ALVARO
A YEAR LATER
“Alpha— The Luna is in labour!” Dhruv announced and I jumped to my feet, filled with so much worry as I darted to her room.
“No, Alpha you can’t go in—”
“I must go in! I need to see HER!” I barked, filled with worry the moment I heard her loud cries. He’d be crazy to think I wouldn’t go in there.
I was fretting badly and her agonised sounds made my heart ache.
Dhruv held my hand tightly, refusing to let me inside and when I managed to push Dhruv away, the guards at the entrance stopped me from entering.
“Dhruv, I need to be there! She’s in there, suffering.” I muttered, feeling very scared and Dhruv sighed heavily, holding me tightly.
“Get a grip of yourself, Alpha. It’s wrong for you to be in there, I’m sure the Luna would be fine, please get yourself together.” Dhruv pleaded and the midwife dashed out.
“The Luna has refused to push until she sees the Alpha!” The midwife announced, sweating profusely as she glanced around for me, her worry making it difficult for her to concentrate on anything.
I pushed Dhruv out of the way as I dashed inside. My heart dropped as I saw her laying on the bed with her legs apart, she was naked and was covered in sweat.
Watching her there made me feel pity for her, for everything I’ve done, I regretted the kind of husband I had been to her.
My heart never belonged to her and I always treated her unfairly, putting everything before her but now I want to change for good. I don’t know if I’d be able to love her but I’m willing to try.
“I’m here, Luna.” I whispered as I fell to my knees, grabbing her hand immediately. I was sweating profusely too but I was concerned about her.
“Alpha— I don’t think I can do this—“ She whispered with tears and I shook his head.
“You’re the strongest woman I know, you can do it.”
I encouraged and she smiled faintly, finding comfort in my words.
“Push—“
“Argh!” She screamed as she pushed with all her might and I held on tightly, praying under my breath for the goddess to help her. Staring at her now, I realised how fragile she was and I called myself a big fool for not realizing earlier.
She was never happy in the marriage, she fulfilled her duty to her pack and I was very proud of her for that.
“You can do this Luna.” I whispered pleadingly and she smiled at me, panting heavily as her hand drifted to my face which she touched lightly.
I moved closer, allowing her more access to my face and she just smiled, staring at my dark, hollow eyes.
“I— I can’t—“ She whispered breathlessly and I kissed her hand, holding her tightly.
“You can— You would give birth to this baby and we would be a big family.” It was more of a plea than fact.
“I— I know you don’t love me because your heart belongs to your mate—“ She whispered and I shook my head, wondering why she was talking about a mate when her health was at stake.
“No— Let’s not talk about this now, you should be concerned about your health—“
“I’ve always loved you— Even before you chose me—“ She whispered and I smiled sadly. I hated myself because I couldn’t bring myself to say the same words to her.
“I’m not asking you to tell me the same— I forgive you, even if I try from now till an eternity, your heart belongs to her—“
“Please stop— I’m willing to be a better husband, I’m sorry for how I treated you—“ I pleaded, moved to tears and she shook her head, smiling through the sweat and pain.
“No— You don’t have to be— You tried your best to treat me well and I’m grateful for that— Our child— I want it to be named Juan or Juana—“
“Shhh— We would name it together, nothing is happening to you—“ I pleaded, swallowing the sadness in my throat.
She looked weary, tired and exhausted. Sweat was trickling down her body and it made me worried. “Please do something—“ I pleaded desperately and the midwife shook her head slightly.
“She’s losing blood, Alpha— She’s weak— This doesn’t look normal, she was poisoned—“ The midwife announced and I gasped, turning to her.
“Can’t we find a solution— Please save her— How did this happen?” I thundered, my fears were at the peak now as my eyes turned red.
“Please don’t—“
“Before I go, I want you to promise me something—“
“Get well and I promise you I’d give you my life” I was damn serious and she smiled softly, it was a beautiful smile and it brought water to my eyes.
“Alvaro, listen to me.” She gritted out and I nodded, the tears following freely now.
“This child must be trained with love— The love you couldn’t give me, please give it to this child, and this child must have a complete family, find your mate, you deserve happiness as much as this child deserves a mother. Only your mate can love this child the I’d love it—“
“No—“ I pleaded, my eyes already swollen as I sat on the floor sadly.
“Please, it’s either your mate or nobody— Please try to be happy—“
“I can’t be happy with it you” I pleaded and she smiled, panting heavily with pain as she had a determined look on her face.
“Argh—“ Her scream rang out and was eventually overshadowed by that of a baby. The midwife had a smile on her face but my gaze was focused on My Luna who slowly drifted to death, a satisfied smile on her face even though she never touched her baby.
“Argh.” I cried out while Dhruv patted my back softly. “I’m so sorry for your loss.” He whispered as the midwives took the baby while they began dressing Luna.
“Please be strong.” I heard countless whispers but I felt deserted and disconnected from the world. My hollow heart was bleeding.
“Where is she! I want to see my daughter!” I heard the gamma thunder as he walked inside but I was too engrossed in my pain to listen to him.
“You killed her!” He accused me and I raised my head in disbelief, my eyes bloodshot. My lips were too heavy to move.
“You bastard! You killed her!” He yelled as he grabbed my collar, making me rise to my feet. I pushed his hand away furiously, I was too weak to fight or exchange words, all I wanted was space to mourn my Luna.
“You bastard! You don’t deserve to live! I’ll make sure you never regret this! Her child can never be with you!” He announced making everywhere go silent as I whipped my head up.
“What?” I asked, just to be sure I had heard right.
“The only way this child can be with you is if you marry Emiliano! Only Emiliano can take care of the child! You should never be beside the child!” He snarled.
Ximena Six years later.Walking out of the pack house, I smiled softly as I made my way to the house. I was now one of the most respected female warriors and I owed it to grandmother.She had groomed me so well, it felt like I had killed my old self just to bring out this new person. The good in me had saved the Alpha eventually because I couldn’t stand seeing Xena in pain. He should forever be grateful for that.Although I still regretted not killing him.I wouldn’t be a monster like him and cause pain to Xena. Walking down the isolated path, I scented a different blood.It was fresh, vibrant and completely different from the dark ones that lurked around in the pack and I stopped.I turned around slowly, trying to figure out who was following me but I saw nothing and I turned around again. I took a few steps and concluded that something or someone was following me.“Who are you— Show yourself before I kill you!” I barked harshly and to my shock, a little boy walked ou
XimenaThe slap could’ve made the old me stagger in shock but I stood my ground, my teeth gritted with my hands fisted as I stared at Eloise with fury.“How dare you stare at the Alpha like that? Have some respect! He’s a fucking Alpha and you’re nothing but a guard, you should never look at him!” Eloise scolded and I scoffed with anger.She was the Alpha’s only sister and she behaved like she was the owner of the world. Everything about her reeked of pride and it was fucking disgusting to be around her. Her aura made my skin crawl with disdain.“Why did you come back? I’m sure you heard the Alpha was around that was why you rushed back.” She accused me and I scoffed, too bothered to even think of the Alpha who had already left.“I have nothing to say to you.” I replied as I turned around to leave but she held me back, making my anger triple.“Where are you running to? Are you going to run after him? Is this how desperate you are? You know nobody in this pack is going to be with you b
Alvaro“Alpha, are you sure about this? Do you think we should accept help from them? That pack is very dangerous— They have a bipolar Alpha—“ Dhruv’s voice was filled with concern and I sighed heavily.“There’s nothing I can do! My pack is in danger— My pack members have lived in fear for the past three years, they can’t live their lives in fear— I need to do something. I don’t care if they have a feral Alpha, as long as he can help!” I replied sternly, feeling angered that he was trying to dissuade me from choosing the most effective but dangerous way to save the pack.“I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have crossed the line.” He whispered, bowing slightly and I nodded. He walked out and I slumped on the chair, using my hands to crease the worries out of my forehead.Going to the Shadow pack had been a very dangerous decision but just like I did what I had to do for my pack six years ago by rejecting my mate and getting mated to a woman of powerful background, I was going to give all it takes
Ximena I got up from bed the next day with a raging headache, I was still pissed from what had happened last night and the air that hovered around me was that of great anger.“Ximena, father did what he could, you wouldn't return home that’s why—“ Xena tried to explain as I made my way to the bathroom.“Really? That was the best way he could convince me? By lying and making me crazy with worry?” I retorted with anger.“You’ve ignored their words for six years, Ximena. They were desperate, they love us so much to lie just to get us back—“ She tried to explain but no explanation was justifiable for what had happened.“No. That was too extreme and I meant every word I said to them. I’m never returning back to the pack and I mean it.” I replied vehemently and I heard Xena whimper sadly.Not even her sad cries would make me go back, my mind is made up already. “Why? It’s been six years and not once have you felt anything after the rejection. The bond has been severed and even if you see
Ximena“I need to leave, grandmother. I’m very grateful for all you've done for me— I promise to be back immediately when I finish.” I vowed and she smiled, pulling me for a hug.“I’ll miss you so much, child. I know you have to go, it’s your destiny and not even a few years of hiding can stop it.” She replied and I furrowed my brows, wondering why she was speaking in parables now.“What do you mean?”“When the time is ripe, you will know. Take good care of yourself, I’m fine, you don’t need to worry about me, I have lots of people here with me. Focus on helping the pack.” She replied and I nodded, hugging her tightly while the guard announced his arrival with the honking of the car.“I love you so much, Grandmother. Thank you so much for making me the warrior I am.” I whispered softly, my heart melting into one big puddle of sadness as I let go of her reluctantly.Sluggishly, I made my way to the car but I couldn’t stop turning around to stare at her while she waved at me with a big
Ximena“Father—“ I broke into tears as I knelt beside him, unable to hold back the tears that were already flooding my cheeks.“I’m so sorry father— I— I’m back—“ I whispered, wishing he’d wake up and someone could tell me what was happening. I stared at mother for an answer but she was too emotional to speak and I turned to my brothers.“He was attacked when he followed you that night— The rogues attacked him.” Kushim whispered softly and my tears intensified.It was all my fault. I was being a big fool and now Dad’s life is in danger— I’m a bad daughter, I don’t deserve them.“Argh!” I yelled as hot tears gushed out of my eyes, the more, Xena was whimpering with agony but we both knew this was all my fault.“Dad, please— it’s all my fault, I was a fool— I should never have— Why didn’t anyone tell me!” I yelled painfully.“He warned us not to tell you— He didn’t want to bother you.” This only brought more sadness to me. He was the best father in the world, even in death, he was willi
Ximena“I’ve been waiting for you.” He muttered as he walked up to me, hugging my legs.For a moment I got lost, I wondered what he was talking about and how he knew I’d be here. I also realized that he was from this pack, I hadn’t asked which pack he was from and his family had visited the Shadow pack to strike the deal.“Wh— What are you talking about?” I asked, sniffing and he released my legs, moving to my favorite spot and patted it for me to sit.I was too stunned to say a word so I had to sit. “What are you doing here? How did you know I’d be here?” I stared at him intently and he smiled softly.“I don’t know, I just had a hunch, I told you previously that my instincts are always right.” He replied and I stared at him intently, this has got to be some crazy kid because why the heck would he be hovering around me and call it instincts?There was a strange thing about him, this kid felt like a part of me for odd reasons and the connection was insane even though I tried to ignore
Alvaro I was deep in thought as I remembered my mate— I failed to protect her, she was dead because of my incompetence.Not only her, I’ve been a terrible Alpha for months now, I can barely protect my people and it’s high time I take a bold step, this must end.If I had been more competent then this wouldn’t have happened. My wolf Alejandro was in so much pain, for days all he did was meditate without saying a word for me.It was torture. I remembered the words of my wife, Juan must never be trained by any woman, except my mate— his chances of having a mother just reduced from 50 to 0, all because of my bad governance.Maybe the Gamma is right, I’m not fit to rule, I should step down and let him rule, that way he’d take care of the pack.“Daddy!” Juan’s loud voice snapped me out of my trance and I smiled faintly, welcoming him in my arms.“How are you? Did you have fun outside?” I asked and he nodded. “Let’s take a stroll.” He suggested and I nodded, moving everything aside as I got
XimenaI was facing alpha Alvaro in his office with a frown. I looked terrible because my hair was scattered, my eyes were red and I had dark spots underneath.I couldn’t sleep throughout the night because I couldn’t stop thinking about the Rogue king. “Ximena…”“I need answers, I want to know why Alpha Gonzalo and the Rogue king are after me. I need to know.” I replied, staring at him intently and he exhaled.“I’m equally confused. I don’t know what to think…”“I need a reason…” My voice softened. “The Rogue king has been terrorizing packs long before I was born but never for once has there been rumors of him trying to capture any wolf so he could mark her. What is it? Why am I suddenly wanted by multiple powerful men?” I was in utter confusion and he walked towards me, placing his hands on me.“I’m equally confused, Ximena. Nobody knows what the rogue king is thinking, he’s not telling his followers enough information and all we can do is try to catch him but that is proving to be
XimenaI was returning from the Shadow pack, driving through the empty road when I sniffed a different scent in the air.I had paid grandmother a visit and although I'd have loved to spend a full day with her, I couldn’t. Everything felt different, I knew it was outside of the packs but the air here was always clean, pure and nice but today it seemed polluted in a way.I couldn’t explain but there was a lot, countless things had changed. It bothered me more than it was supposed to.Maybe I was being overly cautious. “Xena… I don’t feel safe…” I whispered softly as I stepped on the pedals, increasing my speed.“Let’s try our best to reach the pack. Seems like something dark is lurking around but don’t stop!” She replied and I nodded, driving crazily.I was so close to the border when I saw a figure crossing the road. I slammed my legs on the brakes, my car screeching to a halt.The sudden halt made me jerk out of my seat but with the seatbelt holding me down, it was only my hair that
Ximena I couldn’t stop thinking about Alvaro, everything in the house reminded me of him. I decided to take the day off because I felt like a fool.Remembering the words I had said to him, my cheeks heated up, I was about to die of embarrassment on my bed.“Why the fuck would you say such words to him, Ximena.” I questioned myself.“Because you’re in love.” Xena replied and I rolled my eyes.“Oh please, not everything is love. Can you remember the sex I had with Mark, why didn’t you call it love?” I demanded.“Because it wasn’t love, it was because of your heat and it wasn’t good enough but Alvaro… Alvaro, girl you’re about to have the fucking best time of your life.” She exaggerated and I just shook my head slowly.“Ximena, stop trying to complicate things. This isn’t love, it’s more like attraction because we are always in compromising situations. I can assure you it’s anything but love.” I replied and Xena giggled.“It’s more than just attraction. You know it deep down but you pre
Alvaro I couldn’t stop staring at Ximena as she read a book to Juan who was slowly drifting to sleep. He looked happy, his eyes were glowing and for the first time in his life, he felt something so close to maternal love. I was so pleased. This was what a family was like and it fueled my resolve to make Juan experience family. I would stop at nothing until I made Ximena my wife and I knew it’d take nothing to him to start acknowledging her as his mother. I wanted to give him a mother so desperately, he deserved a big family. “Good night son.” I whispered softly as I placed a small kiss on his head while Ximena closed the book. She placed it on his small table and rose slowly, her face was flushed and I could tell that she was emotional. It was evident that this was her first time reading a book to a kid but she was so perfect at it. Motherhood was a lot but for her, it seemed like she was born to be a mother, to have kids and love them unconditionally. There was a lot of tensi
XimenaI saw her eyes flash with anger, her muscles tensed and she fisted her hand, her nails digging into her palms as she glared daggers at me.Her gaze was fixated on me, hostility visible and despite that she was quiet, her anger had spoken volumes already.“How dare you!” She snarled after a prolonged silence and Alpha Alvaro let go of me slowly.“What do you want, Emiliano?” He demanded as he stepped forward, his huge body shielding me away from her deadly glare.“Is this how you want to pay back Marie? Her son is lying on a sick bed, battling for his life and you’re here in the arms of your lowlife mate! What am I saying! All these are adding up! My sister was poisoned and now her son is facing the same thing. I think we all know who the culprit is here but you’ve been blinded already! Ever since she came into this pack, she began misleading you!” Emiliano yelled and I felt Alvaro’s muscle tense for a moment.“Emiliano, watch your words!” He announced lowly, a warning tone in h
XimenaArriving at the hospital, I was torn between going to search for Juan and leaving. I stayed at the reception and watched as everyone went by their business.I wished I could see Dhruv or any doctor who I could speak with before entering inside. I was trembling with worry and Emiliano’s words echoed in my ears.“Oh please, stop pretending. They’ve visited that restaurant numerous times but the very first time they go with you, Juan gets attacked. Do you want to tell me you have nothing to do with this?”“Are you really going to listen to Emiliano Of all people?” Xena demanded and I exhaled.“I’m trying not to but there’s nothing I can do. Since I came to the pack Juan had always been fine… Someone knew we were at the restaurant together and I’m sure the person is behind this. Someone is trying to make me take the blame for all these. And now I don’t know what the Alpha might be thinking…”“Alpha Alvaro isn’t like that. He won’t accuse you of something you know nothing about. If
Ximena I avoided eye contact with everyone immediately I entered the house, Alpha Alvaro had ended up walking with me to the house and everyone stared at me.I could feel their inquisitive gaze prickle my skin as I headed towards my room. “Goodnight mom.” I mumbled and they all burst into laughter.“All secrets will be revealed eventually, it’s just a matter of time.” I heard Aarav mumble, I almost scowled at him but decided to go to bed.“Let's give it time, how about a month or three weeks.” Kushim added as they both burst into laughter.I paused for a moment but continued walking.I locked the door immediately I entered the room and threw myself on the bed, exhaling deeply as I tried to calm my racing heart.My palms covered my face as my cheeks burned, I needed no one to tell me I was blushing.“What the heck is wrong with me? Family dinners now, what’s next?” I asked myself even though I knew the answer.I hit my cheeks softly, I tried to get alpha Alvaro out of my head but it w
Alvaro“Are you still worried about the rogue king?” Dhruv asked and I nodded. We were both in my office, trying to settle the ledger but I kept getting distracted.I couldn’t stop thinking about Ximena. She was in danger, she needed protection. “She’s in danger. I don’t know why but I can’t shake off the feeling, why do you think the Rogue king wants her? What about Gonzalo? Why does he want her? Everything is just too suspicious.” I replied as I stood up and walked towards the window.I searched for her among the guards and a smile appeared on my face when my gaze rested on her. She stood out in the crowd and my smile broadened.“Maybe because she’s beautiful… This is the only reason I can think of. She’s beautiful and she’s a skilled warrior, they want her to fight for them. I’m sure Alpha Gonzalo has tried to poach her.” I clenched my fists in anger.That bastard, he was too greedy and it infuriated me.“I don’t think it’s because she’s beautiful… She’s beautiful but there must be
Ximena The rogues attacked again and we were ready for them, the guards were all deployed and it didn’t take long before we overpowered them.From where I fought, I seemed to be getting only the most powerful rogues and much to my shock, they weren’t attacking to kill me, they were weakening my defenses.They kept attacking repeatedly, trying to make me weary and it got me worried. If they weren’t trying to kill me then they were torturing me before killing me.I found myself getting surrounded and as I tried to fight back, It felt like I was getting pulled away from the rest of the pack.Something was wrong, I could feel it and Xena was worried too. This wasn’t normal. No rogue would spare a wolf, except they had ulterior motives.I was slowly getting cut out of the pack and I began to holler, alerting the others and it was only a matter of time before everyone came to my rescue.They slayed the rogues and while the rest retreated, they were able to capture one who was filled with f