…Jenna POV…
Being stuck in a hole in the ground makes you think, think about a lot of things. Especially the things that you could have done differently in your life. Regret is a big word, and to say that you regret something is even a bigger thing to say. In my little hole here, I am thinking of how I could have regretted something differently.
Every bad reaction has an even worse chain reaction if you think about it this way if the lazy ass cat dies, who is going to kill the dirty annoying mouse. Same as for a relationship, if you break something that needs no fixing and looks for fixing somewhere else, you are bound the create a bigger problem than what you started with.
You end up creating a monster.
You end up with this bad reaction that your chain reaction caused.
Luke that has been watching me intently, finally speaks, “What are you thinking so hard about gorgeous?”
“Can I ask you a question?”
“Of course.”
“If you say you love me, how can you tie me to a pole?”
He gets up from where he is sitting and comes walking up to me, “You will just go running back to him. You always do.”
“So, are you going to keep me here until forever?”
“If I have to, I will.”
“How is that loving someone then?”
“How is taking someone's heart and trample all over it every time you leave loving someone?”
For a brief moment, my heart feels sad for what I have done to him, but only a brief second, “It was never my intention Luke.”
“But you did it anyway.”
“No, you getting me all wrong.”
“I don't see how I can get this wrong.”
“You know I really cared about you.”
He looks at me in shock, “When did care turn into cared?”
“The minute you tied me to a pole.”
“So I guess love turned to loved somewhere between the tying up too?”
“Luke, no matter what you have done, what you are doing, or what you are still going to do, there will always be love in my heart for you.”
“Just not the kind of love I am looking for?”
I only but shake my head at him in an agreement, “Not this kind of love; from where I am sitting, all I can feel is rage. You have to let me go.”
“Unfortunately, I can not do that.”
“How are we going to have a normal intimate relationship like this?”
“I am still trying to figure that out for myself.”
“This is not the way to resolve our problems.”
“This is the only way to resolve our problems.”
I can see that he gets frustrated by my constant nagging, but I am not ready to give up, “God, Luke, please don't do this.”
“It's done; there is no turning back from here.”
“What happens if he finds me?”
“I hope he does not; I don't want to do something I am really going to regret.”
“What do you mean?”
“I don't want to make you a widow faster than you got married.”
I really hope that Tyler finds me, but if this is what Luke is going to do if Tyler does, then maybe it's better than Tyler doesn't. Telling this man what he wants to hear when I even don't want to hear it myself is harder than I thought it is going to be. To claim that there is a love for him is only going to feed that animal inside.
If only I listened to Tyler, if only I had worn it under my dress, maybe I won't be tied up, maybe I won't be in this danger. But ifs and maybes and buts are not going to save me from him. I need a solution, and I need it fast.
…Tyler POV…
Today should have been the happiest day of our lives. Today was the happiest day of our lives. The only thing that can make this day happy again is finding my wife.
“Brooke,” I turn to her concerned, “ You know this town better than me; where do we find any basements?”
“There is about six that I know of.”
“Are the houses all occupied?”
“Only three of them.”
“So we each take one.”
“We can't split up. It will be two against one.”
“It is going to take too long.”
Nathan interrupts me, “Tyler, he won't hurt her, but he will definitely hurt one of us.”
“Can we go then?”
We head off to the first house; standing outside this basement brings an awful feeling of dread over me. How do you react to a situation you have never been prepared for.
There no lock at the door; it seems that it has been abandoned for a very long time; I instinctively know that she is definitely not here.
I look at Brooke, defeated, “She is not here.”
“We have not checked.”
“She is not here.”
The sun is starting to set, it is getting really dark really fast now, and we still have two to go.
…Jenna POV…
I know Tyler is going to find me; I feel that he is getting very close. The only problem is, after our talk earlier on, it got Luke spooked; now he has taken me out of the basement and moved me to a barn at the very outskirts of town.
If there is a chance that I should never be found, I think I might just lose my sanity likeLuke did; maybe it is the loneliness that drove him insane and not me after all.
That day I looked him in the eye when I said my final goodbye; I thought I saw love. Did I see rage fueled by the fire that burns stone-cold hot?
…Tyler POV…
We just finished searching the second house and the second basement, no sign of her. It is pitch dark; Brooke wants to call it a night; I say we don't stop at all.
“Tyler,” Brooke grabs me by the arm, “You can't carry on without sleep.”
“I can, and I will.”
“Stop being so goddamn stubborn.”
“He wants her alive,” Nathan reminds me. “She will be okay.”
“What if he touches her,” the thought cringes through my mind.
Brooke looks me straight in the eyes, “Then I will personally cut his fucking hands off.”
“Two hours, that's it.”
We end back at Jenna's old place; there is some of the old furniture in here; at least it is a place to crash. None of us feel much up for talking, not even Brooke feels like flirting; everyone goes their own way, off to get some rest.
But I don't.
I wait until I know for almost certain that they both are deep off to sleep when I head on out again.
The third house is all the way on the other side; it is one of the big farmhouses on the outskirts of town. I am outnumbered by one and most probably have far less firepower than Luke does; it is not like I planned a kidnapping and standoff on my wedding day.
I get to the third house and make my way inside to search the house itself to see if anyone has been around here, but I do not find a thing.
Now the basement, to say I am not scared shitless, would be a blatant lie; I know I can handle myself; I don't know what he is prepared to do, though. I truly believe his intention will be to eliminate me completely. Monsters don't get reinvented with a conscience.
Where is the basement?
There is no goddamn basement!
What the fuck now?
Wait, there is a barn.
My heart is pounding out my chest; I think this must be it. I don't know if I should yank the door or just pull it.
There is no time to make a decision.
There is a rustle behind my back.
Everything goes black.
I am startled awake by a loud thud at the door, followed by the yanking of the chains. I hear the chain being dropped to the floor, not being locked again as always before; I can hear the district sound of something being dragged along the floorI am struck with fear; what has he come back for so early again tonightAs he turns the corner, I am horrified with the sight of what he has been dragging behind him.“Tyler!” I look at Luke look in horror, “What have you done to him?”“Relax, he is still alive.”“What did you do to him?” I ask Luke again“I had to knock his snooping ass out. What a lovely reunion this is going to be.”“I told you he would find me.”“Yes, he did but without backup. Both of you are stuck here now.”
God no!What do I do?That is a fucking stupid question.Get your shit off the fucking floor, Jenna, and save your husband.“Hey fuck head.” Luke turns to me as I call for his attention. “I suggest you drop that gun.”He bursts out in a rumble of laughter, “God, if this were not, so such a fucked up the mess, I would say that is fucken hot.”My body stiffens as I cringe at hearing his words, “You a sick fuck.”“What happened to monster?” His rumble becomes even scarier than before.But I am not about to back down, “Just drop the god damn gun.”“Baby,” he but only give me some wicked smile on his face. “By the time you get that safety off, I would have blown his brains all over the pole.”&n
Tyler has just taken a life, Luke’s crazy rampage has come to an end. His hand is wrapped around my shoulder as we walk back to his truck. Not a word is being spoken; how does something like this affect someone, how does taking a life affect your own. What is this going to do to the man next to me, the man that I love, the man that has just paid the ultimate sacrifice to save my life? A situation that was created by me that turned a friend into a monster.I am scared I lose Tyler, not him itself, but his mind; right now, he shows no feeling or remorse, will he, in time, start losing himself.I don’t know what to say to him, but I have to say something; the silence drives me insane. I need to know if he is okay if he is going to be okay, “Baby.”He briefly turns his head and looks at me, “Yes, baby.”Without trying to sound with too much desperation in my voice, I s
The drive to the ranch is quiet; Tyler has been staring out the window most of the time. I tried speaking, but it is like my words are falling on death ears. I can feel the heaviness hanging in the air, pain radiating from his body. Before we reach the city, I need to stop for gas, the very same gas station I have been stopping every time I make this trip. As I come to the store clerk to pay, he immediately recognizes my face. There is a slight smile filled with confusion playing in his eyes, “Don’t tell me your dream fell through again.” I look on over to the truck, and the attendant follows my eyed, “My dream is in that truck.” I pause for a moment and turn to look at the clerk again, “His body is there, but his mind is gone.” “Well,” he starts, and there is genuine concern in his voice, “Whatever happened, I am sure time will heal his wounds.” I only but give h
It's been two weeks; the nightmares are not getting any better; I don't see him at all during the days, I spent my nights awake watching over him and crying for him. It should be the happiest part of our marriage, but it's not; he is going through something awful that I can't even begin to understand.I need to talk to him.There is something I need to tell him.I find him out by the stables.“Hey, baby.” I hand him a cup of hot coffee.I reach out to give it to him, and I cannot help but noticed how his hands are shaking. “Thank you.” He only but mumbles from underneath his breath.I move a little bit close to him and sit down on the bench next to him, “Baby, we need to talk.”“Jenna, I am not in the mood for you telling me how you don't understand and how you want to help me.” 
...Tyler POV…There is a lot that can happen in a split second that can change your life, that can change a man. You might think at the time it is the best thing to do but it can turn around and be your greatest regret.I thought I was walking into it as a man that wanted to save his wife but I walked out a ruined and broken man. A man that will never be the same.I play it off in my head over and over again. One second I am staring a crazed monster in the face then next he is on the floor. The second his lifeless body hit the floor my own life became lifeless.I cannot face Jenna, I don't know if it is because I feel ashamed or because I feel like a monster. This is the week that should be my honeymoon but I cannot be around her, I don't want to be around anyone at this moment or even in the near future.She is trying her best to be supportive and to understand but I am n
Tyler seems to be better. The news of our baby that is on the way has cleared his head in some way and he has escaped from the demon that has to hold him back in his mind.Or that is what I have thought.Last night was torture, not only for me but for him as well. The nightmares seem to have crept their way back into his soul. I did not but sleep one wink out of desperation to get him from where he went running off again.I thought he had escaped the place where he had gone, but yet he is back again. The man that I love has become but a shelf of who he is. He has forgotten all the good things that need to keep him here.As we sit for breakfast this morning, which he reluctantly had been forced to do, I can see that hollowness has returned to his mind.Tyler is gone from me again and I have, once again, no way in saving him from himself. I thought that the news of our baby would keep him back, get him away and save him from the monster that has take
It does not take me but a second and I drop the phone and race over to Tyler. I find him lying on the floor in the stables. As I look over at him, I see he is not moving. There is blood. There is so much blood. I cannot see where it is coming from. I call his name. There is no answer. I shake him. He does not respond. I try to find his pulse. I feel nothing. There is nothing. He is not responding.It comes faster than a crashing wave over my body, "Tyler!"The pain knocks my breath away, and I cannot breathe, "Tyler!" I shake him harder than I have ever shaken anyone in my life ever before."Tyler, Please wake up!" My words mean nothing. He is not moving.I beg, and I beg, and I plead, I say the words over and over, "Please, please, please, please wake up!"There is a deafening silence; the world has stopped. There is nothing but horror. My words are stuttering; I am totally lost; my world is shattered in pieces. Why is he not waking up? Why is he