FEYRE My breath catches in my throat at the sight of Zade. I’m still trying to recover from the mind-blowing orgasm. I don’t even know where I got the strength to argue with him when all I really wanted to do was sleep in his arms or something like that. That let me know this is dangerous. This ma
I try to breathe through the first burning as he slowly goes in, inch by inch. He doesn’t stop until he is fully seated in me and we both moan at the same time. His head falls on my shoulder now and he kisses the skin there. “Are you okay?” he asks. I’m unable to speak so I just nod. I feel so ful
FEYREI ignore the not so hidden side eyes I’m getting from the guys. I haven’t seen them since last night, not that I made any effort to see them but I know they didn’t spend the night in the suite.Heaven knows where they went but I was glad all the same when I found out they weren’t around when w
FEYRE Zade doesn’t stop looking at me and as much as I try to ignore how his gaze is burning into the side of my face, I can’t. in the end I gave up and my head snaps to him and I narrow my eyes, wondering why the hell he was watching me like he wanted to devour me. I couldn’t even pretend it didn’
FEYRE My body is almost shaking with need, and as fast as he is moving, I feel like Zade is slow. “Yeah, yes. Got it.” He mutters into the phone. We’d just started getting heavy when his phone rang, he ignored it at first but it kept ringing incessantly. I gave up and told him to check what is go
FEYRE Zade is watching me with an expression I can’t decipher but it makes my insides twist. Feeling a little out of it—really, don’t expect me to be fine after those four mind blowing orgasms. He was more than late for his meeting, not that he seemed to care with the way he is looking at me righ
“I said wear the green dress.” Again, I’m rewarded with that almost smile. I opened my mouth to ask why, because well, I’m me and I just can’t help it sometimes. He doesn’t let me speak by capturing my lips with his. He works his tongue into my mouth, trying to control the kiss which I didn’t give
FEYRE When I saw the green dress Zade mentioned, I swore he made a mistake because there was no way he picked that for me to wear. I double—triple checked the entire closet but that was the only green anything in there. So he definitely knew what he was talking about. And he wanted me to wear that
After everyone settled and the place regained a semblance of normalcy, we gathered in the living room to talk about pressing matters. Feyre said she wanted to know everything before tonight. That way, she wouldn’t feel like there is something she has to do in her life. She wants to start on a clean
ALPHA ZADE Everything feels different when the plane lands in the private hangar. Even the air felt different, free and fresh. Feyre slept the entire ride to the packhouse. I relished holding cradling her in my arms like a precious jewel. Which she is. Alpha Asher is already waiting for our arri
If someone told me this would be my life four or five months ago, I would take them to the doctor because something had to be wrong with them. We’re here now, and I don’t think I can ever be this happy in my life. “Perfect.” Zade repeats. He grips my chin and tips my head up until I’m looking at h
FEYRE The gentle rhythm of the heart monitor is the sound I wake up to. I look around the dim lit room, sighing in relief when I note that it is NOT a hospital room. I think everyone would understand if I never wanted to be in one ever again. Soft breathing from beside me makes me smile. I push
We both stare at the gun we hadn’t noticed in alpha Lucien’s hand and Zade sighs, then he stands up, letting my hand fall off his body. “He would choose to die a coward. It is all he has ever been.” He turns and walks out of the place. I followed him without a word. When we walk out, there are mor
FEYRE Losing consciousness has become a second skin to me. That is my first thought when I wake up and find myself looking up at the ceiling. I pick myself up from the ground, craning my neck from side to side until I release the cramp. The man is still lying face down on the mattress. He looks d
I knew it was a reach but he was already on a sloppy hill, and this is the one thing I have always wanted to know, if he was the one that killed her or not. It looked like suicide, people believed she had a reason to. But I knew she wouldn’t. She promised to stand by me and she wouldn’t have left w
“It can’t be cured because it is not a fucking illness. Your delusion though, I’m sure they have mental institutions like this for that.” “Don’t speak to me like that.” he growls, sounding enraged. It is the only real emotion I have seen him shown in a while. “I had this all mapped out for years.
ALPHA ZADE I blink my eyes open, hoping everything I’m thinking right now is nothing but my imagination, or at least, a bad dream. A terrible dream where my father has me and Feyre in a crazy lab bunker. It seems too real, the déjà vu hitting me among other things. This has felt like it has happe