FEYRE It has been two days since Alpha Zade and I kissed and I have been avoiding him, or we have been avoiding each other. That seems more accurate. He turned back when he arrived at the dining room and I was there last night. He didn’t eat dinner, I was told by Delilah this morning. He didn’t e
I’d told her I was going to go and call Asher. I’m not going to tell him about the kiss, I just wanted to talk to someone from my pack. I feel like my life is falling apart, I need a semblance of control which I can’t find here. Delilah is sweet but she reminds me of her alpha, even if they share
FEYRE If I thought I had something to think about because of the kiss, it just got worse with this news of the summit. Dylan tried to make me feel better by saying it is nothing and it will pass in the blink of an eye. He didn’t realize he wasn’t helping so I just smiled politely and thanked him.
FEYRE I stare at Delilah with a blank look after she says that. I wish I could deny it but I can't because she is telling the truth. I think of my childhood and how many times I have heard that. Asher’s father always tells me ‘Curiosity killed the cat, but satisfaction brought it back’. It was su
ALPHA ZADE “Delilah, give us a moment.” Delilah opens her mouth, ready to argue but a look from me makes her change her mind. She taps Feyre’s arm and smiles, something I can’t explain in her eyes. “I’ll see you there, bye.” With that, she jogs off leaving the two of us alone. It was the wake u
A feral and animalistic part of me wanted me to open my mouth and capture it between my teeth. I don’t know what the hell I’m supposed to do with it after but it sounded great in my head. I let her walk away, deciding it is for the best. I couldn’t help myself though, I watched her sexy ass sway a
FEYRE “Do I really have to go?” I make puppy dog eyes at alpha Lucien. I feel like an idiot but after braving it with Alpha Zade yesterday and then going back to my room and being unable to sleep because he was on my mind. I’d reached a new low when I allowed my hand to trail down and slipped int
“Yeah, yeah.” I add, sounding less than excited about this trip. When I was going with Asher, I was actually enthusiastic and even looking forward to it. Now though, I would rather die than have to attend. “Dylan is coming here to escort you back to your room,” I nod my thanks at Alpha Lucien. I’