Chapter Four

Liam’s P.O.V

Kissing her, touching her, felt better than I could ever imagine, her moans, her saying my name, the feeling of her coming undone, it took all my self-control not to take her right there. It had been three days since we were in my room together, with the Alpha’s away we got to spend time together without hiding it. We would cuddle on the couch and watch movies eat junk food and exchange touches and kisses under the blankets, she even slept in my bed. Tomorrow her father and Alpha Joseph were bringing Isaac and Leo back, so I had to enjoy these last 24 hours of being with her, before we went back to hiding it from, well, her father. It was going to kill me not being able to hold her every night or kiss her every waking minute. The more I was with her the more our bond grew, after I had given her that first orgasm, I thought I felt the start of the electric shocks that come with the mate bond travel through me. But then I shook it off knowing it was just my imagination playing tricks on me because I wanted it so much with her.

Tonight, she wanted to try out her night time low light camera lens and take some picture of the full moon, there was a perfect spot on the edge of the pack lands, up on the hill, where the sky was clear and she could take as all the pictures she wanted. Remembering how I wanted to cook for her I thought tonight would be my opportunity, I could make different kinds of pasta, bread and lots of chocolate for after we could have a picnic and enjoy our night before reality came back. By the time night came around I was suddenly nervous, something inside of me told me tonight was important for the both of us my wolf was crawling to come out but i just pushed him down. We loading up the car and made our way to the spot, I had our picnic basket and blanket, and she carried all her camera equipment against my protest to carry it for her. Laying the blanket out the sun was starting to set setting the sky was ablaze with orange and pink light and the stars were just starting to peek out.

Watching silently as she set up her camera equipment the silence between us was deafening she was normally so confident around me the change was unsettling “Are you hungry” I asked trying to break the nervous tension that filled the air. Since we met, we felt so comfortable together I had no idea why tonight was so different.  

“Starving” was all she managed without looking at me when she made her way over to the blanket and sat next to me.  

letting out a shaky breath i finally asked “Is everything alright?” I had to know what she was thinking.

“No” she sounded so far away, I didn’t say anything knowing she would continue when she was ready “they all come back tomorrow and I don’t want to go back to hiding this from them I want to be with you without worrying how my dad will react how every one will react” pausing and taking a big breath like she wanted to work up to something,  “I love you Liam, I know it seems soon, and I shouldn’t probably feel this way, when we aren’t mates and it’s a big no, no, for our people but I do I can’t help it, I love you and not because the moon goddess made me, because I choose it because I choose you” when she finished I was speechless, she had just said everything I was feeling and couldn’t put into words. She was right we shouldn’t feel this way but we did, and not because of some mate bond, but because we choose to feel this way. No words were enough to explain how I was feeling in this moment, no words would cover how I felt so I did what I could to show her and I kissed her.

“I love you too Lucy, so bloody much it hurts, I want you, mind body and soul, you are mine” I growled the last part. Pulling her against me, it wasn’t long before I was laying with her beneath me, kissing each other like our lives depended on it. “Let’s not hide it, I don’t care if he kills me, I don’t care Luc all I care about is you I just want you”.

“You say that now but when he comes home, I bet you change your mind, I might to, he can get intense”

“Mark me again” I asked

“What?” she seemed shocked

“Mark me again, I know you’re not ready to permanently mark each other, so give me another hickey, and I won’t be able to change my mind, let him see it, I don’t care what anyone thinks, I am yours and I want them to know” she didn’t hesitate to grab the hem of my shirt and pull it over my head discarding it somewhere, lacing her hands around my neck and her legs around my waist pulling me down closer to her and whispering “I will if you will” I didn’t hesitate, I started licking and kissing down her neck and we both found the others marking spot at the same time, the feeling of her sucking deep and hard on my marking spot blurred my vision and I couldn’t help the loud pleasure filled growl that left my mouth, I started on hers at the same time and her please filled moan was music to my ears, the best sound in the world. When we were done, we were both pleased with our work I went to sit up but she kept her legs around my waist holding me against her, bringing me back down to kiss her again.

“I want you, Liam, I want you now, I need you now” she pleaded through passionate kisses.

“Are you sure, here, now” she nodded and forced her tongue into my parted lips, forcing all my self-control to collapse, oh well its over rated anyway. It wasn’t my first time but I was nervous, I wanted it to be everything she wanted from this moment and I wasn’t sure if I could give it to her, but I would try. Removing her dress and throwing it somewhere with my lost shirt, I took in the sight in front of me. “You are so beautiful” taking her all in, she wanted me, as much as I wanted her, I didn’t know how I got so lucky to lose that beat with Leo.

Her small hands reached up to undo my button on my pants, and the sound of her slowly undoing my zipper was the most sexual sound I had ever heard, there was nothing this girl did that didn’t turn me on. Shaking out of my remaining clothes, I was already hard for her, who am I kidding I was constantly hard from the moment I laid my eyes on her. Lifting her gently to undo her bra, the snap if the strap had my wolf excited for what was coming. Her breast bounced free, and I captured one in my mouth, while laying her back down. My nails had extended into claws and my wolf fought me to come out, but he wasn’t getting control with her first time, he would not be gentle and I wanted her to feel love, safe and cared for, he would be animalistic and rough, which hey she might enjoy later but not tonight. Feeling my way down with my fingers I ripped her underwear away from her body, making her moan, and making me smirk against her lips. Feeling how wet she was for me had me groaning into her lips. Taking it slow might not be an option, I wanted her so badly, but this wasn’t about me it was about her. Entering her with my fingers, she felt amazing, a few thrusts I couldn’t wait any longer to feel her “I need to be inside Luc, I need to feel you around me”. I positioned myself against her kissing her sweetly “are you sure this is what you want” it would kill me to stop but I would if she didn’t want to, she nodded biting her bottom lip in a seductive way that made me crazy. Leaning forward taking her lips with mine “this will hurt, but I will go slow okay” she nodded again slightly pulling me to her. Pushing inside her I felt her tense, it would hurt more if she was tense, “try and relax baby, okay, I got you, tell me if its to much” pushing a little deeper a gasp escaped her lips I knew it was hurting her, but hopefully it wouldn’t last long I would take as much time as she needed, I finally pushed all the way in and just stopped for a minute allowing her to stretch and adjust to me, a tear slipped from her eye and I kissed it away “you tell me when you are ready for me to move okay, or if it gets to much we can stop” kissing her check and her neck I found her marking spot and started sucking on it again it would make her feel good and help the pain ease. When I felt her relax against me, I knew it was working, her moans began to come hard and fast, starting to move slowly “is this alright” she moaned and kissed my marking sport forcefully, I guess that’s a yes. Moving in rhythm with each other, slowly at first and then faster until we were both panting, moaning, each other’s names, over and over, like it was the only thing in the world that mattered, and in that moment it was. After we both came undone countless times that night, lost completely in each other’s bliss, we finally came up for air. Laying naked together under the full moon I felt complete.

Rolling her so she was laying snuggled into me I kissed her temple gently “Are you hungry now, my love” my voice thick with exhaustion and growing love for this woman, soon we will really mark each other and I could have her like this forever.

“uhm” she hummed lost in her last orgasm, she attempted to sit up but winced in pain, I stopped her.

“Lay still I will get it and feed you” I cooed in her ear, pulling my pants back on.  

“I am completely capable of feeding myself you know” her protest would have been more convincing if she hadn’t laid back down and closed her eyes. Retrieving the basket, I sat behind her, with her resting against my chest, and proceeded the feed her, till she was a different kind of satisfied.

“You want to take some photos, look the moon is at its apex” not realising we had been out here for hours, no wonder we both felt exhausted.

“You want to get my camera” batting her eyes at me

“What about all this I am capable stuff” playfully calling her out

“Okay I can get it” defiantly calling my bluff, attempting to get up but I held her in place, and kissed the top of her head. 

“stay” I ordered, making her chuckle. Retrieving her camera, she laid on her back looking up at the bright moon over head and started taking pictures, I took advantage of her being distracted, and still completely naked, deciding to have desert of my own, I will never get tired of the taste of her. Countless pictures and orgasms later we headed back to the car, back to reality.

“Wait” her voice stopped me

“What’s wrong?”

“Nothing I want to do something else before we head back, I want you to meet my wolf, I mean if you want to” she sounded nervous

“Hell yeah, I want to” I was excited to see her wolf, and mine was itching to come out and play with her. Stripping down she arched her back and transformed into a beautiful wolf, with fur the same deep golden honey colour as her eyes. Kneeling down staring at her in awe she approached me, she licked my cheek, and nuzzled into my side. My wolf was completely captivated by her as was I.

“Do you want to meet mine?” I asked, she nodded, stripping down arching my body and let my wolf out. He was dark brown, and bigger than hers but male wolves normally were. My wolf nuzzled into hers and started to lick her face. Letting out a sad whimper when she moved back from him. Then she got a mysterious look in her eye and I knew what was coming she took off running into the forest wanting me to chase her. My wolf wasted no time taking off after her, man she is fast. We spent the next few hours running, playing and when I caught her (or I think she let me catch her) we made love in our wolf forms. This was the best night of my life, one to tell the pups about, I cannot believe I am thinking about pups but that’s where I am at.

It was past 3 a.m when we returned to the packhouse and I didn’t want to let her go, after some convincing she was laying next to me in my bed snuggled in with her back to my chest, and my arm wrapped possessively around her waist, where she belonged, it was the happiest I had felt in a long time, “I love you lucy Morgan, so much it hurts”. Our night together had strengthened our bond, suddenly without warning I felt sparks shoot up my arms where she was touching, “do you feel that?”, I whispered to shocked to move, and if I did it might stop, she nodded softly and I felt a tear fall from her eye onto my arm “hey, why are you crying?”

“I just love you too, and you make me so happy” the silence that followed wasn’t uncomfortable, I felt content, with the love of my life wrapped up in my arms, knowing the bond between us was forming and she was meant to be mine.  

Waking up I felt cold, blinking the sleep out of my eyes I instinctively felt for her but she wasn’t here and my bed felt empty without her in it. Reaching out for the pillow she had slept on I inhaled deeply with the smell of her, dark chocolate and fresh coffee, still clinging to it soothing me. Realising that she must have snuck out early in the morning, probably because her dad was coming back today. Well, if she didn’t want him to know she would have to hide the all the marks not only on her neck but her shoulder and her thigh and various other parts of her body. The memory of my putting them there had me grinning wider than the Cheshire cat. I was excited for Isaac and Leo to finally meet the girl that had become such an important part of my life, and would become part of my family.

“The Alphas have just crossed the pack land boarder” I heard the announcement over mindlink from one of the warriors. Suddenly buzzed and excited to see my two best friends, one I considered a brother.