ALPHA ZADE I wish I could blame what I did on Cassian but I couldn’t because I’d been the one to lose control this time and not him. A switch just went off in my head when he called her hot. It wasn’t something I didn’t already know before, heck, any man with eyes could see it but him saying it to
FEYRE If there was a competition and reward for assholery, Alpha Zade would win with zero effort. Hell, he wouldn’t only win the first prize, he would win like the first ten prizes. When we arrived in Philadelphia, where the summit is taking place, two other SUVs were waiting for us, this time, he
FEYRE I should not have felt warm or all tingly after hearing Alpha Zade call me his mate. I mean, I should be annoyed. He has been dragging me since from the airport, heck, the plane, so the last thing I should feel is anything but warm at his words. Well, try telling that to my wolf who is alrea
ALPHA ZADE I stripped off the clothes I was wearing, each layer coming off with more force than needed. I needed a shower desperately to cool my nerves and stop me from killing that fucking idiot on my first night here. It is past ten already and I would rather be in bed, not thinking about having
FEYRE I busied myself with looking out the floor to ceiling window. It offered a great view of the city I must admit. Multiple skyscrapers similar to the one we were in seemed to be everywhere. It was like they didn’t have any building that wasn’t trying to get into the clouds. I don’t know for h
FEYRE His grey eyes were the warmest I’ve ever seen them, he didn’t look angry which is the only expression I am familiar with. Either angry, livid or desire. But this, I couldn’t put a name to it. My throat felt dry and I couldn’t think of one word to say for the life of me. ‘Kiss him!’ I shake
FEYRE Zade and I haven’t said a word to each other since last night. I’d used his surprise to my advantage and pushed him off me then pretty much ran out of the room. I was breathing heavily when I sat back between Adrian and Sawyer, when they asked if anything was wrong and what the alpha wanted
ALPHA ZADE Sure, I was avoiding her, it is not something I haven’t done before but this time, it just held more weight to it. I couldn’t really explain. ‘You know why that is.’ Cassian has been giving me shit since last night and he hasn’t stopped till now. You would think he would get tired of it
After everyone settled and the place regained a semblance of normalcy, we gathered in the living room to talk about pressing matters. Feyre said she wanted to know everything before tonight. That way, she wouldn’t feel like there is something she has to do in her life. She wants to start on a clean
ALPHA ZADE Everything feels different when the plane lands in the private hangar. Even the air felt different, free and fresh. Feyre slept the entire ride to the packhouse. I relished holding cradling her in my arms like a precious jewel. Which she is. Alpha Asher is already waiting for our arri
If someone told me this would be my life four or five months ago, I would take them to the doctor because something had to be wrong with them. We’re here now, and I don’t think I can ever be this happy in my life. “Perfect.” Zade repeats. He grips my chin and tips my head up until I’m looking at h
FEYRE The gentle rhythm of the heart monitor is the sound I wake up to. I look around the dim lit room, sighing in relief when I note that it is NOT a hospital room. I think everyone would understand if I never wanted to be in one ever again. Soft breathing from beside me makes me smile. I push
We both stare at the gun we hadn’t noticed in alpha Lucien’s hand and Zade sighs, then he stands up, letting my hand fall off his body. “He would choose to die a coward. It is all he has ever been.” He turns and walks out of the place. I followed him without a word. When we walk out, there are mor
FEYRE Losing consciousness has become a second skin to me. That is my first thought when I wake up and find myself looking up at the ceiling. I pick myself up from the ground, craning my neck from side to side until I release the cramp. The man is still lying face down on the mattress. He looks d
I knew it was a reach but he was already on a sloppy hill, and this is the one thing I have always wanted to know, if he was the one that killed her or not. It looked like suicide, people believed she had a reason to. But I knew she wouldn’t. She promised to stand by me and she wouldn’t have left w
“It can’t be cured because it is not a fucking illness. Your delusion though, I’m sure they have mental institutions like this for that.” “Don’t speak to me like that.” he growls, sounding enraged. It is the only real emotion I have seen him shown in a while. “I had this all mapped out for years.
ALPHA ZADE I blink my eyes open, hoping everything I’m thinking right now is nothing but my imagination, or at least, a bad dream. A terrible dream where my father has me and Feyre in a crazy lab bunker. It seems too real, the déjà vu hitting me among other things. This has felt like it has happe