Chapter 2

Chapter 2.

Caroline:

This man knows how to kiss. Standing in the dim light hallway of the hotel. I had never thought I

would kiss Xavier Russel one day or let him kiss me. It was my long, tightly guarded secret. I

had liked him since i saw him for the first time. It's been years. And I know he felt the same. His

eyes scream it all even if he never said a word. But it can't happen.

Me and Him, we can never be us. We belong to two opposite universes. I want to settle down

and he doesn't have a planned future. But.. How to tell my heart? He is the only man I want and

how desperately I want him.

"Just give me this moment Carl. We have to go back in two days and I don't know if and when

we will get this moment again. I won't hurt you, you know I won't. I have been dreaming of this

moment for so long. You, me and nothing in between us. Please. Just these 2 days". He was

pleading. He was desperately waiting for my consent. Xavier doesnt wait….

"Not here in the hallway at least". I smiled giving in. Why not? His eyes crinkled as a broad grin

appeared on his face. He softly kissed me before letting me open my door. It was safe in my

room, or so I thought so.

He just waited until the lock on the door clicked on and pulled me in his strong arms. I could feel

an iron band around my body. He is huge and can easily wrap himself around me. Those few

inches made it easy for him to lift me from the floor and take me to the couch.

He gently put me down on my back, making sure I was comfortably lying with my head on the

arm rest. He took just a moment to appreciate what he saw and then bend down on me. His

right leg folded over me to the inside of the couch and the other leg bent on the floor. Poor

couch or poor Xavier. I giggled at the thought.

"What's with the laughter"? He asked me in an amusing tone.

"I am afraid the couch cant hold the giant". This time I laughed loudly, making him chuckle too.

"So what do you expect? Shall we move to the double size bed hmmm"? He snuggled in my

neck sending shivers down my body. He gently parted my legs to make room to settle in.

Though not easy to accommodate him. His breath was tickling my skin and for once I let myself

loose. He was right. This would be a once in a lifetime chance. He kissed my inner wrist, moving

my arm around the hard muscles of his shoulder. He felt so good. I let my fingers flex and feel

how smooth his skin was.

Did he always let the girls touch him like this? A thought lingered in my mind but I didn't let it

spoil the moment because I don't want to think how he handles other girls or women. Whatever.

His lips moved on my jaw and I closed my eyes with a smile. His beard was rough to my soft

cheeks but it felt good. A perfect mixture of pain and pleasure. He pulled himself on his elbow

making sure not to crush me. But I wanted it all if I could have.

I pulled him down to me, wrapping both arms around him. He hummed in appreciation.

"How long do i have to wait for the exclusive kiss i was promised". I looked at him and as if he

was just waiting for it.

"Not even a breath sweetheart". He smirked and dived in.

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Xavier…

That was what I always dreamt of. No, it was far more beautiful and intoxicating than I had ever

thought about. Her lips were oh-so-soft against my rough ones though I always took care of my

lips. I was sure I could just cum only by kissing her and that would be the most epic way.

I had my fair share of flirts and one night stands but nothing could ever meet her standards and

that made me quit playing around. I felt I was cheating on her although we had nothing but a

friendship. Maybe I didn't want to cheat on my friend.

I licked her lips and this time she opened up. She let me in and god… I had to hold myself still in

her mouth because I knew one more tongue stroke and I would be done. She tasted heavenly.

Her tongue was so smooth, gliding with mine. Her teeth were perfectly razor sharp. I could feel

the edge as I licked her teeth and her breath hitched. I don't even need to ask that she had kept

herself for her man. How I wish it would be me, but I won't be a loser by thinking all that. I would

treasure every moment i have with her.

Her hands moved to my shoulders as she flexed her fingers into my hair. This was an out of the

world feeling. Something I have never experienced in my life. She was innocent yet she knew

how to push all my buttons. She let herself lose in my arms and I had planned to take

advantage of it as long as I could. Her breasts were soft and firm under my hard muscles and I

could feel the heat radiating from our clothes.

I wanted to take them out but not without her consent. I wanted to make it special for her.

"Can I take these off"? I nipped on her nipple through her bikini making her giggle.

"Xavier Russel waiting for my consent? I didn't know you were this gentleman". She looked at

me with her blue eyes, making me smile too.

"This Xavier Russel wants your consent to be a gentleman for Caroline Heard". I held her gaze.

Piercing, sharp, intimidating. And then she smiled.

"Such a smooth talker". She leaned back in a relaxing mode.

"I will take it as a yes". I didn't want to waste any more time to see her. To see her beautiful body

under me, soon writhing and twisting in pleasure. The pleasure, only I could give her. The

pleasure she would always crave for, just from me. I would make her addicted to me. Maybe I

was selfish, but I was selfish for her.

I opened the strings of her bikini top, tossing them away and ohhh… my heart stopped beating

for a moment as her firm breasts bounced free from the fabric. I held her cups in my hands to

feel the weight and god.. She was meant to be for me. The perfect size. I squeezed slightly and

she arched her back in my hands.

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Caroline…

No one had ever seen me naked before Xavier. And his gaze was making me squirm internally.

He went silent for a while. Maybe I wasn't up to his usual standards. Maybe I was more chubby

than he had enjoyed before. I was about to let my insecurities take over but then he looked up

into my eyes.

I gasped.

His eyes screaming lust. Pure, unadulterated lust. He licked his lower lip as he kneaded my

flesh. Soft yet firm grip on my breasts. His thumb dusted over my already hard nipples making

me all needy. No one had ever touched me like that before.

And I was afraid no one would ever.

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He was losing control, just by looking at her. He bent down to kiss the swell of her cups before

licking the light brown wrinkles guarding her erect nipples. She was a beautiful shade of white

and those brown nipples were making his heart go crazy.

He sucked her nipples, licked them, bit them, one and then another. And there… he heard the

most beautiful sounds of her moans. She moved her fingers at her head, arching herself up for

him to take her more into her mouth. How he wanted to make her beg for it, but not tonight.

Tonight, he wanted to give it to her.

He took her nipple in her mouth, giving it to her, while kneading the other in his big palm. He

was hard as a stone and she could feel it. As if controlled by her instincts to feel him more, she

spread her legs and wrapped her left leg around his waist.

He let out a deep groan. It was already getting hard for him not to slip, and Caroline giving him

access was way too much. He popped out her nipple from his mouth and leaned up to kiss her

open mouth. It gave him the perfect edge to rub his cock with the scrap piece of her bikini

bottoms failing to hide the damp in the center.

She gasped. It was a new sensation for her. He felt it too. The current was too much to ignore.

He gritted his teeth to have some control on himself but he knew it was only a matter of

seconds. His hands moved to the curves of her waist, resting on her smooth hip bones. He

moved to adjust her legs over his broad shoulders to open her up.

His fingers were toying with those strings and for once Caroline was annoyed at him being

considerate. She was burning with need and she could see the wheels moving in his brain.

"Xav"...

"Carl"...

They both looked at each other. They could feel the hunger in their eyes.

"I can't hold myself, Carl. I… I need it". He breathed out. Caroline could feel the pain of his

pleadings. As if he was holding on to the thin thread of restraint.

"But. I.. Xav..". She bit her lip. How could she tell him that she was a virgin and she never slept

with anyone. For the first time she felt her confidence faltering.

"I know, baby. I know you are so pure for me. I know there has been no one in your life. No one

ever touched you. Heck, I know I am your first kiss. I won't cross the line. I won't take you like

this if it happens. I will make it special for you. You deserve the best of love, Carl. I just want to

feel you Carl. I want to hold you. I have dreamt about this moment for so long that I want to

prove it a reality. Please". His words, his hands, his lips were making it too difficult for her to

focus.

"I"... She gasped. "Okay". She breathed out. She would deal with the demons later but for now,

for once, she wanted to feel how it would feel to be caressed and touched by Xavier Russel.

Xavier didn't wait to open the strings and pulled the bikini bottom away. Caroline quickly

replaced them with her hands. Her cheeks were a fine shade of pink. Xavier chuckled. He put

the piece of cloth in his big hands and rolled them to his neck. Oh god…. Caroline felt herself

melting as she saw him in awe, sniffing her panties in pure pleasure.

"You smell so fucking good Carl. I can't wait baby". He clenched his jaw as if trying to hold on to

anything. He stuffed the panties in his shorts' pocket before bending in between her open legs.

He kissed her inner thighs, scrapping and lingering his lips to feel her soft skin. He moved his

nose on the back of her palms, inhaling deeply. Caroline bit her lower lip when Xavier parted her

hands just a little to lick the soft waxed skin, clean of any pubic hair.

Without forcing her, he kept on making space between her fingers and licking the skin until he

reached the most private part of her body. Where no one ever touched her or saw her..

He pulled her hands away gently to her side and looked at her. She was so beautiful and pure

that he felt himself unworthy of her. He was about to touch her most intimately. He gulped to

realize what he was about to do. He knew he would be ruined forever. He knew once he tasted

her he won't be able to even look at anyone.

The question!!!

Was he really ready to leave his carefree life for the girl naked, beneath him? Was he ready to

be loyal to her forever?

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Tabby