Will Leonel ever be able to hate his own mate?
Samantha whispered, leaning close to my face, smirking at my pathetic condition. “Don’t be ridiculous. I don’t give a damn about-” “You want to kill Leonel because you are frightened to fall for him, to lose him. Better kill him before things went too far. I never knew you were such a coward.” She laughed. I grit my teeth, her words are igniting a raging fire in my heart. ...There are things in your heart which if concealed, the better… And she was trying to let them out which horrifies me to see the missing piece. I won't fix my puzzle, I won’t let it happen. “Good Luck for your night.” She said, I scoffed at her words, belittling them and straightened my back. Finally regaining my affectation, I gave her a cold look, “Do you think I’d do this?” “You broke your facade for a second Lucille and I clearly saw how miserable you are.” She sneered. “Do you think I will let it happen?” I asked again in the icy tone. Her smile faded, “No. You are a villain. You will live in sorrow
Leonel “You are cursed.” Those three words echoed in my mind, stirring it, leaving me to the point where I don’t even hope to receive love from my mate. I sometimes ask myself this question- Why me? “When it could be someone, more savage and ruthless than me. I mean I never killed children except the kids who died in the fire at Raymeyer but it wasn’t my fault. They made me like this.” I was running away but how could I be a victim of a curse only because I have a thirst for blood in my heart. Why does my life have to suffer from hardships and especially a curse? “Okay, I get it I am cruel but isn’t life more heartless to me that it stole everything from me and Carl?” I asked myself Am I not hurting? “How delusional.” I mocked myself, shaking my head and letting out a sigh, disappointed at my vulnerable thoughts. I stopped thinking like this long ago but today my heart was sad. I continued to look out, watching the sunrise as the mark of my new life with a mate after a ce
I freshened up and had breakfast. After breakfast, Lucille left for the fortress, leaving us all alone. “Seems like she is gonna spend her time there.” Carl said, sitting beside me. “Hmm.” I hummed, leaning back. “I guess they even separated stocks from us.” Carl told me. “Those were independent women, they will consider it a mock that now they have joined us, they need us.” “It’s ego.” “Given to them by their Female Alpha.” I let out a hollow smile. “Also, Carl.” I called him. “Keep an eye on Lucille, I don’t want her to cause any trouble.” I order. “Roger, Sir.” “It’s hard to believe we are at a point of peace, she must have been plotting something beware of it.” I warned him. “Yeah… It’s hard to predict what she is gonna do.” Carl hummed. “She will break us from inside but we don’t know how.” I told him and turned to look at him, “She might start with Jessica or with some sort of deception.” “Why Jessica?” Carl asked. “Judging how much Jessica hates Wendy and how much she l
"Have you seen how this beast acts around you? Alpha Leonel becomes a person he never was. Neglecting will get you nowhere." Stella came, trying to make me understand but my mind was lost in the unfathomable rage. "And what about my feelings?!... This empty place is void for everyone and keep it in your mind, I would never shred a single drop of compassion of those blood thirsty lunatics so you all better stop it before I take my anger out on you." I warned them, slamming my hand on the table which caused the sound to echo in the hall as a threat for everyone to calm down and shut their mouths before I lost my cool. As long as the sound remained in the room, everyone shut their mouth, I took a deep breath to clear my mind and focus on my path ahead. “There's no turning back now from the way I have chosen.” "We don't know what you are planning but please…. Be safe." Stacy said sadly, looking dow, "I have thrown away the word safe in Raymeyer. It neve existed for me. I won’t
For a moment, she stopped struggling, lowering her head in defeat or I thought so. Contemplating her form, I tilt my head to get a proper view of her face. “Lucille?” Wanting to know what made her stop doing this but the moment I lowered my guard and loosened my grip she ducked, ripping off from me. “Stay away from me.” She was about to kick me but I held her leg. With a sinister smirk I said temptingly. “Nice reflexes but do you think you can defeat me?” But before my mind could register what happened I was thrown into the wall. My mind couldn't comprehend what happened. Lucille was still there but what happened? “Doesn’t matter. You will let me.” She smirked victoriously. My lips curled one side wickedly by the tension in the air. “Gladly. I don’t need this life anyways.” Her amusement faltered, hitting my chest, pointing her index finger at me in contempt as she scowled. “Don’t you dare to touch me again.” She was about to leave but I smirked and held her wrist whic
The consternation gleaming in her eyes made me disquiet. Was she so close to her heart that her disappearance caused this much havoc in her mind to the extent of it traveling in my mind as well? “Tell me! She was with you!” Lucille was extremely worried, losing her breath, her mind was lost in the depth of chaos by this. I could understand an Alpha’s worry for the pup of the pack but her vexation was something vast, beyond my comprehension. “What are you talking about? What do I know?” I asked in bewilderment. I wanted to know what happened that she is losing her mind, at the verge of breaking. “You talked to her! Where is she?!” The brink of her destruction was unfathomable to think about, what could possibly have caused her to lose too much in the darkness. “How the hell am I supposed to know?!” I asked, pushing her away. Judging from the menacing aura she is emitting, she can even kill me for actually doing something to her. “She was with you last night.” She hissed, r
Please be safe. Please be safe. Please be safe. I thought apprehensively, rubbing my cold hands together as Leonel continued to watch me with his soft gaze. “I am trying my best, hold some faith in me. Your worries are mine, I will find her from the hardest grasp for you. You don’t have to worry” “How can I not worry? She is just a child, she doesn’t know how to take care of her. She can’t sleep in darkness, she is afraid of being alone, what if something happened?” I expressed my tension and fear, breathing out and taking a seat. “Don’t let negative thoughts stir your mind, I am sure she will be home soon.” He whispered, bending down and holding my hand. “You think so?” His words were so gentle that I wanted to melt in them and place my faith upon his firm words. “Yes, I do.” For a second, I lost track of my path and forgot everything in the agony as I held his hand and lowered my head, putting my forehead over it, “Please find her, Leonel.” I breathed out, trying to suppre
My halted emotions came back as my face lit up in glee. Finally getting a hold of my mind, my mist cleared up. “I know where I should be going. where she should be. All thanks to you.” I told Leonel as we left to find her. Wendy is too precious to me and when things come down to her. “I lost my identity, becoming a pathetic being; worried and devastated but I couldn’t help it. “Maybe I am made to take lives after all and each time my mind thinks about saving one it arouses funny feelings, the restlessness and inability to react as if I could never do it. I could never.” I told him, he wanted to argue but knowing I was right, he pretended to ignore me and asked, “Where?” He asked, scanning the area. I led the path and he went along with me, believing in me, holding hands. “The place she loves the most.” I breathed out, turning in the direction of the Sapphire Goddess Mansion. I still have those keys, Samantha wouldn’t dare to do anything. None among my enemies would dare to
Heavy rain poured down, drenching the couple who were walking down with wide grins spread upon their lips, mesmerizing the moment. They walked down the jungle, fingers entwined with the other’s, loving the moment where his hands were in hers, lost in the person beside him. The person he loves dearly whose blood is soon going to stain his heart and soul. But, they smiled, living into the moment. “Where are we going?” Lucille asked. “I wanted to show you something.” Leonel replied, kissing her cheeks as they walked. “We are going to Raymeyer.” She said, recognizing the way. “No, we are there.” She muttered, her smile fading. “You should know Raymeyer was based upon stealing other people's land.” He told her. She hummed, looking around the place which is still the same but now no longer ruled by cruel wolves. “There we are.” They stopped in the middle of nowhere. She smiled, looking around, “There used to be my home.” He told her, tracing his fingers on her palm, curling h
She looked down, “They threatened to kill me if Mama didn’t agree to this.” She mumbled sadly and clinging onto him. “That’s why please, Papa, take us away.” She said, eyes tearing up. His gaze softened, mentally cursing himself for even doubting just a kid who was trying to find redemption. “I will.” He smiled, taking her hand as they walked away. He didn’t think more about it as Wendy gave him a logical explanation for every skeptic and he couldn’t help but to trust her words. When the Mansion came into view, Wendy said. “Its boundary is concealed with silver so on one could trespass.” “I see.” He hummed and they walked closer as Wendy ran to Lucille who was sitting on the stairs of the entrance, humming to herself. Wendy came closer, taking off Ravel’s shirt and throwing it away. “Tsk, stinky.” Speaking nonchalantly. “My work here is done.” She said and went inside to treat her wounds she gave to herself and clean herself. Lucille smiled and nodded as Ravel came, grow
At the western side when the three other packs entered, they found it empty. “Just like they said, Alpha. It’s empty.” The three packs were supposed to come together but Lucille an old acquaintance of hers to arouse suspicion in them that Jared and Rogues are using them and going to kill them after the war. If they don’t believe it, they can come from the Western side and shall find on one there as they were supposed to be dead. She even kidnapped a few members of their pack to make this assumption true. They were coming from the western side. Carl was right beneath them, sensing their movement, Stella was also hidden watching their fear increasing with each passing second. They came and were told their member’s bodies were dismanded here and there. A lethal lull spread in the air as they began to walk forward and found the bodies of their dead members, “It was true, they were plotting us!” “Those bastards!” “We are not going to let them win!” They snarled and ran in the
Normal POV “It is going to be our greatest war but that doesn’t mean victory is beyond our snatch, we will give our all to show everyone that the name which rules Tainted Graves is Blood Moon.” “Together, on a pershied path, we shall move forward!” Leonel was giving his speech to motivate everyone before starting their war. He was standing right in front, Lucille a few steps back and the leaders in line except Carl who was at his spot from the very start. For the last week and when he spotted the enemy, the order discharged to gather and get ready for their war, “You know the most difficult phase would start after this war, I am honestly not even sure that I could survive or not after killing my own mate but-” “-Right here, at this moment, I can’t disregard the strength she provided me. We will make her last war glorious, we will make the last moment memorable. We will show them what we are made of! Are you guys with me!?” He shouted, “Yeah!!” Everyone shouted, cheered, bursting
“First let’s discuss the main force and then come to our tricks and upper hands.” I said, “Okay.” “First, the main force would lead them from head on with the fifty percent of our forces being with Leonel, they would enter from the eastern side.” “But, the easiest way to enter is by the Northern side.” “Exactly. There is Jared’s best force, Leonel is going to take him on. Daniel would be with Leonel but the time when they become visible” “He is going to part and lead a certain part of them to the forest which was going to be set with traps.” I explained to him, “And half of our omegas to take care of the survivors would be there as well.” “Daniel, your team should be swift and after taking them on, you shall go to your original point, the northern side- There will be the weakest.” “What? Weakest?” He interrupted but I put my index finger in the air and continued. “After cleaning the northern post, You will regroup with Leonel. This would serve as a backup and overwhelm the
The next day sunlight penetrated through the window and fell on my face, waking me up from my peaceful slumber. I woke up after living the most explicitly euphoric night of my life where he showered me with the pleasure and affection my soul yearned for. Showing me a mere show of gratification and I was immersed in the exhilaration entirely. Not wanting to get out of that world of smiles. This was the most lull-inducing intercourse I have ever had, no force, no repulsion. Only ecstasy and his endearment for whether I am comfortable with him or not. “Hey..” A deep yet loving voice reached my ears, smiling. I stretched my arms and turned to him. “How are you?” He asked sweetly, removing the hairs on my face behind. I smiled, “Great.” He tittered and leaned down, brushing his nose against mine. I closed my eyes, relaxed into the moment where he was mine. “That’s good, love because today is going to be stressful.” He said as I frowned. “Don’t spoil my mood.” I mumbled,
After he left, I closed my eyes, exhaling deeply, moving back as my back hit his chest, holding my shoulder supportively, rubbing circles with his thumb to soothe me down. Lowering my head in shame, I murmured. “Thank you for sticking to my side.” And went back to the mansion, not wanting to face anyone who is still with me after what happened. “I was always there you never noticed before.” “I know, it’s my fault.” I rush to my room, not wanting to see anyone. I began to pace around the room, rubbing my cold hands together in disquiet until a strong addictive scent reached my nostril. Sensing Leonel’s presence behind me, my lips can’t pursue a single sound, affixing my eyes on the ground. “Oh, there you are.” I remained motionless when his one hand snaked around my waist, pulling me closer while his other hand took a strand of my hair in his hands. “Why are you running away, Lucille?” He asked compassionately. “What do you seek when I am with you?” “I am scared…” I
“Alpha… Alpha Jared is here… with Ravel…” Daniel informed us, My grip on Leonel tightened in tension as he noticed the fright coming to my face. I looked down, not knowing what to do or say. “I see we are coming.” Daniel nodded and moved away, leaving us alone for a moment after sensing the awkwards dispersed in the air because of me, “Are you alright?” He asked softly, cupping my cheeks. “You are not angry.. With me?” I asked, looking down, biting my lips in nervousness. “Don’t you want to hit me? To punish me for what I did?” I asked tensed but he only lifted my chin, boring his tender gaze intmore mine. “I have already announced your punitive. Besides,” He moved closer, whispering in my ears, “I don’t want to waste my time with you.” He smiled and moved back, holding my hands tightly, “We can do this. Be yourself.” he assured me. “I don't think I could do it anymore.” I confessed. “You can, I believe in you. Show them.” He cheered me up, holding my hands tight
Lucille Leonel’s everlasting display of affection made me feel so concentrated and depraved to think how wrong I was about him. What have I done? How badly I misjudged him? And now when I want to redeem things, I have already lost what I began to cherish more than I could imagine. Miraculously he let both me and Wendy live and even asked to be like mates should be. I guess he wanted to treasure what so little has been left with me alongside smiling and enthralling memories. We went out to hunt, he needed to satisfy his hunger for blood. After it, I helped him clean up and now he was leaning on a tree as my head was resting on his lap, one hand in mine. “Leonel..” “Hmm?” He hummed without opening his eyes. “No one has ever held my hand protectively.” I told him softly. From time to time I told him about the things he made me feel, about the warmth deprived from me by him. “And now, I am not leaving it.” He smiled, opening his eyes and leaning down to my face, brush