REINA “You wish we didn't.” “I guess I am lost somewhere and somehow. Can someone help find me?” Bruce asked and I shut my eyes. My head kept pounding severely and I began to have a migraine as I stood right there. In between two men. One of the men was my supposed ex husband and another man who genuinely cared for me. “I'm sorry, Bruce. Can you leave us to settle this?” I asked him. That was too much for me to say but I knew that saying that will allow peace to reign. I needed to talk to him personally so that I would know why he did such a thing. “Okay, fine. I will leave. I guess there is a misunderstanding somewhere. I hope you two fix whatever the problem is,” he said to me in the most soothing voice and my heart broke. He held me tight with his hand and I could feel his pulse. “I'm sorry. I muttered and he nodded before leaving. After Bruce left, I faced Ethan who had long sat down, serving himself some drinks. “Can you explain what you just did?” I aske
REINA“I don't know what you mean by that, Ethan,” I said, moving further away from him.I didn't know if he was trying to crack a joke or not. But, I sincerely did not find it funny.All the moves he made towards me were one that always made me so uncomfortable.“That will be fun, Reina. You don't have to worry too much about it. I'm good in bed and you know that," he remarked dryly and I stepped out again out of the range where he was standing.This was already too much for me to take. “I don't care if you are good in bed or not, Ethan. I have a problem with you already. My problem is that you allowed the person I came here with to go. Leaving me with you,” I said outrightly.I'm pretty sure that everything I said was enough for him to understand where I am coming from.I was tired. I was fed up. He was trying to please me. Yet, I do not want him. Can't he just back off?How was that such a difficult thing to do?“Are you trying to say that I am no fun? My effort to see you today w
REINAThat laughter came at the right time. I would not have wanted something better in an awkward situation. I felt weird about everything that was happening in my life today. Was I changing who I am already because Ethan was becoming attractive once again?I shook my head as I could not get the answer to my question. I was with someone's husband. Going out with him and allowing him to take me to places.I really do not care about that because Ravenna had done worse to me. What I cared about now was how he was going to see me?He would think that I am easily pleased and swayed around. I really did not want that to happen.I am confused as hell. I am unsure of my feelings and my emotions. I do not know what to do.“Are you okay?” he asked, stretching his hand towards me but I declined.I wanted to walk on my own without being attached to any man. It felt very weird waiting for a man to do something that I can do for myself just as easily. I didn't want him to have the impression tha
ETHAN Reina had been very happy ever since we came here. We have had our fights and all but it's been a while since I saw her happy when she is in my company.I am doing a good job getting her back, I would say. “Do you know the name of that band? I have never heard of them and they are not in the spotlight either,” she asked me and I tilted my head a little.“I really don't know their names. Everything about them is kept a secret and the reason why they are not let in the spotlight is because they have signed a deal with this restaurant to only play for them. As you can see they don't mingle with the public, neither do they mingle with the guests,” I explained to her, telling her everything that I know.“Ohh, I see. That means they are here strictly for business,” she pointed out.“You got that right,” I answered with a nod and I heard some steps coming closer to us.Looking up, I saw the butler that Ashely told us would bring the wine. He came towards us with a bottle of wine. “
REINAI don't like you that much to make love with you, Ethan.Hold it. That's what I wanted to say initially before I cut everything I was thinking short.I shook my head and waved what he said apart, pretending I didn't hear a thing. I had already fallen, again for the man who ditched me for another lady and swindled my heart.At this point, I can call myself a crazy lady because what was going through my head when I was making this decision?“Did you hear me at all, sunshine?” Ethan asked, drawing my mind back to the Statement that he made earlier.Sorry, Ethan. I never forgot whatever you said. I am just as stubborn as you may think to ignore what you said.I don't want to have sex with you. I wish I could say that but, I do not know what was keeping my tongue tied in that manner.“Let's just finish our food. We are almost done,” I said, changing the topic.We were already eating dessert and I could swear that the various dishes I just ate were nothing less than a ten. Everythin
REINA “I think I will give it a try. This is not a yes to your offer but, we can go to where you want us to go,” I responded and his face brightened up with a smile.I guess that was nothing but a”me” effect.“That's perfect, hunny! I bet you will have a wonderful time there.”“I won't doubt your words about having a good time as I did have a good time here. You have a good taste.”“I know I have a good taste. That's why I am attracted to you. I am only attracted to things of good quality.”That made me giggle a little. We met with the lady that ushered us into this place and I bid her farewell.There was no time to exchange too much pleasantries, I would have asked for her number.But, I was very quick to give her my card, hoping that she would reach out to me herself.I loved her personality and I would want to be friends with her. It won't hurt making new friends though.And that was it. We were out of the restaurant and I could barely see anything apart from the moon which was sh
REINA We entered the hotel and my eyes roamed around the interior as we walked. The walls were all painted with a royal blue color and the reception had chandeliers hanging down at various ends.Soon we were in the room he booked and I was still marveled at the sight of everything.This room was at the top most and last floor and we had to use a lift. Well, the beauty in front of us was worth it so I didn't complain. “Lock the door,” he commanded, barely looking at me as we entered the room.I did as he said and he turned to me, shaking his head.“I have waited too long for this day but you would never let me be with you. I just needed little from you like sitting with me in the car with slow songs playing or you to just hold my fucking hand or something. But, you never did!”I was surprised that this was coming out again.“But…I had let you into me before. How much nearer do you want to get to me? How much of my time do you want? I growled.“It's not enough! I know you just agree
REINAIt's been two weeks!Two fucking weeks since I allowed Ethan fuck me after we had separated for years. I still do not know how to feel about it.I have not forgotten about the experience and I doubt if I would be able to forget about it.“My God! I was so stupid!” I screamed in my room.I had told this man to fuck me and I desired him even more. I wonder what ran through his mind as I had requested all that from him.I had to let go of that thought since it was only making me feel guilty of what I have done. I haven't been able to get over that thought even though I don't.I laid on my bed doing nothing. My phone rang, distracting me from my thoughts. On the display was Bruce’s name and I gasped when I saw it. “Holy heavens! I have totally forgotten to call him back after Ethan disrupted our outing that day,” I said to myself.I was already feeling guilty of my actions. I was not a good person and I know that I had done a lot to hurt him.I had to pretend nothing happened as I