KIRAN
At my old school, we walked around like we owned the place. Girls drooled over me and my buddies – I guess you could say we were popular, but we were one of the many popular groups at that school – the “tough guy" group, I guess since we were all fighters.I did the classic new kid move and sat at the corner of the cafeteria closest to the exit with a small amount of food. I needed to have an easy escape should someone try to approach me and somehow trigger my anger and I can’t hold my tongue, causing me to need a quick getaway. I don’t want to make a bad first impression because I’m here to try to better myself, and I know my sarcastic personality can come across as rude sometimes.I definitely wouldn’t describe myself as shy or meek by any means, but I’m not the most sociable person when I’m out of my comfort zone, and I am entirely out of my zone right now.No one will ever get me like the guys in LA. Those fuckers have been through everything with me for the last five years. I'm only in high school for two more years, there’s no way that I could make any friends here who compare to my fighting brothers in that time.The only person here who has piqued my interest at all is the pretty blonde with headphones who is currently heading towards my table here in the cafeteria. I buried my face in my phone so she would think I was invested in something, which I was – I had loads of texts from my LA buddies wondering how my first day is going, but this little thing seems to be persistent.She sat across from me and had a smile on her face. I wondered if her cheeks ever hurt – nearly every time I looked at her, she was smiling about something.Her fingers were entwined and she placed her forearms on the table before she spoke. “Kiran, right?”“Yep,” I replied rather curtly to her.“What brought you to Glenrose High?”“A car.”She smirked and I daresay she almost chuckled, “Funny.”Anything someone says when I don’t feel like talking, I shoot back a one-liner that usually gets them to shut up.I only lifted my eyebrows at the girl in response to her, hoping she could take a hint and head back to her friends in the middle of the cafeteria.People who choose the middle table of the cafeteria are the worst. They’re the attention whores of the school who want all eyes on them, giving everyone an equal amount of space between them because they claim they don’t want anyone to, “feel like an outcast" or some shit like that that makes them feel humble.That table is always the perfect mark for a food fight. The boys and I used to do that to the kids in the cafeteria now and then if we were feeling rowdy. The memory made the corner of my lips twitch.I noticed the girl across from me still smirking at me. Does she ever not smile?“I was right,” she said finally.“About?”“Your eye color,” I lifted my brows at her. Were people guessing my eye color from afar?“You guessed my eye color?”“Yes.”“Well… I hope you placed good money on it.”She chuckled again.Looking past her shoulder, I noticed a pair of eyes on us. He had thin brunette hair and a chin that made me want to punch him for some reason. I really need to get these urges under control.“I think you’re being summoned back,” I nudged with my head towards the guy in the blue and gold letterman jacket.She looked over her shoulder and the guy who was staring waved at her. She waved back and turned back to me, her smile broadened, “That’s Gabe.”I hummed in response to her, not wanting to give her my initial response of a snarky, ‘I don’t care.’A couple of moments of awkward silence passed and I decided to give in to the conversation, “Is he your boyfriend? He seems insistent on you heading back over to him,” I eyed the guy named Gabe once more over her shoulder, he had his hand high in the air and was waving obnoxiously now.“Yes, he is,” she blushed slightly, “We’ve been together almost six months now.”Again, the urge to respond with ‘I don’t care’ came up and I hummed again in response to her. I think humming is going to be my new go-to response when I have something snarky to say.She looked at me like she was waiting for a verbal response, so I amused her, “Congratulations,” with raised brows, “He seems eager, so you should get back.”“I should, yeah,” she exhaled with another glance over her shoulder at him.The guy didn’t have the same kind of perky vibe as she did, and honestly, I wasn’t a fan of the vibe he was giving off. Maybe it’s because she’s so annoyingly happy that everyone else seems like Eeyore compared to her, but a part of me couldn’t help but assume that he wasn’t a good guy.She still didn’t leave, and instead mentioned to me, “There’s a party this weekend to celebrate the beginning of the year-"“That’s something you people do here?” I interrupted her with my unfiltered thought with raised eyebrows and an amused grin.“It is,” her smile broadened again, “You should come.”“I don’t know the town well enough to find my way home after partying and getting drunk.”She giggled, “We don’t drink at these parties.”My eyebrows furrowed. A party without drinking? “What the hell do you guys do, then?”“We talk, we dance, we play games,” I burst into laughter after hearing that, but not loud enough to draw any unwanted attention to myself.“That sounds awful!”She leaned over the table closer to me and whispered, “I’m lying,” with a mischievous look. My eyebrows rose and my laughter died.She motioned with her chin behind me, where I saw the principal of the school nearby and within earshot of us. I nodded in understanding.She straightened her posture and said, “I would apologize for lying, but I don’t feel the need to apologize for making you smile.”I raised a brow at her. Is she flirting with me? Didn't she just say that guy was her boyfriend?She then stood up and took a step closer to me, extending her hand for me to shake, she introduced herself, “Aurora Williams.”I took her hand and shook it, “Kiran Black.”“Pleasure,” she smiled, “Oh, and welcome to Glenrose High.” She turned on her heels and finally walked away, back to her table.I watched her retreating figure and hated to admit to myself that I was slightly admiring the girl. She’s annoyingly perky, but she’s easy on the eyes.Once she was back at her table, the guy named Gabe put his arm around her and smirked, then glanced over at me and gave me a look. I raised a brow. What the hell was that? I didn’t ask her to come over here. If anything, I was trying to get her to leave me alone.This guy better not push me – I have a feeling he and I are going to have some issues.I stood up and slung my bag over my shoulder before heading out and toward my locker. I should figure out where my next class is before the bell rings, anyway.I looked at the paper in hand and read it, ‘Chemistry, C118, Mr. Hammond.’ Easy enough, the first floor of the C wing – all I need to do is figure out where the C wing is in this monster of a school.I pulled out my phone and decided to text one of my buddies who asked how it was going.KIRAN: Bro, the girls at this school seem thirsty AF.MIKE: Get it, dude!I rolled my eyes and continued walking. I may be wrong about her flirting with me, maybe she's just one of those people whose kindness comes across in a flirtatious way? Either way, I won't steal another guy's girl.AURORA Gabe slung his arm over my shoulder and whispered into my ear, “Who were you talking to, babe?” “Just greeting the new kid.” I smiled at him and put a fry in my mouth. “He’s funny, I think we could be friends.” Gabe laughed, “You try to be friends with everyone, babe.” I tilted my head and said, “You say that like it’s a bad thing.” “You’re just too nice sometimes." He pinched my cheek with a pout. I rolled my eyes at him and continued eating, letting my ears tune into the other conversations so that I didn’t have to hear another lecture from Gabe about being too nice. My third class of the day was Mr. Hammond's chemistry class, one of my favorite teachers. He makes chemistry fun and he jokes around a lot, he kind of reminds me of Bill Nye – the way that you kind of think of him as a goofy uncle fig
KIRAN The first day of school was over and I headed home. Mom and I only have one car, and since her work is only a few blocks from our apartment and my school is both further and starts earlier, we agreed that I should use the car to get to and from the school, then all other times it can be for moms use. I didn't want to be the new kid who gets dropped off by his mommy every single day - I would die of humiliation, especially since I have my own license, there was just no point in making my mom get up at 6 AM every day. Why should we both have to suffer? "How was your first day?" She asked before I could even shut the door. I shrugged and frowned as I said to her, "Take a guess." She pursed her lips and narrowed her brown eyes at me as she thought about it, "A typical first day for a new kid where you ignored everyone?" "Bingo!" I pointed at her and reached into my pocket to get the car keys out. I
KIRAN Mom gave me the car tonight to get to-and-from this party that she insisted I go to. She said it was a great opportunity to make friends and that the new kid never gets invited to things on their first day. I wanted to find a gym to work out at and work on my technique, but I am still yet to find a decent gym that I can do any kickboxing in. No place I've seen so far has a boxing ring or decent equipment for practicing. Pulling up to the address that Aurora gave me, everyone was parked in the grass out front of the house, or rather, mansion would be more appropriate, all scattered around. I decided to reduce the risk of anything happening to the car by parking across the street and by the sidewalk instead. There were scarce any neighbors here and every house had numerous acres of space - I'm sure no one will mind my parking here. I questioned before getting out of the car if I should really be here. I gripped the stee
AURORA Gabe was being rude, and I couldn't help feeling a tad bit embarrassed. I was incredibly grateful that Kiran was being as kind as to stop drinking so that he could help me get these kids home. Some of them would pass out and have to crash here at Gabe’s house, but there was a good number of people who know their limit and will ask for a ride home before they pass out, throw up, or both. "I'm sorry about him," I felt the need to apologize for Gabe’s behavior, "He's really a good guy." "Yeah, so you've said," he mumbled while watching Gabe’s retreating figure with distaste. "I really appreciate you not drinking to help me out, but really, there won't be that many who need to be taken home, and I'm sure I can handle it myself. So drink, have fun, mingle, meet," I was making big hand motions to the room we were in and saw Kiran smirking at me. I have to admit that my heart leaped when he had called me cute and I had to hide my face
KIRAN I was simply minding my own business and enjoying watching Aurora and her friends dance when a drunk redhead named Rebecca came over and began talking before she threw herself on me. As much as I tried to pull away from her kisses, my restraint just made her go harder, I eventually gave up and decided to push through it until she needed some oxygen. It was the sound of a big thud on the ground that shocked her away from me. It sounded like someone had fallen over the railing on the second floor of the house and collided with the ground on the first floor. We both looked over, along with everyone else in the room, and saw Aurora and Gabe standing together, Aurora's friends were nearby with widened eyes and looks of fear as they stared at the couple. Gabe's body was blocking Aurora's face, but I could see her blonde hair and grey cardigan. What did I miss? Whose ass do I need to kick? The redhead's pale lips moved into a grin as she looked
AURORA Stacy is usually the first girl to get shit faced at these parties, and I was slightly surprised to hear that Kiran had already taken one girl home because she was too far gone, but I was thankful that he was helping me out and I wasn't on my own dealing with them anymore. I won't ask him to do this every time, but it's refreshing having someone even offer their help in the first place. As much as I adore and love Jen and Dani, they're more partners than me, so I usually end up driving them home as well. Most of the time, I don't mind it, but something Kiran had said was ringing in my ears. He had asked, "When do you get to have your own fun?" I think Kiran's idea of fun was something along the lines of this party - drinking and just hanging out, letting loose without a worry in the world. My answer to that question: Never. I have always been the one to look out for other people. The only person who ever really looke
KIRAN Some people had come to talk to me and engage in casual conversation while Aurora was gone taking people home, but none of them I thought I could consider becoming a close friend. It was true that some people were nice and personable, but there were some ugly things at this party as well. I noticed that the girls who hung around the jocks were becoming intoxicated quicker than the rest of the partiers. Maybe these girls are just drinking more than others? No, I had kept an eye on the brunette in a red top and jeans and she had only one cup. What was going on? As Aurora left the house and the door behind her shut, one of the jocks who was hanging out casually by the front door came over to gave and his friends and pulled a baggie out of his letterman jacket. The guys all gathered around the glass table, one of them pulling out a credit card of sorts and splitting the contents of the package. Fucking hell, they're snorting coke behind Aurora's bac
AURORA It was the first Monday of the new school year, and the third period was about to start after lunch when I caught up with Kiran in our chemistry class. I was almost late for our first class this morning after getting distracted by my music and I didn't get the chance to talk to him then. "Hey," I grinned at him. "Hey," he said coolly. "So, I thought about what you said and I want to hang out tonight." Kiran looked confused for a moment and looked off into the distance as if he were trying to remember, "Did I ask you out?" I chuckled, "No, not like that. It's a clear day out, not a single cloud in the sky. I want to show you how I have fun." Curious, Kiran lifted a brow at me and analyzed my features before agreeing, "Okay." My last period of the day is as an office aid, and I usually spend that time catching up on homework, but today I decided to do a little digging while the principal was in the bathroom and fin
AURORA "Because you want to." Such a simple answer to a heavy question. Four words, 16 letters, that hold so much truth that it could change my life forever. "We're going to be 18 soon," he began to reason, "The day that happens, we run away, we move to New York. You can focus on Broadway, and I've always wanted to fight at Madison Square Garden," he was smiling as he spoke, "I don't think either of us has much of a life here anymore... let's run away." My mouth was agape and my head was spinning. The thought of dropping everything and leaving with a guy that I've only known for a few months filled me with anxiety, fear, hope, and excitement. I've never done anything so crazy before - I've always been the goodie two shoes who always follows the rules, I'm not the kind of person to just run away with a guy I'm in love with. In love with. I smiled at my initial thought. When I thought about Gabe that d
AURORA My heart skipped a beat and my stomach dropped when I heard the knock on the door. I had been organizing things to donate before we moved while my parents were finishing up some things with their work before we packed up the house.My parents understood my uneasiness being back in the house, and I'm thankful for the move and how quickly they had gotten everything into motion. I see things differently now. I think differently. My mind has been rewired to assume that everyone meant me harm, that no one was who they claimed to be, and it was a horrifying revelation. When I saw it was Kiran, I was filled with relief more than anything, but I was also nervous to answer the door. I didn't know what he could be here to say that he hadn't said at the hospital or the night before Gabe's attack. Since I'm leaving, and I don't know if I'll ever see him again, I spilled everything to him. Every thought, emotion, feeling that I ever f
AURORA Sleep was impossible. I felt pain everywhere, and after a painful trip to the bathroom, I got to see all of the bruises that Gabe caused. My left eye was black, my bottom lip was busted, my cheek was red from him slapping me, and it is faintly visible where his hand was when he was choked me. I looked like I had been kidnapped and tortured for information. I learned that Gabe was on a separate floor than me and on the opposite side, which made me feel a little better, but they wouldn't tell me if he was awake or not - which was worrying. I found out this morning that my room faces East and I was able to watch the sunrise. I thought about Kiran a lot, especially then, but I tried to distract myself. My parents have forbidden me from seeing him several times now, and he even said that we don't belong together, so I am trying to put my own feelings to the side and respect their wishes. "Good morning, Ms. Wil
KIRAN "Mr. and Mrs. Williams," I greeted as they entered the waiting room where I had been sitting, "How is she?" They looked at each other and then Mrs. Williams said to me, "Kiran, Peter, and I would like to thank you for finding and bringing Aurora here, but we think you should leave." I swallowed, "Did she ask you to kick me out?" "No." "Yes." Her parents answered at the same time and Mrs. Williams looked at her husband in disbelief when he answered yes, all while keeping his eyes on Kiran with a strong and intimidating look. No matter if it was Aurora to ask me to leave or her parents, I'm clearly not welcomed here, so I nodded my head to them and left. Once outside the hospital and in the fresh, crisp air, I knew I wouldn't be able to go home and sit still, so I decided to walk to the gym - I had to get the car, anyway, so two birds with one stone. It was a forty-minute walk, and all the time I kept seeing
AURORA My eyelids were heavy and my body ached, the sound of a beeping heart monitor waking me up. Heart monitor. That means that someone found me and I'm not dead.I managed to open my eyes and saw everything blurry until I blinked a couple of times, then I noticed my hand felt heavy, so I looked down and saw a man's hand atop mine. My blood ran cold and I snatched it away as soon as possible, waking its owner. His forehead had been on the bed next to our hands, and he shook his black hair gently before he looked up at me, "Oh, hey, you're awake," he stood up and smiled that same smile that would always make me feel butterflies. Now, I barely felt anything. "Kiran?" I croaked out. My throat was dry and hurt like a bitch. "It's me, I'm here," he answered as he brought a straw for me to sip some water from to my lips, "I'm so sorry, Aurora. For everything." He tried to touch my face, but I quickly pulled away from him.
AURORA I got home as fast as possible and ran straight to my bedroom, crying into my pillow. I can't believe the things Kiran said to me. What about our dozens of times hanging out together? He didn't seem to have a problem with me then, so why now? Was it the kiss? Did I take it too far? Maybe it's the guys at the new gym? Maybe they're influencing him? I can't tell him to leave the gym when he quite literally just found it, that would be awful of me to do and it's not my place to do it. I should have stayed home after my nap and not gone out for a run - none of this would have happened if I hadn't been out and saw him. No! Stop blaming yourself, Aurora! He said awful things to you! Now anytime someone tells me my name is that of a Disney princess, all I'm going to hear is Kiran yelling, "You don't belong with me, you belong in some fucking Disney movie!" I frowned. I always thought that people loved Disney, I didn't
AURORA I rested my head back on the seat of my car and enjoyed the lingering feeling on my lips after kissing Kiran like my life depended on it. I laughed at myself for how bold I was with him, going so far as to straddle him on the couch. I giggled and hid my face in my hands, even though I was alone in my car. I drove home and went to my room to lay on the bed while listening to some music, eventually closing my eyes and drifting into a peaceful sleep to make up for last night's tossing and turning. When I woke up, I noticed the color of the sky beginning to turn orange and I shot up from my bed and headed downstairs and to my car. The only thing that would make this day better would be to run in the field towards the setting sun and get my exercise for the day. Checking my phone, I was slightly surprised to not have any messages from Kiran. I frowned then turned on the engine, heading to his place to see if he wanted to join me for my run like he u
KIRAN She looked over my shoulder at the door, exhaling shaky breaths until we heard my mom's muffled voice on the other side of the door. "Kiran, honey, did you bolt lock the door?" Aurora exhaled and closed her eyes in relief before getting off of me and sitting back on the couch. I got up and opened the door for my mom. She smiled at first and then looked worried, "Hey, Are you feeling okay? You're flushed," she put a hand on my face, "and you're warm." Stifled giggling came from the couch and mom and I both looked over to see Aurora hiding her face in a pillow. "Oh," my mom said with raised brows at her before looking back at me and looking me up and down with a mirky grin, "I just remembered that the car needs an oil change, so I'll just-" "No, it doesn't," I interrupted her and pulled her inside. "I should get home anyway," Aurora said as she got off the couch, "It was nice to see y
AURORAI had tossed and turned all night after taking a hot bath and scrubbing the hell out of my skin. Between my legs stung from Gabe's fingers and I was hoping the bath would help soothe my muscles, but it didn't work. The moment kept replaying in my mind every time I shut my eyes to the point where I was scared to close them. The fire of anger in Gabe's eyes as he hurt me would haunt me forever, I'm sure of it. I wore Kiran's shirt to bed, it was the only thing that could calm me down. My parents listened to what the principal said and they have forbidden me to see Kiran again. I tried to explain to them that Kiran was the good guy, but they agreed that if he got himself expelled, it just means he's a delinquent and I shouldn't be friends with him. I called them crazy and refused before heading back to my room and closing the door. I refuse to never see him again. End of discussion. Finally, after some hours, the memory of kis