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Ghost From The Past
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Tyler has just left me a note saying that he loves me, but he cannot be with me. Is that supposed to make me feel better? What does that even mean? I do not know how one can say he loves you, but yet he cannot be with you. Is there something he is hiding? Or does he just not feel the same way about me?
Regardless of what it is, it still stings; it still hurts. Tyler might think that he is the only one walking with a bruised heart. Well, I do too. It does not mean that if I left Brendan that I do not hurt. I do; he really has no idea what I have been through.
I really feel that I need to talk to somebody, so I get dress and make my way back to phone Sandra. With much luck, she will be available today. So it is with eager fingers that I swipe up and final her number.
"Hi, Sandra, can we do lunch today?"
"Sounds like a great idea; meet you at the diner in an hour."
Little under an hour, I drive out of the property. As I leave, I see Tyler come in. I l
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