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“Wanna put me in a box of glitter, and I'm just trying to get right outAnd now you're feeling so, so bitter, because I've let you down” I continued singing.I've always felt alone, empty, and numb. Why? Because they are my parents, they're always beside us, but I can't feel they're love. Yeah they're with me but their love is too high for me to reach, just like the sky. I can't reach their love, no, I actually can but that love was overpowered by the hate and shame that they felt on me. Shame because of what I've done. But they didn't know...that I've done all of that, just for her. For their loving daughter. Because I think maybe if I protect her, they'll be glad on me. That they will finally accept me, and give me love. But no! Instead, t-they...“And this storm is rising inside of meDon't you feel that our world's collideIt's getting harder to breath, it hurts deep inside”They suffocates me. I can hardly breathe because
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