ALPHA ZADE “Are you okay?” a soft feminine voice says as I feel a hand on my shoulder. I jerk awake, breathing heavily. I blinked multiple times, looking around the room like a maniac. There is a voice in my head, sounding panicked as fuck and it keeps repeating the same word over and over again
All the things I endured in alpha training school. My father is a piece of cake compared to some of the guys I had to fight. The things I had to do to pass. She said killing him is a line I shouldn’t cross. Whatever that means, it doesn't matter right now. I needed to find her. I ran back out, my
FEYRE I hear loud voices. A constant beeping and movement. Too much movement. My stomach rolls and bile rises up to my throat. “Shit.” someone curses loudly and I feel a hand cradling the back of my head, holding me up. At first, I thought it was Zade but quickly squash that thought, it is not
FEYRE The nurse the doctor mentioned came about ten minutes after he left, if I counted correctly. She was dressed in the usual nurses uniform and was plainfully human like him. She kept looking at me like she expected me to jump her or something. Which would be impossible seeing as they had tied
FEYRE The crazy doctor proved he was also a masochist. Cause he had to be getting some kind of twisted pleasure from making me go through pain like that. Which went on for more than an hour, or ten. It felt like forever before everything stopped, the shockwaves, the crazy splitting in my back. Cl
Since I can’t use my hands, I go for the next bed thing. It will either work or I’ll be dead. But no one has ever done anything great without taking a big risk. Without a second thought, I channel all my remaining energy to my back and chest and I arch so hard that I thought I might break my back.
FEYRE “Stupid bitch.” The doctor from earlier curses, rushing into the room just as I exit. “She must be down here somewhere, fucking find her!” At first I wonder who he is talking to, but the sound of pounding footsteps answers my unasked question. There has to be at least a dozen men running d
ALPHA ZADE Feyre’s lookalike doesn’t try to stop me as I storm the woods like a maniac. She followed me closely behind, guiding me through the places as best as she could in the middle of the night and with no moon in sight. “You don’t think it would be best to wait till morning?” I pause hearing
After everyone settled and the place regained a semblance of normalcy, we gathered in the living room to talk about pressing matters. Feyre said she wanted to know everything before tonight. That way, she wouldn’t feel like there is something she has to do in her life. She wants to start on a clean
ALPHA ZADE Everything feels different when the plane lands in the private hangar. Even the air felt different, free and fresh. Feyre slept the entire ride to the packhouse. I relished holding cradling her in my arms like a precious jewel. Which she is. Alpha Asher is already waiting for our arri
If someone told me this would be my life four or five months ago, I would take them to the doctor because something had to be wrong with them. We’re here now, and I don’t think I can ever be this happy in my life. “Perfect.” Zade repeats. He grips my chin and tips my head up until I’m looking at h
FEYRE The gentle rhythm of the heart monitor is the sound I wake up to. I look around the dim lit room, sighing in relief when I note that it is NOT a hospital room. I think everyone would understand if I never wanted to be in one ever again. Soft breathing from beside me makes me smile. I push
We both stare at the gun we hadn’t noticed in alpha Lucien’s hand and Zade sighs, then he stands up, letting my hand fall off his body. “He would choose to die a coward. It is all he has ever been.” He turns and walks out of the place. I followed him without a word. When we walk out, there are mor
FEYRE Losing consciousness has become a second skin to me. That is my first thought when I wake up and find myself looking up at the ceiling. I pick myself up from the ground, craning my neck from side to side until I release the cramp. The man is still lying face down on the mattress. He looks d
I knew it was a reach but he was already on a sloppy hill, and this is the one thing I have always wanted to know, if he was the one that killed her or not. It looked like suicide, people believed she had a reason to. But I knew she wouldn’t. She promised to stand by me and she wouldn’t have left w
“It can’t be cured because it is not a fucking illness. Your delusion though, I’m sure they have mental institutions like this for that.” “Don’t speak to me like that.” he growls, sounding enraged. It is the only real emotion I have seen him shown in a while. “I had this all mapped out for years.
ALPHA ZADE I blink my eyes open, hoping everything I’m thinking right now is nothing but my imagination, or at least, a bad dream. A terrible dream where my father has me and Feyre in a crazy lab bunker. It seems too real, the déjà vu hitting me among other things. This has felt like it has happe