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134. To Love Again

Penulis: Kiki Jones
last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2024-09-18 21:26:35

AURELIA

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Raiden led me to a more private area of the pack in silence. I tried to ignore the bile in my throat as Mia Lu’s words echoed in my mind. Mia Lu had made me realize that Raiden wasn’t the only one at fault.

I was too.

Yes, he hurt me– physically, mentally and emotionally.

Yes, he failed me as my mate.

Yes, he was wrong in many ways.

However, for how long would I hold on to the past? How long would I deprive myself of true happiness? I don’t have to fall in love with him but I could at least stop holding on to hate. I could give him a chance to prove himself to me and most especially the kids.

Doing that could also help me acquire massive spiritual energy–

“Please have a seat.” Raiden’s gentle tone called me out of my thoughts.

Our eyes met before mine fell to the fallen log of a tree he asked me to sit on. I sat and he did too, putting space between us.

“I’m sorry for making you feel uncomfortable by asking you–” Raiden began with a sigh.

I cut in, gazing at the tre
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Kiki Jones
I hope you are still here
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NailedBy Vanity
It's taking WAYYYY too long for the new chapters. It's annoying that it's not complete... I may end up abandoning this book all together due to the lack of completion... sadly
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Davia Schloss
the story is getting better ... they deserve a chance also I hope they win the war and battle between Larissa and Tristan
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