This was the first time I wrote a scene such as this into one of my books. I have danced around them before or mentioned them having happened in the past, but never have I written a rape scene. As a survivor myself, it is tough to write, yet oddly cathartic. If you yourself ever experience such a thing, please remember it is not your fault. this scene makes it extra difficult to imagine Ace ever being redeemable, but we will see if he is.
Ace I didn’t mean to mark Kaiya, but something came over me right before my headache struck me. I pulled out of her and admired her delicious form before leaving her cell and coming back here to wash myself off. I had intended to tighten the belt around her throat if she tried to fight me off, but her body never did, only her words even sounded like an objection, but I know she enjoyed it. I shouldn't be so surprised she was still a virgin, but with her looks and perfect body, I am surprised others haven’t tried making her theirs. However she always was a good girl…what am I thinking? I need my medications! This headache is driving me to weird thoughts. I’m toweling myself off and searching for my medicine when Dylan mindlinks me. ‘Brother, meet me in your office! Now!’ ‘Let me get dressed! I just showered,’ I reply, suspicious of his timing. He couldn’t know about what I’ve done already, could he? I quickly dry off and get dressed, opting for a styling product to tame my hair
Dylan I stare at Ace before answering my phone and walking out of his office as flustered as I have been in a while. How come he never told me about mom’s journals before? “Yeah, Dad. What is it?” I ask. “Can you come over? You wanted to talk and I don’t know how much I feel like revealing, but I can tell you a few things you might want to know,” my father sighs into the phone. “I’ll be right there,” I reply as I unlock my office and place the journals into my desk drawer along with their keys. ‘I really hope whatever he has to tell me is helpful,’ I say to Tam, who has stepped forward in my mind space but remains quiet.I pull up in front of my father’s townhouse before long and rush up the front steps to his door. I knock twice and open the door, as is our usual ritual. “I’m in my office,” my father calls out and I head into the room I already suspected he would be in.His back is to me and he is looking out the window, but he speaks to me as I enter and take a seat.“There ar
Dylan I was sitting in my office pondering the possibility of the moon goddess messing with us be pairing us with our half sister when I suddenly got a call from Ross. “Alpha Dylan, I know you relate to Kaiya differently than your brother, so I am calling you because I am a little worried,” Ross said. “She hasn’t eaten or drank anything nor has she spoken in over four hours.You know that is a feat for her.” “She hasn’t said anything? Not one word?” I asked, getting nervous. Kaiya always has a perfect comeback. “Not a word nor any sound,” Ross replied. “It’s worrisome.” “Do not call my brother! I’m coming!” I instructed before storming out of my office and that brings us to where I am now with this interaction replaying in my mind and the near certainty the Ace did something horrific to our mate. I am fuming before I even reach her cell, but seeing the state Kaiya is in breaks my heart. Her eyes are completely unfocused as she stares blankly ahead, though I can see dried tear trac
Kaiya Everything is dark here. I feel as if I have walked for miles with no direction or understanding of where I am. Finally I see a light and I approach it. It takes so long, I fear I will never reach it, then I see it come into focus. It isn’t a light but a sleeping wolf. She is silver with a red mark on her forehead. I try to go to her, feeling drawn there, but can’t get past an invisible barrier. I circle the space, trying to find a way through the barrier to her. I sink to my knees in desperation when I find none. This is my wolf! I know it, but something is keeping us apart. I stay here, by the barrier for a long time, but then something warm and wet comes into contact with my flesh. A soothing voice coos to me, “I have you, you are safe with me. Just let me clean you up and I will find you something cozy to wear.” My eyes flutter open and I start…No! Ace does not have me in his suite! Please tell me Ace didn’t take me to his suite where no one else will know I am there! P
Ace “WHAT DO YOU MEAN DYLAN TOOK HER FROM HERE!?” I shout at the trembling guard. “Umm…he is also Alpha and…I have no authority to stop him,” the very young security guard says with difficulty.If I were more like my brother I would reel in my Alpha aura. If I were more like my brother, this man wouldn’t know my emotional state.I look around me and no one dares to meet my eyes. Traitors! The lot of them! They are all traitors!FUCK! By now he realizes I marked her against her will and probably knows what else I did! I wish we saw this the same way, but he has been taken in by her lies!I storm out of the dungeons and stalk off to the training field. I need to blow off steam! No! Training is not going to do the trick! I need to really blow off steam! ‘Tiffany!’ I mindlink Rebecca’s best friend.‘Yes, Alpha?’ Her seductively sweet, breathy voice comes back at me through the link.‘Gather a couple friends and meet me in my suite in five minutes!’ I order. ‘Oh! Yes, Alpha!’ She repli
Dylan Half the fucking night! It would come in waves. Kaiya would writhe in pain for spans ranging from ten minutes to half an hour, then the pain would subside only to start up again. She explained kissing is a more mild pain she is used to but your body never gets used to the pain of your mate having sex with someone not you. It occurs to me that when my father and his friends raped Kaiya’s mother all of their mates felt what Kaiya is feeling. My mother went through pains like this. No one deserves the pain of an unfaithful mate. I held Kaiya tight, even after the convulsing stopped and as she slept in my arms, I drifted off into the best slumber I have had in many years. I open my eyes, already having inhaled her sweet scent as I felt myself awaken. Kaiya’s body has curled into mine and she is still breathing evenly with her arms wrapped around my torso and her head on my chest, using my left pectoral as a pillow. I could really enjoy waking up like this every day. Kaiya wake
Kaiya I want to trust Dylan, but I am afraid to trust much of anyone other than Amira. I don’t know if I will ever feel completely safe, though I can tell Dylan is telling the truth and he is showing me kindness. I just…feel like everyone wants something from me but I don’t know what it is. I am sure Ace wants more than just his perverse games. He wants some lie he believes is truth. What does Dylan want? The doctor looks me over and patches up the visible wounds and suggests a pack psychologist visit with me. Dylan sets it up and I will meet with the pack psychologist tomorrow, and then Dylan goes off to work. I’m left in Dylan’s suite with nothing much to do, but he left me with a cell phone and his phone number. I wish I had Amina’s number, so I send Dylan a message asking if he can get it for me. I tell him what pack she is in and he informs me they are allies and he can request her phone number from her Alpha, but he can not be certain he will get it. After that, I sit on the s
Rebecca I can’t believe Dylan took that little bitch out of her cell! I’ve failed to win him over anyway, so now I can use this to drive a wedge between the Alphas and make it look like Dylan has lost his mind, by being brainwashed by Kaiya. People always believe me. I’m sweet. I look at the girl who is polishing my nails and smile as I think of ways to manipulate this situation to my advantage. What a wholesome shade of pink I have chosen for my manicure….’Ballet Slippers’ is a sweet, innocent shade. It just adds to my charade. Ace believes my story and I just need to ensure others do too, then we can make it look more and more like Dylan is being brainwashed, but I need to stop his snooping and uncovering of things. Thankfully, Ace has not believed Kaiya when she told him thing. The fool doesn’t see anything I don’t want him to, even when all the pieces to the puzzle are right in front of his eyes. Maybe I can devise a way to pay my dear sister a visit. I have known my father i
Amina Damien mindlinked me in the office to explain his and Tristan’s visible reaction to the alluring and seductive future mate of my sister and his sex magic. But after he left, my dick got even harder and I needed to get my mates to our suite. Kaiya had a similar reaction and went t her suite to find her mates. Feeling the warm, tight grip of Tristan’s ass around my cock is wonderful, but it’s when Damie’s dick slams into my pussy and his thumb sinks into my asshole that I feel truly at peace. My movements set the pace for all of us as I roll my hips and both of my men meet my thrusts and rolls. We move as one and I moan while Tristan’s ass suck, tugs, swallows and squeezes my length. Every once in a while his moans get louder and his ass convulses around my dick. When I cum in his ass, his entire body shudders and quakes as he moans loudly. It only takes a few more thrusts for Damien to fill my pussy and then pull out to shove his dick in my ass where he finishes shooting the l
TristanI’m still processing this whole ‘having a female mate who has a dick’ situation and unfortunately, my mates can feel my shock and awe at the entire thing. I don’t want them to feel bad. I don’t hate it. I actually really enjoy being intimate with both mates, but this is something we were taught was an old myth.I had barely processed that when we learned more about Amina’s family and then this thing with her sister and the Omega boy who we deployed a team to help. My brain is working overtime, but this Alpha just told ours he is giving her his title and pack and that his mate had recently been in her office and I am piecing this together. Lena must be his mate, but where does that leave her Omega and can two Alphas mate with each other? Is he not a True Alpha?I can’t focus too much on those questions, because Amina is starting to look like she might strangle the man if he says anything else that would put him anywhere near her sister. He admitted to having a male lover and fr
Amina My little sister has always had tomboy-ish presentations, but now she is different, more confident. She walks out of her room smiling as she tells ANtony she can’t wait until he sees how she looks now in person and my jaw drops. She has always covered up. Now she is wearing a cropped hoodie and skin tight leggings, proudly showing both her curves and the enormous bulge she has grown.I didn’t know what to think when Antony called, initially. Other than saving his family, I couldn’t figure out how I felt as if he and my younger sister had a relationship I am not ready to see her in. She is still young. I bring her to the pack hose and she tells me how she has prayed Antony would be one of her mates and she is relieved his mother is already improving under the care of the doctors in his pack, but I am certain our doctors have some advances others don’t yet, so they should be a lot of help.When we get to the packhouse, Lena smiles when she gets curious looks. “I finally feel r
Lena“I learned something new today about myself,” I say through the phone to my best friend, Antony. He is a cute Omega boy I met on a field trip. He has convinced his mother to move to our pack as soon as she can save up. Their pack isn’t the worst, but it also isn’t very safe for male Omegas especially. “Oh, and what’s that, honey?”“I am unique,” I say.“I knew that. I always have. You are stunningly beautiful and more kind than any other girls about my attraction to both men and women,” he replies.“What if I told you our wish that we could be mates might be possible?”“Two omegas are never mated to one another,” he sighs. “We have been there before, but that one kiss might be our only one, unless we get together before finding our mates.”“I told you, my sister is The Beta. I have connections. You can move here sooner. Tell your mother to swallow her pride and call the number I gave you. I don’t want phone sex to be the only sex we ever have with one another. You turn sixteen i
Amina “Amina, you were blocking everyone out of your mindlink,” Kaiya says, as we make our way to meet Juliette who is coming to the packhouse with her mates. As we reach the bottom steps I see my mother run up behind Juliette who is flanked by a handsome blond man and a stunning bear shifter. “My precious girl!” My mom shouts, pulling my cousin into her arms. “I thought I lost you. I lost her and I could bear to lose her daughter, too!” “Auntie!” Juliette cries. Juliette’s mother died when Juliette was just a baby. She was viciously attacked by a man and horrific things were done to her. I was little but I remember mom screaming, wailing, crying and depressed for weeks, but taking care of Juliette and I and then the visits from Lena’s father helped her get over it. “Can we speak as a family?” The handsome blond asks as I stand frozen, tears of joy steaming, but certain unusual things…memories flooding my mind. Juliette and her mother lived with us. Two Omega women and their
Juliette “How is that, Precious?” Viktor asks, settling me into a hot bath. “I will give you privacy and dignity and bring you some comfortable clothing.” “Thank you,” I sniffle. He is so kind and gentle, the opposite of his uncle. I have been crying and shaking and this strange thing happened when we got here. I smelled a second mate. We are in a cabin in the woods and the smokey, earthy , very masculine scent of a strong male fills the place, but Viktor seems comfortable and I am certain he has already been with this second male sexually. When we walked through the door all the tension left him and he hugged a large, cozy flannel shirt around himself and told me not to be alarmed when Orion returns. He looks intimidating, but is gentle and will protect us. I soak in the enormous bathtub and slowly wash myself, meticulously scrubbing and cleaning every inch of my skin and wishing I could remove the lingering memories of his touch everywhere. I towel off and pull on the comfor
Damien I keep glancing at Amina. The scent of her arousal fills the air, her scent and mine mixing and perfuming our entire bedroom and I can see how wet she is even through her lacy panties. I watch as she removes her matching bra and pinches her nipples then rubs her clit with one hand through the lace covering. I can see the hunger in her eyes and when I roll to start fucking Tobias for the first time ever, I know I want her to explore my body and her lusty desires.“You can play with it, Kaiya, Finger my ass while I fuck our mate, and then I will make sure we both fill you with our seed,” I say over my shoulder at her and I feel her approach us behind me. I feel her delicate hands on my ass and then I feel them grip it more firmly before one of her graceful fingers circles then enters my ass. “That’s it, Angel Face! Give me all you’ve got and all you want,” I moan. She adds a second finger and moves then in and out of me and then adds a third and fourth. She works her entire f
Amina My mates helped me pull myself together enough to handle dinner with our families and promised we would talk to Liam about Viktor to see what he may know about the man who might be my cousin’s mate. Mom and Lena are the first to arrive and their arrival brings me at least a modicum of comfort. “Look at these nice, strong men! You have such attractive mates, Amina!” My mother exclaims. “Damn, sis! Wanna leave some walls of hunks for the rest of us? Between you and Alpha Kaiya, you seem to have ALL the best men around!” Lena laughs. “Wait until you find your mate, or mates, Lena. Other men won’t hold your attention after that,” I reply with a laugh. “Mom never found hers. I might not find mine. We are not all that lucky,” Lena replies. “Mom could still find hers, she is only forty-five! She isn’t too old to find a mate or even have pups if she was up to it,” I retort. “I have faith that you will both find mates.” “You don’t have to defend me, sweetheart,” mom says, pattin
Amina “Kaiya, now that it’s just the two of us, I have a question and given that you are a True Alpha your experience is going to be different than mine, but I have no one else to ask,” I say, the instant Kaiya and i are alone in her suite…well, mostly alone, but Xavier is too young to have anything to say. Damien promised he’d wait in the hallway and guard from there as long as he needed to, as long as I mindlink if I need him. “What is it like being mated to a Lycan?” I ask. “I am mated to three, part Lycans. My mother is mated to a full Lycan. She would be able to answer better than I can,” Kaiya says. “But in my experience, they are nearly always horny. They are wild and feral at times, but they are amazing lovers. All three of mine are.” “I think Damien is holdinding back, so he doesn’t hurt us,” I reply. “But this morning I had both of them at once.” “It’s hot when you are sandwiched between two, big, amorous men, isn’t it?” Kaiya asks, knowingly. “”It’s almost overwhelmin