FEYRE Zade doesn’t stop looking at me and as much as I try to ignore how his gaze is burning into the side of my face, I can’t. in the end I gave up and my head snaps to him and I narrow my eyes, wondering why the hell he was watching me like he wanted to devour me. I couldn’t even pretend it didn’
FEYRE My body is almost shaking with need, and as fast as he is moving, I feel like Zade is slow. “Yeah, yes. Got it.” He mutters into the phone. We’d just started getting heavy when his phone rang, he ignored it at first but it kept ringing incessantly. I gave up and told him to check what is go
FEYRE Zade is watching me with an expression I can’t decipher but it makes my insides twist. Feeling a little out of it—really, don’t expect me to be fine after those four mind blowing orgasms. He was more than late for his meeting, not that he seemed to care with the way he is looking at me righ
“I said wear the green dress.” Again, I’m rewarded with that almost smile. I opened my mouth to ask why, because well, I’m me and I just can’t help it sometimes. He doesn’t let me speak by capturing my lips with his. He works his tongue into my mouth, trying to control the kiss which I didn’t give
FEYRE When I saw the green dress Zade mentioned, I swore he made a mistake because there was no way he picked that for me to wear. I double—triple checked the entire closet but that was the only green anything in there. So he definitely knew what he was talking about. And he wanted me to wear that
FEYRE I was almost shaking with anticipation as I waited for Zade to come up. I received a message from an unknown number—him—and he said he was on his way up. Like I have done ten times now–yes I counted the time, I checked the mirror again to make sure everything was in place. I even did my hai
ALPHA ZADE “Where the fuck have you been?” Williams asks, rushing to me as soon as he sees me walking out of the elevator. “I was busy. What is it?” he nods his head toward the back of the bar, meaning for me to follow him. I did so without a word, ignoring how much he was bitching me about what
“What exactly are we doing here?” When he told me it was very important, I expected him to drag me to a private meeting. I should have seen the red flags when he said to meet him in the bar. “Meeting someone, they have information about the shooter.” He replies, looking over my shoulder. He still
After everyone settled and the place regained a semblance of normalcy, we gathered in the living room to talk about pressing matters. Feyre said she wanted to know everything before tonight. That way, she wouldn’t feel like there is something she has to do in her life. She wants to start on a clean
ALPHA ZADE Everything feels different when the plane lands in the private hangar. Even the air felt different, free and fresh. Feyre slept the entire ride to the packhouse. I relished holding cradling her in my arms like a precious jewel. Which she is. Alpha Asher is already waiting for our arri
If someone told me this would be my life four or five months ago, I would take them to the doctor because something had to be wrong with them. We’re here now, and I don’t think I can ever be this happy in my life. “Perfect.” Zade repeats. He grips my chin and tips my head up until I’m looking at h
FEYRE The gentle rhythm of the heart monitor is the sound I wake up to. I look around the dim lit room, sighing in relief when I note that it is NOT a hospital room. I think everyone would understand if I never wanted to be in one ever again. Soft breathing from beside me makes me smile. I push
We both stare at the gun we hadn’t noticed in alpha Lucien’s hand and Zade sighs, then he stands up, letting my hand fall off his body. “He would choose to die a coward. It is all he has ever been.” He turns and walks out of the place. I followed him without a word. When we walk out, there are mor
FEYRE Losing consciousness has become a second skin to me. That is my first thought when I wake up and find myself looking up at the ceiling. I pick myself up from the ground, craning my neck from side to side until I release the cramp. The man is still lying face down on the mattress. He looks d
I knew it was a reach but he was already on a sloppy hill, and this is the one thing I have always wanted to know, if he was the one that killed her or not. It looked like suicide, people believed she had a reason to. But I knew she wouldn’t. She promised to stand by me and she wouldn’t have left w
“It can’t be cured because it is not a fucking illness. Your delusion though, I’m sure they have mental institutions like this for that.” “Don’t speak to me like that.” he growls, sounding enraged. It is the only real emotion I have seen him shown in a while. “I had this all mapped out for years.
ALPHA ZADE I blink my eyes open, hoping everything I’m thinking right now is nothing but my imagination, or at least, a bad dream. A terrible dream where my father has me and Feyre in a crazy lab bunker. It seems too real, the déjà vu hitting me among other things. This has felt like it has happe