Facing My Demons

My life feels as if it is spiraling out of control.

There is no movement from Tyler whatsoever and there are times that I feel that I need to accept that it has come to the inevetible.

Just when I thought that I had Tyler and we are happy together, the demons had to come creeping out the closet.

I know that I still owe Brooke an answer, and yes, so am I going to owe Tyler. But there is something that I need to do before I can even get there.

Yes, things are coming together in such a weird and crazy way, but by far not normal at all. Never did I think that this would have come to back to haunt me one day.

But I love Tyler, and this is for him that I need to do this today.

I cannot even go back to a time where I can remember not loving Tyler at all. Never though did I think it would lead up to it in such a difficult and trying way. I always knew that we were destined to be together no matter what secrets were hiding in my past.

B