KIRAN
Mom gave me the car tonight to get to-and-from this party that she insisted I go to. She said it was a great opportunity to make friends and that the new kid never gets invited to things on their first day.I wanted to find a gym to work out at and work on my technique, but I am still yet to find a decent gym that I can do any kickboxing in. No place I've seen so far has a boxing ring or decent equipment for practicing.Pulling up to the address that Aurora gave me, everyone was parked in the grass out front of the house, or rather, mansion would be more appropriate, all scattered around. I decided to reduce the risk of anything happening to the car by parking across the street and by the sidewalk instead.There were scarce any neighbors here and every house had numerous acres of space - I'm sure no one will mind my parking here.I questioned before getting out of the car if I should really be here. I gripped the steering wheel until my knuckles turned white. Making friends my first week here really isn't that important to me, but if I go home and my mom finds out that I didn't even step foot in the place, she would get on my back for it. Dammit. Maybe I could just hide out somewhere for the next four or five hours?Headlights pulled me out of my thoughts, and I looked in the rearview mirror, noticing another car going to park in the grass out front of the house. I got out of the car and began my walk up the long path to the front door. I'll show up just behind these people - that way I'm not walking in alone.They were a couple of people walking hand-in-hand in front of me a few meters. The girl had heels and a little dress on, while the guy was just in a t-shirt and jeans, much like my own choice of wardrobe. I couldn't help but think 'God, girls really dress up for little parties here.' That, or this girl in front of me is exceptionally bougie.Stepping in after the couple, my thought of this being a "little party" was completely thrown out. It looked like the entire student body showed up and was mingling on both the first and second floors of this mansion.The place was polished and opulent, with marble flooring and dark, stained wooden doors to give it some rich color that matched the warm, lavish furniture.I spotted a table full of drink options and headed right for it. There were so many people here that it took a while to maneuver through all of the bodies who were dancing and laughing to get to the drinks.Not even looking at what I was grabbing, I used my keys to pop off the lid and took a swig of the lukewarm beer to wash away my nerves. I cringed slightly. Who bought this beer? If Gabe is so rich, you'd think he would of at least spent a pretty penny on some decent booze."You kind of look like an actor," a blonde girl approached me out of nowhere and mentioned, completely ignoring the courtesy of an introduction. She placed her index finger on her chin and tapped it, "I just can't figure out which one. You have this... smoldering intensity about you," she says and points up and down my body."Thank you?"She giggled, and her eyes darted to a friend of hers. She reached out to the brunette and pulls her over, saying, "D, doesn't he look like an actor?" They both looked at me like they were analyzing my features. "Is it James Franco? Or maybe Theo James? He looks like some sort of James." She waved her hand in dismissal, looking like she had given up her guessing."No, not a James," her friend, now known as D, said as she looked at me intently, "John. He looks like John K when he had the long, dark hair." She was looking at me but was talking to her friend as if I were a photograph on the wall that they had been admiring.Feeling awkward under their scrutinizing gazes, I smiled awkwardly and let my eyes wander the room.The second I smiled, the blonde snapped her fingers and said to her friend, still ignoring the fact that I'm a human being, "Yes! You're so right! John K with the intensity of Theo James."The two of them nodded at each other and then went back to looking at me. I still had a blank look on my face, unsure of what to do with myself. I have no idea who John K is, but I've been compared to Theo James and both Franco brothers before, among others."Oh, come on," the first girl said with an eye roll, "He does the song 'If We Never Met' and has a dog and sings all of his songs to his girlfriend in like... every music video!"'Because having a dog and girlfriend narrows down the music industry so much,' I thought to myself sarcastically and had to bite my tongue to stop myself from actually saying it."Sorry," I shook my head with an apologetic smile and shrug.A new song started playing, differently paced than what else had been playing earlier, and the blonde in front of me said "Oh! This is him! Listen! It's his song '6 months," she had her finger pointed upward and at the ceiling and then at her ear, she started swaying her body along with the rhythm of the acoustic guitar."Look," the brunette next to her said gently and nudged her head to the side.We both followed her gaze and found Gabe there, standing in front of a speaker and putting his phone away in his pocket before saying, "Happy anniversary, baby," with a smug look and his arms out for an embrace. Aurora appeared from around the corner and came to give him a big hug and peck on the lips."Aww, so cute," swooned the two beside me and I had to resist the urge to glare at them.Why did I want to glare at them? Damn these anger issues. Aurora is free to kiss anyone she wants, especially her boyfriend, and it shouldn't be getting under my skin like this. Maybe it's because they're being disgustingly cute that it's making me want to vomit."It's their half-year anniversary," said the blonde to me as if I had asked while I still had my eyes on the happy couple across the room.As if she felt eyes on her, Aurora turned and smiled as she saw the three of us. Giving Gabe one last peck on the cheek, she hurried over to us and hugged her friends before turning to me and exclaiming, "You came!" with big eyes and an excited look.I pulled the folded piece of paper that she had snuck into my pocket two days ago out of my jeans pocket and held it between my index and middle finger, telling her with a smirk, "Cute."She giggled and hid her face in her shoulder again. She seems to do that whenever she blushes. Her friends took a step back and told her that they would be roaming around the place, both of them with mirky grins and mischievous eyes. Did everyone think that I had a thing for Aurora? Literally every time I've been with her it's because she approached me. Was it because I called her cute?"I told you that you would make friends here," she looked back over her shoulder at the two girls who were now dancing."Friends is probably a stretch. I don't think you can call them friends if you don't know their names."Aurora chuckled, "The blonde is Jen, and the brunette is Dani. Boom, now your friends!"I hummed as I looked at the two before bringing my eyes back to Aurora. Taking in her features, I noted the grey cardigan she wore atop a blue blouse with a pair of black leggings and some flat boots. Her hair was straight, and makeup was minimal, her signature headphones missing.She noticed my staring, so I quickly asked, "You're not drinking?" I had noticed she didn't have a cup nor bottle in her hand."I'm the designated driver tonight."I narrowed my eyes at her, "Something tells me you're the designated driver every night."Aurora laughed and tucked some hair behind her ear, "Yeah, pretty much, but I don't mind it."I looked around and saw how many people were drinking here. Was Aurora expected to take all of them home herself? I set my beer down on a nearby table, deciding to be a secondary designated driver so she isn't stuck driving the entire student body at 3 AM.She noticed my gesture and told me, "You don't have to do that.""I want to," I said with a grin and she smiled back gratefully, "Besides," I pointed to the bottle and added, "that beer sucks."She chuckled at me again.
"Hey babe," Gabe said as he joined us. He kissed Aurora's forehead and wrapped his arm around her before turning his attention to me and asking, "You the new kid?"
Gabe looks something along the lines of a young Rob Gronkowski with less muscle. He's a wannabe Gronk."Yeah, I'm the new guy."He nodded his head for a second and twitched his jaw to one side, "Do you need a drink, man?" he lifted his own bottle as he asked me, it was the same kind of beer I had just put down and I had to hide my cringe."No thanks," I grinned, "I'm going to be another designated driver tonight."The look on his face was a mixture of expressions. He looked impressed, barely, taken aback, and he looked like he was coming up with some nicknames for me for Monday.He almost chuckled, "The designated driver? Why would you do that when we already have one?" He looked down at Aurora and squeezed her shoulder slightly, looking at her like he was proud, but I noticed that Aurora's smile had died down a little."What better way to learn the town than by driving around it? And if I help get people home safely while doing it, then it's a win-win," I smiled politely at him and noticed that Aurora was smiling broadly at me again.Gabe scoffed, "Whatever, dude," then took a swig of his own drink and walked away again.AURORA Gabe was being rude, and I couldn't help feeling a tad bit embarrassed. I was incredibly grateful that Kiran was being as kind as to stop drinking so that he could help me get these kids home. Some of them would pass out and have to crash here at Gabe’s house, but there was a good number of people who know their limit and will ask for a ride home before they pass out, throw up, or both. "I'm sorry about him," I felt the need to apologize for Gabe’s behavior, "He's really a good guy." "Yeah, so you've said," he mumbled while watching Gabe’s retreating figure with distaste. "I really appreciate you not drinking to help me out, but really, there won't be that many who need to be taken home, and I'm sure I can handle it myself. So drink, have fun, mingle, meet," I was making big hand motions to the room we were in and saw Kiran smirking at me. I have to admit that my heart leaped when he had called me cute and I had to hide my face
KIRAN I was simply minding my own business and enjoying watching Aurora and her friends dance when a drunk redhead named Rebecca came over and began talking before she threw herself on me. As much as I tried to pull away from her kisses, my restraint just made her go harder, I eventually gave up and decided to push through it until she needed some oxygen. It was the sound of a big thud on the ground that shocked her away from me. It sounded like someone had fallen over the railing on the second floor of the house and collided with the ground on the first floor. We both looked over, along with everyone else in the room, and saw Aurora and Gabe standing together, Aurora's friends were nearby with widened eyes and looks of fear as they stared at the couple. Gabe's body was blocking Aurora's face, but I could see her blonde hair and grey cardigan. What did I miss? Whose ass do I need to kick? The redhead's pale lips moved into a grin as she looked
AURORA Stacy is usually the first girl to get shit faced at these parties, and I was slightly surprised to hear that Kiran had already taken one girl home because she was too far gone, but I was thankful that he was helping me out and I wasn't on my own dealing with them anymore. I won't ask him to do this every time, but it's refreshing having someone even offer their help in the first place. As much as I adore and love Jen and Dani, they're more partners than me, so I usually end up driving them home as well. Most of the time, I don't mind it, but something Kiran had said was ringing in my ears. He had asked, "When do you get to have your own fun?" I think Kiran's idea of fun was something along the lines of this party - drinking and just hanging out, letting loose without a worry in the world. My answer to that question: Never. I have always been the one to look out for other people. The only person who ever really looke
KIRAN Some people had come to talk to me and engage in casual conversation while Aurora was gone taking people home, but none of them I thought I could consider becoming a close friend. It was true that some people were nice and personable, but there were some ugly things at this party as well. I noticed that the girls who hung around the jocks were becoming intoxicated quicker than the rest of the partiers. Maybe these girls are just drinking more than others? No, I had kept an eye on the brunette in a red top and jeans and she had only one cup. What was going on? As Aurora left the house and the door behind her shut, one of the jocks who was hanging out casually by the front door came over to gave and his friends and pulled a baggie out of his letterman jacket. The guys all gathered around the glass table, one of them pulling out a credit card of sorts and splitting the contents of the package. Fucking hell, they're snorting coke behind Aurora's bac
AURORA It was the first Monday of the new school year, and the third period was about to start after lunch when I caught up with Kiran in our chemistry class. I was almost late for our first class this morning after getting distracted by my music and I didn't get the chance to talk to him then. "Hey," I grinned at him. "Hey," he said coolly. "So, I thought about what you said and I want to hang out tonight." Kiran looked confused for a moment and looked off into the distance as if he were trying to remember, "Did I ask you out?" I chuckled, "No, not like that. It's a clear day out, not a single cloud in the sky. I want to show you how I have fun." Curious, Kiran lifted a brow at me and analyzed my features before agreeing, "Okay." My last period of the day is as an office aid, and I usually spend that time catching up on homework, but today I decided to do a little digging while the principal was in the bathroom and fin
AURORA We pulled up to the parking lot of Kiran's apartment building and I parked the car in an empty spot that faces the building. We sat in silence for a while, unsure of what to say. I was expecting him to get out of the car as soon as it stopped, but he just sat there, tense. I noticed in the corner of my eye that he turned his head to me, so I turned mine to look back at him. The look on his face was quizzical and his lips were tense, so I asked, "What?" "You're always smiling, always the designated driver at parties, I'm sure you probably console every crying person you come across and give screaming kids hugs... not once have I seen you show a weakness." I lifted my eyebrows, "Thank you," a small grin appeared on my lips. "It's not a good thing, Aurora." My smile fell and he went on, "You can't keep trying to help people, who's helping you?" "You sound like Gabe," I chuckled weakly and looked straight ahe
KIRAN A week passed after the party and it was now Friday in Mr. Hammond's chemistry class when Aurora mentioned to me, “The girls in our class haven’t stopped talking about you ever since the party. You seem to be quite popular with the ladies at this school.” I smirked and teased her, “Jealous, are we?” She smiled at me, “No. I’m just saying I’m glad you made some friends, and it also shows that you should listen to me more because I was right.” I only hummed in response, so she asked, “How’s it going with Courtney?” She ignored eye contact as she asked and I narrowed my eyes at her. “Fine. We texted over the weekend and she’s been joining me for lunch. Why?” “Just curious is all,” she smiled and met my eyes for half a second. A few heartbeats later and she mentioned again, “She’s telli
AURORA Six weeks passed, and Kiran and I had been spending more time together, especially at sundown when he joins me for my run. We talk and hang out, but at school, he chooses to keep a distance and refuses to have lunch with Gabe, Jen, and Dani, and me. The homecoming dance was only a couple of days away now. The students were losing their minds about it per usual and I only chuckled at them. Jen and Dani were especially freaking out about it. “I don’t have a date still!” Whined Jen at the table during lunch. “Aw, it’s okay, babe, you can be my date!” Offered Dani to her as she extended her hand from the other side of the table. Jen swatted her hand away and continued moping, putting her face on her palm. “I just want someone to ask me and be a gentleman and romantic about it, is that so much to ask?!” “I could set you up with someone from the team if you
AURORA "Because you want to." Such a simple answer to a heavy question. Four words, 16 letters, that hold so much truth that it could change my life forever. "We're going to be 18 soon," he began to reason, "The day that happens, we run away, we move to New York. You can focus on Broadway, and I've always wanted to fight at Madison Square Garden," he was smiling as he spoke, "I don't think either of us has much of a life here anymore... let's run away." My mouth was agape and my head was spinning. The thought of dropping everything and leaving with a guy that I've only known for a few months filled me with anxiety, fear, hope, and excitement. I've never done anything so crazy before - I've always been the goodie two shoes who always follows the rules, I'm not the kind of person to just run away with a guy I'm in love with. In love with. I smiled at my initial thought. When I thought about Gabe that d
AURORA My heart skipped a beat and my stomach dropped when I heard the knock on the door. I had been organizing things to donate before we moved while my parents were finishing up some things with their work before we packed up the house.My parents understood my uneasiness being back in the house, and I'm thankful for the move and how quickly they had gotten everything into motion. I see things differently now. I think differently. My mind has been rewired to assume that everyone meant me harm, that no one was who they claimed to be, and it was a horrifying revelation. When I saw it was Kiran, I was filled with relief more than anything, but I was also nervous to answer the door. I didn't know what he could be here to say that he hadn't said at the hospital or the night before Gabe's attack. Since I'm leaving, and I don't know if I'll ever see him again, I spilled everything to him. Every thought, emotion, feeling that I ever f
AURORA Sleep was impossible. I felt pain everywhere, and after a painful trip to the bathroom, I got to see all of the bruises that Gabe caused. My left eye was black, my bottom lip was busted, my cheek was red from him slapping me, and it is faintly visible where his hand was when he was choked me. I looked like I had been kidnapped and tortured for information. I learned that Gabe was on a separate floor than me and on the opposite side, which made me feel a little better, but they wouldn't tell me if he was awake or not - which was worrying. I found out this morning that my room faces East and I was able to watch the sunrise. I thought about Kiran a lot, especially then, but I tried to distract myself. My parents have forbidden me from seeing him several times now, and he even said that we don't belong together, so I am trying to put my own feelings to the side and respect their wishes. "Good morning, Ms. Wil
KIRAN "Mr. and Mrs. Williams," I greeted as they entered the waiting room where I had been sitting, "How is she?" They looked at each other and then Mrs. Williams said to me, "Kiran, Peter, and I would like to thank you for finding and bringing Aurora here, but we think you should leave." I swallowed, "Did she ask you to kick me out?" "No." "Yes." Her parents answered at the same time and Mrs. Williams looked at her husband in disbelief when he answered yes, all while keeping his eyes on Kiran with a strong and intimidating look. No matter if it was Aurora to ask me to leave or her parents, I'm clearly not welcomed here, so I nodded my head to them and left. Once outside the hospital and in the fresh, crisp air, I knew I wouldn't be able to go home and sit still, so I decided to walk to the gym - I had to get the car, anyway, so two birds with one stone. It was a forty-minute walk, and all the time I kept seeing
AURORA My eyelids were heavy and my body ached, the sound of a beeping heart monitor waking me up. Heart monitor. That means that someone found me and I'm not dead.I managed to open my eyes and saw everything blurry until I blinked a couple of times, then I noticed my hand felt heavy, so I looked down and saw a man's hand atop mine. My blood ran cold and I snatched it away as soon as possible, waking its owner. His forehead had been on the bed next to our hands, and he shook his black hair gently before he looked up at me, "Oh, hey, you're awake," he stood up and smiled that same smile that would always make me feel butterflies. Now, I barely felt anything. "Kiran?" I croaked out. My throat was dry and hurt like a bitch. "It's me, I'm here," he answered as he brought a straw for me to sip some water from to my lips, "I'm so sorry, Aurora. For everything." He tried to touch my face, but I quickly pulled away from him.
AURORA I got home as fast as possible and ran straight to my bedroom, crying into my pillow. I can't believe the things Kiran said to me. What about our dozens of times hanging out together? He didn't seem to have a problem with me then, so why now? Was it the kiss? Did I take it too far? Maybe it's the guys at the new gym? Maybe they're influencing him? I can't tell him to leave the gym when he quite literally just found it, that would be awful of me to do and it's not my place to do it. I should have stayed home after my nap and not gone out for a run - none of this would have happened if I hadn't been out and saw him. No! Stop blaming yourself, Aurora! He said awful things to you! Now anytime someone tells me my name is that of a Disney princess, all I'm going to hear is Kiran yelling, "You don't belong with me, you belong in some fucking Disney movie!" I frowned. I always thought that people loved Disney, I didn't
AURORA I rested my head back on the seat of my car and enjoyed the lingering feeling on my lips after kissing Kiran like my life depended on it. I laughed at myself for how bold I was with him, going so far as to straddle him on the couch. I giggled and hid my face in my hands, even though I was alone in my car. I drove home and went to my room to lay on the bed while listening to some music, eventually closing my eyes and drifting into a peaceful sleep to make up for last night's tossing and turning. When I woke up, I noticed the color of the sky beginning to turn orange and I shot up from my bed and headed downstairs and to my car. The only thing that would make this day better would be to run in the field towards the setting sun and get my exercise for the day. Checking my phone, I was slightly surprised to not have any messages from Kiran. I frowned then turned on the engine, heading to his place to see if he wanted to join me for my run like he u
KIRAN She looked over my shoulder at the door, exhaling shaky breaths until we heard my mom's muffled voice on the other side of the door. "Kiran, honey, did you bolt lock the door?" Aurora exhaled and closed her eyes in relief before getting off of me and sitting back on the couch. I got up and opened the door for my mom. She smiled at first and then looked worried, "Hey, Are you feeling okay? You're flushed," she put a hand on my face, "and you're warm." Stifled giggling came from the couch and mom and I both looked over to see Aurora hiding her face in a pillow. "Oh," my mom said with raised brows at her before looking back at me and looking me up and down with a mirky grin, "I just remembered that the car needs an oil change, so I'll just-" "No, it doesn't," I interrupted her and pulled her inside. "I should get home anyway," Aurora said as she got off the couch, "It was nice to see y
AURORAI had tossed and turned all night after taking a hot bath and scrubbing the hell out of my skin. Between my legs stung from Gabe's fingers and I was hoping the bath would help soothe my muscles, but it didn't work. The moment kept replaying in my mind every time I shut my eyes to the point where I was scared to close them. The fire of anger in Gabe's eyes as he hurt me would haunt me forever, I'm sure of it. I wore Kiran's shirt to bed, it was the only thing that could calm me down. My parents listened to what the principal said and they have forbidden me to see Kiran again. I tried to explain to them that Kiran was the good guy, but they agreed that if he got himself expelled, it just means he's a delinquent and I shouldn't be friends with him. I called them crazy and refused before heading back to my room and closing the door. I refuse to never see him again. End of discussion. Finally, after some hours, the memory of kis