ALVARO
A YEAR LATER
“Alpha— The Luna is in labour!” Dhruv announced and I jumped to my feet, filled with so much worry as I darted to her room.
“No, Alpha you can’t go in—”
“I must go in! I need to see HER!” I barked, filled with worry the moment I heard her loud cries. He’d be crazy to think I wouldn’t go in there.
I was fretting badly and her agonised sounds made my heart ache.
Dhruv held my hand tightly, refusing to let me inside and when I managed to push Dhruv away, the guards at the entrance stopped me from entering.
“Dhruv, I need to be there! She’s in there, suffering.” I muttered, feeling very scared and Dhruv sighed heavily, holding me tightly.
“Get a grip of yourself, Alpha. It’s wrong for you to be in there, I’m sure the Luna would be fine, please get yourself together.” Dhruv pleaded and the midwife dashed out.
“The Luna has refused to push until she sees the Alpha!” The midwife announced, sweating profusely as she glanced around for me, her worry making it difficult for her to concentrate on anything.
I pushed Dhruv out of the way as I dashed inside. My heart dropped as I saw her laying on the bed with her legs apart, she was naked and was covered in sweat.
Watching her there made me feel pity for her, for everything I’ve done, I regretted the kind of husband I had been to her.
My heart never belonged to her and I always treated her unfairly, putting everything before her but now I want to change for good. I don’t know if I’d be able to love her but I’m willing to try.
“I’m here, Luna.” I whispered as I fell to my knees, grabbing her hand immediately. I was sweating profusely too but I was concerned about her.
“Alpha— I don’t think I can do this—“ She whispered with tears and I shook his head.
“You’re the strongest woman I know, you can do it.”
I encouraged and she smiled faintly, finding comfort in my words.
“Push—“
“Argh!” She screamed as she pushed with all her might and I held on tightly, praying under my breath for the goddess to help her. Staring at her now, I realised how fragile she was and I called myself a big fool for not realizing earlier.
She was never happy in the marriage, she fulfilled her duty to her pack and I was very proud of her for that.
“You can do this Luna.” I whispered pleadingly and she smiled at me, panting heavily as her hand drifted to my face which she touched lightly.
I moved closer, allowing her more access to my face and she just smiled, staring at my dark, hollow eyes.
“I— I can’t—“ She whispered breathlessly and I kissed her hand, holding her tightly.
“You can— You would give birth to this baby and we would be a big family.” It was more of a plea than fact.
“I— I know you don’t love me because your heart belongs to your mate—“ She whispered and I shook my head, wondering why she was talking about a mate when her health was at stake.
“No— Let’s not talk about this now, you should be concerned about your health—“
“I’ve always loved you— Even before you chose me—“ She whispered and I smiled sadly. I hated myself because I couldn’t bring myself to say the same words to her.
“I’m not asking you to tell me the same— I forgive you, even if I try from now till an eternity, your heart belongs to her—“
“Please stop— I’m willing to be a better husband, I’m sorry for how I treated you—“ I pleaded, moved to tears and she shook her head, smiling through the sweat and pain.
“No— You don’t have to be— You tried your best to treat me well and I’m grateful for that— Our child— I want it to be named Juan or Juana—“
“Shhh— We would name it together, nothing is happening to you—“ I pleaded, swallowing the sadness in my throat.
She looked weary, tired and exhausted. Sweat was trickling down her body and it made me worried. “Please do something—“ I pleaded desperately and the midwife shook her head slightly.
“She’s losing blood, Alpha— She’s weak— This doesn’t look normal, she was poisoned—“ The midwife announced and I gasped, turning to her.
“Can’t we find a solution— Please save her— How did this happen?” I thundered, my fears were at the peak now as my eyes turned red.
“Please don’t—“
“Before I go, I want you to promise me something—“
“Get well and I promise you I’d give you my life” I was damn serious and she smiled softly, it was a beautiful smile and it brought water to my eyes.
“Alvaro, listen to me.” She gritted out and I nodded, the tears following freely now.
“This child must be trained with love— The love you couldn’t give me, please give it to this child, and this child must have a complete family, find your mate, you deserve happiness as much as this child deserves a mother. Only your mate can love this child the I’d love it—“
“No—“ I pleaded, my eyes already swollen as I sat on the floor sadly.
“Please, it’s either your mate or nobody— Please try to be happy—“
“I can’t be happy with it you” I pleaded and she smiled, panting heavily with pain as she had a determined look on her face.
“Argh—“ Her scream rang out and was eventually overshadowed by that of a baby. The midwife had a smile on her face but my gaze was focused on My Luna who slowly drifted to death, a satisfied smile on her face even though she never touched her baby.
“Argh.” I cried out while Dhruv patted my back softly. “I’m so sorry for your loss.” He whispered as the midwives took the baby while they began dressing Luna.
“Please be strong.” I heard countless whispers but I felt deserted and disconnected from the world. My hollow heart was bleeding.
“Where is she! I want to see my daughter!” I heard the gamma thunder as he walked inside but I was too engrossed in my pain to listen to him.
“You killed her!” He accused me and I raised my head in disbelief, my eyes bloodshot. My lips were too heavy to move.
“You bastard! You killed her!” He yelled as he grabbed my collar, making me rise to my feet. I pushed his hand away furiously, I was too weak to fight or exchange words, all I wanted was space to mourn my Luna.
“You bastard! You don’t deserve to live! I’ll make sure you never regret this! Her child can never be with you!” He announced making everywhere go silent as I whipped my head up.
“What?” I asked, just to be sure I had heard right.
“The only way this child can be with you is if you marry Emiliano! Only Emiliano can take care of the child! You should never be beside the child!” He snarled.
Ximena Six years later.Walking out of the pack house, I smiled softly as I made my way to the house. I was now one of the most respected female warriors and I owed it to grandmother.She had groomed me so well, it felt like I had killed my old self just to bring out this new person. The good in me had saved the Alpha eventually because I couldn’t stand seeing Xena in pain. He should forever be grateful for that.Although I still regretted not killing him.I wouldn’t be a monster like him and cause pain to Xena. Walking down the isolated path, I scented a different blood.It was fresh, vibrant and completely different from the dark ones that lurked around in the pack and I stopped.I turned around slowly, trying to figure out who was following me but I saw nothing and I turned around again. I took a few steps and concluded that something or someone was following me.“Who are you— Show yourself before I kill you!” I barked harshly and to my shock, a little boy walked ou
XimenaThe slap could’ve made the old me stagger in shock but I stood my ground, my teeth gritted with my hands fisted as I stared at Eloise with fury.“How dare you stare at the Alpha like that? Have some respect! He’s a fucking Alpha and you’re nothing but a guard, you should never look at him!” Eloise scolded and I scoffed with anger.She was the Alpha’s only sister and she behaved like she was the owner of the world. Everything about her reeked of pride and it was fucking disgusting to be around her. Her aura made my skin crawl with disdain.“Why did you come back? I’m sure you heard the Alpha was around that was why you rushed back.” She accused me and I scoffed, too bothered to even think of the Alpha who had already left.“I have nothing to say to you.” I replied as I turned around to leave but she held me back, making my anger triple.“Where are you running to? Are you going to run after him? Is this how desperate you are? You know nobody in this pack is going to be with you b
Alvaro“Alpha, are you sure about this? Do you think we should accept help from them? That pack is very dangerous— They have a bipolar Alpha—“ Dhruv’s voice was filled with concern and I sighed heavily.“There’s nothing I can do! My pack is in danger— My pack members have lived in fear for the past three years, they can’t live their lives in fear— I need to do something. I don’t care if they have a feral Alpha, as long as he can help!” I replied sternly, feeling angered that he was trying to dissuade me from choosing the most effective but dangerous way to save the pack.“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have crossed the line.” He whispered, bowing slightly and I nodded. He walked out and I slumped on the chair, using my hands to crease the worries out of my forehead.Going to the Shadow pack had been a very dangerous decision but just like I did what I had to do for my pack six years ago by rejecting my mate and getting mated to a woman of powerful background, I was going to give all it takes
Ximena I got up from bed the next day with a raging headache, I was still pissed from what had happened last night and the air that hovered around me was that of great anger.“Ximena, father did what he could, you wouldn't return home that’s why—“ Xena tried to explain as I made my way to the bathroom.“Really? That was the best way he could convince me? By lying and making me crazy with worry?” I retorted with anger.“You’ve ignored their words for six years, Ximena. They were desperate, they love us so much to lie just to get us back—“ She tried to explain but no explanation was justifiable for what had happened.“No. That was too extreme and I meant every word I said to them. I’m never returning back to the pack and I mean it.” I replied vehemently and I heard Xena whimper sadly.Not even her sad cries would make me go back, my mind is made up already. “Why? It’s been six years and not once have you felt anything after the rejection. The bond has been severed and even if you see
XIMENA POV—“Ximena, would you please pass the clothes?” Mother asked, waiting for me to pass the pile of laundry.“It’s sunny and the best time to do the laundry.” Mother muttered as I passed the pile of clothes to her. Mother was a housekeeper and with a smile, I put the clothes in the basket, holding it as we both headed outside.The moment I took a whiff of the air, the basket fell out of my hand. “Ximena—“ Mom was shocked as she turned to me and I began panting heavily, my heart was racing and it felt like I was having a panic attack only that this was better.It was indescribable, serene and beautiful. My heart was skipping countless beats and I felt my legs taking a few steps away from mom.“Ximena— Are you okay?” Mom demanded but I could barely hear her now because something else was drumming in my ears.My heartbeat was drumming loudly in my ears and before I could say jack, I felt my wolf stir up with delight, she was purring loudly and wagging her tail with delight.I had
Alvaro“Check the daughters of the nobles and see who has a lot of connection and power. I want someone powerful, then announce to the pack that I have found my Luna.” I ordered my Beta immediately he entered my office and he froze, his eyes widening with shock.I had been sitting in one position for more than fifteen minutes, the scene at the market still playing in my head because I was still in shock.I’d have the same reaction too if I hadn’t experienced the mind wrecking moment in the market.“What! Chosen mate? Alvaro— You swore you’d never take a chosen mate while your mate was still alive— You swore you’d wait for an eternity to find your mate—” Each word sent daggers through my heart, the last time I felt such pain was a year ago .“Alpha, what’s wrong?” Dhruv, my Beta and best friend asked, he could see the huge gloom in my eyes.“Are you okay Alpha? Is there a problem— Did you receive any threat again?” He asked and I shook my head without a word.“I’m fine—” I said, soundi
XIMENA POV—“A mate was meant to be your soulmate chosen by the goddess to be your life’s partner, the one person whose soul fits with yours, you get merged together to form one, the one person whom the goddess deems fit to entrust your entire life with.” These were the words of mother.“To us wolves, a mate is believed to be the turning point of your life, the one person who has the power to elevate your life, the one who brightens up your sad and miserable life, the one person who completes your soul.”The more I remembered her words, the more unbearable the pain gnawing my heart was.With shame, I made my way to the house where the whole family was waiting for me.They stared at me expectantly, their faces filled with joy, I could see the bright glow on the face of my mother, father was glancing at me with pride.My brothers weren’t left out, they couldn’t wait for me to share the good news, and I felt torn between telling the truth and lying to keep them safe.The lump in my throa
XimenaI ran nonstop for hours, Xena my wolf wasn’t weary as she ran and it was a big shock to me because I had never ran for up to an hour without being weak.After crossing the borders of the Shadow pack, I was filled with fear. Lots of vile things lurked in the shadows and where I was heading to was unknown to me but Xena knew the way by heart. She was heading to grandmother. “Grandmother— I—“ I whispered as I shifted in front of a house where my beautiful and young grandmother stood.She looked like an angel and it was no secret that she never aged because of the strange powers she had.The Shadow pack was a pack known for its ruthlessness, insane and deadly wolves. Most rogues come from the shadow pack and not everyone can enter the pack without turning feral.“Ximena.” Her angelic voice made me feel warmth like no other and I nodded, tears of joy streaming down my face as I walked towards her, naked.The house had an eerie feeling around it, it was bright, yet dark. She smiled
Ximena I got up from bed the next day with a raging headache, I was still pissed from what had happened last night and the air that hovered around me was that of great anger.“Ximena, father did what he could, you wouldn't return home that’s why—“ Xena tried to explain as I made my way to the bathroom.“Really? That was the best way he could convince me? By lying and making me crazy with worry?” I retorted with anger.“You’ve ignored their words for six years, Ximena. They were desperate, they love us so much to lie just to get us back—“ She tried to explain but no explanation was justifiable for what had happened.“No. That was too extreme and I meant every word I said to them. I’m never returning back to the pack and I mean it.” I replied vehemently and I heard Xena whimper sadly.Not even her sad cries would make me go back, my mind is made up already. “Why? It’s been six years and not once have you felt anything after the rejection. The bond has been severed and even if you see
Alvaro“Alpha, are you sure about this? Do you think we should accept help from them? That pack is very dangerous— They have a bipolar Alpha—“ Dhruv’s voice was filled with concern and I sighed heavily.“There’s nothing I can do! My pack is in danger— My pack members have lived in fear for the past three years, they can’t live their lives in fear— I need to do something. I don’t care if they have a feral Alpha, as long as he can help!” I replied sternly, feeling angered that he was trying to dissuade me from choosing the most effective but dangerous way to save the pack.“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have crossed the line.” He whispered, bowing slightly and I nodded. He walked out and I slumped on the chair, using my hands to crease the worries out of my forehead.Going to the Shadow pack had been a very dangerous decision but just like I did what I had to do for my pack six years ago by rejecting my mate and getting mated to a woman of powerful background, I was going to give all it takes
XimenaThe slap could’ve made the old me stagger in shock but I stood my ground, my teeth gritted with my hands fisted as I stared at Eloise with fury.“How dare you stare at the Alpha like that? Have some respect! He’s a fucking Alpha and you’re nothing but a guard, you should never look at him!” Eloise scolded and I scoffed with anger.She was the Alpha’s only sister and she behaved like she was the owner of the world. Everything about her reeked of pride and it was fucking disgusting to be around her. Her aura made my skin crawl with disdain.“Why did you come back? I’m sure you heard the Alpha was around that was why you rushed back.” She accused me and I scoffed, too bothered to even think of the Alpha who had already left.“I have nothing to say to you.” I replied as I turned around to leave but she held me back, making my anger triple.“Where are you running to? Are you going to run after him? Is this how desperate you are? You know nobody in this pack is going to be with you b
Ximena Six years later.Walking out of the pack house, I smiled softly as I made my way to the house. I was now one of the most respected female warriors and I owed it to grandmother.She had groomed me so well, it felt like I had killed my old self just to bring out this new person. The good in me had saved the Alpha eventually because I couldn’t stand seeing Xena in pain. He should forever be grateful for that.Although I still regretted not killing him.I wouldn’t be a monster like him and cause pain to Xena. Walking down the isolated path, I scented a different blood.It was fresh, vibrant and completely different from the dark ones that lurked around in the pack and I stopped.I turned around slowly, trying to figure out who was following me but I saw nothing and I turned around again. I took a few steps and concluded that something or someone was following me.“Who are you— Show yourself before I kill you!” I barked harshly and to my shock, a little boy walked ou
ALVARO A YEAR LATER“Alpha— The Luna is in labour!” Dhruv announced and I jumped to my feet, filled with so much worry as I darted to her room.“No, Alpha you can’t go in—”“I must go in! I need to see HER!” I barked, filled with worry the moment I heard her loud cries. He’d be crazy to think I wouldn’t go in there.I was fretting badly and her agonised sounds made my heart ache.Dhruv held my hand tightly, refusing to let me inside and when I managed to push Dhruv away, the guards at the entrance stopped me from entering.“Dhruv, I need to be there! She’s in there, suffering.” I muttered, feeling very scared and Dhruv sighed heavily, holding me tightly.“Get a grip of yourself, Alpha. It’s wrong for you to be in there, I’m sure the Luna would be fine, please get yourself together.” Dhruv pleaded and the midwife dashed out.“The Luna has refused to push until she sees the Alpha!” The midwife announced, sweating profusely as she glanced around for
XimenaI ran nonstop for hours, Xena my wolf wasn’t weary as she ran and it was a big shock to me because I had never ran for up to an hour without being weak.After crossing the borders of the Shadow pack, I was filled with fear. Lots of vile things lurked in the shadows and where I was heading to was unknown to me but Xena knew the way by heart. She was heading to grandmother. “Grandmother— I—“ I whispered as I shifted in front of a house where my beautiful and young grandmother stood.She looked like an angel and it was no secret that she never aged because of the strange powers she had.The Shadow pack was a pack known for its ruthlessness, insane and deadly wolves. Most rogues come from the shadow pack and not everyone can enter the pack without turning feral.“Ximena.” Her angelic voice made me feel warmth like no other and I nodded, tears of joy streaming down my face as I walked towards her, naked.The house had an eerie feeling around it, it was bright, yet dark. She smiled
XIMENA POV—“A mate was meant to be your soulmate chosen by the goddess to be your life’s partner, the one person whose soul fits with yours, you get merged together to form one, the one person whom the goddess deems fit to entrust your entire life with.” These were the words of mother.“To us wolves, a mate is believed to be the turning point of your life, the one person who has the power to elevate your life, the one who brightens up your sad and miserable life, the one person who completes your soul.”The more I remembered her words, the more unbearable the pain gnawing my heart was.With shame, I made my way to the house where the whole family was waiting for me.They stared at me expectantly, their faces filled with joy, I could see the bright glow on the face of my mother, father was glancing at me with pride.My brothers weren’t left out, they couldn’t wait for me to share the good news, and I felt torn between telling the truth and lying to keep them safe.The lump in my throa
Alvaro“Check the daughters of the nobles and see who has a lot of connection and power. I want someone powerful, then announce to the pack that I have found my Luna.” I ordered my Beta immediately he entered my office and he froze, his eyes widening with shock.I had been sitting in one position for more than fifteen minutes, the scene at the market still playing in my head because I was still in shock.I’d have the same reaction too if I hadn’t experienced the mind wrecking moment in the market.“What! Chosen mate? Alvaro— You swore you’d never take a chosen mate while your mate was still alive— You swore you’d wait for an eternity to find your mate—” Each word sent daggers through my heart, the last time I felt such pain was a year ago .“Alpha, what’s wrong?” Dhruv, my Beta and best friend asked, he could see the huge gloom in my eyes.“Are you okay Alpha? Is there a problem— Did you receive any threat again?” He asked and I shook my head without a word.“I’m fine—” I said, soundi
XIMENA POV—“Ximena, would you please pass the clothes?” Mother asked, waiting for me to pass the pile of laundry.“It’s sunny and the best time to do the laundry.” Mother muttered as I passed the pile of clothes to her. Mother was a housekeeper and with a smile, I put the clothes in the basket, holding it as we both headed outside.The moment I took a whiff of the air, the basket fell out of my hand. “Ximena—“ Mom was shocked as she turned to me and I began panting heavily, my heart was racing and it felt like I was having a panic attack only that this was better.It was indescribable, serene and beautiful. My heart was skipping countless beats and I felt my legs taking a few steps away from mom.“Ximena— Are you okay?” Mom demanded but I could barely hear her now because something else was drumming in my ears.My heartbeat was drumming loudly in my ears and before I could say jack, I felt my wolf stir up with delight, she was purring loudly and wagging her tail with delight.I had