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Chapter Hundred and Six

Author: Ace
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TEMMY

The relief I felt when Hailey got rid of the demon inside of me was unexplainable but when she told me that I had killed Xavier, I wished the demon had killed me from inside.

How would I live knowing that Xavier was dead and it was all my fault? No matter how hard Hailey tried to convince me that I was under the influence of a much more powerful force, I just couldn't forgive myself.

I killed Xavier. I killed my own mate!

Initially, I could tell Hailey was hiding something when I kept asking her about Xavier and instead of giving me a straight response, she kept beating about the bush.

But never had I expected that the news she was hiding was Xavier's death. I had killed him and that was the reality.

I buried my head between my legs as tears rolled down from my eyes uncontrollably. I couldn't think of anything other than the fact that I had killed Xavier. He was gone!

"It's not your fault, Temmy," Hailey tried to console me when she infact couldn't control her sobbing.

"I killed
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