struggles of our young wolves in today’s society. I felt like the research really opened my eyes and I plan on applying what I’ve learned in the classroom. Now, if I can pass my exams, I will officially be a teacher!I look down at my round belly, rubbing gently while I speak, “Today’s going to be a good day, little peanut. I just know it,” I feel her flutter around in my stomach, surely doing little somersaults.'She’s almost ready to come out, I can sense it,' Iris whispers.I smile. I can’t wait t
I watched as Felicity’s figure disappeared into the Earth. My heart ached the further the plane ascended into the air. We had an amazing night, but this trip will be the longest we’ve spent apart since meeting. Even in the beginning, it was if there was a magnet pulling us together. After we made love last night, I stayed awake watching her sleep. It’s been a while since I’ve struggled to sleep while holding her. I memorized every feature on her face. The light freckles that dotted her cheeks. Her beautiful, long lashes. The slight roundness to the tip of her nose. I listened to the sound of her breathing, watching her chest rise and fall with each breath. The wild curliness of her deep, auburn hair. I gently kissed her belly, letting Helena know that I would be back soon, and to take care of mommy while I was gone. Sometimes I had to remind myself to cherish her. I get so wrapped up in the idea of saving them, that I forget my mate needs me. “She on your mind?” Kai questioned,
I’ve been keeping tabs on both Parker and Felicity for the last six months. She sent me here to reprogram the safe room and watch Felicity as her pregnancy progressed as well as keep a close eye on Parker. He's the one she wants. The moment she found out that he was still alive, it became an obsession to obtain him for the collection. She has a future teller already, so Felicity is just a bonus to her. Parker is the real goal. Healers are the most sought after blessed creature in the world. Their powers go beyond anything known by man. The thought of bringing a person back to life after death is the making of a good zombie horror movie, but not a reality that many know about. Parker's abilities are unrivaled, and Elenore knows what's at stake if she doesn't 'collect' him. I’m shocked at how little foot traffic comes through the woods just outside of Twilight Woods borders. I found a quaint deserted cabin in between two territories and have been staying here while I complete my
This is the most beautiful lake I’ve ever seen, and it doesn’t even come close to your beauty. Sleep tight my love. I will be home soon. I felt tears stinging my eyes. Parker was so sweet. I looked at the picture that he sent me and I was in awe at how stunning the lake was. The moon lit up the lake, showing the expansive landscape around it. Even in the night, you could see the beautiful blue hue of the water. Maybe one day, we will be able to see it together. Tonight will be the first night I’ve spent away from Parker in a long time. In the beginning of our relationship, he did a lot of night shifts to earn his place with the warriors. Since I’ve been pregnant though, he’s spent every night with me, refusing to allow me to sleep alone. I stared at the picture that he sent me, imagining how much more beautiful it must look in person. You are the sweetest. Send me a picture in day light. I love you so much. I set my phone on the nightstand and tried to get comfortable. My gro
Felicity’s fear woke me from a deep sleep. I could feel her pain and anguish through our bond. When I called her, she sounded broken, which pulled on my heartstrings. ‘Our mate needs us’ Ash whined in my head. I wished I could be there, holding her right now. I was kicking myself for leaving right now. Was the distance causing her nightmares? If I was home, I'd be able to soothe her with our bond. Instead, I'm stuck thousands of miles away. I pick my phone back up, sending a quick text Why don’t you spend the day with Cami? I will call and arrange a spa day so you two can relax. Love you so much. Try not to stress too much, it was only a nightmare. I set an alarm for nine am to call the spa and arrange for them both to have the total pregnancy package. I know at a certain point in the pregnancy, not all services are safe for the momma and pup. Something I read about in one of the books Cami insisted I read. She'd said I was an ignorant brute after a night out. My phone vibr
“Oh my goddess girl, I needed this. Please thank Parker for setting this up,” Cami moaned as the woman giving her a massage kneaded her lower back. I have to say, I one hundred percent agreed. The woman that has been massaging my shoulders and neck is a miracle worker. Cami was still able to get full body massage where I was far to pregnant. “I am definitely not complaining. This feels amazing.” Cami turned her head towards me, “How are you feeling?” Large, swollen, tired, “Kind of all over the place. Ready to meet our pup. Afraid that I’m not going to be the mom she deserves. The last few days have been a little harder with Parker leaving.” She pouted her bottom lip, giving me a sad look. “Girl, I’m missing Kai so f*cking much. I can’t imagine being nearly five months pregnant and him leaving. I think I’d chain him in the dungeons, though a part of me thinks he might enjoy that,” she winked. That earned a laugh from everyone in the room. “Cami, I swear I hear way more tha
After meeting with Alpha Stephen, I understood Kai’s dislike for the man. He had very little compassion for the situation and didn’t seem to be bothered at all by the fact that six of his own wolves have gone missing. He explained that they didn’t have very many leads, but that out of twelve hundred in his pack, six was a small percent of that. His attitude rubbed me the wrong way. I understood where Vincent got his ‘I’m better than everyone else’ personality. “What do you think of Alpha Stephen?” Kai asked with a scoff. I'm pretty sure he already knew the answer. I gave him the side eye, “Well. He's uhm, interesting. I don’t like his attitude about this whole situation. Something feels off. They way he just shrugged off the missing members just... doesn't feel right. An Alpha is supposed to consider every member of the pack important.” Kai nodded in agreement, “I feel ya on that one. I think there is more to the story. How is Felicity? Cami gushed about the spa day," he held u
The night was finally here and the room was full. People from all walks of life sat at small round tables together. “You look beautiful,” Wyatt whispered in my ear. I decided to wear an all-black sun dress and just enough eye makeup to accentuate my eyes. We opted to keep things fairly casual for the evening. That way, there was no pressure on our new members. Many came here with next to nothing, and didn't want a free handout. Wyatt’s father was sitting at a table chatting with a beautiful vampire. He had a broad smile and she was laughing at whatever it was he was saying. He held Dex in his arms and kept glancing down at him while speaking with the woman.“I think that your father might be smitten.”Wyatt followed my gaze, “Oh yeah, he’s in trouble. Or maybe she’s in trouble.”Kiera joined us, “There are far more people here than I thought,” she whispered, nervously wringing her hands. “You have nothing to worry about. You’re a natural.”She took one final deep breath before taki
“Do we have all of the food prepared for the evening?” Two of the kitchen staff stood before me with clipboards. We were going over everything needed for our welcoming party. We had an overwhelming response once we began sending out invitations for the Safe Haven. At first, it was like a shockwave to the supernatural community. Unheard of in a way. A lot of packs returned our letter, accusing us of trying to steal their members. Some packs asked to come in and see what it was exactly that we were working so diligently on. We had five Alpha’s meeting Kai in total confusion on why we would welcome those of different supernatural races into our pack. ‘Werewolves are supposed to run packs for werewolves!’ they’d say. But in the end, they weren’t why we were making the program anyways and we held no room for their outdated ways. Once we had a few wolves show up, it was like the domino effect. It quickly became apparent that we were not prepared for the task ahead of us. “I believe so
I’ve been trembling with excitement since we arrived. Felicity was sitting on a small bed with a towel on her lap, fidgeting her fingers since the nurse brought us in here. They’d taken a small vile of her blood and we were patiently waiting for the ultrasound tech to come and start looking at our pup. “I hope they hurry up. I’m going to burst here in a moment.”Felicity giggled, leaning down and capturing my lips in a sloppy kiss. A soft knock at the door had her pulling away and in came a young nurse. “Are you two ready to see your fledgling?” she asked with a warm smile. I’ve been calling my pup a kin, or pup, but the correct term is fledgling. The more you know...Felicity leaned back on the table as the nurse squirted jelly on her exposed belly. I grasped Felicity’s hand, squeezing it tightly. My eyes never left the little screen as she placed the wand into the sticky substance. A wiggly bean appeared on the screen causing my eyes to instantly well with tears. That little t
I decided to walk back home slowly, thinking about everything that had happened. I don’t want to believe that Parker is still in love with me. The thought makes me feel dirtied, like I'm betraying Kiera. She deserves his whole heart just as I've given mine to Wyatt.‘Can I come to you?’ Wyatt’s voice floated in my head.‘Sure, I’m walking home from the lake.’Less than thirty seconds later, Wyatt appeared in front of me. I could feel his guilt as he stood there wringing his hands.Closing the distance between us, I wrapped my arms tightly around his body and angled my face to look up at him. “Are you okay?”His arms snaked around my back, pulling me flush to him. One hand rested on the back of my head and the other squeezed my midsection. His chin rested against my hair, “I feel awful for how I acted earlier. Kiera didn’t deserve that."“I’m sure she will forgive you.”His head fell onto my shoulder, “Did you talk with Parker?”“I did.”He pulled away from me, “That’s all I get?”I s
She nodded and he leaned forward, crashing our lips into hers. His hands went into her hair, gripping it tightly. He pulled her closer to us, snaking a hand behind her back. The sparks from their contact were electrifying. ‘You taste like heaven,’ he growled, ‘Better than heaven.’ I typically wouldn’t have given Ash full control but I felt like they needed this moment. She climbed onto his lap and from where I was in his mind, it was like watching a show. Almost like seeing my mate with myself but from the outside, which was an interesting twist. He gripped her sides, positioning her directly on his lap. She leaned forward, capturing his lips in a dominant kiss. He plunged our tongue deep in her mouth and she let out a muffled moan. ‘Will you let me explore you, Kiera? I want to show you just how much you mean to me.’ “Please,” she moaned out. He stood, her legs wrapped around our middle and he carried her to the room. ‘Don’t be too rough,’ I warned. ‘Go away,’
As we ran through the thick foliage, Felicity’s voice was on repeat in my mind. I needed to forgive myself. Let go of the need for control. How does one do that when it is the only thing that they know? ‘The Goddess made Kiera for us. She doesn’t make mistakes,’ Ash muttered. That was only one piece to my puzzle. How do I forgive myself for not being there when my parents needed me? When Felicity needed me? When..... I needed me? Ash followed Kiera’s scent back to our house and I silently thanked the goddess that she still came home after I had embarrassed her today. He shifted, giving me control. I quickly threw on a pair of shorts and rushed inside. Kiera was sitting on the couch with a packed suitcase. The sight broke my heart. “Are.... are you leaving?” Her gaze met mine and I saw her puffy, bloodshot eyes. She probably hasn’t quit crying since I left the pack house. The thought that I caused that was a suckerpunch to the gut.“I think that would be what’s bes
I found Parker sitting by the same lake that I’d taken him to the first time we talked after he came home. The whole run over here, I tried to think of what I was going to say, but in all honesty, the shock hadn’t worn off. There was never a moment where I would have considered Parker still harboring such deep feelings for me. The air coming off of the lake was bitter, even for myself. I walked over, sitting down next to him on the embankment. We sat in silence for what felt like forever before Parker spoke up, “I come here sometimes to think. It’s peaceful,” he chuckled sadly, "Just like you'd said before. Who would of thought you were always right?"I smiled, looking over the dark expanse of water, “It’s my favorite place within the pack lands.” “Why did you come to find me?” he questioned, sparing me a sideways glance. “It sounds like we need to talk,” I whispered. Part of me still didn’t know how to approach this situation. I didn’t want to hurt Parker. That was never
When I heard all of the crashing coming from down the hall, I never imagined we’d be walking in on this. Parker being held back by Kai. Wyatt was leaned against the wall spitting blood. Wyatt shook his head with a smirk, his eyebrows raised, “Are you really going to make me tell her?” “Fill me in here. What is going on?” Wyatt chuckled, looking directly at Parker, “He’s still in love with you and is pissed that you turned.” A snort escaped his throat as he spit blood again, swiping the drips that had slid down from his nose, "What a fucking joke."My gaze fell on Parker and he looked absolutely devastated. I thought that we had been through this. We talked by the lake. He had given me a small ounce of doubt, but I was under the impression that we had worked through it. “Is this some kind of joke?” Kiera whispered. Tears filled her bright green eyes as she stared at Parker waiting for him to contradict what Wyatt was saying. I could hear her heart rate increase. She was hol
I slammed my fist into the opposite wall, “What’s my problem?" I seethed, "I don’t know, Wyatt. Ever since you walked into Felicity’s life, you have fucked things up.” He looked at me, a mix of anger, hurt, and confusion in his features, “What the fuck is that supposed to mean?” “You destroyed my relationship with Felicity. We were mates, that was supposed to be sacred, but you used your mate bond to destroy what we had. You play daddy to my daughter," I slammed my finger into my chest feeling the emotions inside tryng to explode, "You continuously put my family in danger. Time and time again. You’re not even a werewolf anymore for Goddess' sake and now... now you’ve managed to turn Felicity. You stole her identity. She was perfect. A beautiful she-wolf and now she’s a filthy bloodsucker.... just like you.” Kai’s eyes were wide when I finished my rant but Wyatt just stood there, smirking. “Are you still in love with Felicity?” was the only thing that came out of his mouth.