“Your hands are shaking,” I said to Davis when I could feel my lips enough to speak out. He looked down at his hands with pursed lips as if he didn't believe me, and crossed them so he could deny it. “I haven't eaten. That's probably it,” he explained. Knowing he would only deny it if I asked again, I decided to let it go. Having just woken up, I had no desire to go to sleep again so early in the morning, but I knew he wouldn't let me do anything else. He had always been over protective even when he had no reason to, so now was going to be worse. “How do you feel?” he asked me, coming closer but holding himself back from touching me at the last moment. “A little better. I don't know what happened. Maybe it was hunger as you said.” He nodded and turned back straight ahead. Left with nothing to occupy ourselves with, we remained in silence on the bed, lost in our thoughts. “I know you don't want to hear it Cass, but I'm sorry for the way I treated you in the past. You didn't deser
When we got to the ground floor, Davis glanced at my car poking out of the garage with a quizzical look on his face, and I pursed my lips because I knew what he was thinking. I had rejected his money which he sent Solomon to give me, and the allowance he had been giving me over the time we spent together, though large, was not enough to get a car of that brand and a house this big. He didn’t say anything though, so I let it go. Even if he did say anything, what proof did he have? It was still quite early, so there were many people on the road, people in cars going to work and taking their kids to school, and people taking walks like we were. We walked by the pavements, but made sure to match each other’s pace. I wasn’t accustomed to these roads as I had just gotten the apartment a few days ago and never had the time to explore without a GPS. Davis had no way of knowing where we were going either, but I said nothing and let fate lead us. Besides, how could two grown people get lost
‘I wasn’t going to fall for any of it,’ I told myself repeatedly as we silently got back into my house. It was becoming more and more difficult to tell myself this and believe it, especially when my heart was thumping excitedly and my cheeks felt warm. How could I keep telling myself something else when my body was saying the exact opposite? How could I convince myself to ignore him when my body ached to draw to him and I secretly wished he would find an excuse to follow me into my room?Why couldn’t I do what I wanted to do anyway? I was grown. He had changed, hadn’t he?This was exactly what I had been thinking the day I had drunk myself to stupor and sent those messages to him, hoping he would come back for me. It was my dumb decision to follow my heart that got me into this mess in the first place. That decision to follow him to wherever he was going, even when he continually asked me not to, just as long as it meant spending time with him. Even though he was acting differently an
Davis PovI had made up my mind not to do anything with her sexually until after I had convinced her to forgive me and move back in with me, however, what I hadn't expected was for her to make the first move. Acting like I didn't want to pin her down and take her until she screamed my name and begged me to take her home was an almost impossible task. I had missed her, but worse I had missed having her under me. Although it had only happened once, that memory was engraved in my memory, like a ritual. That was so messed up. She was still recovering from a painful miscarriage which I had somehow caused and I shouldn't have been thinking such thoughts. However, when I realized how hot and bothered she was over sharing a bed with me, I realized the feeling was mutual. But that didn't mean I would react on it. I almost messed up a few hours ago, before she asked us to take a walk and I was extremely thankful for it. Her hormones were probably acting up, because I was sure the last thing
Cassie He had rejected me. Again. I felt stupid. How had I been so dumb to throw myself at him after everything that had happened? After everything I had promised myself not to do. I groaned as I paced around the kitchen. How many times would I be in this exact position? Regretting why I had acted some way around him. How many times did this have to happen? For me to berate myself before I learned my lesson? Biting a huge chunk out of an apple I found in bowl in the kitchen, I mentally prepared myself to face him. When I was almost done with eating it, I suddenly stopped chewing, remembering I hadn't gone grocery shopping since I got here. Davis had definitely done so. When had he gone out and gotten apples? If I was being honest, if not for him, I would have been at Kayden’s feet begging for my life. If not for him, I would have been homeless and at the mercy of my father. But what drew me to him again and again wasn't just our intimacy or his kindness. If I was given the opport
Cassie:“Davis, wait!” I called out to him when I finally found my voice but he was already out of sight. I don't know what it was that fueled me or what changed my mind entirely, but I got up and went after him. When I got to the room, he was packing some of his clothes into a small box and getting ready to leave. Unaware I was standing by the door, he called Lisa and asked her to come over because he wouldn't leave me if no one was there. “So you're just gonna leave,” I choked out and he jumped, now realizing I was behind him. He stopped what he was doing and turned fully to me, still holding a folded shirt in his hand. “You asked me to leave. What else did you want me to do?” His voice was harsher than expected, but I didn't let it deter me. I didn't even know what I was saying or what exactly I wanted from him, but talking just felt right at that moment. “You didn't give me a reason to ask you to stay!” I yelled. “What are you talking about?” he asked. “I asked you if you s
Davis povIt was almost eight in the evening and Cassie was sleeping beside me. I watched her while she slept, unable to keep the stupid smile from my face as I watched her. She slept peacefully like she always did and I was happy to know that my presence in her life hadn't taken that peace away. I don't know when exactly I fell in love with her but it had started with small things like this. Watching her sleep, watching her do certain things from afar, and thinking about her when she was away. I'd managed to convince myself it was all because I needed her to do things a certain way so she wouldn't ruin my reputation, but it ended up being more than that. Everything with her was different. She challenged me without even trying and somehow, I enjoyed being challenged for the first time, craved it even. It had been more than just being envious of Kayden, the man she didn't need but had been so desperate to be with. My hands balled into fists when I thought about him. That bastard. I
Cassie:My legs trembled as Davis thrust harder and harder into me. I heard someone screaming in pleasure, and it took me a while to realize the satisfied moans were coming from me. I couldn’t describe the feeling, but I didn’t want it to stop either. I had wrongly assumed no other thing could surpass what had happened at the farmhouse, but this superseded every imagination of mine. I pulled him in closer, urging him to keep hitting the spot in me that felt so good and he didn’t disappoint. He was looking down at me with an expression that showed me just how much he enjoyed this, although he was holding himself back. My eyes rolled to the back of my head as I felt my release nearing. He was a sight to behold and I wanted nothing more than to watch him react to my pleasure, but keeping my eyes open was becoming difficult. My orgasm hit me with full force, making me feel like I was floating somewhere I couldn’t see. My body vibrated over and over again as I held onto him so I wouldn’t
Five years later: Cassie’s POV:I stared into the glittering eyes of my baby girl as she struggled to make them stay open while I read her a bedtime story. She was just as stubborn as her father, fighting sleep even though that was what she needed. “And they lived happily ever after, the end,” I said. By the time I was done with the bedtime story, sleep had won. Although my daughter was asleep, I couldn’t stop watching her I rubbed her head and stared into her face, smiling when I saw the close resemblance she shared with her father. “You’re lucky I married a handsome man,” I whispered, still not ready to leave my baby girl’s side. “I love you,” I said and kissed her on her forehead, before turning to leave the room. “Jeez!” I gasped when I saw Davis standing by the door with his hands in his both pockets, smiling down at me. I turned back immediately to see if I had woken Ivory up, but luckily she was such a deep sleeper. “You scared me,” I whispered. “Come,” he said, stretchi
Davis’s POV:Do what’s right. I knew what that meant, and I didn’t like it. But she asked me to do it for her. How could I possibly say no to her? There was nothing I couldn’t do for her. I realized that now. The fact both warmed and scared me. Never had anyone had this much power over my choices but I had to admit it did feel strangely good. Here I was, driving down to meet Kayden, but this time with a different intention from what I would have liked to do. I was quite surprised to still see him there, sitting on the same swing bench he had been sitting on several hours ago when I found my wife next to him. This was going to be extremely difficult. I took a deep breath. I had to be really careful not to flip out and ruin the whole plan. “This is for you, baby,” I whispered to myself before leaving the car. Kayden flinched a little when he saw me approach, but when he saw there was nowhere to run, he remained where he was sitting and pretended to look unbothered by my presence
Davis’s POV: I don’t know how long I was passed out for, but when I woke up, I found myself alone in a big bland room that had no windows. It didn’t take long for everything to click into place. Even though my head was pounding like it was about to explode, I could still put the pieces together. I had been kidnapped. It was a bit embarrassing though. I was supposed to be experienced and intelligent. How could I have let myself be tricked so easily? I remained on the floor where I was and hoped my head would stop hurting so bad. What happened to using chloroform to make me unconscious? Why did my attacker have to go old school and knock me out with a blunt object? It felt personal, like whoever had done it, purposely wanted me to feel pain. I should have never underestimated him. Of course the timelines clicked in place. Why did I let Lisa come with me? He had cleverly used her to get to me. Now I was here, I wondered what he planned to do with me. He had almost taken my life the
Davis’s POV:Surprisingly, my relationship with Cassie changed for the better after my few hours stay in the hospital. She felt terrible for what she had done, but the action made her see how dangerous it was to believe one side alone. It was just as I suspected. Her father had gone ahead to change the contract entirely. It had nothing to do with money because I had given him more than enough money to start something for himself. He was not unreasonably wicked either, so it had to be something else. When I read the fake contract and found how Kayden’s greatest qualities were mentioned over and over, I knew who was responsible. Simply knowing with no proof though, was not enough. I had to teach that scoundrel a lesson or he would just disappear for a while and return again to be a thorn in our flesh. Fortunately, Cassie had been easy to convince. I think it because she felt terrible after sending me to a hospital, even after I assured her continually that it wasn’t her fault. I di
If I said I knew what I was doing, I would be lying. I was in the car with Rufus, who was taking me to only God knows where, and I had no idea where Davis was or how he was doing. After everything that had happened these past few days, I had disassociated a little from reality and this was proof of that fact. There was nothing I could do except sit and watch after all. Look where trying to act on my own had got me. “I just got off from a call with the boss,” Rufus said, swerving to the right. “He says I should take you to meet him at Palm Greens.” I turned away, distracting myself with the view of the palm trees and other cars we passed. I didn’t know where Palm Greens was. Maybe it was the place where he had captured Davis and the others. I didn’t want to think about it. I couldn’t bear to see my husband in that position again, or worse, Lisa. A feeling of dread washed over me as I began to realize just how serious this was. Kayden did not believe he had done anything wrong. I w
I waited until Rufus was completely out of the house before speaking. I didn’t have a plan yet, but I wasn’t dumb enough to follow him to meet Kayden. Who knew what that psychopath would do with me? “Leave, now,” I told my father as I untied Gloria from the chair. My father stood still as if he hadn’t heard me. I really didn’t have the time for this. “Why are you still standing there?” I asked him. “Hurry up so you both can leave while you still can.” “It can’t be that easy, Cass,” he said. “He’ll find us soon enough or Kayden will send someone else after us.” I groaned in frustration. “So what do you expect me to do? Follow him?”“I’m not saying that, but…”“You want to die!” I screamed, running my hand through my hair, a habit I had learned from Davis. “Isn’t it better to try than to just stand around and wait to be killed? I don’t know what you expect me to do, but I’m not following anyone anywhere. We’re all escaping one way or another and it’s fine if you don’t want to follo
As this was not the first time I had walked away from my father in anger, it neither felt good nor painful. I was just tired of the whole thing. I had no idea what was going on inside or what he was trying to hide, but at this point, I no longer wanted to find out. He was old enough to deal with his issues on his own and I was done being on the receiving end of his selfishness. He didn’t try to stop me and that was a clue that if he left the house, something bad would probably happen to him. Come to think of it, ever since I returned to California, I didn’t think he had ever left the house. I was tired of overthinking and watching my every step. I was tired of second-guessing my place in everybody’s life and wondering who was secretly a traitor and who wasn’t. I just wanted to live my life normally and peacefully, but my ex-boyfriend had made it his mission to make me keep looking over my shoulder. I wished Kayden could just disappear somehow. I didn’t care how, I just wished he an
Before I could say anything in response, my phone began to ring. I saw it was a call from Kayden and I froze. I let it ring and go to voicemail, because even though I was mad at him, I could still remember what he had done to me and I wasn’t sure I wasn't ready to face him yet. “Who was that?” my father asked, craning his head to look into my phone. “No one,” I said quickly, reducing the volume of my phone and placing it in my bag. “You asked how we can know for sure whether Kayden was the reason I lost my baby or not?” I asked him, giving him a chance to take back his words. He looked away. “It may not have been him. The baby may have already been weak…i don't know how these things work but…” “I just told you he kicked me repeatedly on the stomach and I started to bleed. You're telling me I should believe the kicking had nothing to do with me losing my baby?” I asked, now more disappointed than ever. Even if he was being forced to do this, what could be at stake for him to say su
“Cassie dear. I'm so happy you're here,” my father said, looking from side to side after I showed up at his door unexpectedly. “Come on in.” I took my steps in carefully, sucking in a breath to remind myself I needed to remain as calm as possible. “Sit down,” he said with a smile that didn't reach his eyes. “What would you like to drink?” “Nothing. Don't worry yourself.” He nodded and sat down facing me. I glanced around the room to ease some of the discomfort I was beginning to feel. “I see you cleaned this place up.” “Yeah, my…yes I did,” he said. “I'm sorry for your loss.” We sat in awkward silence for more moments as I tried to gather my thoughts. It had been three days since Davis was discharged from the hospital and the press had been on our necks ever since. I didn't know what they were talking about because I had blocked every single news outlet from my phone. That wasn't a lasting solution, but it was working for now. On the other hand, my father had probably been swall